>>696453265 >>696453613 I went to a therapist and I was a little afraid of judgment but knew if I didn't get over it I wouldn't get help. My habits were just looking at cp. No intentions of harming any children.
>>696454379 It's pretty obvious that some sexual aberrations are a result of surroundings, IE, nurture over nature. It's perfectly natural that OP would seek respite from poor nurturing, though /b probably isn't the best place.
My fetishes are pretty tame. I like handjobs, glory holes, pretty much anything to do with the idea of being "serviced"
im 15 and I wanna lick my 7 year old sister? Should I be frowned upon as a pedophile? I'll admit i've allowed her to grind on me with my clothes on and I get a good hard on from it. She makes a straight face at me when she sees the bulge in my pants but she doesn't talk sexual to me, I don't think she knows much about the penis, which is good if Imma gonna sex her? I don't want her to remember the sexual encounter so should I drug her?
But doesnt distracting you from CP just gonna secretly give you more urges down the line.
I mean I have no idea how one would recover from being a pedo. Like would going to a strip club or getting escorts sort of take you away from kids, unless age is a turn off. Like wrinkles and stretchmarks
I got a handjob under a light blanket from a young 20-something and her 4 year old sister was nearby, started climbing on us a little, the older sis kept stroking my cock and the little one accidentally grabbed at the tip of my ock while her sister worked my shaft, unseen beneath the covers. It felt no different from if the older girl did it, it felt good but I knew it was wrong.
I went to a therapist, admitted to the fact, and then freaked out after a few sessions. They don't need to know. They're going to use that information against us all. I just know they will.
People hate us and for justifiable reasons, really. There will never be any true study on why we are as we are. And we will become the newest witch hunt craze. Stay low and do not reveal your power levels, brothers and sisters.
the worst thing about being a pedophile is when i'm with my parents and they walk up to another parent and comment on how cute their daughter is. My parents don't know I'm a pedophile yet and hopefully never will find out.
>>696452561 I have the same problem too. However, I have it a bit worse because there are elementary/middle school girls who come into my store in short shirts and tubtops and I am not expected to feel a little naughty. Sad to say they have flirted with me, but I CAN'T return the favor (social pressure)
OP, you're a fucking retard if you actually think you can "cure" pedophilia because there's nothing wrong with it. Pedophilia is the oldest fetish - if one wants to call it that - that has ever existed. It's only in the past couple hundred years that it was deemed as immoral, and morals are nothing more than bullshit, arbitrary standards set by people who simply don't like something, and then dumbasses who can't think for themselves concede that it's wrong by popular vote. You're never going to change the fact that you're a pedo, and you shouldn't try to because it's only going to fuck you up. Don't fight it; accept it, and fuck what everyone else thinks. Just don't say it to anyone because people are fucktards that follow whatever everyone else says, and because of the equally stupid laws. And by the way, while I'm not a pedophile, I am a zoophile so I can sympathize with you a little bit.
>be me >be 20 >slept with one girl my whole life >ended up cheating on me with some dude shes got kids with now >"im not sorry. you deserved it. youre too distant." >feelsbadman >become pretty reliant on pornography >c2c becomes my shit >get evicted >lose internet >lose pornography >seek similar stimulation in the real world >eventually arrested for indecent exposure >beating off to some 30 year old >guilt, shame, etc. >months pass >court date >informed that i was seen by a 12 year old female >life over >4 years probation >10 years on the registry
never had an attraction to children. never meant to hurt anyone. never actively "flashed" anyone. always tried to stay hidden and get my needs met. i feel terrible for the shitfag i used to be. come a long way honestly. still find exposure pretty arousing but its just not worth it.
I tried to get help for my pedo ways but the first time I brought up about my sexual attraction towards children was a traumatizing moment for me, the therapist told me to leave immediately and to never come back or she would report me.
>>696460869 Anything involving children is looked down on. That sucks that a child was in the wrong place at the time. I was accused once of photographing children in public once but they didn't have proof. Was so close getting put on that list, scared the living shit out of me. needless to say I don't photograph/creepshot women in public anymore.
>>696457603 >It's about risk management and control. There's not enough research in cureing mental illness yet.
This is exactly why getting "help" isn't exactly help. I work in an area where I see kids all the time, and I feel being around kids more rather than avoiding them allows me to control myself, and to some extent, my thoughts. Deliberately going out of my way to avoid a child invokes shame, increases thoughts about the child I was looking at, and makes me think about them later when gratifying myself.
I've learned much later that I need to be comfortable around children enough that I feel it's not even possible for me to get aroused and have far more control than I did when I use to avoid them. Not saying this works for everyone, but I'm certain people have to research everything they can about pedophilia and modern techniques in preventing thoughts and urges while using such techniques, and if they don't work, do something else in the form of experimentation under the intention of avoiding the thought of sexualizing children.
I certain I'll never engage in a child, I have no intention of doing so, and I'm learning to control my thought patterns and sexualizing regular adult things rather than any deviances. But avoiding porn and talking to actual adults is far more conducive than anything, and I fantasize the idea of monogamy more than anything. I have more control of my life, but I'm still not happy until I have a happy marriage.
>>696463719 Just try doing different things, see how it affects you, and keep a journal (or mental journal at least) about it while thinking what different things could you have done to improve the situation. When the same situation comes, implore what you think is best with the best intentions. What we really need is an outreach for each other on what we're doing to help our situation and what we can do to improve ourselves. It's just unfortunate that being open about this will take away opportunities and put you on a watchlist for seeking help.
>>696463883 You are correct sir, even in countries where the AOC is low it is still frowned upon and people don't do it. My country aoc is 14 and no one ever actually acts upon it if they are an adult.
>>696464263 I have a less than average sense of smell which I think is a good thing and I don't really get too close to a child to be able to smell them. I just keep act as casual as possible and don't let it deter me from what I was going to do. Even at a birthday party or some gathering, I don't let it affect what I already intended to do. If a child smells and it bothers me, like any adult, I'll move away. Just do whatever you would do as any regular situation. With a mindset like that, it's almost like any mental deficiency you have doesn't affect you.
>>696463883 It is though. Feminists dominate the mainstream in the west, they were the ones that first introduced age of consent laws. They are the ones that decide what's right and what's wrong regarding sex. They are the ones that scream pedo at any man that has a slight interest in any girl younger than them. Men in the east are marrying girls as young as nine and it is totally normal.
For me, the problem is that regular porn has become to "plain" for me to even jack off to.. Yes I know it's wrong to sexually dream of children, but it's like a going down a rabbit hole that's hard to turn back around.
The 2nd issue is how easy it is to get a hold of CP if you know what your looking for. I'm not even talking about the .onion sites or torrents, but simple IRC rooms. Some of stuff I have seen online, I really wish I could wipe my brain of!
>>696464673 Get help. I live with the constant urge to do alot of shit. I man up. Don't get me wrong I'm into alot of depraved shit. But don't fuck with other people's lives. Think about the consequences for a second. It is possible that you turn your sister into a victim. You could fuck her whole life up. You could fuck your whole life up. I don't like child porn but you should watch that instead of raping your own sister
>>696465696 I hope you get arrested and raped in the prison, just imagine what you would do if you were her, if your brother raped and you. How sick are you? Pedophilia is not wrong because it doesn't mean the need to rape a child it means that you love children, why would you hurt something you love? You aren't a pedophile, you are a sick fuck who should get arrested.
>>696465600 Meth not even once. Avoiding porn completely and interacting women your age would help. Also I exercise a lot which controls my addiction to the internet. I don't even watch porn anymore to be honest.
>>696464673 DO NOT REVEAL YOUR POWER LEVEL! IT WILL TURN AGAINST YOU! Brother, do not listen to these people, if you must admit anything do it anonymously and online. Virtped is a decent site of well-meaning pedophiles who overcome their urges and desires.
DO NOT. DO NOT. REVEAL YOUR POWER LEVEL IN REAL LIFE.
>>696466934 Having sex with someone who can'tconsent means having sex with someone without consent, that is what rape is in the dictionary. If a man fucked your ass and you felt great but you didn't want it, would that be rape? Yes it would.
>>696466602 Some people who are sick enough to ruin a kid's life and hurt a kid just for their own pleasure find it okay to say that they love children and call themselves pedophiles, a pedophile wouldn't hurt a children a pedophile would try his/her best to make a children happy.
>>696466407 Don't argue with a pedophile, they will bring up bullshit from caveman days and other such nonsense to justify their need to makes children sexual objects. It's an illness that will never be cures from discussion because they spend half their time trying to normalize their mental illness.
>>696468175 I don't get what feminism has to do with raping kids that can't tell what is right and what is wrong. If someone thinks it is fine to rape a kid and thinks that they shouldn't get in jail for that they must be very ignorant.
>>696468307 Seems like you have raped quite a few kids, hope you get in jail and get some guys to rape your ass until it bleeds... Oh no you don't believe in rape do you? You will like it and it won't be rape in your opinion.
It's amazing people still get so butthurt about sex in this day and age. You could be a cannibalistic serial killer and most people would think "cool!" But the moment they find out you want to stick your dick in something that isn't the opposite sex who's at least half your age plus 7, then the pitchforks and noose comes out.
>>696468175 >Don't argue with a Trump supporter, they will bring up bullshit from caveman days and other such nonsense to justify their need to Make America Great Again. Its an illness that will never be cures from discussion because they spend half their time trying to normalize their mental illness.
>>696468307 If my nine year old even asked to see your dick and you showed them, I would kill you slow. The fact that it is illegal to do such things means I most likely wouldn't get charged cause the defense laws here. And I would realy like to reach out and snach the life out of you. They are supposed to discover such things with kids their own age, not some pervy tiny dick like you.
>>696469141 Don't worry, he doesn't go out so your nine year old will probably never meet him, I wish every child rapist would get killed, they are sick people who think it is fine to ruin someone's lives for their pleasure.
>>696469027 I can smell the virginity emitting off of this post. Pathetic samefag by the way. Just kill yourself you fucking loser. Just because you aren't a pedo, doesn't mean you're still not an oxygen theif that everyone laughs behind your back.
Does anyone on here still have their elementary school yearbooks? It's bitter sweet looking back at little 8 year old girls that I flashed my dick at in school and to this day at the age of 23 still gladly flash my dick at them.
>>696469693 Because sex should be done to reproduce and they can't reproduce at that age, when they can reproduce they should be smart enough to know who the right person to reproduce with and this is why you should wait until they are 18, stop trying to make raping children seem like a normal thing because it's not possible with that tiny intelligence of yours.
>>696469027 True. He sounds like your typical basement dwelling neckbeard teen trying to sound like an edgy oldfag who claimed that back in their day on /b/ they used to fuck cat corpses and mods would post cp in threads.
>>696470050 Let me tell you something you retarded shit for brains nigger. First of all, I'm pretty sure you're underage. Otherwise you need to kill yourself for being a 30 year old loser who still lurks 4chan. Secondly, stay butthurt you fucking queer. Pedos are going nowhere and you're Chris Hanson loving ass is only going to shit his diapers. Fuck off you stupid nigger. You should've killed yourself 10 years ago.
I flashed my dick to a 9 year old girl in elementary school when I was 10 years old! Any of you guys have sexual experiences growing up in elementary school? She said it was small and I cried myself to sleep that night.
>>696469520 I am a female and just saying what I think is true, I would never ever have a kid with someone who rapes people, please calm down and don't get butt hurt, you act like you are 13 and maybe it's why you like kids more than adults, because you are not mature enough to have healthy relationships with adults and it's easier to trick kids.
>>696471116 There is no help you fucking loser. Everyone in this thread is telling OP to go to jail or hang himself despite him trying to "better" himself. Just remember that everyone is your enemy and they'll turn on you one day when they run out of people to get outraged over.
>>696471493 If you aren't underage you have some mental problems, you are so immature and I think that your it is pretty low because you get angry at everything and try to make yourself seem right by calling people bad words, I thought this was what kids did when they are 11, maybe hanging out with so many kids messed up your brain.
Why don't people just get a treatment for being pedophile? In my country they do a chemo, and remove your whole sex drive. This way your no longer a danger to anyone, but yourself. I can imagine the hormons maybe a problem in countries where they are not free, but it is probably better to pay for them and let other people have a normal life, then for others to live in fear, and end up doing something bad to the pedo person.
>>696471698 You were the one who started flinging insults with your "hurr enjoy your hand virgin" comment. Everything with you losers is about your fucking pussy. My pussy my pussy, everything in this world revolves around the slimy hole between my legs. Maybe if you weren't such a frigid cunt who gets off on withholding things from people like an absolute control FREAK! Then maybe there wouldn't be so many faggots and pedos walking around. Kill Your Self
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