>>696384922 You won't have a great job and lots of money for long with heroin addiction. You'll be lucky to keep the people who love you. You must already know all of this I imagine? Otherwise, why would you have quit before?
One other question, just how creative does does heroin make you feel?
Cocaine over here. I'll never be relieved from it entirely I'm afraid but as long as I don't do it I'm winning. Life is worth the internal struggle.
To all others out there: there's only one important question at the end of the day: did you do it? I know how your addiction is telling you all these lies and excuses to convince yourself that it's okay to use. You'll quit next week, you're worn out from work you deserve little break, just one more night and then it's over, etc. All that bullshit is not important, the only important thing is being able to say at the end of the day: I didn't do it, I resisted.
>>696383060 knock it on the head buddy while you are still young enough to deal with it ive lost most of my friends to heroin, ive been clean 10 years apart from once or twice (for old times sake) truthfully that shit will eventually kill you after it turns you into walking scum
I had childhood friends who completly morphed into these psycho beasts because of heroin. Stealing from their fathers, contacting me to sell their shit, i was lucky and the high was shitty to me, always throw up and feel extremely sick, if not id probably be like them.
take a shit ton of lsd and you will never want to touch heroin again when you look in the mirror at your track marks and realize how low you have slid and your only chance at saving your soul is fucking smoking some dope and chill the fuck out
>>696388328 Don't fuck with the subutex, keep to your schedule. AND DON'T FUCKING MIX IT WITH ANYTHING. One of my closest friends OD'd and died on sub and a mixture of various shit he used to fuck with. (Xanax for one) If you feel the need make sure you know WHAT you combine it with, and don't tell yourself "just a little won't kill me". Don't mix shit you shouldn't mix.
>>696388260 Not really dude - I feel super nice and content right now. I kind of have a positive outlook. I know what to do to get clean, I just can't get physically addicted again. I'm going to Spain on the 12th August.
>>696389736 If you don't see the issue with opiate and opioid addiction you must be completely retarded. You will not get happier, look at ANY addict. Their lives are crashing down. You don't want that, no matter how much you tell yourself that.
>>696387742 That was not his point. But your consumption of alcohol puts you in the risk zone. Also, you are hurting yourself with those amounts, liver and kidney issues are slowly developing. You can get completely fucked up without moving on to another drug. Alcohol is not as soft of a drug as international law makes it into.
>>696386767 >75 days is hard when youre a heroin addict.
That's only because heroin addicts are generally bigger pussies than alcoholics or crackheads.
Heroin is not any harder to kick than any other addictive drug...it's all the same psychological addiction.
But people who gravitate towards heroin tend to be super sensitive, and kind of wimpy. The kinds of people who run from their problems, hide from the world, and are scared of life. That's why heroin relpase rates are so high - not because of the substance, but rather because most of the people addicted to the substance don't have what it takes.
>>696389817 Invented by nazis for starters. Huge half life so it stays in your system. Provided on script, so you end up on it for years. Smack rattle is over in a couple of weeks. With meth it takes months, and even when you're long time clean, you can get withdrawal flashbacks (PAWS)
Protip for opiates: drink grapefruit juice up front, it's a potentiator.
>>696390322 it depends on your intention when taking L you can create any kind of new reality you want you can fill your pockets with heroin and overdose on a beach in puerto rico or you can realize there is a better way its up to you
>>696390468 That such bullshit. I worked on the rigs as a smack head. Best mate was ex army (infantry), also into gear. Went through college and uni on gear. Just as all alkies aren't bums in the park, you get piss head lawyers, doctors, soldiers. Same with gear, high functioning junkies. People don't realise how u check of its around.
i'm in England too, and am fairly involved with the drug culture in the city I live. What I want to know is, what percentage of heroin addicts are living the stereotypical addict lifestyle (sleeping on the streets, panhandling for cash etc...) vs the ones holding down a full time job and leading functional lives . all of them seem to know each other where i'm from, and when their "guy" arrives, you never see well dressed looking professionals queuing for their fix. Any insights would be appreciated
I keep hearing this bullshit a lot. What's up with that? There is no physical addictivness on alcohol unless you being a hardcore alcoholic for a lot of time, while heroin is extremely addictive. Also there are many factors affecting, like the dosage, the immune system, the body's health and etc.
The only thing that's more difficult about heroin addiction is the psychical withdrawal....and even that can't kill you, like withdrawal from alcohol can. Plus, there are tons of easily-available drugs that can wipe out any physical withdrawal symptoms.
Once you get over the physical addiction, it's all just psychological cravings. The mental obsession. And that's where the weak heroin addicts generally fail, where strong alcoholics generally succeed. Because heroin addicts are people who hid from life, even before using heroin. So, once sober, they are more likely to run and hide, once again. And the easiest, fastest way to do that is by going back on the drug.
Im right there with you man. Ive only been clean a few months and I feel better. But I fucking miss it, I realize how fucked my life is when I sit here sober. I mean its only my fault its fucked but ignoring things is alot easier than dealing with them
>>696392322 Physical addiction is short-term and very easy to break, particularly with prescription medication. True addiction is almost entirely psychological. Most people who "relapse" aren't battling physical withdrawal. Rather, they can't cope with the psychological obsession. That's because where the physical withdrawal lasts about a week, the psychological obsession can last years.
>>696392073 OK. I'm uni educated, senior manager. Used to score once a week or so. I'd meet my guy at a cafe and buy a half ounce. No one buying decent weight queues in the street. I had a lot of friends doing similar. Never been in trouble with law, always worked for my smack. Clean now.
>>696392837 >respect yourself by trying opiates I've done opiates, and they're dirty. When DMT/psilocybin/cannabis exist why bother slamming some disgusting shit that came from who knows where directly into your veins?
>>696392322 Go into any rehab, and talk to the alkies. Then stop spouting shit. Alcohol will kill you, opiates are pretty safe. It's the violence and lifestyle that do for you. And no it takes a fair while to get a smack habit.
>>696392419 Hello there. I want to ask you, mate, how long have you been addicted? You see, I've tried a lot of drugs but never done this shit on a regular basis exept for hash and amph. But, I think, it fucked up my scale of enjoyment nevertheless. What do you think about it? Are we on a complete different levels?
My mum has been an alcoholic ever since I can remember and she's an only parent. I turned 18 this year and I leave for uni in a few months but I've been fucked up because of her problem. My brother and my sister are still going to have to live with it. Addiction doesn't only effect you, it effects other people. Even if the people don't know, you aren't spending time with them cause you're doing heroin
>>696395356 Yeah but physical addiction is very easy to break, particularly opiate addiction, with the proper medications. Besides, even if you don't get medically detoxed, it's not like you'll die.
Withdrawals from alcohol addiction can easily kill you. That's why it makes sense that people keep drinking. But heroin addicts just don't want to feel sick. Again, because they are babies who hide from life and hide from pain.
>>696384654 Fuck off. I lost my long time gf to this shit. I had to leave her, I gave her chance after chance and in the end she always chose this shit over me, despite "loving me". I've heard the dealer text excuse before, it's very easy to avoid. Change your fucking number or block the dealers numbers, perfectly fucking simple. I got her a brand new phone with a brand new number and within 3 weeks dealers were texting her, she ultimately didn't want to quit and neither do you. Stop kidding yourself with all this sponsor talk and subutex bollocks, I've heard it all before, she was on subtext and then methadone and then back to that shit for about 18 months and it never stopped her from still doing the proper stuff. You either choose family, friends & life or you choose the drug. My ex lost everything and I wish she'd have changed and stopped but she didn't and by the sounds of it neither will you, by the time we split up she was at her worst self loathing stage, everything was someone or something else's fault for doing it and you look exactly the same. Do yourself a favour, get a best friend and go cold turkey, don't use a substitute, they don't fucking work.
>>696395789 Sorry to hear that mate. I was in the opposite position. Junkie who lost the love of my life cos I kept putting the gear before her. Your right about substitutes, they can stabilise you, but in the end they just make things worse. Rehab is the only way I think, was for me anyway...
>>696390468 You must be trolling I have been in recovery and going to meetings for 15 years+ and never once have I heard a heroin addict say "I was just on my way to this place and I ended up with X in my hand I have no control" alcoholics are so much more pathetic and weak minded they also hurt people way more.
Junkies are introverted a lot of the time and nowadays half of them are there because of chronic pain or injury, self loathing maybe but when they do recovery they tend to do it honestly. You want to hear some bullshit go to AA or CA and learn all about how self control isn't a thing, somehow your motor skills are highjacked by a purely psychological addiction. Opiates actually alter your brain on a deep level so does meth that's why the recovery rates over time are shitty.
4+ years clean lol go fuck all of yourselves. I've been to hell and back. If anything i'm stonger then ever! Lame as it sounds. No fucks given cause I actually am, I've been to hell. I'm down in this shit for life as clean as I go.
What the fuck do I say except this life is...something else.
>>696393258 About 3 years. I don't think you've destroyed your levels of enjoyment. You wouldn't know that level of complete pleasure exists until you've tried high dosages of painkillers or heroin. I didn't think it was even possible to feel THAT good. I had smoked weed and done adderall, but it blew me away the first time I snorted 20mg of oxy. It was like being hugged by God.
My advice: don't ever try opiates. Nothing in life will ever compare if you do.
It's not that opiates or heroin are "bad".
The truth is that they are just WAY, WAY too good.
>>696396166 Read up son. Queen Victoria loved her weed, Churchills mother ( or aunt IIRC) was a junkie, poets and musicians from taylor coleridge on. Morphine addiction was the soldiers disease. Up till the boer war, if you were hurt In battle you were probably going good to be a morphine addict.
>>696396765 А эта детская площадка - она пропитана духом россии. Если там есть или был детский домик - сколько школьников и школьниц в нём бухали/кололись/трахались/замерзли под новый год? Где-то за кадром есть стол со скамейками, за которым тёртые пролетарии встречают праздник пятницы, аванса и получки (потому что заслужили). Ещё метрах в 20 - скамейка у подъезда. С бабками.
>>696398245 That would present a terrific paradox - those who are into the krock either can't write (diminished intelligence), cant be fucked to write (permanent occupation with bliss / treating rotten limbs) or, most likely, do not posses a pc (was sold when they were still doing smack).
>>696383060 Fuck all these people shitting on you. 75 days is a long time for people addicted to dope. Try to stay clean of that shit man. Not the best. I've been through it and I'm glad I broke up with opiates. I don't even pop hydros. Get a subutex script. Good luck!
>>696398828 Every junkie starts like that. Then it's into the 'just once more' phase. Seriously like anons have said, once you pick this stuff up, it's very hard to put down again. And when you do, you'll know you will never feel that good again. Srsly, don't .
хех. Да есть такое Нам их понять куда легче, их культура нам транслируется постоянно, нам ее куда легче воспринять. Ну и плюс мы зажаты между европой и азией, и не те, и не те как бы. Их разуму такое вообще неподвластно.
I really love percocets and oxys but don't really want to go down that H road, certainly not right now. I'm a less than casual user. But obviously heroin is much easier to get than any of that shit.
So is there any reasonable way to convert H to oxy? I'm guessing no since I haven't been able to find info about it. Anything you can suggest about maybe parcelling H out into smaller doses to get oxy-like effects?
>>696400177 Доводилось работать и с американцами и с англичанами - они вроде и профессиональны, и неглупы - но мне всегда казались чутка наивными / тепличными. Будто они и вовсе не представляют, какой пиздецовой может быть жизнь. Может, мне только Normies попадались.
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