>no feels thread
>lets fix that
make it a good one boys, im having a terrible day so far
all feels accepted but "the one that got away" type highly preferred
this is me, everyday i think about killing myself and i think its getting worse...
Just broke up with bf because of lots of shit and because he was making me stressed without even being here. Feels good to have that over with. But hurting him feels awful.
considering joining the military, at least then i might be able to do something with my life
my dreams are the only place im happy, ive been dreaming about her a lot and it makes the rest of the day so hard. also not my post.
When we were lying in bed, and he told me that he loved me. That was the first time he said it, and the last time he meant it.
im afraid thats what might happen, so i try not to text her that much...
>that kid who used to imagine performing his favorite song in front of the whole school, resulting in wooing the girl he likes, and making everyone think he was really a really cool guy.
That was me
does anyone else have thoughts where instead of killing themselves they hope they get shot or have a random heart attack kill them?
i wish she was here with me, i think id be happy then.
I think its worst when you're not trying at all and nothings really going wrong either. Its like, you have everything, nothing holding you back, but you still don't do anything.
>20 yr old virgin still living at home
>couldn't find any full-time jobs so I have two part-time jobs
>feel like a loser for still living at home, but still make below the poverty line
>constantly comparing myself to people my age
>feel like I'm not prepared for adulthood
Too much sun.
I don't care about the sun if it's not her shoulders
Every day feels like hell since.
Is it bad that I really don't have a viable reason for being so sad? I pretty much had everything good growing up, no mental shit, nothing. I had a good childhood without any problems, I'm just shit socially and lonely as hell, but I feel guilty to my parents and the people that actually cared enough for ending up depressed. I always feel like shit when reading greentexts about people who grew up with shitty parents or severe mental illnesses because I can relate to them being depressed but I can never relate to why they're like that. I don't have an excuse and I always feel like shit for it.
I can't form relationships like others do with other people. Other humans have always just been like my co-workers or my own flesh and blood to me.
>When I see the girl that I loved is happy and getting married
I don't even wait for those anymore
>crushing hard on someone for like two months
>finally gather the courage to send friend request on Facebook (yes we had mutual friends and we met in rl before)
>immediately get blocked
Well, that's it, I'm going to propose a distant friend to go out tomorrow for a drink.
I bet he will say he can't beause he's busy but thank maybe another time? (he probably can)
True, they just aren't the feels I'll ever experience
I have no one. I don't know how to be social. I'm currently a third year college fag. I haven't seen my high school friends since I graduated. They weren't even friends just people I knew. But still it was nice talking with people. Now I work and go to school. I've been lonely for more than 2 years now. I don't know how I can go any longer. I don't know what to do. My social skills are nonexistent. I hate everything. I have no one.
It's me again, I feel alone as fuck, can't reply to posts and I mainly just ramble, guy above me or maybe several posts above me, the guy you replied to needs SSRI inhibitors, as for me Ive delt with deprEssion for the last 20 years, and she's the cure, I know it, I can feel it in my balls
My heart stopped for a while but then it restarted,
This is the third time i asked her out and she said yes but she's kinda mental psycopath and maybe she cancela me, again the day before. Dont know how to feel, i want to be with her once and for all
I was happy a year or two ago. Back when I didn't have any concern about money, doing well at a job, having good impressions on other people or having to go to work at a desk job that will be 90% replaced by AIs in the next few decades.
I have more 'friends,' more money, a job, I'm the most fit, social and healthy than I've ever been. But those aren't making me happier.
depression and suicidal thoughts are just there because ur self worth is low
i can understand that since i´m a depressed Loner
but brothers, try to improve,do what i cant do anymore be happy
This is stupid, Anon. You do realize your mate are likely to have the same thoughts, don't you? And that's a loop in which you both love each other but don't talk because "the other one should show interest".
Seriously, love is the state when you show how stupid you really are.
In life, I don't know where I belong, I don't know how to make friends. I barley ever feel loved and I can barley even remember the last time someone even told me they loved me, but when I'm on /b/ I know I at least fit here, in this crazy fucked place. It fills me with joy going through YLYL threads and looking through the rekt threads to see if I'll find something I haven't already seen, then of course the feels where I come to remember, other anon's are human and like me. I'm very high and this probably sounds like rambling but, love you /b/rothers, you help me make it through the day.