> be me, 18 > take a lot of drugs > get drunk a lot > kinda chubby > awkward > failed a year of school due to chronic pain illness > meet a girl at a bar through a friend > she does a lot of drugs > she gets drunk a lot > go clubbing > do cocaine together > do MDMA together > get drunk together > so much in common > talk all night > 7 hours later, friend drives us both home > "I think I like that girl dude" > "yeah, but she'll never go for a guy like you... You're fat, talk too much, and don't have a proper job" > realise he's right > drink 3 litres of vodka in the next 2 days > life was shit before > now I have nothing > not even the hope that someone out there perfect for me might actually choose me
>>692421949 And for those of you who might think "hey, maybe she will go for you, you haven't even tried!"
No She's pretty, fun, and likes getting fucked up We love the same stuff And we get along better than anyone I've ever met
But I'm just not right for her
Maybe I should just go to /fit/ and try to get good enough for her... But would that be enough? And even if it was... Would doing it for her even be worth it? If it's not for me, why would I keep going if it didn't work our?
You guys are dumb as shit. Give it time. I felt like a loser my whole life and no one likes me and would never be with anyone. I was way wrong. Got a little confidence and learned how to fuck to talk to girls. I'm no ladies man but I get girls trying to get with me some what often.
And if you guy can use tinder and don't then that's dumb. I'm ugly but I used it for a week and had a fair pick of girls that wanted to fuck.
>>692422676 people who whine like this are either lazy, cowardly, or have fucked up brains that make them like chronically depressed or have social anxiety or something. Either way because of these reasons even if you give solid advice to them they won't do anything about it. A normal person would be like you, identifying a problem and finding a solution instead of wallowing around in self pity and committing suicide.
>>692423625 I'm not sure whether you're halfway through your own problem like this with some slutty girl, but no
Either she's a super secretive drug addicted alcoholic slut who is somehow very discrete about fucking loads of guys in the house she lives with with 2 other girls and the gay guy who is my friend who introduced me to her Or she's a virgin...
Hey man, that sucks but try to distract yourself. Focus on accumulating money which means focus on your job. Improve your life and forget about love for a bit or women. That's what I did but things got better for me over time.
>>692424765 Did you even listen to what I said? She lives with 2 girls, who I've been friends with for 8 years, and 1 gay guy, who I've been friends with since primary school She's never spent a night away from where she lives, because she's paranoid about date rape
They're all lying to me Thanks for opening my eyes dude
>>692425701 I've met her 8 or 9 times, and all those times, we've just gotten fucked up on drugs and booze, and either gotten a lift home from a friend, or sobered up at about 4, just as the club we're in closes, and made our own way home
>>692426458 you'd best made a lot of money as you aged so you an afford it. Otherwise you gotta fuck chicks your own age or older. Swinger clubs, sex parties, tinder and craigslist. Quality will drop sure, but what are the odds you yourself will be high quality when your older?
>>692420682 (OP) Whenever I get those thoughts, I just masturbate and feel better.
And if the feeling persists, I go to clubs and bang random drunk chicks.
I post myself with 1234234234 women on Twitter. Whatever girl used to be with me sees it and gets jealous and comes back hopefully.
I have 2 girls I'm crushing over.
A girl named Cady, who was a perfect white girl with blue eyes. We were engaged until I was framed by 2 cops and lost my job. I'm still in court over it 2 years later. But yeah, Cady doesn't even like sex that much. Like, she was horny a lot, but her dad raped her when she was younger, so sometimes she'll freak out mid-sex. And she doesn't like it when I fuck her for a long time.
A girl named Katherine. She's not really all that attractive, but she's the first girl my age who is not overweight that showed interest in me. She's a heroin addict though, and she's had an abortion, and she has HPV. So really I don't see how there could ever be a future with us. Plus, she treats me like shit and places importance on literally every other person except me.
I spend my days fucking my current gf who is nearly twice my age. Living in her big house with swimming pool, looking at porn while she's at work...
Fucking random bitches on the side.
Pic related. One of the bitches I fuck on the side.
Every chick that I've ever been interested in has not worked out.
None of my relationships have worked out.
Eventually, I came to the conclusion that none of them ever gave a single fuck about me. They didn't want to bother to KNOW me. They liked the attention that I gave them. They liked the nice things I did for them
I even had one GF break up with me after drawing it out for a couple weeks. When I asked her why she waited so long, she said "But I liked all the nice things you did for me", fucking selfish bitch.
But none of them wanted to bother to KNOW me. I was just a placeholder to them.
Now, every time I feel that twinge of attraction, I immediately think "Well, I know where this is going to go." and that's the end of it.
I haven't felt anything, at all, for a woman in years.
>>692427412 Was working away from home near london, she was on holiday in the uk, we chatted, exchanged details, kept in touch. Visited her country and got engaged after 6months or so of us going back and fourth between countries. Moved her here 6 months after that. Its been 8 years now.
If you like a girl, make a move. Dont be like OP. Always "bother trying", you never know
All the time spent on something that isn't going to happen is wasted. I can do other things with that time. When I look at all that I wasted, time, money, my emotional and physical well being, the direction of my life, on women who would never love me or think of me as anything but a distraction or someone to be gaslit into being somebody else...
I could have done a lot of better things with those resources.
I would rather spend the short time I have left on things that actually yield returns.
>clyde here I had a girl who I met a while back, we went out for four months. Absolutely perfect in every way, just amazing. Liked the same things, hung out a lot, lots of sexi tiem. Eventually we started arguing, and fighting, amd finally one day she tells me she isn't happy anymore. "Lost interest" she said. This was about a week ago. Now, my life feelsbso empty without her, but everyone thinks I'm not hurting because I ended it. Feelsbadman.png
>>692420682 I think I'm worse off... I don't know. I've never found a girl that was perfect for me. I've seen girls who were suuuuuper cute to the point of mild obsession but their personalities were always the opposite of mine. I'm just not extroverted. I can go out with friends, drink, and do other stuff but at the end of the night I wish I would've just chilled at home.
I blew it today, /b/ > Met a girl online > We get super intimate several times > I casually mention I wouldn't mind if things got serious. meaningful, or carried over to real life > We end up talking about it > I ended up just giving her my facebook so she can see everything there is to me > She suddenly just vanishes That was nine hours ago. She hasn't been back online since. Maybe I'm reading too much into it. But it sure feels like I just got blown off after putting myself out there. I'm not a kissless virgin or anything. I'd say I was average in the looks department. But been single now for three years. I'm not giving up or swearing off women. It just sucks taking a blow to the ego after having a small bit of hope.
>>692430040 Aye OP has incredibly low self esteem. If you go around asking people if you are good enough for a certain girl then you arnt ready for her. Shes probably not that great anyways. Op needs to realise that.
Aim lower, build yourself up and you will find your legitimate love of your life, or at least have a shitload more fun than moping about after a girl
>be me >depressed aspie with abusive and neglectful dad >grow up pretty rough, with very few friends >ridiculed constantly by peers >laughing stock of the school >you know, that one guy in every school >scrawny awkward fuck that nobody likes >never went to prom, never been on a date, you know >that guy >hate myself because everyone constantly pointed out my flaws >still had some friends and good times though >be 17, senior in highschool >moved away from my hometown a few years ago >living in a town full of chads and spray-tan orange airhead girls >the school system was inadequate, shittiest town I have ever seen >can't make friends because aspie >can't do sports or whatever because asthma and scrawny weakling >don't like sports anyways >can't smoke pot with the stoners because I would never get away with it >lose cell phone, install an app called TextPlus on my iPod Touch so I could text people >turns out TextPlus has a community of groups >lots of furfag RP groups >become furfag and RP with other furfags to pass the time >it was actual literate RP with interesting characters >none of that *yiff yiff* shit here, these furfags are serious >a girl asks if some people are interested in joining her RP group >I say alright, she adds me >have fun as usual, have nice ooc conversations with people >it's her birthday, she's turning 20, she posts a celebratory selfie >nosebleed.jpeg >she's a total qt3.14 >talk to her some more, we have a lot in common >I fall for her >I write her a story about her character as a birthday gift >she loves it >I ask her out but she says she's getting back with her ex >get_cucked.png
>the ex plays her character's dad in the RP but changes to another character >wow >we still keep in contact >turns out the guy is a total chad irl >he cheats on her and dumps her >I comfort her like I felt I should >she goes and dates another chad over the internet >that blows up a month later and I comfort her >that cycle continues for awhile >I move back to my hometown and start hanging out with old friends >a few months later we start talking more via skype >she and I start dating right around my 18th birthday >we're all lovey and shit, I'm with my friends again, college coming up, everything is good >a month later she starts getting distant and cold >suddenly leaves me a message saying she "needs a break", while I'm asleep right before my first day of college >first day of college is depressing because of it. >a month passes >find out my good friend got the rebound, I'm pissed >she finally messages me like "hey...." >too late, found new internet gf that treats me better. >she seems to be trying to get with me again though >brush her off, even though I still want her, because I have a gf >a year goes by >that same cycle continues >at this point my other gf is gone, we lasted 10 months, new record >so I'm single >me and the qt3.14 are talking on skype as good friends again >out of curiousity, I ask her why she broke up with me >"I'll tell you Anon, but you can't get mad, you gotta promise you won't." >what kind of I, Robot bullshit is this >promising before you know what's up? bullshit >"okay fine" I said anyways >"Anon... You're too nice. You're not... manly enough. I like bad boys." >hang up >rage cry for hours >this is why I'm insecure, she just hit me where it hurt the most >I cry to my friend, we'll call her M >M doesn't want to hear it, she told me to stay away from the qt3.14 because she's bad for me >M told me she doesn't want to hear about my shit until I get some help >stop talking to M and qt3.14 for months
>>692431449 >go to therapy >start feeling better >start talking to both of them again >start dating M, we live together now, been over a year >finally got laid >still feel insecure and inadequate >every time I look at myself in the mirror, the words of the qt3.14 echo in my ears >still hate myself >I'm 20 now >NEET because there's no jobs where I live with M, trying to move back to hometown again >can't find friends because aspie, everyone there is a fuckin dumbass hick >constantly feel inadequate, feel like it would have gone better if I'd just been good enough for the qt3.14 >but I'll never be. >I love M anyways >just wish I could love myself
Been there OP.. it was great at first, like a damn dream. But she changed...and expected me to become what she thought I should be. Not sure if she actually loved me, but I had to end that shit. Now, I'm just trying to learn to love myself before trying to connect with anyone else.
>>692431588 If she doesn't like being treated well...that means she has deep internal issues that may never come to light. Either her dad was never there for her, abused her (emotionally or physically), or she created that mindset on her own. Shes not worth it Anon...be careful when these bitches try to get close to you. Most of the time it's because of selfish reasons..
>>692420682 I just met this crazy girl who likes the same shit i'm into. She's into Tattoos, piercings, enjoys the same music I enjoy, plays the same Video Games I play, watches the same TV shows I watch, Hates sport, is a Wiccan ect.
And she's dating this dude whos like a wannabe white gangster, who talks in broken English like he's never been to school, hates her type of music, he hates her tattoos, and piercings, (he got upset today because she got her tits pierced) He hates video games, hates her shows, and he loves sports, spent all day the other day on their 8TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY watching some football game.
I've done nothing but support her and watch this idiot drown her in debt, and never give her any support whatsoever, and for whatever reason she loves him. Even though I spend 90% of her life with her.
>Be me >17 >In a relationship with best looking girl in high school for 2 years. >Get bored and decide to break up with her because I've never been with anyone else and want to know if this is what I really want >Date a couple other girls nothing successful >Start drinking smoking weed every day to try and numb my pain >Want something stronger >Find cocaine >Can't stop doing it >Some other kid in class sees me doing it and narcs on me. >Get arrested and expelled from school >Get sent 1000 miles away to "Therapeutic Boarding School" after rehab >Realize leaving her was the biggest mistake of my life >Also realize that I never would have known that if I hadn't left >Get addicted to lots of other drugs mainly heroin >10 years later still alone
Meet this girl, talk for months then eventually see her. It was amazing and made me happy again, we were supposed to spend today together but I woke up to a text saying she got back with her ex, spent all day in bed. It hurts more than year long relationships for some reason.
>>692420682 >be me 19yo >in a crumbling relationship that's only held together by the dirtiest hatefucks >go on vacation with a group of 22, we rent a house in a country near mine >every day heavy drinking until late in the morning >always finish the day by sitting and laying around in a designated, pretty private area with a few best buddies and K, a beautiful blonde woman. Athletic, intelligent and actually funny. Also freckles, man, I love freckles. >every day she and I are the last ones to go to bed (between 11 am and 1 pm, after others already stood up) >have great talks >casually make body contact, just innocent cuddling basically >think she's so comfortable around me because I'm the only one not trying to chat her up. Remember: I had a girlfriend >One day we sit alone back to back on a table leaning on eachother >shooting star (welcome to the movies...) >both quite drunk >ask her if she's seen it >>sure >quick, make a wish >>what did you wish for? >you first >>sex >gives me this smirky smile from below as she turned her head towards me >tell her me too >heartbeat increases >she moves in, I struggle for a second and pull back >tell her to go inside to join the others >continues like this for a whole week >didn't fuck, not even kiss her >she asked me to leave my girlfriend, told her that's something you do face to face and I'm not gonna betray her (i should have. remember that, kids) >trip's over, time to go home >We have different groups for driving home >everyone says goodbye to everyone >she takes my hand and takes me outside >gives me a long deep stare and moves in for the kiss >refuse and look at her with sorry written on my face >she pulls me in for a long, deep hug before she leaves >keep in mind I'm really in love with her and refusing her hurt >arrive home, first thing I do is quit with my then girlfriend >tell K what I did >she tells me to come over and she'd help me get over it >tell her it's too early, that would be disrespecting cont.
>>692435808 I don't blame her at all for my addiction I was depressed way before we ever even started dating. Been dealing with my addiction and getting therapy for awhile now and made some big changes in my life for the better.
>>692435881 >fast forward a week >I'm at K's home >we talk about our plans for the future, where and what we're going to study and all that >tell her I'm going to move to a city 150km to the south, so not so far away >she tells me she's going to study in another country >that really hits me >when are you leaving? >>2 months from now >that hit me even more >I've been in two long distance relations before, it always was bad and ended worse >I didn't want her to experience that >thought it was a good idea back then to not give way for our feelings >thought I could decide what's best for her >that really hurt her and rightly so >we don't get along as good for the next two months >meet at a party >I chat up her best friend, L >L and I are really drunk >I need a place to sleep, L tells me I can come with her >K drives us >weird situation >we arrive at L's house, she leaves the car >K says I could come home with her, too >agree and tell L I'm sorry >(this had an impact on their friendship, as you can imagine) >go home with K >hang out with her and her brother who's visiting for some time >K shows me her room, just tidy enough to be respectable, just messy enough to be cute >sit down on her bed, so does she >tell her I can't >she's getting frustrated and leaves the room >sleeps in her parent's (who aren't home) bedroom >she drives me home the next morning >I never see her again
I loved her and I still do, but in my stupid arrogance I ruined it with her and hurt her. Now, two years later she's in a long distance relationship with a guy who lives only half an hour away from me. I didn't protect her or anything, I just hurt her and myself.
>best friends with a girl named Caitlyn >love her so much >kiss on her birthday >cheat on gf with her >always flirting with eachother >flashes me randomly/lets me touch her tits >loves me but we don't get into a relationship because i had gf and was to pussy to fuly pursue her and dumbass me told gf about the cheating >timing was always off anyways >eventually she gets pregnant by some other guy >he breaks into a house, goes to jail >she moves to her home state has child >child only alive for like a year >babysitter throws him against wall >kid dies >fast forward a few years has another kid with some other guy >find her on fb, she looks different she doesn't look like the happy caitlyn i knew has thick new York ghetto accent >i miss her so much and i feel like I could've somehow saved her from all the shit she went through if I'd just stuck with her. >still with gf, can't contact her because i cheated on her with caitlyn >always wondering what might have been, >fuck pic related, picture I took of us one day after school.
Around August of last year I met a girl and absolutely fell in love with her. She was beautiful, hilarious, and her eyes were really something else. She was from Eastern Europe, her voice and accent were angelical to me. I knew I at least had to know her, so one day, I saw her on the bus and tried to go for a conversation. I got her attention and then struck up a blank, I had no idea what to say. I fucking panicked and asked her "Do you think vegans taste better than normal people, you know, like how grass-fed is better than regular beef?" I'm a fucking idiot. But, it worked and we struck up a conversation,she was looking at me like I was crazy, but seemed interested nonetheless. Fastforward to the end of January, this year. She and I have been talking more and I tell her stories pretty often because it seems she likes to hear them. I make her laugh pretty often, which is weird because she's the kind of person that walks with their arms crossed and isn't really known for their smile, rare as it is. Anywho, end of January comes around and it doesn't really snow, so much as freezing rain in good ol' SC. I'm waiting for the bus, getting covered by the stuff. kinda bummed because I didn't see her waiting too. I get on the bus and sit by the window, listening to music as other people get on. mfw I turned and saw her next to me. And so we went on with routine, I told her a story, made her laugh, shared a personal detail or two, all while she reciprocated. I learned her and she learned me. That's when I really knew I was in deep. Fastforward to the end of May. I've started to work out a lot more, seeing it as my only way as maybe having a shot with her. Fuck, for a second there, I thought she might've been developing feelings for me. One day, everything with her just stops. She stops talking with me, sitting near me, everything just stops. Sometimes, when she passed me, she'd just hold this look up at me, not angry, I don't know what it was.
>>692442341 cont I find out she's with this guy I know, and she doesn't seem too happy with him. She already hardly smiled, but now it's even less. There's a picture of the two of them in this one workplace we occasionally share (I just pop in when I'm bored) and I've seen her go up to it and sigh. Gives me conniptions. Sometimes, when I'm really fucking down and thinking about her, I get back into the same clothes I wore that day in January, step into my shower, and turn on the cold water, just to try and feel what I felt then one more time.
you just described my freshman year of high school where me, and my sisters friend who was a senior had a thing for each other she wouldnt date me just cause i was a freshman we did however hook up but still man the feels.
lose them flubber rolls, regularly wash your stanky cooch, and look for someone that's actually interested in you while you do productive things.
Also as a side note if your on the birth control pill fucking take it every god damn day holy fuck how hard is it to take one fucking pill you stupid bitches always fuck it up I hate you all fuck condoms they fucking suck
My older sister was my best friend growing up. we were pretty much inseparable till I met Her. I was 11 and she was 13. She was my older-sister's friend, but she didn't mind me hanging out, and my sister was pretty cool with me, as I mentioned. as soon as school was done the three of us (and sometimes one or two others) would head down to the river behind our house. This was before teenagers had cellphones. My older sister had a pager (Yeah, I'm pretty fucking old. sue me.) so that mom could call us home when it was time for dinner.
we were always together, the three of us, but eventually I guess my sister started to feel like a 3rd wheel and stopped hanging out. It was a weird thing, having a relationship develop without really realizing it. we'd still go down to the river, but for a long time it was just the two of us. we'd swim till we were tired, and then lay around on the grass, talking about everything and nothing for hours. Talking about the present led to talking about the future.
We made such grand plans about how we'd be together forever.
we started messing around eventually and that spot by the river became our own private little sanctum till I turned 17 and she went off to college. We talked through ICQ (yeah. I'm fucking old. fuck you.) for about 6 months, but grew farther and farther apart.
I finally grew the balls to ask her if she was ever moving back home. She never answered.
We were together for 5 years. We made plans about the life that we were going to have and she couldn't even admit that I was never going to see her face-to-face again.
I added her on facebook a year ago. Her husband and little girl are beautiful. And she looks so happy.
I'll never be happy like that, /b/ Well, never again.
>>692446718 Been there. Done that. It helps for a little while, until you realize that no amount of coke and exotic locations can stop you from the crushing reality that you've been dead on the inside for 10 years.
>>692447033 Killing myself is obviously something I've thought about. I just don't think that I could put my sister and mom through that. They helped me through some pretty shitty times, even when I tried to push them out of my life. At some point I assume that I'll let that last little part of me die and actually go through with it.
There was the perfect good who was actually into me but I wanted to be an asshole and pretend it was cool to ignore her and act like I didn't care about her. I liked her since middle school and she's moved on with her life now. I wish I didn't fuck up so bad
Hi /b/. First greentext post for me so sorry if it sucks.
>be me Highschool Senior >All is alright, not bullied, unpopular or anything >actually liked by pretty much everyone >feelsgoodman >New guy comes to school, hes in my class >Hes immediately popular >Good Looking, Funny, Strong and Actually Cares about people's feelings. >Time is alright for a while >skip a couple months to today. >Hear hes in a motorbike accident >Arm ripped off and he requires Brain Surgery >Hes undergoing the surgery as I type this.
Please tell me he's going to be okay, The survival rate for brain surgery is high, right?
>>692420682 I met a girl who was perfect for me. We're dating. Feels good man. Had a few years in between relationships where I felt hopeless. Your time will come. It may not be soon. Remember to always make sure you're ready for it, because it could be in 5 years. Or it could be tomorrow.
>>692449194 Of all the African nations he could be operated in, he's got the best chances in SA. Also not every brain surgery is as risky as another one, I assume they just have to fix high pressure from internal bleedings and that's a pretty save surgery, given it is done in time.
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