Feels thread

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Feel free to share your problems

I spilled my heart out in the last feels thread about how lonely I am and how hard it is for me to talk about myself. When I tried to post the thread had 404'd, and I'm on mobile so my text didnt save.

How are you anons doing tonight? I'm not doing so good.

>>686706607
Ha, sucks to be you so.

>>686706607
What's up, anon? Feel free to spill out heart out again

>>686706607
I know that feel. Why don't you feel so good?

>>686704647
Thats me all the time. Is there a name for that?

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>>686704647

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>>686706607
Sorry to hear that anon.
I'm doing ok i guess, today was pretty boring.

>>686707162
The only thing I can think of is bipolar disorder, but it might be something different

>>686707162
Could it be some kind of depression ?

>>686707312
Its more like I'll be happy and normal, not upset or anything and then all of a sudden I'll feel sad for no reason over nothing.

>>686707035
>>686707076
Like I said, it's hard to talk about, and I used up my energy for it on an empty audience. Life sucks and I have no friends, at least I have you guys tho

I might as well share what I have.
I've been depressed since I was preteen, mostly because I was "that guy" that no one wanted to hang out with because I was weird. Little did they know that it hurt me a lot inside because I never really had a friend I could count on, as all of the ones I have had turned against me.
In junior year in high school (was still severely depressed), I fell in love with this one girl for literally no reason at all. I loved everything she did, and I would have asked her to go see a movie or something if I wasn't such a fucking coward. For a year I silently watched her from afar until some asshole came out of nowhere and started dating her. I'm still pissed about it, but then I remind myself that it was entirely my fault.
I'm a freshman in college now, still no girlfriend, still no friends, and now I'm even contemplating suicide as I don't want to live the rest of my life like this

>>686708226
There's a lot more I could talk about, but I wanted this get this one thing off my chest

>>686708226
it's not the rest of your life. its one person that you will probably never see again after a few months.

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>be me
>been dating this girl for over a year now
>she's the most perfect thing ever
>her parents are abusive rednecks
>mother constantly makes her feel worthless and treats younger brother like a god
>father is incest loving hick
>She's been dealing with this for her whole life
>her parents used to hit her as a baby, true story
>She's suffering because of it and is falling into a depression
>"I don't know how much longer I can take this, Anon."
>I remind her that she'll be able to move out soon
>I treat her with all the love and affection she deserves and then some
>father hates me
>"Talk to her again and I'll kill you"
>ohfuck.jpg
>we still see each other in secret
>she's getting worse and is starting to do self destructive things
>"please don't do this to yourself"
>parents find out
>abuse increased by x10
>she's on the edge of giving in
>I'm on the edge of murdering her parents
>dadhitsdaughter.gif
>calls cops
>cops do nothing because they see that shit as normal
>father realizes I called cops
>Im screwed
>Don't know what to do anymore
>can't break up with her, love her too much

What do?

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>>686708226
Don't get mad at others for living their lives, it's poisonous. You don't have to go outside to meet friends the internet is a big place.

>i only shower to fap and now I'm the cleanest and dirtiest I've been in a long time

>>686708709
Murder her parents

>>686708709
Okay, since you mention "move out soon", you are clearly underage or a retard. If you aren't underage, tell her to run the fuck away, and file a restraining order on her abusive parents, fine her somewhere else to stay, ideally with you. If you are underage, MODS.

>>686708226
get help /b/ro
the world out there isn't so bad even though it can seem it a lot of the time
go see a doctor and get a referral to a psychologist or something, they might be able to give you strategies on how to better deal with things - both the sadness and social difficulties

>>686708709
Buy pepper spray. Legal and very effective.

>>686708709
Defend her honor, anon

>>686708709
Run away with her. Leave or destroy anything that can be used to track you

>>686708709
How old are you guys? Can she get emancipated or something and move out?

>>686708226
Sucks to be in the position you're in but that's no reason to end your life. If you're not satisfied with your self you can always improve. Think of everything that you can become

>>686708709
Even if underage, just run away with her somewhere. Find a job live somewhere whatever, people think they don't have options but they have all the options in the world.

>>686708709
>realize you can't solve this shit at 15 years old
>move on

brutal but how it goes

>>686709021
I am seeing a doctor. He has given me two different types of antidepressants that do more harm than good.
I'm just tired of waking up every day knowing that I'm going to be alone again

>>686704647
Meh

>>686709383
which antidepressants? how long have you been on them?
what side effects are you having?

>>686709131
I'm eighteen and she's seventeen. About to graduate. Believe me, we're trying to haul ass as soon as we can but her parents know she wants to leave and also know it's probably going to be with me. Therefore, they'll do anything to keep her from leaving. For example, all her paychecks go to her mother's account. So if she leaves, it'll be with whatever money I have, which isn't much.

>>686709548
He gave me Zoloft, which made me feel even more depressed, and the other type, which I can't remember that name, have me severe headaches

>>686710048
>the other type
there are lots of different ones you can try
how long have you been on it? in some people it can cause worsened mood and increased suicidality but it does pass once the therapeutic dose is reached. this can take up to 6-8 weeks
but, it does sound like you'd benefit from psychotherapy. medications are great for those who need it, and maybe it was appropriately prescribed for you (i don't know, i'm not your doctor). but you should definitely be seeing a psychologist as well. it sounds like a lot of your problems are situational and to do with things like low self esteem etc

>>686708709
try to hang out with as much as possible and keep her away from her parents

>>686704647
Please vote so I feel better :(
http://www.strawpoll.me/10338753

>>686709875
>all her paychecks go to her mother's account
What? Did her parents not allow her a bank account? If how does she use her money for anything she would buy? Does she have to ask her mother for cash?

>>686710861
Fuck off nofap for life

>>686710890
Pretty much yeah. She's not allowed to buy anything without permission which is rarely given.

I'm twenty fucking three and I still can't piss in public unless I'm on Xanax.
Even drunk I freeze up.
Fuck.

>>686710954
Pretending taking away one of my few comforts will solve anything

>>686704647
My family abandoned me at an early age, by abandoned I mean they gave up on me. I remember one day when I was 10 my father picked me up from school and I was happy because I had perfect grades, I told him and he responded by telling me I was a disgrace and that there was no hope left in me. That destroyed my ties with him but it only got worse from there. My mother is easily convinced and so her sisters who hated me made her hate me too. At that point there was literally no one who liked me. I ran away on several occasions but would go back to my house when I was on the brink of starvation. I'm now pretty successful but I honestly couldn't care less if I was the richest person ever. I have no family because I lost everyone at 15 years of age

>>686709875
Leaving flat broke is better than staying in that shit. Grow the fuck up man. Teenagers these days think they have to rely far too much on their parents for everything. Bitch is getting her ass beat probably fucked if what you said about her dad is true. Tell her pack a bag meet her out front in an hour and hop a train somewhere to start over.

>>686711542
i want to hug him in a puddle of puppies

>>686711294
Fuck man, where are you?

>>686711650
Why the fuck would they do this if you had perfect grades. You skipped something here, why did they think you are a disgrace?

>>686707023
lmfao

>>686707704
you dont have shit nigger

>>686711839
Arkansasfag

>I rolled around in bed.
>Slept pretty well that night.
>I open my eyes and the first thing I see are these green eyes that are happy to see me.
>I focus in and see her face.
>She smiles at me and says, "Good morning, sleepy head."
>She laughs at me and I break out in smile.
>Haven't felt a smile that real in my whole life and I felt a warm feeling in my chest.
>I am truly happy for the first time in my life.
>She quickly rolls over and I see her back.
>Her hair was a nice blonde colour and very straight.
>I quickly grabbed her by the waist and held her close to me.
>She continued laughing and asked me, "Why are you doing that?"
>And....I didn't say anything.
>I was really lost in the moment seeing her squirm around, hearing her laugh, and seeing her face again.
>Finally, I was able to say something, "I don't know".
>She stared back at me, still smiling.
>She got up on the bed and started running around it.
>Didn't know we had such a large bed, but found out then and there.
>I asked her what she is doing and she said, "Come on!"
>I got up and started playing with her on the bed.
>We started jumping on the bed and me grabbing her while she's laughing away.
>I can still see her face, her dancing green eyes, her beautiful blonde hair, her laugh, and her smile.
>Next thing I know, I'm looking at the ceiling in my studio.
>I can hear my fan spinning along.
>A tide of sadness rolled in when the realization settled in that it was all a dream.
>That girl's face burnt into my memory.
>I have never seen her before in my life. I didn't know any blonde with green eyes girl.
>I have never felt so alone in my life.

>>686711896
Dude I honestly don't know. My dad had problems with himself. He was never happy and basically hated everything but himself. The rest of my family hated me for reasons I don't understand even now as an adult

>>686712242
>I pray no one takes this mans wallet before pushing him on the ground and walking over him

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>be me
>beginning of 11th grade and 17 years old
>school is literally the worst school
>leave school and all my friends to get a better education

>didn't realise how alone I'd become

>be me
>a year later
>beginning of 12th grade and 18 years old
>get gf
>she adores me
>she's incredibly hot
>she loves me and tells me everyday
>tell her i love her, but just don't feel it
>afraid I might hurt her because of how empty I am inside
>bream up with her to save her from me
>hurt her anyways because she loved me more than I knew

>didn't realize how much I loved her back until she was gone

>be me
>today
>almost 8 months since I dumped my gf
>home alone with nothing to do
>all of my friends from my old school are going to prom without me
>had chance to ask a girl from that school
>didn't have the desire or the guts
>missing my ex gf everyday
>depressed all of the time
>always feel alone
>always am alone

I now realize how broken I am

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This pic explains my problem /b/ and shit isn't looking too good

>>686711294
I had a similar home life to your girlfriend, but I got out. Has she been to the ER/a doctor for any of the abuse? Did she ever talk to a teacher/coach/priest/etc?

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>>686712971
yeah that doesn't work. you just have to get new friends. or your first real ones.

>>686712968
high school doesn't matter faggot

in 2 year this will be nothing

this board is 18+
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUH5QGRsnQY

>>686708226
Let me tell you something man. I was in the exact same position you was just a few years ago. I had no friends, had never had anyone to be excited to see me before. It got so bad one night I was sitting in my outbuilding with a shotgun loaded pressed against my chin trying to determine the best angle so that I wouldn't feel it.

While sitting there it finally hit me all at once that I was at the end of my rope. I had nothing else to lose. And for some reason I thought about how hard a rat will fight if it is cornered because at that point it has nothing to lose.

I decided I would give it a week and do what ever I wanted during that week. To hell with the consequences. If I looked like an idiot it didn't matter I always had that shotgun waiting for me. You would not believe how much you are holding yourself back. The only way your life will ever get any better is if you decide you are going to make it better. antidepressants only treat the symptoms they do nothing to solve the problem. The best way to make friends is to just be happy and do something you love doing. You will eventually gravitates towards people with similar interests.

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Don't an hero, anons.

I was unhappy and had no friends or gf until I left the States. Spent half a year in Europe and made so many friends who actually cared about me. Got a gf who loved me for the historyfag i am (she was one too). Never felt at home till I actually left home.

I'm not saying go to Europe.

What I am saying is, moving on is important. You gotta find where people care about you as much as you care about them. Don't be afraid to abandon shitty people and find good people

>>686713205
In this town, everybody knows everybody. So if she goes to someone for help, nine times out of ten, her parents find out and the situation gets worse.

>>686713520
I am 18 faggot. Apparently high school wasn't shit for you since you clearly can't fucking read.

>>686713716
Yeah, kind of figured. Just trying to see if there are any records of the abuse that she can use if necessary. There are shelters for runaways, Safe Place is a good org, I was at one of their shelters for a little while. If you can get her there, it at least gets her to a group of people with experience who aren't connected to her shitstain parents.

Reading these threads makes me realize how fucking lucky I am to have my best friend holy shit.
I tell her I love her every day and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I hope you all meet someone that can mean as much as she does to me.
Keep your heads held high anons.

>>686714095
then try acting like it

It's normal for stuff to fuck up. It's going to happen a shit load more times . Its only a problem if you shit yourself each time it happens.

>>686713716
Give her an ultimatum. You will break up with her until she decides she is fed up with the abuse and moves out. The worse types of people in this world are the ones that continue to suffer abuse while complaining to the people that actually care for them. She is doing nothing but bring you down to her level and is making no attempt to bring herself up.

>>686712420
Your brain can't make up images you haven't seen. You may not know her, but she exists.

>>686714421
I've nearly enough to buy a car. Then hopefully we can get out. It won't be easy with what little income I have.

>>686714630
I'm just spilling out how I feel in a feels thread. Isn't that what us /b/tards do? Im having a shitty day because i don't get to go to prom with my closest friends. Of course it's gonna get better, because something worse will always come around. I'm the youngest possible age to be an adult. Of course I'm not fully mature. So fuck off with your criticism and cry about your own problems because that's what this thread is for.

>>686715685
you can dance if you want to

>>686715070
How long until she turns 18? Make sure you both at least know your social security numbers, even better if you can get the cards and your birth certificates. I was able to work, mostly bussing tables or waitressing, for cash, so that's an option for her. It was hard as fuck, but it's possible and immeasurably better than staying in that house.

>>686716015
you can leave your friends behind

>>686715685
I feel you, kind of in a similar situation but not nearly as extreme. I am pretty infatuated with one of my close friends, but sadly she's been dating someone else ever since I met her and I'm probably never going to see her again after I graduate in a couple days. But y'know, shit will get better, I'll move on, and who knows, maybe I will see her again. We're still quite young, so yeah, just gotta live for the future. I'm excited to see what I can do and what experiences I'll have.

>>686716015
you can leave your friends behind

>>686716087
Cause your friends don't dance

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>>686716015
>>686716078
>>686716087
Okay lowkey you guys made my day. I just had a hearty laugh. Thanks guys.

>>686705363
Im all for feels but this woe is me, my life will NEVER be good is so cringey

>>686712971
don't cry for attention, op. friends smell desperation, and hate the smell.

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>>686716518
I'm glad someone in this thread is having a good day

>>686712971
I have people I associate with but their not trying to see past the surface this is the problem their friendship is so hollow that I feel so separated while being surrounded by "friends"

>>686716834
It's just that I sit there day to day listening about their life but I need somebody to care about mine as well but they hate people that are like me so I put on a fake smile so they don't know my depression.

>>686717136
Eh my day is still not great but I'm feeling a bit better now. Maybe tonight I can hopefully make someone else feel better in return. So what's keeping you down anon?

>be me
>gf of 3 years
>gf is major hoe but always faithful to me when together
>break up constantly
>sleeps with guys constantly immediately after breakups
>finally things are going okay
>we start getting along and possibly better than they have better been
>she has history of being a pathological and compulsive liar
>She is looking for a roommate
>totally trust her because of how well things have been going
>tells me when creeps try to contact her
>I love how she tells me everything
>something doesn't seem right
>go through her phone one day
>beta.jpg
>find conversations of her offering to perform sexual favors in exchange for housing
>I offer to let her stay with me
>refuses because my house is too far from her two jobs (minimum wage jobs)
>refuses to attempt to find work over here
>She consciously is choosing to sleep with guys or blow them etc because she is desperate for a place to live
>still love her
>friends think I'm retarded
>definitely am retarded
>confront her about it and says it's none of my business and she doesn't need my criticism because she's stressed enough as it is without me asking about it all
>snaps at me every time I ask who she's talking to
>refuses to tell me her work hours
>says she hasn't done anything except send nudes and agree to do things as a last resort (just in case she absolutely has to do them)
>feelsbadman.jog
>tell her how it makes me feel like complete and utter shit
>She doesn't care and says she needs to look out for herself
>pour my heart out to her and beg her to just move in with me and we can start over here
>says her jobs are more important
>She would rather sleep around and send nudes etc to strangers than live with me
>tfw future cuck because girl I love is a major bitch
>can't help still loving her
>haven't eaten right in ages, have no appetite because of the stress and concern that she could be out with someone

Tl;Dr still love gf even though she's basically offering to prostitute herself for a roommate.

For asomeone who has experienced it, Can someone describe to me what melancholy is/feels like personally?

>>686714630
>try acting like it
nigger this is a feels thread on a gook imageboard in 2016
We aren't in 1935 soviet union,18 is the old 13

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Is anyone else stuck in this weird state of apathy? I don't have any offline friends (which doesn't bother me too much) but I pretty much find it impossible to go out and do anything with people. I am socially awkward to a certain extent, but I think the biggest obstacle for me is just not wanting to be social.

I'm kind of resigned to just committing suicide at some point. I don't feel like doing anything really. There's nothing in college that I'm interested in studying and I can't think of any jobs that would actually be fulfilling for me. I just spend every day doing nothing online/playing vidya/necessary chores/etc.

So let's think about things like this. this life will end like all threads on 4chan, when people stop adding to it, when people let die, I'm just saying that if people don't want something to continue they just ignore, neglect it, but that's how I see it.

>>686716083
I'm glad to see you're still optimistic even though things can be tough, anon. Unrequited love, no matter how much you feel for the person, can be emotionally exhausting, depressing, and even frustrating. Keep your head up though. There will always be blocks in the road, but we can always find a way around it.

>>686704647
and then suddenly I came for no reason at all

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>>686713625
This. This fucking this!

I'm going to do the same. Please guys, I guess most of you are white, there are plenty of countries out there which have girls who LOVE white guys especially americans, also, in most of these countries you could make a lot more money just by having studied more in america. Moving will help you guys grow up and make friends, maybe even a wife who will deeply love you? Try, don't give up without trying!

>>686705754
that's beautifully bittersweet

>>686718618
You just described my life to the exact details. I have friends I know in person, but I don't see them often and only really speak to them online. I am comfortable going to see them and doing stuff with them, it's just they are always busy and transportation for me isn't in my favor. Other than my close friends though I have a hard time speaking to others or sometimes going out in public where I might not even say a word.

I as well have no real interests or hobbies besides gaming and other online or televised entertainment. No real hopes or dreams and I'm not worried about any of it. I feel like I am more worried that I'm not worried tbh. But even that is whatever.

I wouldn't try suicide anymore, but if I was in a situation where death was coming, I wouldn't stop it.
Long story short, I figured I should have sex before an hero attempt #5 and so I based my entire life around getting into a party school, fucking as much as possible, and then either find a new purpose for life or just rob a bank and make the world my oyster.
I read on a random site several years ago, probs in fourth or fifth grade, that 'you don't realize it at the time, but most of your friends are only your friends because you see them 5 days a week'. I was like word true shit, and then instead of living life and finding that out after graduation, I expected it so everybody I got to know I just thought would be a transient friend who wouldn't actually last.
Even if I had school, work, sports, and church together with someone, if we didn't break the schedule to hang out we weren't truly friends.Of course, not ever (feeling) like I had any friends was partially my fault, as I never invited anyone over myself.
Around freshman year in Tech school, where I accidently ended up, I finally started a deep retrospection and found why I am the way I am, how I can change it all and that. I still feel like I've wasted the better section of my life, and I'll never get to experience the innocent falling in love shit of high school. I try to move on.
College didn't work out, so I felt like I failed my one purpose for life, and instead of suicide I figured I'd join the military to pass the time. I didn't have any purpose or motivation, might as well give my life to something that might force me to get both. So now I'm in the Navy's delayed entry program, and yet I still feel like nothing is going on in my life.

>>686718394
The easy solution would be to break up with her, but I'm sure it's not that easy. I haven't ever really been in your shoes so I don't have much advice to give, only that there is probably someone else out there that can love you better than she and you will love them more than her and you should leave her. If you are worried about being alone, ask yourself if being with her is any better and if you really even need to be in a relationship. If you feel lonely, hang with your friends or family. Get friends with benefits to fulfill your sexual needs or just jerk off. Lastly, think of all the pros of breaking up with her. No more stress, no more lying, she doesn't live with you so there is no one who is moving out, etc. It's hard to think of emotional situations logically, but I think it may be your best shot man. Good luck anon.

>>686719531

Yeah I'm also not really concerned with getting "better" or finding my passion really. I'm just drifting through each day doing the bare minimum which is basically just dull but doesn't require much effort.

>>686720681
Same anon.
>>686718618
>>686719531
Yea I feel that. I've been working full time at a fast food place to get by, but now that I'm not in school it really is hard to get more friends. After living for ~8 years honestly believing I didn't have any solid friends, I just became comfortable with it.
Even after breaking the schedule and doing things with people I still felt detatched. Becoming social again was more effort than just 'going out and getting it' at first. Are you guys around other people at all? Or like totally drifting?

>>686718664
What are you trying to let die?

>>686720681
You have aspergers

>>686721369
Around people all the time. Only talk to people when I absolutely have to or it becomes too awkward or rude not to.

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For some reason. I feel okay acknowledging the fact that I will die alone, poor, and as a failure. I don't know why, but my reason for is because I see life as a runescape account where one day the player stops and the account is no longer active.

Feels nice to know this for some reason. The best feeling I've felt for a long time.

>>686720786

Thanks for the kind words /b/ro. But you got it right, it's not that easy. 3 years of loving the same person. It's all familiarity. I just hold on to this hope that maybe it won't come to her having to sleep with anyone and maybe it'll all work out. But she'd never told me if she did or not. She'd lie through her teeth.. I've managed to convince myself that she's the best I can do. Maybe I should break up with her but a part of me just can't bring myself to do it. A part of me wants this to be her last chance. I'll keep your advice in mind anon. Thank you. But I might be too weak to go through it it.

>>686722271
do u play runescape with wiki toria.. plz tell story

>>686721472
Life

>>686721643
Never had any problems with social skills, I just took a random quote to heart and lived accordingly.

>>686722492

To be honest. The picture of the girl is the type of girl that I would love to be with. However, I know for a fact my chances are slim and I will possibly never achieve it. I do play runescape.

I don't have any social skills whatsoever other than being able to make normies laugh. Only one person out of the 10-15 people I've ever been romantically interested in has ever liked me back, and he ended up using me for money and a place to stay while simultaneously cucking me. I only have one friend and she is way fucking hotter and more socially adept than me. I love her to death but spending time with her makes me feel like even less of a worthy human being. If anyone else is lonely and wants to talk, my kik is firewalkwithmeme. If things don't turn up for me soon I'll probably just an hero or accept the fact that even though I'm not a landwhale or a full blown autist or anything, I'm never gonna be accepted into normal society. Best of luck to the rest of y'all.

>>686721703
Do you want to live life as the quiet one off to the side? Are you looking for motivation, or do you just want to confide in us for the sake of the thread?

>>686710861
>bestiality
>trap
>regular
>rule 34

shoulda made it multiple choice

>>686704701
You can say that again... fucking sucks.

>>686718618
I'm kinda in the same boat. I enjoy hanging out with the few friends I have but I am extremely unenthusiastic, I fake being excited for stuff people tell me about or whatever 99% of the time, I can't remember the last thing I've been genuinely enthusiastic about. I hate socializing with new people and sometime old friends because I really have to force emotions out of myself and it's extremely exhausting

>>686722351
You're a coward
She's a whore
She's not attracted to you
You're her safety net as something to fall back on if she can't handle her own life or she doesn't have another dick to ride
You're her way of surviving since she apparently can't support herself for shit with her two minimum wage jobs
She's going to suck you dry and leave you a withered shell of a man
Anybody in the world would deserve better than her and I'm sure you could do better anon
Dump that bitch
After a few months when you realize how much better your life is you won't regret it
In fact you'll regret how much time, stress, and money you wasted on such a whore
The only thing you can do at this point to prove you're a man is to dump her, and tell her how much of a whore she is
And as a bonus post her nudes

P.S. If you think you can't do better bc if your body, hit the gym. Plus, if your personality is a pussy bc you have no confidence, hitting the gym will up that confidence.

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Can someone answer this for me. If so, I will forever be your friend. I am a 18 year Hispanic boy. I am only 5'7, but my looks can range around 6-10 in some regards. My social skills are great, I enchant a lot of people if I speak to them. I am the one to start a conversation and usually end it. However, I do not have any friends. Whenever I try to make friends with people they often look away and try not to speak to me. I often ask, am I doing something wrong, ah yes that's it. I changed my personality, maybe I was way too harsh or too nice for some people. So now, I'm medium, not so harsh but still a decent person to speak towards. No friends or anyone who tries to speak to me. Huh, that's funny? What am I doing wrong? I really don't have an answer, is it the way I look? If so, I can't change that. Is it the way I smell? I smell like normal, I don't think my smell is horrid. So /b/, anon, anonette, what is wrong with me? I try my hardest to change for others and nobody wants to accept me. Am I doing wrong somehow? What am I? What is the thing that I can't fix.

>>686704647
>"you ever wonder how deep you could sink into nothing at all"
I feel so guilty for feeling bad because I have no reason to. I'm well off, I'm married, I should feel like everything is right...
But I hate myself. I look in the mirror and I see nothing good, I want to help everyone but I've never had the good sense to help myself.
I let my friends unload their problems and emotions on me, but I would be so mortified to let them in and let them see what I feel... It would take so much emotion and pent up pain, I don't think I could ever put into something as small as words.
I always wish that I could project what I feel on somebody else just so they could understand.

>>686723423
You can start by changing your approach, compliment other people and make them feel good about themselves, that always works, focus on them and not you.

>>686723423
we're gonna need a pic. its literally impossible to "sometimes be a 6" and "sometimes be a 10", especially since being a 10 with no one talking to you is literally impossible

>>686722924
I'm just answering the question. I already got what I came here for, but thanks. Just trying to relate to others and help people out at this point.

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>>686710861
>420 votes

>>686704701
no... having surgery on your balls is worse. faggot.

>>686723880

I do. In fact, I got told that I even sound like I'm flirting with others. I never focus on myself, I focus on friendships most all the time.

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>be me
>live in a house falling apart for past 18 years with my mother
>be five minutes ago
>on computer, doing a bit of research
>here loud sound
>go into kitchen to see what happened
>pic related happened
>that's my ceiling
>tfw you don't have money to fix this

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>>686724347
This is the ceiling now

I'm losing the motivation to follow the passion I've had since I was 10 years old, I built my whole identity around my passion and now that I'm losing motivation I've lost myself and the motivation to do anything else and now the only thing I really look forward to consistently is sleeping

>>686724023

Well when I said 6-10. It really depends on who you ask. Women are really stupid and are unique. Some women say I'm a 6, others say 8, it's quite rare nowadays but others say 10. I would like to keep myself anonymous. Why would I type all of this and lie to myself? I am only here to solve my problem. And yes, to those 10 even they don't speak to me, not even the ones who say I'm a 8.

something your therapist won't tell you: happiness is mainly determined by genetics and there isnt shit you can do about it other than to drug yourself till your sense of reality disapears

>>686724499
Well what the fuck is your passion you faggot

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>>686724440
shit man sorry, that fucking sucks

>>686723423
Because you have a huge af ego, specially for that tiny body of yours.

>>686724622
filmmaking

>>686724825
well why don't you stop being a depressed faggot and do shit

>>686707635
You probably need a person who you can love or the opposite.

>>686724673

Well if that was the case, I wouldn't be on /b/, rather on this thread asking for help. In fact, if I was here the stereotypical big ego would be bragging about how many girls I fuck and how my cock is like twelve inchs long. So, tell me, how is it my ego if I am seeking for help? Note, this is not me stating how I look but rather what I heard from girls and even some guys.

>>686709444
Nuff said

>>686724945
Because I'm a procrastinating piece of shit. You're right though, I need to just fucking force myself to do shit

>>686706874
Here
https://soundcloud.com/user-736055505/it-will-never-be-you-wav

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>Play games online
>Find community full of awesome people
>Grill in community with this voice that just sticks out
>Everything she says is filled with confidence like she knows exactly what she's saying, what she means, and that she doesn't care what you think about it
>Everything she's into I'm into
>Start talking to her more and more
>We have basically everything in common. 99.999% compatible.
>Go months like this
>Get closer and closer to her
>Apparently everyone in the community could tell I had a thing for her
>Tell her I have a thing for her
>She has a thing for me
>We're both happy but agree not to become official or anything because we literally live across the country from one another
>We talk a lot.
>One night I say something she doesn't like and goes off a bit
>Small argument but everything's okay, we love each other
>Next night seemed to have the same thing happen. Wtf.
>Happens again another time
>Suddenly feel like I'm always saying the wrong thing
>Start feeling like everything about me annoys her
>We get distant
>She says she needs air. Give her all the air on earth. Anything for her.

I don't even know what we are now. I'm afraid to try and talk to her about it, but I want to know. I've always been so sad with just small, quick periods of in-the-moment happiness. Having her kept me constantly happy to the point where I would late at night thinking about how happy she makes me.
I always got to fuck everything up.

Pic related.

>>686723169

I needed to hear that. Thanks anon. I am a coward, but it's been 3 years. It's hard to imagine being single again. I think she feels like she can do whatever she wants and I'll just be a beta faggot and forgive her for anything, like I'm being taken advantage of... A lot of you faggots might already have her nudes, she sent them to fucking everybody. She fucks up again and they're going out for sure. For now, I want to see how things go. I know you're trying to help me, and it really does help.

>>686725623
M8 if she's already done this shit over and over she's not gonna stop
It's not like she made a mistake one time and begged for forgiveness
Being single sucks cock but being with someone who hurts you consistently is much more autistic

>>686718394
She clearly doesn't care for you and she obviously doesn't love you either. If she did she wouldn't have done any of these things. Get rid of her. Move on and find someone who actually loves you.

>>686712420
https://soundcloud.com/user-736055505/a-dream

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>>686704701
Have you ever stormed the beaches of Normandy?

>>686704773
Bleeding out in the midst of battle completely alone and staring at the sky thinking how you never got to properly say goodbye to your future wife who is expecting, is a considerably worse feeling.

>>686704836
No, it means growing up and growing thicker skin.

>>686704843
Well you shouldn't because sleep deprivation and having an irregular sleep pattern is bad for your health in a lot of aspects.


>>686705363
Especially not when you mop around the internet never utilizing the biggest source of knowledge laid before you - FOR FREE.


>>686706607
Take it as a sign that you should stop looking for excuses to feel sad and betrayed and misunderstood, and take initiative.

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>talk to girl for 8 months
>we both like each other
>always flirted around even though we never brought the idea of going out
>shes the girl i never get tired of talking too
>fall in love
>always knew she smoked weed and did xanax which was fine to me
>everything is fine until i learn what the xanax does to her
>she tells me she does bad stuff on them and doesnt give a shit about anything and never remembers what she did
>tell her that's bad and she needs to stop doing it
>she says shes addicted and is trying to stop
>she still uses them and i tell her if she doesnt stop ill stop talking to her
>she says wtf and is trying to stop and doesnt talk to me at all and blocks me in everyway on social media
>2 months go by and i fucking miss her all the other girls are fucking boring and the only way i can get a convo going is by sex and shit
>message and tell her i miss and im sorry
>she doesnt reply
>20 days later i text her saying you dont think about me at all dont you
>she replys
>No
>mfw