>>686695326 I genuinely do suggest you run away. Buy a small concealable gun if you have to. Anything is better than suicide. Into the Wild pretty much made me realize this is always the best option. Whatever happens to you though, good luck anon.
>>686699584 Op listen to me. I wanted to kill myself because I was a spoiled little bitch who wanted to be "independent". Then I dis drugs. Drugs are great. Just hide it from your family and start being successful. Trust me on this op it'll be the best decision you ever make
Again with this bullshit Sam? It's getting old. Yeah, guess who? It's me. Do you have any idea the shit you put me through, you inconsiderate bitch!? You know, at this rate, I'm actually going you'll do it. I'd do it myself if it didn't cost me more than it has already, to waste any more fucking time on you. Die damn you! Die!
Anon im having the same thoughts and your situation mirrors mine. Except im a guy and Ive been hitting the gym for the sole purpose of living in the pine barrens or becoming a small time thief.
I've always felt that no matter where I go theres a power dynamic already set up that forces me into things i dont want. Im not living a life worth living anyway. Suicide is always an option. I couldnt care less about anyone around me
>>686701262 >>686701347 Road trip to Syria with a machete to rack up the highest ISIS kill count ever, while continually adding to your haram army made up of sex slaves you freed and armed along the way. Just when you realize that you don't want to kill yourself anymore, get kicked in the head by a passing camel and die.
If I wanted to fuck with someone, I'd come on /b/ and pretend to be that person and say stupid shit like "I want to kill myself" and then if someone asked for "my" snapchat I'd give them the username of the person I'm fucking with. gg op
This is how I plan to do it, sooner rather than later, and I've done a lot of research and planning. It's cheap, effective, and painless. Carbon monoxide is odorless, and doesn't cause problems breathing until it's too late. It can be easily made by titrating formic acid into sulfuric acid, and heat speeds the reaction. Basically, find somewhere enclosed and secluded, in my case, likely a hotel bathroom, and put up signs warning of carbon monoxide and acids so whoever finds you will not be harmed. Basically, you just need to get the carbon monoxide concentration above about 1 percent to be sure you'll be unconscious within 5 minutes, so you need to get a carbon monoxide detector. Get an electric hot plate, a large Pyrex dish, and about a liter each of pure, undiluted sulfuric acid and formic acid. The acids are available online, under 50 bucks. Then set up the hot plate to its lowest setting under the dish and pour the sulfuric acid into the Pyrex first, then slowly pour in the formic acid. Then leave the room until the concentration is high enough. It will work even if you stay for the whole process, but you might get nauseated by the lower concentrations. Once the detector reads above 1 percent, simply lay out sit down and you'll quickly fall unconscious. Alcohol or sedatives might help avoid a last minute back out, as this is not a "cry for help" method. If you are found within about 15 minutes of beginning, you may survive but sustain permanent brain damage. Your death will look peaceful to whoever finds you.
Leanne, if you want to talk to someone, email me at [email protected] I can't guarantee I can help you, but I can try. Have you ever considered having someone else end your life (quick and painlessly of course)?
Sounds like all of your current problems (that you admitted to) are caused by your situation with the people around you. So leave. Any distant relatives similarly excommunicated by the family that you know of? They are likely to be like you, thus why they were shunned by the core mind.
I want to do something stupid. I want to make a big mistake. I want to destroy everything I love And leave sorrow in my wake. I wish I was empty The way I made you feel. And like a flower in the darkness All your wounds will never heal.
But we don't know each other. Just consider the possibility. If you simply want to talk, you don't have to commit to anything, living or dying. You can vent to me and I swear to maintain the utmost secrecy and discretion. Trust me, or not. The choice is yours.
Okay i thought of this, you should just lay low for a while and then just change your identity and report yourself missing and after a day or so just go somewhere where people rarely visit and hang yourself on a tree branch if there is one. Basically like suicide forest
I'm 38. Been through everything from deaths to just about everything you can deal with. Not worth it. Ive had friends kill themselves. Not what u wanna do. It gets better. I have a 3 year old now. Great life. Don't give up. Everything gets better if you tough it out, trust me.
OK, so I know it does happen on occasion but realistically how often to these threads pan out? I mean, I'm all about people choosing life but these threads are everywhere. I don't want anyone to an hero really but I'm curious to hear from any niggers that lurk more than I do. I don't expect stats but how many have you seen that turned out to be real??
Pages yet unwritten Will chronicle the lies That I used to bury you And cover up your eyes. When you finally woke up Stood on your own two feet No longer were you shrouded in The tapestry of my deceit.
Still want to do something stupid. I want to make a big mistake. I want to destroy everything I love And leave sorrow in my wake. I wish I was empty The way I made you feel. And like a flower in the darkness All your wounds will never heal.
Maybe you'll forgive me But I hope you never do. I could not forgive myself For the way I treated you. When you find my body Please burn it to the ground. The world is better off without Someone like me around.
>>686703567 I appreciate the concern, but this is a rational decision made by me, about me, and has been a long time in the making. >>686703764 The amount of gas made will be enough to end your life, but should somewhat decrease before you are found. And as long as your signs and warnings are seen, even very high concentrations will not harm someone that is only briefly exposed, as hopefully, the finder possesses a healthy dose of self preservation. Again, in my case, I'll likely print my warnings in English, Spanish, and Russian, as this covers most of the bases for hotel housekeeping staff, at which point ems/hazmat will safely clean the area
>>686695326 Kill yourself figuratively by sacrificing your working limbs and decaying mind to charity work or menial minimum wage jobs. That way your walking corpse will at the very least be useful to someone.
I'm going to do something stupid. I'm going to make a big mistake. I'm going to destroy everything I love And leave sorrow in my wake. I wish I was empty The way I made you feel. And like a flower in the darkness Like a flower in the darkness Like a flower in the darkness All your wounds will never heal.
I don't want to be here I would rather Be with the dead. Let me join them. Let me sleep. I've got a permanent solution To this temporary problem. Let me sleep.
>>686704765 I've been here since 04, online since 98. I'm 40 now and I've been suicidal a few times, mostly when I was a teenager and early twenties. Speaking from experience, nothing you've said so far couldn't be dealt with without killing yourself. Suicide for you is massive overkill. That's like nuking a swarm of mosquitoes with an orbital battle station.
Just get away from it where you can breathe on your own.
>>686704957 Yes, and then your family will have to come look at your remains to validate that you are, in fact, you, and then they will have to pay for your remains and a funeral and blame themselves forever, when you could've just driven away from it all and started a new life, if you're that ready for death. When you have nothing to lose, start anew. Maybe in 10 years or so when you've been doing literally whatever you want for awhile you can contact them again, or even sooner, if you feel like it. I have a kid, or I'd ditch out and start a new life meeting a new stranger each day.
Ok Lets take seriously. First: If you gonna present as a girl for attention, TiTS or GTFO
Second: If you want to do it, i really cant show you the right direction for an easy way out, depends on you.
Third: If you keep on, i personally suggest, plan ahead a "trip to the wild" and go fuking visit your friends and say bye as you going to the "trip to the wild" and at least their gonna know that it was your choice and that was your fully choice.
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