I'm laying in my bed. Sleepless. Thinking about my death,

Yes, I tgought I was alone.

Yes, nothing terrifies me more than death and loss of the people I love.

I keep myself busy to not think about it at nights.

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It could always get worse matey

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>tfw you will never ghost through the shattered ruins of your hometown burning fascists out of their holes with a ROKS-2 flamethrower and an F2 hand grenade
why even live

>>685663405
lel join the army, be a faggot.

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>you will never experience this

I'm not afraid of my death because I won't feel anything beyond that (and that's a plus in my book).
But my parents are frail as fuck and when they book it, I'm alone and have literally nobody else to talk to about the past, because present is pretty shitty and there is no future to speak of.

I think the "it could be more worse" thing is to calm yourself down, even when you are in the most shitty situations.

>>685661830

Scroll a whole rekt thread and face the fact that you are indeed lucky.

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>you will never have to assault a barren strip of volcanic sand and burning rock defended by tens of thousands of fanatical motherfuckers who would rather die than give up in the face of your overwhelming superiority

>>685661830
just live stream it and become a legend

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>your column will never get ambushed by desperate panzergrenadiers who will murder you even if you surrender

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>you will never be subjected to seven days and nights of continuous shellfire

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>you will never see your hometown reduced to this

>>685664456
Born too late to experience constant shelling, too early to be infested with extraterrestrial brain parasites

I think death is fair. There's not much fair in life.

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>you will never fight tanks with a taut spring

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>>685664668
why even live indeed
>you will never be sent to a place where there is a mathematical certainty that you will become a casualty in the next eight weeks

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>you will never be in Liberia in the 00s

You will never find so many shitheads posting crap.

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>you will never have to walk up the Menin Road

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>you will never witness a Soviet tank column come to rape your daughters to death

>>685661830
life fucking sucks just make the best of it

>>685664084
army is for faggits and rednecks with patriotism and a stupid sense of morality.

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>your local school will never be attacked with white phosphorus

>>685661830
No, anon, I don't.
I don't understand the concept of feelings.
Why are you afraid of dying?
Why are you afraid of your loved ones dying?
Can you explain to me what it means to be afraid?

>>685661830
I feel ya.

Idk If u were in feelsthread today but Im just gonna tell u the small RANT that I have.

I have depression and I hate my Current life situation. I have huge crush on this great Girl but im too much of a pussy to tell her. I never talk to my friends or anyone about this shit because they would just joke about it and shit.
Sometimes im scared of myself because im scared that some day I will try to kick this dudes ass (who would pretty much beat me to bulp If I tries) and I just hate everything. Only things that keep me going are Eminems songs and jogging.

I dont know what to do. I dont know how to do something i want to much im would die for.

Im scared. Im scared that i will die alone. Im scared that some day everything will abandon me. Im scared that I will not find love. Im scared of my feelings.

>>685666262
keep going. This is gold.

>>685666443
Off by one.

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>you will never live here

>>685666397
you should stop being a teenager.

>>685666666
check'd

>>685666666
lame get

>>685666666
Check'em

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>>685666666
checked giga satan

>>685666666
witnessed

>>685666666
>666666
shiet

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>>685666666

>>685666666
witnessed

>>685666666
The beast

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>You will never die in the muck just hours before the surrender

>>685661830
Yes, good night.

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>>685666666

>>685666666
Look upon these repeating numbers

>>685666666
k satan

>>685666666
you should stop getting

>>685666665
>>685666666
>>685666667

>>685666666
sexts checked

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>>685666666

>>685666666
Nice. And I know. I should. Im gonna get banned for this. Im underage fag.
Fuck me for wanting to Be in a site thats full of people with same personalities but older than me right?

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>>685666666
HOLY SHIT LORD SATAN WHAT IS YOUR COMMAND???

>>685666666
well, fuckshit. this thread is now hijacked.

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>>685666783
>>685666810
>>685666815
>>685666831
>>685666833
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>>685666856
This isn't even the first time I've got a mad Satan get!!!

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>>685666666
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