Fucking faggot. Cut like a man or exit bag like a bitch.
fuck off with this attention seeking bullshit.
either grow up and get on with your life or fucking kill yourselves, stop all this fucking angst ridden self loathing and edgy fucking shit.
grow up , man up or fucking an hero you weak ass cunts .
fucking emo fuckbois.
cancer thread stay away
This is stupid. Cuting urself isn't fixing anything, ur problems are still there so.
Right? Try cutting longways for results my friend..
Does this count ? Im not emo neither I ever was I'm a btard on te verge of being a normie.
not atention seeking jua sending what OP wants.
Here's some reasons I did it:
> feel nothing, desperate to feel
> unbearably sad, rush of endorphins picks me back up
> feel like a worthless piece of shit, punish myself
> suicidal, hurt myself without actually killing myself
That last one, of course became a problem when I stopped cutting. I had an overwhelming need to kill myself and no means to cut, so I started downing tylenol until everything got numb and fuzzy. That was a fun 24 hours at the hospital telling different people what happened half a dozen times over with an iv line in my arm.
Well that covers about all the reasons besides enjoying the sight of blood or attention seeking. Thanks for sharing anon.
For me it started as self punishing and for a short time I genuinely enjoyed it. Some punishment lmao
Are your scars typically out in the open where they can be seen?
Because that's what the thread is about? Tbh it just makes me feel better to talk about my problems.
Back when they were still fresh and easily visible, I covered the shit out of the shit. Now that the weather is nice and the scars are faded enough that it only looks like discolouration fron a distance, I'm rocking short sleeves.
I agree that it feels nice to talk about. But i usually dont, as I've found it leads myself and even the people around me to cutting.
That's kool. Your scars sound a lil less obvious than mine. They've faded over a year and a half but still visible. I just say fuck it and wear short sleeves, I don't want anything from people who will judge me for them anyways.
because if you want attention, you scrape up your very visible parts of your body
if you're actually depressed, you cut somewhere people can't see, and deep, or, alternatively, only deep enough to cut veins so you bleed a lot. everyone has different 'needs'
Don't often see cuts wide enough that you can see that exposed tissue under the skin. I've only had about 5 of those myself. Tried to avoid one's that wouldn't heal on their own
i'm sure not everyone does, but it's too cliche, it's a shit part of the body to cut for bleeding and depth purposes, and you have to know people are going to see it. you know that, you do it anyways. you are at least neutral about showing people you're mentally unwell, and people who do that are either too psycho to want to associate with, or asking for attention
i cut on the hips, and repeatedly, so it heals poorer and poorer. if you have any knowledge of how the skin grows (plastic surgeons pay attention to it) then you can know where it's easiest to have it split like that.
anyways, i lost the pictures of the cuts i had where i got to muscle. the fat kind of pops out like popcorn once you get to it, since it's packed in there
I think a lot of people cut on the arms because when they are new to it they think "where do most people cut" and not actually put a lot of thought into it.
What would be the purpose of intentionally avoiding healing? Some sort of long-term self destruction?
Not helpful but k
not intentional, it just happens. i try to hide my cuts so that nobody will see it but potential partners, of which i'm already in a long term relationship with someone who knows and doesn't mind beyond me being safe. so that skin is just totally fucked up now
there's lots of veins close to the surface and the skin is relatively thin. i cut for blood and not depth, which results in pretty heavy bleeding for not that much pain/damage, so i can walk/do daily activities without bleeding visibly on pants, or being too injured, or risking infection
lots of thought went into it. i also used to bruise myself but after i cracked a rib i stopped. i'm not that desperate
Nice, i thought i was the only one to have this fetish, does it have a name ?
Yeah. I used to bite myself until I bled as a kid in response to pda. Pretty sure I was a CSA victim. Always sort of sperged out and hit myself when I got stressed, but I was beat by my family pretty bad, especially if i showed emotion, so I've always associated healing emotional pain by nursing physical injuries. When showing stress only gets you beat more, it's about the only option you have.
Cutting since age 12, 20 now, so a decent amount of time
Not a lot. I've already got the scars, and the method is effective when needed, i'm not dangerous about it, and partner doesn't care, so i don't really see any reason to. People either date damaged goods or they don't haha
But now that I'm not living at home and everything is really stable and I have tons of money saved up, I really haven't needed to. I've got a great job and a great partner and our house is cozy, so I'm just lucky I got to make it here. Never really thought anything would work out for me tbh
Shit im fellin satisfacted , this thread is so much blood loved. <3