Ask a 35 y/o female mean psychologist anything

>>685226556
Why are you mean?

>>685226556
Is it bad to have a porn addiction?

>>685226808
because i can anonly but not irl
still the same result, just faster and more effective

>>685226901
how much?

>>685226556
Why haven't you posted tits yet?

>>685226901
Spend every day on anon-ib, 4chan, and other porn sites while masturbating every other day much.

>>685227117
not here, you just gotta find em

>>685227301
Meant to post this to this >>685227081

>>685226556
Are you the stuttering retard's sister?

>>685226556
I was raped buy a cousin when I was just a kid, she fucked me up real bad both ends. Is this the reason I'm addicted to milfs and porn?

My wife says that I clearly have a problem, never mentioned the whole rape thing to her.

>>685227301
get a life
you probably are ugly, poor social skills or something like that. try something some social activity like soccer which will, eventually, lead u to some social circle.
be more interesting, most patients are just boring when they come talking about these issues.

Why is every psychologist I've ever met, bat shit crazy?

>>685227767
You are a mean psychologist.
Chances are everyone on this site and anon-ib are the same way. Bitch.

>>685227756
might be, we have to go deeper with that shit

>>685227797
we hear a lot of crazy shit.
however im not

>>685227941
yes but i am the mean cool gal, most people here is cringy people trying to be mean because life was mean to them.

>>685228234
>mean cool gal
>I'm mean because I think it's quirky and makes me unique

Kill yourself you stupid bitch
Also tits or gtfo

>>685227997
Mmm hmmmm. All of them seem to either have substance abuse problems, marital infidelity problems, or exhibit textbook sociopathic behavior. What's your crutch?

>>685227945
Yeah well. After the rape thing my mom didn't believed me, I was 5 or so, trust issues with people in general since then. My father was half polish half Irish, worst person I've ever met, always drunk and mad. Abusive and violent as fuck too. I went through teenager years contemplating suicide and shit, I just didn't end it all because of my younger sister, my intention was to prevent that what happened to me repeats with her.

>>685228487
still sane, we'll see

>>685228693
Just stop being a little bitch

>>685228855
That's the funny part is you can't use all those tactics you learned in school to evaluate yourself, not accurately anyway. None of the ones I know have a clue how dysfunctional they are. You're here so I know you're not completely normal.

>>685228693
fetishes are subconsciously created in our childhood. abusive early life lead generally to strange sexual behaviour when grown up. might be.

>>685229325
a patient told me about 4chan and i already liked dank memes so here i am posting anon stuff in a boring thursday night

Are you gonna give us tits, or are you gonna gtfo?

>>685230044
i'll gtfo eventually

>>685229585
Thanks Doc. Funny thing, months after that, I used to pic up a razorblade and get naked in the bathroom and cut all over my body.

i was raped by a turtle, but people say it was all in my head like the dragon that lives in my house (its fucking real i swear)

>>685230017
Well you said ask anything. I want to know what the psychologist's vice is.

>>685230299
self harm is just atention whoring, pls dont do it u know deep inside your head that is pointless and u are just trying to prove something to somebody

>>685230448
weed but not a vice; i'm really mentally stable actually

how about this, im not emotional, i only get angry once every few years, i rarely get upset over death, with all my family that have died i have only cried once and that was months after the death, i also dont love anyone or anything,

also i dont have much fear, been threatened and it never phased me just made me feel intrigued even though i was at knife point

my question is what do you think about that

>>685230819
I used to do this when I was 5 or 6, I'm 30+ now, anon. Thanks for the concern anyway.

>>685231023
you just described me. nothing wrong with us, my theory is that we are super realist and see life as it really is.

>>685230956
Have you ever had sex with a patient?

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what's the dankest meme of all time?
i vote ferrari goofy

>>685226556
>female
Do you know the rules?

to a point i see life like an experiment, i veiw it as a list of events and experiences,

also i cant get drunk, atleast not so far, and that includes amounts of alcohol; that would make most people drunk enough to get extremely drunk to the point they can hardly remember the day before, been out partying before and i drank double what all my friends did, and i barely got tipsy but everyone else was smashed and could hardly remember what happened the night before, i wonder if that's because of my mindset and how i view it or if it solely because i have an extremely high tolerance to alcohol

>>685226556
I want to have general grasp of human psychology. Where do I start and what book/ebook to read?

>>685231947
nope but want to

>>685226556
Why are we both fat?

>>685226556
i hate 2016 4chan. tits or get the fuck out you worthless cunt.

>>685226556
You ever rub one out after listening to a pedo confess any of the sick things he's done?

Is your reddit name Tempts

>>685226556

How is it knowing you got a degree in something as worthless as art photography or womens studies?

Perhaps a communication degree next? I hear they are super useful.

>>685226556
Tits or gtfo

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>>685232173
obviusly ME GUSTA

HI OP! Missed you! Please keep coming back in the future, you still have me as a fan. Is your email loveoverwhelming? I would like to talk in private sometime! Thank you, please come back in the future!

>>685232197
nothing mentally related. probably high tolerance, that sucks

>>685232270
u wont read it anyway

>>685232375
Do you ever fantasize about it? If so, do tell.

>>685232442
don't have any real life pedo patients, just hentai loli weebs

Why doesn't my hat fit?

I'm still waiting for her to be more of a bitch... Also... I'm trying to figure out which posts are hers for sure. There's only a few intelligent posters on here.. So say something bitchy then... Be a bitch... Bitch :D

>>685232799
the worst part is money, costs me considerably more to get to the point others do for like 20 dollars/pounds/euros etc,

>>685232989
Want one?

>>685232847
True. But I still want some reference. So humor me.

>>685232500
i am getting paid lots of money for listening mind blowing stuff. also have a degree on music appreciation

>>685226556
What other boards do you browse

>>685232956
nope lol

>>685232375
(;

borderline patient here. do itttt

>>685226556
Doc, i have been diagnosed with a schitzoidic condition. Any advice

What's your Twitter?

>>685233109
i was expecting more cringy teenagers with auto diagnosed depression to be mean with

>>685233235
no you're not.

>>685233182
come to vancouver

TITS OR GTFO

>>685233193
dr zeus

>>685233590
Slut

I would if I didn't have so many kids.

>>685233301
/b/ only

So... That means you can't be mean? If you're not going to show titts at least mind fuck us, I would think you could fuck decently that way right? We want you to fuck us.

>>685226556
why are you always on here you attention whore

>>685233803
Why /b/ exclusively?

>>685226556
>Ask a 35 y/o female
tits or kill yourself noa

>>685233426
listen to the voices and kill your edgy self

What do you think of the Mathew De Grood case?

>>685226556
prolly a landwhale teaching

>>685233512
@anon

>>685233965
Wrong thing

>>685233863
fuck you

>>685233761
>Dr zeus
>A punjabi singer
Are you sure you don't mean Dr Seuss?

>>685226556
What made you become a psychologist?
Why are you a mean psychologist?
Also do you know the muffin man?

>>685233886
first time lol

>>685233890
seems the coolest one

i really hate this new /b/ sage this shit

>>685234001
i dont know anything about it

>>685234157
dr seuss indeed

>>685227301
Every other day.... not even close bro.
Talk to me when you get up to 5 times a day

>>685234265
There are better boards but atleast you are providing a better thread than usual. How's your job?

>>685233339
Do you ever mind fuck patients who are dicks, to make them feel worse/guilty, etc?

>>685234166
i understand everybody and wont judge.
because im anon here.
nope.

What is a good way to combat my Trychophagia?
Ive done a good job doing it FAR less than i used to, but im still picking my beard, ball pubes and eyebrows occasionally.

>>685230017
>and I liked dank memes

>>685234488
interesting af

>>685234507
just once and regret it

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>>685226556
Who is best Peanuts girl, and why is it Peppermint Patty?

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>>685226556
Why do my spaghetti-Os keep making lighting?

>>685234314
Knifed 5 young people at a party. Said the sun god was talking to him. Thought the apocolypse was going to happen that night and had to kill them because they were vampires / warewolves. He was a 4.0 student with psych degree. Father was police chief. Sounds like he will be getting a NCR ruling which a lot of people think is bullshit

>>685234581
same with eating boogers. just stop it you dumbass u need to do it and u know it. do it for yourself.

>>685234652
So you're pretty new. Like the opposite of Alice. Pretty interesting. Speaking of interesting, can you share any interesting stories of patients?

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There's allot of twisted shit on here, if I were a bored psychologist that enjoyed my job... I would be interested in all you crazy pieces of shit posting your cocks all day. Which btw, is completely fucking useless and just discouraging as a human being.... I'm not innocent but seriously... Who jacks off on pictures and what the fuck is a cock tribute... We get it... You like your cock and want to show people. Why don't you go use it and cum on real woman's faces. It's possible trust me.... Or just all your MOM. I come here trying to get the occasional funny memes.. Or dank memes... But sifting through the human shit posters out there is discouraging. I'm not complaining, just want to let you know that YOU'RE a piece of garbage and go out the house and do something. Ok losers

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>>685228693
your problem is you have polish and irish dad. irish half is always drunk, while polish half is incaplable of not understanding things due to being polish and also drunk. its clearly simple anon.

>>685234721
dont really know about the show i just googled the image kek

>>685234933
Tldr
You see this mrs mean psychologist. This is bait. Don't reply

>>685234849
there is a spoon in there, you need 2

>>685234864
weird, ill read some about that tomorrow

>>685235279
But i need your opinion now! Lol jk do it up. I find it intensely interesting. The final judgement in court is Tuesday

>>685234711
Have you ever failed to help someone that wound up causing harm to others later and wound up in prison? Would you second guess your efforts? Would you struggle with that?

How many of your patients have you slept with? Have you read loves exuctioner?

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>>685235073
You're missing out.

>>685234924
Thats not how neurotic nervous ticks worse

>>685234458
5 times a day? That would fucking hurt.

>>685234849
Fucking kek

>>685234849
More spoons. Trust me

>>685234927
there is this 55 y/o bald clueless looking man living with his mom who is intelligent af and will probably kill an entire family of 5 because the mom was his high school gf

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>>685235606
Pretty cool President.

>>685235579
most patients are treatable. some are just mentally ill and will never be sane again. coming to me makes them feel under control but shit they are so lost

>>685235584
none and nope

>>685235931
Cool. Well it was nice talking to you. I'm gonna go to bed.

Goodnight /b/

>>685235642
not actually, just control yourself. in severe cases it gets treated with meds, but u dont need them, just be self conscious

>>685234414
Had read a few books of it. More to rhymes and children story book. How is that related to psychology?

When I said I was interested in books or ebooks regarding psychology, I wanted to read something that can help me understand the human psyche. I want to understand why humans have desire, why do we develop curiosity, why do we view something as it is and not as something else. Should I read books from Karl Marx or Nietschze or Freud? I really have no idea where to start. Did recently found a good wiki for psychology a week ago, but I don't think that would be enough.

>>685235758
My dicks in pain after every other day and I'm only in my mid 20's. Been masturbating too much in my lifetime.

>>685236473
i was joking, try with "Redirect" by Timothy Wilson. that book inspired me to begin with psychology

WELL, I do want to go see one of these fuckers at some point so I guess I have some shit to talk about.... For the past few years I have been getting increasingly paranoid and uneasy around people, this is leading to trust issues with everyone and the smallest noises concerning me, I now also carry a knife everywhere I go (im a canadian no guns here) and its getting annoying as im sure there is nothing to worry about. I thought about it for a while and I thought that it might have come from something that happend to me as a child however I cant think of anything. thoughts?

How many mental diseases are you being treated for OP? Also answer the fucking hat question!

>>685227756
>fucked me up real bad both ends.

both anally and vaginally?

Hey OP 26yr old femannon here, I have slept with over 3000 guys, never had steady boyfriend, am now almost finished my law degree but worried my past mgt come back to haunt me. Also sick of ppl calling me a slut. I am just liberated!

>>685226556
Taking advice from the walmart greeters of medicine.

Trauma surgeon here, ask me anything

>>685236961
Thanks mate. I'll try to find that book whenever I'm at the book store.

Was also thinking of taking psychology once I've finished my study.

>>685226556
being a psychologist does not exclude you from the rules doc.
Tits or GTFO

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>>685226556
Went to see a psych, 3 hour-long sessions and $600 later I have a "relax place" in my head (which does about as much as thinking about jerking off) and I stared at this lady's hands move across my face ~1000 times while she asks me what I think. My answer was "your hands".

For not actually producing anything tangible you people sure make bank. Ya, I'm sure you can do some good but how many hours and thousands of dollars will it take? Fuck I could get half decent life advice from 4chins for free, just won't make blow the crystals again.

>>685237815

What is the recommended treatment for borderline personality disorder?

Will doing the splits rip my ballsack in half?

>>685238377
Prison

>>685238219

What exactly were you being treated for?

>>685238377
Lolcow badge

>>685233235

>Music Appreciation

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

>>685226556
Show pussy, doc

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>>685238219
Anxiety and depression. Ultimately I think I need to fix it on my own, but it's difficult. In a way it's like I'm trapped in it, And I don't want re-uptake inhibitors as they will turn my brain into swiss cheese.

>>685239060
meant >>685238623

>>685226556
how do i tell the woman that im in love with that she likes a total asshole and that he is using her and he has even told me so, please help.

>>685239060

Not Op, but a doc psych student. It seems like the therapist was using emdr, but I'm honestly confused as to how that would be a helpful treatment for your symptoms.

>>685226556
Ever consider any other field of science to work in?

I'm exploring my options and considering going into psychology, specifically cognitive neuropsychology. Research into changing perspectives, religious experiences, and corresponding brain activity seems really interesting but I am so unfamiliar I'm sure I don't have a good picture of the field. Wondering if you have any off-the-top-of-your head info you consider important for these interests.
Really I like a lot of social sciences, just not sure what to specialize in: history, psychology, anthropology. Hell, even evolutionary bio and philosophy are part of my interests.

Know anything bout psychology and complex systems research?

>>685226556
why the fuck are you 35 and on 4chan

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>>685240018
That is what it was called. And idk much about all that but I believe it was this person's specialty. Perhaps it was her go to.

I've been struggling with whether or not I'm trans or not for years now.
I'm 21 and have thought about being a girl since I was 13.

I feel like I want to transition but there is also a part of me that feels like it wouldn't be worth it. (alienating my family, possibly ruining my chances at getting a job because of not passing, whether or not my trans feelings are legitimate or if they are strong enough to actually go through with it.)
For example, I don't mind my penis but don't really use it for masterbation and don't desire to, I don't have much of a desire to wear women's clothes but I wish I was 5'7 and had boobs and a slim waist and be seen as a woman.

When I was in high school and a year and a half in college, I was very depressed.

Now I'm feeling better and think about transitioning but a little less.

I don't know how much is suppressed feelings, how much is legitimate trans feelings and how much of it is (and I hate to say this) possibly because of horniness or due to a fetish?

How can I be sure that I'm "trans enough" or trans at all and if transition is right for me?

>>685238377
Not OP but also psychologist. Forensic practice.

Best practices treatment for borderline personality disorder is Dialectical Behavior Therapy.

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Post tits, timestamp or GTFO

>>685240901

That treatment is largely used for trauma. I could see her using it if your symptoms are related to trauma, but honestly it's not the best treatment method out there anyway. You paid $600 for a bogus, hyped up treatment method, a lot of research out there says the hand movements don't do a single thing for you.

Here's my advice op, find a community lcsw or lpc who works on a sliding scale so you don't waste your money, ask em what type of therapeutic approach they utilize and research it a little yourself and see if you're up for it. I'm partial to cbt myself, but it doesn't sit well for everybody

I'm not able to go about my daily life because I have disturbing and angry thoughts about a horrible event that happened to somebody very close to me, which I cannot do anything about. Also I lost that person (sorry for being so vague). What can I do? I'm worried that I'll get drunk and act violently because of this event.

>>685241837

Meant for anon not op

>>685233514
Try r9k

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>>685241101

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>>685242432
Damn...cmon...

Is there anything I can do ?
I feel absolutely stunted in every metric of development...

bamp

>>685241101

What would being 5'7, having a slim waist, boobs, and being seen as a woman mean to you? How would your life be different?

>>685237273
your repressed memory theory is bunk science. it just doesn't happen. many psychological symptoms don't present themselves until the early/ mid 20s. If you're feeling lucid yet slipping down the slope of sanity, seek help now. Don't wait till you're already on the toboggan with the full force of gravity at your back.

>>685230334
Not the psyc but I would like a green text story please.

>>685239235
you don't tell her. She doesn't want your advice nor will she listen if you give it. If she wanted you, she'd be with you. You can't make her want you, move on. It will hurt for a while then you'll forget she ever existed. That's life.

I'm fairly young. Not teens but very young. I want to live a straight life style but 4chsn showing me traps brought me to a point where bisexual porn is the norm and I spend an equal amount of Time fapping to guys and girls. Stil love traps though. I stress I do not want to give up my identity to gay culture as I feel like it's a relinquishing of freedom.

I have an addictive personality and my mother always confirmed this. As a child it surrounded being held by women caretakers in my life, which were many as my grandmother ran a daycare, and chocolate. I was a fat kid. Better now but still overweight. In recent times I've become addicted to playing guitar(started so I could woo current gf and continued when I broke up as a means to preserve self worth) and tobacco (pipe mostly but in the last couple months the occasional cig has become the every other day cig). I have always been able to feel the effects of low psychoactive drugs like nicotine and pseudo ephedrine and recently I've been stressed because I'm in training for a telemarketing (morally repugnant) Job. I feel more addicted than ever. Also love alcohol and weed for obvious recreational purposes.

Finally my Libedo is crazy low. It raises when I work out but it was way higher two years ago. Couple this with my active mysogeny, which comes out of being manipulated by multiple women and seeing their consistently irrational behavior, and my love life has been real bad lately. I can't trust women so I can't romantically bond with them and their looks aren't enough, but I want more than anything to want a relationship again and to feel that passion. What do?

>>685240350
>psychology
>a science

chose 1

>>685240571
because laughing never gets old.

>>685243597
I feel like I would be more confident and comfortable in my body.
I feel like I wouldn't be fundamentally wrong or feel like I had to lie to people in some sort of way because they expect something different of me since I am a 5'10 guy with big hands and whatever.

I don't really know how my life would be different. I'd still be shy.
It''s like when I'm doing physics homework or materials science homework or at work, and if I mess up I just get so angry and it's like a cascading effect like nothing is right even down to my gender.

That also scares me a bit because when things are going just fine, I don't think about it much. I sometimes do but it's more rational and mild.

>>685226556
How do I get rid of my sick thoughts like wanting to watch CP

>>685226556
How does it feel to be a fake doctor? Also tits or gtfo, entitled cuntbag.

>>685241101
You fantasize about being trans and think it will solve all your problems... spoilers: you will just have different problems. Confront your problems now, don't try and run, just to find that you can never escape them and have now mutilated yourself.

>>685244916
>>685245198
see post, realize problem is your brain not your body

>>685243597
Post pic i tell you if it is worth it

>>685245198
I don't know about that
I feel like I don't have many problems
The only one I can think of is "what am I doing with my life? (career wise)"
Also the general feeling that I'm not smart enough to do anything with my life.
Those and worrying about money sometimes but everyone worries about money, I imagine.

That's basically the only problems I have besides the trans thing. I'm otherwise fairly comfortable.

>>685244656
Listen you little self pitying cunt, you don't have an addictive personality. You have an obsessive personality. Just like right now how you're obsessing over the minutiae of your life and missing the big picture, which is that you are a FUCKING NORMAL HUMAN BEING. Everyone has problems, they just hide them so you cant see them. Hide your problems deep down, and voila! you're normal!

>>685244916

So in some ways having those features would make you have more confidence in yourself? But it's also not something you think about often when things are going fine... when things are going fine do you feel confident in yourself?

>>685244933
they likely stem from a desire to break the norm. Taboo has always had a strong pull. That you know it's wrong is a good thing, but also what probably draws you to it. Likely your desire for the taboo stems from a resentment of authority. Accept yourself as no better or worse than the society you resent, ans the desires should pass. If they persist or become stronger, please seek help in person, because raping a kid isn't worth getting assfucked by bubba for the rest of your life. And trust me, you WILL be caught.

>>685246155
>when things are going fine do you feel confident in yourself?
Not especially. But maybe marginally. I second guess myself a lot even still.
But since everything is going fine, I just have a lot less stress and don't get so angry or emotional or frazzled.

>>685245718
That IS the problem, anon. Existentially, you're unsure of yourself. You want to escape to a defined role, like how you view the rigidity of femininity. Again I will repeat, escaping your problems in this way will only lead to new problems later. Out of the frying pan into the fire.

Also, I suspect these feelings of uncertianty come from contact with negative family members of friends who are trying to tear you down to fir their own definition of who you are. Define yourself, don't live by their expectations of you. You ARE smart enough, you ARE good enough.

>>685246607

What's the difference between times when you are contemplating being trans often and The times it is not as often? How are you feeling when contemplating it? What's going on in your life when you are. Versus when you are not?

Also anon, the difference between a therapist and a keyboard warrior is the therapist doesn't tell you how you are supposed to feel and what you are supposed to do

>all these posts
>no tits
fuck you guise, I'm leaving

>>685246854
>Define yourself!
>Don't trust yourself! Your feelings are wrong!

Thanks, anon.
Back to square 1!

>>685247719
those aren't really your feelings though. They're a defense mechanism to deflect criticism because you don't feel as though you're good enough now. I'm telling you that you are good enough now.

Pretty sure I have borderline. Can I do anything to not be such a piece of shit?

as Evalion the psychiatric profession is run by dirty jews. is she right or wrong? kike tell us the truth.

>>685247480
When I'm thinking that I am trans and really contemplating it, I am more depressed. Not ambitious at all. Extremely worrisome and feel 100% incompetent in everything I do down to getting out of bed. No hope.
I usually don't have a whole lot planned in my life. (No job or school or ambitions) I don't know how much is just straight up run of the mill depression and how much is the trans issue.

When I'm not thinking about it as much, I'm VERY busy. Golfing, working, reading, exercising, tending to my dog and general research into subjects that pique my interest that day. (Those are usually unfocused and change) It could be coding then thermodynamics, then mechanical systems in cars, then how to properly detail cars, then chemical science into paint...

But during this time, I feel like I'm in control of my life and have hope for transition. So it's not like I never think about it, it's just I'm not worried about it as much?
For example, when I get like this, when I exercise, I do butt and hip workouts and go for runs to stay lean and hopefully get bigger hips and a bigger butt. I feel good after I do those types of workouts like I'm on the right track I guess.

>>685248214

Ok Freud, you can settle down now

>>685248214
this guy >>685248807
isn't me

I don't know
I'm not good enough though I am a college dropout and don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm worthless to the workforce besides being able bodied enough to throw a shovel into the ground.

Fundamentally, I don't understand what you are saying...
I'm good enough because I exist? Everyone is just good enough just...because?

>>685248759

I see.an interesting conflict in ideas here anon, you say when you are really thinking you're trans your life is out of control and you feel an overall lack of control in your life

But when you do have that control in your life, your ok with the idea of being trans and do things to improve your physique

It seems like you're ok with it, but when it comes down to some serious thought on the matter you lose that confidence in yourself

>>685250047

And that circles back to the idea of "am I trans enough?"

>>685250047
>you say when you are really thinking you're trans your life is out of control and you feel an overall lack of control in your life

Basically yes.
But the thing is I don't know if that is just a symptom of depression unrelated to the trans thing, or if the trans thing caused the depression

Also, I've been to 2 therapists. 1 was general child/family psychologist (I was 18 at the time)
And the next one was trans specialty.
Both said they didn't think I was trans enough

Why do I like riding my motorcycle super fast and doing wheelies and shit?