Secrets thread? I'll start in the thread to get it rolling.

Just accepted that Im bisexual finally. Still keeping it a secret from family. But I fucking love boipussy.

Kind of a story so I'll green text.

>Be me
>Female, 18
>Have a really low sex drive, Like really low.
>Not nonexistent just low
>Have a very poor view on porn,think it's just kinda lame and boring
>same with Hentai, just think it is more acceptable to look at because you hold this facade that you are 0% sexual

Continue...

>>679755810
Tits or gtfo

>>679755810
>sometimes, once a month you decide to touch yourself
>that's really as far as it gets no cumming or anything just shameful rubbing
>get bored and stop
>still feel extreamly awful about doing it
>You know it's normal and don't think it's unhealthy
>But when you do it, it's just pure embarrassment and sadness

>>679756235
It's 1 am I'm not making a time stamp and turning the light on

>>679755099
Nice try NSA.

>>679755504
If you don't plan on marrying a dude your family doesn't need to know. Just not needed info, /b/ro.

One thing i feel guilty about
>I essentially caused or, at the very least, expedited the death of an old family friend
Wouldn't be surprised if the younger daughter still blames me.

I helped my ex gf to suck, fuck and get licked by a friends dog

>>679757088
It wasn't even her own dog...

>>679757193
Nope, her own dog was small and female. She licked willingly but obviously that was all it could do

Write fanfiction on the down low unironically.

I'm worried about being judged if anyone I know finds out.

i fap to all this sissy and trap trash sometime 1-2 hours a day at bad times in my life (it is a bad time right now). it is not possible to be a properly functioning human being with that kind of trash eating into time for things like sleep, work, chores, relationships...

>>679757429
You disgust me

>>679757429
For what fandom

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Last time I cried I was 11, at 14 I was unable to cry even if I wanted to.
It was like keeping my emotions in check and never allowing them out
I knew 7 people who killed themselves, family members who died, couple of girls who broke up with me because being with me made them depressed, my dog died last week
And with all that not even a tear, I'm unable to express emotions that makes a person human.
I was seeing a girl lately, she stopped talking to me because she thinks I'm a sociopath

I'm almost 20, feel like killing myself everyday but I keep telling myself every morning, standing in front of the mirror "let's just keep going and see where that lands me"

>>679758675
That's almost my exact situation... holy shit

I'm bisexual, but nobody knows

I still look at pics my ex sent me and Jerk off, been over a year since we talked

>>679758912
How do you cope, anon?

>>679755099
used to do things with my sister when we were younger

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I actually dislike most, if not all, of the "friends" I hang out with and I'm slowly starting to distance myself from all of them.

I haven't had any meaningful social interaction with anyone outside my family in about a month and a half.

>>679755099
I cut myself frequently.
I cut on my legs and just wear long pants all the time so nobody will know.

I'm black and I have a 5 inch penis. I'm a hard top and I like rape/rapeplay but whenever I think about that I'm ashamed of my small penis as well as being black in the first place. Actually, I just hate being black. I could live with a small penis and no one would know unless I told them but everyone knows I'm black. The problem is I hate both and it feels like I got the worst of both worlds. On top of that I'm fat. I have literally nothing to be proud of.

>>679759046
Ditto man, still do it with all 3 of my ex's

i just recently realized this one, but one day my grandma and my aunt cornered me in my backyard, and one held me while the other (my aunt) spanked me like an animal until i was crying my eyes out. never told anyone that.

I cannot stop thinking about how evil is abortion

>>679759503
I burn myself with cigarettes.

The girl I like got drunk today and let it slip she wants to sleep with one of her friends. That friend wasn't me and I was/am completely devastated

>>679759775
Why friendo?

>>679759503
Can you post pix?
It's kind of a fetish

>>679759913
Just let it go.

>>679755099
Sometimes, I get really strange urges of harming others. They are usually like overwhelming spontaneous instant urges where a thought pops up in my mind about how I could kill or harm a person nearby me with whatever I'm handling or however I can, and I even get this physical impulse, my hands and legs move for a second in agreement with the thought. It's really weird and sort of scary, I haven't done anything to anyone so far, thankfully.

I am unable to form healthy relationships. I dont understand how people can just simply do it and i need someone to explain.

Sometimes I shit in the shower and stomp it down the drain.

>>679759955
I don't have any fresh ones, just some healing almost scars at the moment.
If that does it for you then sure

>>679758675
no i don't think she thought you were a sociopath, she prolly thought you were just a boring, depressed asshole. But we know how you really feel anon. just numb.

>>679759508
Dude the worlds average is 5 inches just because you dont have a huge dick doesn't make it small and get more in touch with your culture and start going to the gym

I have a fart fetish, the only person that I know IRL that knows is my bro that knows all the weird shit about me, and vice versa.

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I've started collecting pictures of Lord Dominator and I have no idea why. Please help me.

>>679757429
It's okay anon.
I got popular writing a pokemon fanfiction after trying to impress a girl.
I average about 10,000 views a month and am one of the most read fanfics in my sect.

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>>679759913
Go get yourself a drink and listen to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gxNW2Ulpwk

She ain't worth it /b/reh

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I'm a closeted transgender mtf

>>679760288
muh nigga

I hate all of my friends and classmates, I just want to grab an axe and kill them,
i think I need help.

>>679760189
Eh, why not. Sure

>>679755099
I jack off to Kung Fu Panda fan fiction

>>679759922
I don't really know.
My Zoloft prescription ran out and I don't want to go back to my doctor to get it renewed.
I don't actually have to deal with people in person on a daily basis so it doesn't really matter too much.

I love g/fur and I become bisexual. What the fuck is wrong with me?

>>679760792
Are you sure you're bi?

>>679760574
In a few years you won't ever see them again

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>>679760607
Woohoo

>>679759602
Still wish I could fuck her, was a hijabi but a total slut when not in public. Best memory was getting head in a movie theater with her scarf on

>>679760713
Try taking 5-htp
It helps a lot, and scars are a bitch to hide.

I lie about how many donuts I have when I self check out at the grocery store

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>>679760640

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>>679761125
you monster

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I love watching my wife get fucked by black guys. We go out to bars and clubs and she picks up the hottest black guys she can. She grinds on them seduces them and makes out with them at the club and then fucks them. The best is when she comes home and tells me and shows me how she was fucked by a black stranger. Fulfills my fetish and fantasies in every way and I cum buckets to her slutty behavior. Pic related. Her with a black guy she fucked. He made her cum so much.

>>679755099
I am a buddha.

I fap to Taylor Swift songs.

>>679760288
>Get in touch with my culture
>African Americans in 2016
>Culture
Yeah no. One of the reasons why I hate being black is because of the people I'm associated with. Namely the ones who were always trying to interact with me back in high/middle school who all disgusted me. I don't know what culture you want me to get in touch with that doesn't involve rap, murder, or stealing.

>>679755504
i hope you get all the cock and pussy you so desire

Messed up in the head.

Moved to colorado a few years back where my mom's side of the family lives.

Re-meet everyone on that side, cousins, aunts, grandparents, and unlce.

Uncle and i connect, we are about 10 years apart in age, his wife is my age, 22.

Him and I agree to hang out one night, get a fifth of jager and redbull, start to take shots and drink. Talking about how everything has been, how it's been 14 years of not seeing eachother. What not.

Tell him i really enjoy his company. Start flirting with eachother. I tell him I'm attracted to him, that I've had a fantasy about sleeping with him from the first time I've met him.

Fifth and a six pack later we are laying in his livingroom on the couch talking about what it would be like to do anything sexual. I ask him what he would do if i kiss him, he said nothing. So i lean in and we begin to make out, the most passionate kiss I've ever had. He runs his hand down my back, lingering before he puts in down my pants, making his way to my wet cunt. So turmed on at this point, i don't even question the moral aspect to whats going on, i allow him to continue playing with me. I take his pants off, and it's like the first time for me ever exploring another man. My hands can't seem to get off him, and we make what i would call the closes thing to love I've ever had. Wake up with my dress on wrong and my underwear on the floor at six in the mormning, still drunk. He takes me home and we don't talk about it for a few weeks.

Happened two more times with him, then i ended up moving back to Illinois, not talking to him anymore.


I fucking miss him more than I've missed any other man, something about you not morally being able to do that, and how attracted i was to him brought out so much ecstasy, passion. I have yet to feel it again, and have thought about talking to my other uncle in the same way.


Fucked up

>>679761125
Bruh

>>679760920
is that your leg? post tits

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>>679755099
I'm secretly a normie.

>>679755099
I hate my trap brother and don't support his sjw bullshit

>>679758675
exact situation im in. weird to see how common it is

>>679755099
Nice dubs OP!

I like fucking married women or ones with boyfriends.

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>>679761586
Why is that a secret?

>>679761425

Hot. Never wanted to fuck your dad, though.. just the uncles? Usually it's a dad thing with girls.

>>679761489
Girly legs don't mean tits

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>>679761031
Tell me about it.

>>679760104
Seek help. Really. I've worked with countless people with this same problem and when they finally do strike it's horrible and some of the worst things I've seen. You have potential and I don't want you to get to the point you do strike and your life is ruined.

>>679761775
In real life it would be the end if my social life if it wasn't a secret. Maybe you guys can be dicks to everyone but I actually function and contribute to society.

I have a 9/10 gf, still fap to increasingly shameful porn when she's not around

>>679755099
Secretly, I can only roll dubs.

>>679761425
Shows us ur boobs plz. To jack off too.

>>679760334
It's called a Waifu. Turn back while you can

>>679757049
Elaborate please?

>>679762033
Evidently.

>>679759955
Do you like old or new ones? Curious.

>>679761936
When you go to the store next look out for bio-oil.
It's supposed to be really good for diminishing scars, even if it only helped a little it would be something.
I'm sorry you did that to yourself man, you deserve better than that.

>>679762025
Dude that's great

>>679762162
It's a curse

>>679761889
so you're gay?

>>679762294
What do you know about the dubs curse? You're not me.

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>>679762294
mfw

>>679762294
curse is gone

>>679762184
Doesn't matter, but fresh ones get me going.

>>679761733
Thanks. And u a cuck

>>679762404
The curse is broken! I'm free!

>>679762335
Maybe I just shave one leg so I don't feel so alone at night

>>679762196
It's alright.
I don't really have an opinion on them either way, It's just something that's a part of my life now.

>>679762462
Bull my friend. I also like 2 women. And I don't share my girls.

I'm watching Formula 1

>>679762444
Same..

>>679759482
I feel you anon, all my friends are bunch of cunts, but its hard to shake them off.

But i also think most of my family are cunts too

My biggest secret is that it is my deepest desire is to rape this one friend I have.

>>679761976
IDK, I'm afraid of figuring out what I really have.

I wish I was dead.

>>679755099
I have never told anyone this but when I was about 11 I sucked both of my friends dicks

>>679762520
It is part of your life, but you can get better.
Try to get better friend <3

I like all the super-nasty porn like cuckold, scat, watersports (especially drinking), sissification.. basically anything degrading. I imagine being the one getting degraded.

>>679760920
AHAHAHAHAHA GTFO WITH THAT SHIT. Its not cutting if you barely even break skin you stupid shit.

>>679762885
me too

>>679756354
This much masturbatory shame can only stem from a history of some kind of sexual abuse

>>679761861
My father is a body builder, huge fucking turn off. But my uncle was big, bulky. My mothers youngest brother. For some reason he was everything i like in a man i have horrible incest fantasy's about all family members, but would never approach my father, not what i consider attractive. My ex was huge into roll playing where i was his niece, or daughter. He was 11 years older than me, which was the huge turn on. Never dated anyone younhere than me.

>>679762822
gross, but nice dubs m8

>>679760173
AHAHAHAHAHAH

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>>679761278
Another black guy she fucked in our hot tub

>>679755099
Sometimes when I'm alone in my room. I grab a wiffle ball bat and swing it around like I'm leading an army in a Great War. My opponents aren't real I guess but I defeat all of them

>>679762968
These are like three weeks old.
Obviously it won't look like much anymore.

>>679755099
I don't love my gf and am not sexually attracted to her at all. we have sex about 6 times a year. we've been together 4 years. feel like it's beyond the point of no return. suicidal ideation nearly everyday.

>>679758243
Op tell me that thi>>679761395
Look, I'm not sure what black culture you have experienced with all your life, but I am a black who lives in the south and seen both the good and bad of our culture. To foolishly lump al aspects of our culture into a conglomerate of bad concepts and generalizations does a disservice to not only modern blacks, but also to past people who have all sacrificed in order for us to be who we are today. That is not exclusive to blacks alone. Seriously actually learn about your culture and stop degrading it as to gain putty for something you cannot change. Education is the difference difference between a freed man and a bound or enslave man.

>>679763082

Your father was a body builder and your uncle was big and bulky? LIke bear-mode? Or fat?

>>679763139
you're a strange person anon, nice dubs btw

>>679762488
how would that help with loneliness?

>>679763177
So you'd rather kills yourself than break up? Seems like a good idea

>>679763206
Wait a minute, I never thought I'd see the day, niggers on 4chan

My dog felated me.

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>>679762444
Pretty old ones, should have gotten them taken care of. Never did

>>679763126
moar pics. you ever watch?

>>679762936
Thanks anon.

>>679763297
Obviously if pretend that the smooth leg was a lady and that I'm not forever alone

With the best girl I could most likely be with. Puts up with my dumbass and pays for half of everything.
Before I met her there was this little cute ass girl I was trying to smash but she played hard which drove me nuts. Girlfriend now just wanted the dick and had talked to her for a few weeks compared to 6 months with the cute girl.
We've been together almost 3 years and whenever I see cute girl I get super fucking nervous. Hung out with her a few times at the beginning of my relationship but I didn't do anything stupid. Girlfriend knows I liked her, but I just can't get that bitch out of my head

>>679760173
you monster

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>>679763001

No kidding, what the fuck happened? Can you imagine if someone talked this way about blowing their nose?

>I try to resist for as long as I can, until the urge is just too great, and so I blow my nose and throw the tissue away, and then I'm just overwhelmed with feelings of shame afterward..

I've cheating on my bf roughly 20 times.

>>679759503
I cut my forearm. Lost feeling in my thumb and occasionally my finger tips. Chose the worst spot and everyone sees it. Of fucking well

>>679763617

Hot. Does he know?

I sneak around my house at night. One adventurous night I crept into my eldest sisters room and stole that plant that makes you silly. While in there watched her sleep, froze. And mesmerized by her sleeping figure. I watched her. I listened as she snored and when I was satisfied I trudged to my room smoking her funny business

I'm allergic to soap

>>679763155
That won't even fucking scar. Like seriously give it up, you're not a cutter. That's embarrassing. How old are you?

>>679763617
moar details. with how many dudes? was it worth it? was the sex better?

I'm getting married next week
and I'm still in love with my ex

>>679763632
If it's only one you can usually lie about how it happened.
How deep did you cut?

>>679763617
A little. I don't think he knows it was so many.

>sexualized at 9
>repress memories
>get depressed as the years go by and more... Pervy.
>end going to the hospital psych ward
>seven hospitals. Adds up to about 10 months of my life.
>hold a grudge
>pretend to get better. Cured.
>released from last hospital
>one year later
>the urges return. voices telling me that I'm suppressing my true self.
>stopped taking medicine in February.
>downloaded pictures of... Stuff
>nothing illegal I promise.
Ive never told anyone.
Now I have this huge friggin stash of stuff I don't even masturbate to. I just look at them. I look at them and we think, soon.

>>679763357
Watching is my favorite part. The craziest night we had was we got this huge black guy to do a breaking and entering rape fantasy. He tied my up to a chair. Ripped my wife's clothes off and slapped her around then he fucked the shit out of her. She had 10 huge orgasms in a row. I came watching them. Hottest shit I ever saw.

>>679763777
How do you clean yourself???

>>679763783
If I was aiming to impress I'd probably cut deeper, but there's no need.
I'm doing it for the pain, not for blood.
I'm 21, if it really matters.

I had five girlfriends at the same time and dumped them all for the woman I'm currently with.

>>679763342
it's always a terrible idea. kinda beside the point, since rational thought has gone out the window, yeah?

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When my ex-wifes mother in law went out of town for a week I broke into her house using her hide a key and stole 800 dollars from office desk and 300 bucks worth of jewelry i wanted it too look like a normal burglary so i trashed her house when she got back i consoled her and my ex wife they kept crying about how the photo albums got destroyed

>>679763279
I didn't get dubs handsome. Not pointing fingers but you oughta know the game before you leap

>>679763960
you could always dance yrself clean

>>679763960
The same way Mowgli does in the Jungle Book.

>>679763866
The scar itself is atleast 1/8" wide. Uh, I was 14 now 22 and used a drywall razor. However deep those are. Woke up in the hospital and sent me to a fucking mental hospital

>>679764088
goddamn dude why would you destroy the photo albums? it's not even something a regular burglar would do.

>>679763960
I only wash my hands with soap when I need to

>>679763866
Oh and no there's atleast 27. Can't really count they're overlapped.

>>679764225
You're lucky you didn't die bro

>>679763798
I just love making a guy Cum it's so rewarding. It's been with all sorts of men. Wouldn't say it's better just different and scary which makes it more fun.

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>>679763265
Bear big, just makes my insides happy. Father kinda looks like Arnold. Lol guy in the middle.

>>679764225
>sent me to a fucking mental hospital
sounds about right

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>>679763357
Black guy she met at a bar. He fucked her in the ass and came all over her face and tits. She loved it.

>>679764343
I'll send a pic in a bit. If not add snapchat verifiedpretzel. If you're interested

>>679764374
manlet. definitely overcompensating for being short.

>>679764365
do anything more kinky with the other dudes? anal? do they make you cum?

>>679764007
Well, you should stop. I understand the wanting to feel alive, but ive lived with my scars for 12 years. It fucking sucks.

>>679760104
Are they just random people or do you dislike the people you want to kill?

>>679762916
Holy shit me and my friend took turns doing each other once. I can't even remember what it feels like though :( Virgin by all aspects at the moment.

>>679755810
>>679756354
See
>>679763001

>>679760903
Because he will have murdered them with an axe.

>>679764524
Eh, he likes the routine. He's 5'8", maybe 230 right now. He smoked, ate horrible food, overweight. Mother got sick, obeise, lung cancer. He gave everything up and became healthy. I'm sure it wss his own mortality that caused him to live the way he does.

>>679764699
No, it's not even people I hate, it's actually family, friends, whoever I'm around with.

I'm a dog

>>679763001
Yeah, you would think. I don't ever remember being sexually abused and asked my mom several times if I could have been as a child, Always a no. I haven't had a period in two years and I also abuse Vicodin so those could have some effect on it? I don't know why I'm embarrassed though.

>>679761425
Holy shit I think I know you. Do you have a son?

>>679764524
Really nice guy, soft spoken like a teady bear. Easy going, not violent at all. Good guy

>>679764688
I'm trying to get the scars faded entirely right now, because they do suck.
I used to only do it repeatedly in one spot but started drinking too much and being stupid.

my ex broke off our engagement and dumped me because she thought I was cheating on her when I went out of town last minute for a day. I was seeing a specialist. I didn't want to worry her because I was sure I was going to be fine.

long story short I found out I have terminal cancer and lost the love of my life in the same day.

>>679765115
weight training for fitness and weight training for body building are two different things. there's more than a little bit of insecurity/vanity involved

>>679765170
That's because your mom was the abuser. the vicodin is just self-medicating to compensate.

>>679760420
Nice choice. I've had that on all my playlists for years now

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>>679763357
I took these. Getting pounded and eaten out by her personal trainer.

>>679765308
ok

>>679764568
Usually I make them cum no reciprocation wanted the first time. If I get excited enough and they are down I'm up for anything.

>>679765342
did you at least make her feel like shit afterward? Sorry 'bout the cancer.

>>679765582
you ever feel bad about it? if i'm in a loveless relationship, should i try cheating?

>>679764007
You must be the biggest pussy if a cut that barely draws blood is painful to you. Its obvious that you do it to "impress", or get attention more like.

>>679765004
I wish it was that simple to explain. No history with abuse in it.

>>679765210
Oh god, no. No children. Where would you think you would know me from? Curious

>>679765499
so hawt. moar

>>679765582

Haha, I'd turn you into a trashy slut.. fucking doing anal, pissing in your ass, throat-fucking.. all behind his back. So hot.

>>679760420
Also try this if you're into instrumentals
https://youtu.be/paR3U8CfwQo

>>679762885
Probably like 95% of /b/

>>679765779
religious upbringing? shamed by a parent for touching yourself?

>>679765758
Considering nobody knows I do it that's really not the case.
I do what I need to do to get through the day.

>>679765794

It's just some troll trying to frighten you.

I was phone

>>679760104
For me, imagining how i could kill somebody and desecrate their corpse is a good way to relieve stress

>>679762836
You're gonna figure it out eventually. It could be in a therapist's office, or the scene of a horrific murder. Totally up to you.

>>679765745
Sometimes I do. Sometime i think about it when we are having sex and it turns me on. If you get caught it definitely won't help anything.

>>679765437
I'm not going to say this isn't true because maybe I just don't remember, but shit I kinda hope it is just so I understand why I'm like this. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.

>>679762123
Dude was fat and already had mounting health problems, and was forced to move a large majority of the familys belongings onto a moving truck by himself because i was too lazy to go help. Not a week after that he wound up in the hospital, lost multiple toes/fingers/eventually entire limbs, and then died. I realize that that may have been inevitable, but it feels shitty to know that i catalysed it.

I was raped twice. I'm terrified of women now. I'm a good looking guy and people think I'm gay because I never approach women. Still really only get off to the idea of being controlled.

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>>679760640

>>679765824
I tell him to be rougher but it freaks him out. I moved his hand to my throat when we were fucking and he just looked at me weird and pulled it away.

>>679763126
How can you see someone you love getting fucked by strangers every other day man.