Don't loose hope, Anon :)
Es kann immernoch alles gut werden
I actually made this thread just for you :)
I'm the Mail-faggot who posted a trash mail in the last thread
Come to think of it, I can do that again
If you're feeling lonely or down you can write me on this Email-adress, just to talk, to destroy the loneliness
i miss my ex
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
I once let someone in, she made everything better, she made me better. I used to not give a fuck about people, and then I would've given everything to help out someone. I used to not know what love was, and then I would've kissed her forever. I used to hate everything of me, and then I was there fixing myself up to look good for her.
She came in, she changed everything I was, she made me better and then left. She left a different person that she met, and this person can't stay alive without her. I need my old self to deal with this kind of shit. Being better just makes things worse.
I get it, it's a feels thread. But I always look at this shit and go "Why the fuck are they digging a deeper hole of sad to be in?" I've felt depressed before, maybe even been depressed before. Though I'm not sure I was actually feeling it. Learn to socialize, even if it's never been that easy for you. This whole fucking thread is always just self-pity. It makes me sad that you guys do this to YOURSELVES. That girl doesn't like you? So what. Those people told you they hate you and you're worthless? It hurts, but so what. Go talk to people until someone wants to hang out with you. Eventually you'll find someone. But no, you just wanna fucking sit here on your keyboard being a fat fuck and pity yourself because "I have it so hard, boo hoo". For fucks sake.
>the smell of carbon monoxide makes me sick
yfw carbon monoxide is odorless.
It's been an hour now again without a reply.
Last message is still marked as unread, but at least I know that she's thinking about it right now.
she texted him for four days, just four days. truelove5ever = 4 days in woman's mind. guaranteed she is fucking somebody else now. and considering she is the one who screenshot the texts and posted it online, SINCE THE OTHER PERSON IS DEAD, it just means she did it for attention. or its fake, either way i hate it
That's just all that was capped in this shot dude. You have no clue how long that could have continued. Also, you just automatically assume unless you spam somebody's phone after they die for years you don't care about them? Fuck off asshole, nobody needs your baseless assumptions
Anon here who told his crush that he likes her.
I still haven't received a reply after the last one.
I think I'm going to watch a film to get my mind of it.
I'll post updates when I get a reply and the thread is still alive.
>be me highschool
>pretty decent in terms of popularity
>co-own a highschool talkshow
>we hear theres a new girl
>new girl walks into the cafeteria later that day
>her brown hair which looked so elegant
>everything about her is pretty
>she starts singing happy birthday to everyone every week
>sings happy birthday to me i get super red
>then people start hating on her but i loved her so much
>we put her on the talk show and ask her a few questions
>the crew gets mad at her and she is just calm during the whole thing
>talk show is over
>next day she tells her friends im cute
>she comes over and starts talking to me and we both have a feel for eachother thats hard to explain
>we start spending time together with eachother
hey I'm the guy that we were talking in the previous thread. Glad to see that she answered! What happened next?
>during the summer we went to the park everyday
>she kisses me one day
>best first kiss ever
>she says to me:
>"I love you."
>all I can do is just look at her in shock
>summer passes and we're a thing now
>don't know what i'd do without her
>one day she doesnt come to school
>I keep wondering where is she
>she comes to school after 2 weeks
>was so worried about her
>continue on with our relationship
>2 months before graduation she doesn't come to school
>i'm worried sick now
>graduation her parents come to me and tell me shes dead.
>everything i ever lived for is now gone
>everyone splits up during graduation and i don't keep in touch with anyone except my best friend
>cry for the next 12 years everyday
>the only thing i ever have left of her is a valentines day card
yeah and my message after that is still marked as unread, but at least I know that she is thinking about it now
I don't know if that's a good or a bad sign.
I don't know if you were in the last thread, but I know this girl for 7 years now. She's my closest female friend.
The big crush on her started 3 month ago.
So I have a whole lot lose here.
I wish you good luck
Does anyone here have anxiety, I need some help.
So I have a friend who seems to share my problem, we have a fuck ton of insecurities. We always think people hate us and shit. Only difference, is how we deal with it.
I keep to myself and just ignore it, I don't like sharing how I feel. He shares a little too much. He will text me every other day saying he is depressed and say "I have anxiety right now please respond." I know it's bad, i know how hard it is but, do you guys have it this hard. I want to help the guy yeah. Sometimes however I feel he is just over exaggerating how it is. I tell him to be safe he says no promises. I tell him hey don't cut he says no promises.
I want to help but it's like the guy is guilting me.
What the fuck do I do
If he really did have severe anxiety problems, he probably wouldn't be telling you every time he felt anxious. I have a fuck ton of anxiety issues and I usually feel to anxious to share them with anyone. And if he's telling you he's going to cut himself or self harm, then he's just looking for attention.
Fuck i wish i could tell my crush i like her, she was that type of girl that is juat silent but you can se that she is nice, she isnt even so pretty, she has the most beautiful smile for me....she lost her father 2 months ago to heart, brain and lung stroke all at once...only then did i meet her totally...step by step she opened up and is now pretty chill with me around, we used to walk home together and she would hardly say anything, but now she talks to me a lot laughs with me and everything, my friends are telling me that there might be something more to it but i have been wrong so many times that i am scared to confess anything and i am afraid of losing what we have...fuck this shit man i wish i could just know if she likes me the way i do her.....right now her laughter is echoing in my head and that fucking smile with her canine teeth crooked she is absolutely perfect i love her so much and i would do anything for her but the fright of losing her is too much just...
I'm not sure why but I can't open up to people anymore and I feel like compleat utter shit. Should I just off myself? I'm a overweight 6'5, who's a virgin and doesn't know how to interact with people outside of chatting. I wake up around 5 AM, work out in my shithole of a appartment, clean myself up, get ready for work, go to work, maybe eat lunch and go back home after work around 9 PM. Here's some tits for everyone's time
I'm this guy
I know that feeling. I don't wanna lose her either. And I hope that we can still be friends when she rejects me, even though it's going to be awkward at first.
thanks. I'm watching it on my laptop right now over netflix. So I can just alt+tab to this thread to see new comments.
Goddam, well im sort of a betafag without much experience with girls. Anyways I grew up and scored myself a perf 5/7 gf. Problem is its LD rn and I didn't see her for like 4 months one time. And during this time frame I was at a party and I hooked up with a friend. Do I tell her whats happened or try to hide it? I don't know how to feel about it.
I come here because I want cool sad pics to save.
Explain to him that insecurities are dumb because 99% of people do not give a single shit about us. And the 1% that DOES care, accepts or forgives the insecurities.
hmu then. I'll reply at the very least once a day.
Note: that is an anon email, i'm not actually a chick.
>i'm not actually a chick.
Never said you were one.
Atleast I'll have someone to vent too, because my therapist kicked me out for 'disturbing her'.
>have a appointment with the cunt
>She refused to take me
>I waited there for a hour, till two guys walked out
>She fucked both of them and then charged me for the appointment
i'm this guy.
You can read me posts here
By the way, she just replied (pic related)
it doesn't sound too good
Just noticed that the translation is a little off
>I'm not so sure what I should say about that.
This one is more accurate:
>I don't really know yet what I should say about that.
Happiness is not a goal.
It's a choice you make everyday.
You can be miserable with a girlfriend, a car, a house, a job, a skill, friends, sucess.
Those aren't things that give you happiness, those things fill your needs.
Choose to be happier with what you have, and you will choose to make better decisions for yourself.
If you want happiness, just choose it.
>never said you were
Just prefacing it, since I've got a female name on my email.
Therapists are utter shit. They always tell you some PC bullshit that won't solve anything, and they always drag you to stay there way longer than you need to.
Supposedly, female therapists are even worse, but I can't confirm that myself.
I've had two, both said bullshit. Both were female, both ended up just kicking me out and charging me 40 Euro's.
Hell, I've found better therapists in bars.
Didn't notice at first
I'm this one >>679697483
She either doesn't want to believe it (the unfortunate case), or she can't believe it, maybe she wants to give it a shot.
It's almost 2 AM here, I'm gonna have to say goodnight to you anon, thank you for your company. I hope everything will work just fine for you, and you become a great couple! Hope that I see you in another thread, if not, godspeed to all the things that you wish for!
Charging someone to listen to you is a dumb concept to begin with. It's like paying someone to be your friend, it's not genuine.
Sadly people are still falling into the trap.
Hab eben schon geantwortet, sieht ja auch nicht so rosig bei dir aus, glaube sonst hätte sie das schon gesagt. Würde dir auch gerne nen tipp geben aber bin beta as fuck und in einer ähnlichen Situation
aww, poor little guy
rip roverbro, drawing dicks on mars in whatever heaven he went to.
Yeah, I learned the hard way. Well, here's a small rundown of my job.
>Arrive around 8 AM
>Get yelled at for being late, even tho everyone else arrives around 9-10 AM
>Have to be the backup IT
>Nobody ever talks to me besides the other IT
>My boss is considering to fire me for the 500th time
>Repeat till 10PM
>Get home around 11PM
>Drink myself to sleep
I don't want to be negative and hurt you, I really don't. But you can't lose what you never had. I'm old and I've lost more friends than I could count anon and I've been where you have more times than I can count. The way it sounds is very familiar and I'm pretty sure I know how it will play out. I would suggest you forego her talking about this in person and avoid the indignity that you'll suffer at her hand. Something you should tell her in a tactful way, and move on. Self respect is the most important thing we have.
>graduated university last year
>got a first in ancient history and archaeology
>spent most of my childhood up too now enthralled by history I literally live breathe and sleep it
>gf got her dream job after uni in about 4 months
>I'm still waiting, i know that at this point the fact I have no contacts or money means I'll never get a job in the history industry
>but despite that I'm too scared to admit to myself that history can never be anything but a hobby to me
so I just sit here unemployed, getting more depressed each day as all my friends with middle class parents get perfect jobs whilst my options are basically entry level retail at best
ill hug my cat for you anon <3
Sup /b/ros I just wanted to share this picture with you.
Once I was feeling really down one anon drew this for me and whenever I am feeling like shit I just look at it.
I hope it will make someone else happy as well!
This one hit me pretty hard
[spoiler] because it sounds just like me honestly [/spoiler]
Is it worth loving her and waiting for her while watching her go through relationship after relationship while you wallow in self pity? I don't even know you and I want better for you anon. Things will get better. Women come into your life when you're happy with yourself and don't need one. It's fucked up and unfair but that's how it is.
I want to do your degree. However, pressure to get a job from myself and home is forcing me into comp sci. I still like comp sci though so not too bad.
Have you thought of specialising with a masters? Like assyriology or something?
Actually I believe you will get better!
I mean, I know that you kight be going through some hard shits, maybe harder than I can imagine, but you know what? We are all in this together. We always come here, see that someone else is feeling just like you, trying to help each other.
Trust me anon, someone cares about you, I care about you! And even thought we are just some random people on the internet, we're here for you
>Have you thought of specialising with a masters?
yeah i did i wanted to specialise in the successor period after the death of Alexander the Great, or just the Hellenistic period in general , but here in the UK a masters costs upwards of 10k, not including living and rent fees and there's just no way i could afford that without working for several years first, i didn't mention that several of my friends who got worse grade degrees than me are doing a masters cause their parents are paying for it, mainly because it just depresses me further
Its easier to forget awkward conversations than the ones you never had
I only had a crush on her for 3 month.
We got a lot closer in the last 3 month and I don't want to become her beta orbiter, that's why I texted her.
I'm 23 and I'm sadly already pretty good at getting over something like this. But it's going to be harder with her.
You made me tear up...
>Someone actually believes in me..? That's a first, in about six years.
My family disowned me, I have a dead end job, a drinking problem and a weight problems. I don't see how I could get better anymore, I've tried already
It doesn't really matter if "someone" believes in you, you have to believe in yourself, and I really doubt you do not have anyone who would not have any faith in you. I guess people you are in touch with are just bad at showing it.
Look, anon, you can always change it! You have so many years of your life ahead, try starting with some little changes, and once these little things connect together, you will be on next level !
I still wonder why I haven't killed myself yet
>bad at showing it
The only people I interact are: My boss, my co-worker aka IT nr.1, the bartender that lets the get shitfaced in his bar and everyone in feels threads. The only people that somewhat care are anons in feels threads.
I've tried to change my life, I've really tried. Nothing works.
Same here man, same
But it's easier to get over coversation you never had than those you fucked up
Happines is just ilusion. It's just bunch of stuff in your fucking brain doing some fucking reactions making you feel better, nothing more. You can get same fucking effect by eating fucking pills.
Love is just biochemical reaction in your brain telling you that the person you are talking to fits what you (your brain) defines as suitable for you. Nothing more.
Nothing we do really matters for we will all die eventually.
For how long will people remember me after I die? Months? Years?
My fucking great granfather died twelve ago and now I don't even fucking remember his name. No one will remember me. No one.
The key to success is not to give up.
I believe you can make it, try starting again, collect these small pieces of succes, and once you will have enough of them you will take a next step. I know making friends is really hard, and trusting people even harder, but first of all you need to start liking yourself. I really do not believe that you would be that bad to have no friends, really.
I don't like myself, because I know I'm a failure.
>I spend my free time drinking
>Have no hobbies besides lifting weights
>Every time I talk to my co-workers they try to quickly end the conversation