Get it off your chest man, you don't have to hold in any longer... Just tell me what is going on, you'll feel a lot better after it... I just a little drunk I dont mind helping you out in this hard time of your life.
I'm spending literally all of my time finishing my PhD, after finishing I'll be unemployed because I don't have anything else lined up. Not a lot of money saved. Most of my friends have graduated and moved away. My girlfriend lives in another state and is becoming increasingly difficult to get along with.
well there's this girl i like but not like like but more lik i just wanna bang the figurative shit out of. and i've made it clear to her, and being a 20yo wizard isn't something i'd like to continue being. so we go camping with a couple friends and we plan to fuck in the tent i set up, turns out her friend is along for the ride and we all sleep int he same tent. which means >no boom boom time now i'm struggling to get a couple measly pictures from her to beat my meat too, how do i get her to just go down on me with one sentance? or what should i do? should i just drive to her place, take her away and ram her in my car? >pic not her
Nobody cares about me, not my family, not my friends. I'm a kissless virgina nd Everybody arround me are happy and I'm not. I really like a girl but she likes another guy and I'm basicly the clown of my group of friends
>>679090477 I have no sense of identity. I'm 22 and I still feel like a boy. I have no job, I live off of welfare, and am only now finishing high school, and I have no idea what I want to take in post-secondary, I have no idea what I'm good at. I feel like a child living in an adult world with no means of becoming an adult. Maybe my answers will come in due time, but my impatience and anxiety are so debilitating. I just want to figure out who I am already, and I sometimes fear that I never may find that out.
>my parents have always been there for me, sacrificing limb and bone >they will never admit they're disappointed in my progress so far >26, doing fairly well, but i should be doing better >single, talking to a few, but no real feeling to settle down, im just not interested. >i was the golden boy, now i'm underachieving everywhere >have no interest in the same friends anymore >i know the reason, but i can't quit >cardiologist appointment in a few weeks and preparing for the worst >seeing everybody surpass me in all aspects (social, financial, mental)
the thing that hurts me the most, is knowing my parents know i'm a failure and yet they still support me. i'm not worth it and they deserve alot more. i'm sorry.
>>679090477 I know what I want to do, but I don't know what to do in order to get there. I have a basic idea of how, but the details are fuzzy to me. Sometimes I feel unmotivated, and it scares me. I am afraid that one day I'll lose interest in it.
>>679093015 This is basically me. Sister got preggo early on with a loser guy, so by default i was golden child. Now that her husband is doing well, I'm looking worse. Meanwhile I have a shit paying job not in my preferred field and cant get an interview despite being qualified. Why you ask? Because I got fired once for getting caught slacking and fudging my time.
My friends sister told their mom I brought pot to their house (I did) and I'm not allowed over there anymore. I'm about to leave hs and Im worried that I will disconnect from my friends before we leave. His house is basically always where my 4 closest friends hang. I'm so fucking pissed off at his sister but I don't think there's anything I can do to get revenge. Fml
>>679093772 The last time I took acid, I walked for 5 kilometres from my friend's house to where my mom lives, walking in the middle of the street, spitting at cars and trying to start a fight with everybody who walked by me. I felt like I was melting by the time I got to the lobby of my mom's building. Me and drugs don't mix.
I've been on disability for 10 years, was sent a package with a form for my 10 year medical review, have to send it in by a deadline or I lose my benefits. It's due in 2 days, I have done nothing towards getting it filled. I haven't had a conversation lasting longer than a minute in 2 years. I haven't gone to fix the problem cause of anxiety. Cut ties with all my friends when I stopped talking to people. Haven't talked to family in about 8 years. I'm not sure what to do.
I used to be obese. I was at 40% bf. 300lbs at 6'3" with little to no muscle. This was a year ago. Now, I am at 210lbs and am starting to look good. My problem is that I am 20 years old, and have only kissed one girl one time. I was in a online relationship for 8 months but that shit doesn't count. Where do I go to meet women? POF and tinder don't do jack shit for me. How do I meet someone? How do I grow the balls and gain the confidence to talk to random females? help me /b/.
>>679090477 I really like this girl. We met as teenagers through our dads being good friends. We would camp together, ride dirtbikes together, snowboard, trail ride, shoot, go to different motor expos and gun shows growing up. I started liking her when I was fifteen. I remember the exact moment I realized I liked her. We rode on four-wheeler to a shooting spot in the mountains. It was a friend of mine, her, and me. I watched her shoot the rifle I had built and just felt weird. Ever since then, girls came and went in my life, but I always liked her. I want to make a move on her, but I'm not sure how to do it. I was never beta, but for some reason this is hard for me. Why? Should I try with her?
>>679094663 how long have u been with this company for? im sure you get some compensation based on ur time spent there. plus you can apply for unemployment so you have solid time to get back into the workforce.
Life is very good, don't have anything to complain about besides the 5 Mbps internet that sometimes decides to kill himself which I already get used to.
I'm very good at what I do, teachers like me, friends like me, family loves me.
I feel very comfortable with myself, I workout so my body is pretty good. I think of myself as an attractive person. I could be a little bit taller but it's like w/e.
And yet, because she doesn't see me as someone special, because everything I've done has been either useless or detrimental, I mean, yes I've helped her with some little and importan things which has make me the happiest I've ever been,
But, I don't know. Maybe I screw up too much, or I'm just not someone she likes, simple as that which feels way worse than the mistakes thing.
I just know that because of that I'm in a very dark place right now where I feel the only thing I'm doing is existing.
I feel a little suicidal but I know I'm not going to do it because I'm a faggot and I think I can exist without her, just keep doing until I have do die.
Which is ok I guess, my problem with that is that it is extremely boring.
I feel a lot happier helping her achieving what she wants and being/talking with her.
But I can't do that if she sees as a friend that she rather avoid.
I failed out of engineering school and told everyone i know that I'm getting my masters, I've gone back to uni but have never told anyone I failed out just that i was taking a break. idk what to fucking do when the time comes to explain everything to everyone OP
>>679090477 I flunked community college 2 years straight. COMMUNITY FUCKING COLLEGE! If I can't fucking get my game up in community, what makes everyone think I can make it to the big leagues?? I just wanted to tell stories I made up through video games, but I'm just some beta fuck nobody who can't even work their way around negative integers or some shit. How can I make a decent fucking platformer, much less a fully made 3d fucking game?
>>679090477 Ok OP. >in what I've decided is the last of a long line of abusive relationships >apparently I can't have good ones because I always take all the blame in all situations to try and make people happy >never look out for own interests >today I finally decided I won't take it anymore >boyfriend has demeaned and abused me long enough >packed bag >don't have a car so I'm walking with a backpack with all my money and some valuable shit to sell/trade for cash >hate life and half no self worth so I'm just going to walk/hitch/slut from middle of Iowa to California, my favorite place in the world >once I get there (or don't because I ran out of money or was kidnapped or something) I intend to throw myself off a cliff >figure I've got nothing to lose and at the very least I can live the last while just focusing on the only goal I've ever felt I could do
Been with my girlfriend for 11 years. I'm American and she is British. We met during an an exchange program.
I've got a house (along with everything that goes with it) and a decent job here. She lives with her parents and is a teacher. Living in the UK is much more expensive and generally pretty shit. However, she won't move here bc "muh family".
Not sure if I can bear to separate from her, but I hate it in Britain and I don't want to financially ruin myself with the move.
>>679096081 Tldr; going to pull an Oregon trail until I get to my destination and become any hero. Plus who knows, maybe it'll teach me that there's some worth in me if I can do one fucking thing that I set my mind to I doubt it though.
>>679096403 Honestly, one girl is never worth compromising your comfort and financial security. If moving to the U.K will fuck you over, tell her how it is and if she stands firm in her choice, let it go. I can only imagine how hard it would be to cut ties with someone after being with them for 11 years, but if you already have a house and career, you need to think about the future man, not right now.
>>679096984 I bet you're the same fucking age or younger than the guy. But by the off chance that you are older, your comment just shows that you're a jaded and self deprecating person who never got enough love from their mommy. If putting people down in need of help is your way of dealing with reality of your worthlessness, then you should just kys and relieve the cancer ridden /b/ of another faggot.
>have felt like a girl in a guys body all my life >start taking meds due to depression >Finally accept that i want to look female >Tell all my closest friends >Accepting so hell yea this is great >Tell last close friend >Motherfucker almost has a stroke >Prayer circle to pray the demon out of me >Still want to be trapfag >Finally tell my mom >Now I'm the family joke
I really don't know how I would recover. 11 years is a really long time. Our families know eachother, we've lived together much of the time, speak for hours every day, etc. By now I also doubt I'd ever really be able to find a good relationship again as everyone still single is generally damaged goods at this age.
Im 22, literally have 0 social life, overweight, im still on high school (i dropped out when i was younger to get a double shift job), poor not as in "aww i wish i had a better car :(" but as i have nothing valuable to sell (the computer which im typing all of this on is 14yo and i literally found it on one of my neighbours trash can) and if my mother kicked me out id have nowhere to go or nothing to eat, ive got a skin diseaser out of stress so im not able to find a job anymore...
Im starting college in august, but i have no way to be able to afford it, the people i thought i could trust on and who i once helped have turned me all down.
Considering suicide, no "boo-boo im so sad" shit, but i literally see it as the only way out, any advice?
>>679097799 aw the cute boy i didnt even respond to has some strong feelings on the subject, yet the real poster >>679097635 actually thanked me for the help. grow the fuck up child, you're clearly not mature not enoguh to accept my worse as the real young dude was.
Hey, this is OP. I'm pretty sure no one gives a fuck but whatever... I'll tell you all my story and I got fuck in the ass by destiny. >be me >6 years old >in love with the girl that lives in front of me >she likes me too >life's good. >we watch cartoons together and shit. >family gets into a economic crysis and we HAVE to move to another country >we live in Portugal for 12 years. >things kiiiinda work out. >we want to move back to our birth coutry. >she's not there anymore. >depressed af. >fast foward few months later >she finds me on facebook >we talk about the good times together >things are going well cont... ?
Had to put a baby bunny out of its misery the other day. There was a nest of 5 in my backyard, my dog killed four but severely wounded the last. It had a gash along its throat and was going to bleed to death in the cold dark night. It was a quick snap of its neck, but I cried. Cried like a little bitch. I would have felt worse just letting it slowly die. When I picked it up, I heard it make a faint whimper as its warm blood drenched my hands. I said a prayer for it, killed it, cried, and dug a grave for him and his siblings. He didn't get buried though, because my neighbors dog got through the fence and ate him. Only his 4 brothers and sisters rest peacefully now.
I hate my job, it's grueling, has shit hours, and is like 95% rough manual labor. I make less than 10 an hour and I just wanna quit...but I know if I quit I'll go back to being a jobless loser with no money. Also I fucked up college a year ago and don't think I'll ever be able to get financial aid again, so I can't afford to go back.
>>679097996 >>679098404 >>679098855 yeah, I'll be honest, I just spat out the surface issues. I do have some other problems like having to help my mother after an multiple sclerosis attack that left her right half unsable for the time being, and that my friend/girlfriend/whatever we are now just tried to kill herself last night. It's not some grade-a shitshow I feel it is, but I have had trouble enjoying things lately.
>>679090477 Want to go into math but might suck highschool math is pretty easy but I've never been the best in my class. I imagine that uni math students are all genius and they will rape me with knowledge.
I don't think I can ever truly love someone. The only person I ever 'fell' for is unobtainable. I never believed you could really love someone. But now that I have a taste of what that feels like, I keep wondering if I should just fucking kill myself because I'll never meet another person like her again.
For some reason I can't get my ex wife out of my head. And what sucks is I didn't initiate the divorce. Any girl I date uninterests me. I just can deal man I don't want to an hero but when is this fucking pain gonna stop man.
>>679098221 Can you support these doubts with evidence? You don't know that for sure, for all you know the perfect person for you could still be out there. I know I'm sounding corny as whimsical as fuck, but hell man, 11 years or 11 months, you still don't know for sure.
>>679090477 I feel like no one will ever really love me. I'm sort of a spastic asshole who tends to say really offensive shit and reference Hitler a lot. I have friends but no one I really trust a lot.
I don't know if this is like what I'm meant to talk about but here goes.
I was dating my now ex-girlfriend for a year and we broke up after hitting a really rough patch. We had what I would describe as a fairy tail romance in a way. We still talked on a daily basis after we broke up, so we pretty much stayed together minus the official labels for another half year. She eventually met another guy, we slowly stopped talking for a while, as they two of them progressed in their relationship and they're coming up on a year in a few months. A few weeks back we started talking again and she said she still has feelings for me and she's in trouble because she also has feelings for him, and she said she needs to make a choice to break up with him and come back to me or stay with him. From what I understand from how she described it is they're relationship is very toxic. They see each other 2-3 days a week, don't talk a lot and constantly argue. This obviously makes me feel like I have a pretty good chance of getting together with her again considering how good of terms we are on. Yet, I'm sitting here unsure of whether or not I'm making a mistake in waiting for them to break up considering she's unsure of whether or not they will or is this the right choice considering that she makes me happier than anytime before.
I've very poorly described my situation but it'll have to do.
I was bullied so much that I don't value myself in the slightest bit. I don't know who I am or what I like, I don't remember what it's like to be happy or to enjoy myself, all I do is question everything I do. I'm afraid of the world and people because I'm afraid of being hurt or humiliated, I shoot down any suggestions that people give and it makes them so frustrated with me and it makes me feel worse because I'm afraid of trying. I'm afraid that I'll actually be capable of being normal whereas now I feel like a worthless, little kid who nobody likes and is a burden on everyone. I want to die everyday
>>679095656 because only you know what you need you stupid pussy stop being so scared and defeated and fuckin love yourself understand that as worthless as you feel is how worthless all of this really is life is just ash from the fire ready to blow in the wind.. its a blessing that you get to experience it as well as you do.. so unless you're ready to die then you should treat it as it is instead of wasting each precious moment of your youth being sad and crying on 4chan
>>679099436 Dude, you don't love her. You're just putting her on a pedestal cause you're imagining how great it would be with her. You can't truly love someone until you know them intimately one-on-one. It's generally mutual.
>>679099466 Try traveling to another part of the world. You need a big distance between you two. And get off social media/block her from your phone/etc.
>>679099495 They'll be worth the bullshit when they're all done. Ends justify means, bruh
>>679094755 Well fucking fill it out or die, dude. I mean if you're that miserable try reaching out maybe. Or do something different than the normal stuff you do. There are a lot of opportunities out there that are better than dying.
I wish one of the guys I knew would like me, and not the "like-like", just like in general. I really want to be their friend but they just seem to hate me. I don't know what I did wrong-- I just.. wish they would be my friend. Is there any advice that would actually help?
>>679099711 an extension on this.. youre probably not even gonna fuckin read it but to whoever reads this know that time doesnt fuckin go back your life is only a gust.. a breeze.. each moment is unique and completely brand new. there will never be another..
>>679100232 Trust people, but to a point, either that or don't pretend like your secrets are anything to be embarrased about. I don't have any secrets and I tend to overshare a bit but it's because I don't care who knows what. They can't make me feel bad about shit I don't care about.
I'm in a major I don't want (IT), but I'm a junior and it's too late to switch again. This will be my life for the next few years. All I want is to be good at something and contribute to society. I don't have any friends at all. I feel like my life is just passing me by. And when I do try to make friends they usually think I'm weird and stop talking to me. It feels like I have to put on a mask every morning.
>>679100372 You really think so? Cause most girls who have a one night stand care about dick size but that's one night so bust a nut and dissappear and it's not like they're gonna stop the show if you don't have a monster dong. And if you have a girlfriend that isn't a drooling cunt you could have a small ass dick and that shouldn't matter to her. Just, like, my opinion, man
>>679098930 whole family fucked up starts 3 months before i was born move to a knew house mfw parents call me a "happy accident" parents come home with baby me. 4 year old sister thinks i'm her new baby doll. tries to carry me everywhere, idgaf im a baby. turn three, start doing shit on my own. big sis not happy.jpg. no longer her baby doll. punishes me continues for untill i turn 7 and freak the fuck out, gone full psyco. institutionalized and druged out the ass for 2 years come back and sister wants a new toy. strips me naked and locks me in a box 30 min before cousin visits from across the country cousin comes and sister lets me out of the box. fuck not like this. i sprint out of the room and get clothes on. next week my sister comes into my room and offers to give me a hand job no idea what a hand job is ok why not pulls down my pants and jacks me off jizz on her. she's pissed. run down the street and hide in the woods till parents come home. more fights and shit untill i call the cops, because i thought she was going to kill me. she lives 3 hours away with my grandma and my mom on a farm. havent left my room for 6 years because of this shit. mfw should have been a green text
>>679099543 >Can you support these doubts with evidence? You don't know that for sure, for all you know the perfect person for you could still be out there. I know I'm sounding corny as whimsical as fuck, but hell man, 11 years or 11 months, you still don't know for sure.
I'm over 30 years old now. Most of the women left single are busted sluts who either don't want a relationship or want a sugar daddy, emotionally damaged divorcees, or people who generally suck at relationships or have nothing to offer.
>>679090477 I feel like i'm overthinking everything, and my own thoughts are driving me crazy. Decent looking but too soft spoken and can't seem to get the attention of any females, and socially, I don't have many friends who actually give a fuck about me. How to un-beta?
>>679090477 I'm in a relationship with a girl I think I've loved for a long time. But now that the honeymoon phase is gone, there's a lot she does that annoys me. I'm not sure I could ever find a girl I get along with more than her, but if I'm being honest I'd want my wife to be better/different than she is. At the same time, there's a lot I don't understand about relationships and maybe it's just something I should make work because she makes me happy 90% of the time. I'm also afraid I don't really know what love is and all the times I thought I was in love were just a result of unhealthy relationships.
We're at a point in our lives where there's a good chance the person we're dating now is going to be our spouse. Not sure if I should "settle" because a life with her could be good or try to find something better.
>some days I feel like I'm not worth anyone's time >I do my best to keep going >I prefer to smile if I made some else's day a bit better >I wish I had someone to emotionally support me >I'm a collage student looking to graduate this year which makes it a bit more stressful >I just want someone to love me /b/ and not just my parents but an acutual significant other to help get thru the day >I'm not asking for sympathy but I'm glad to have you guys as my /b/rothers
Im in a loveless relationship with a woman who might be pregnant. A coworker confessed her love for me so ive been in an affair for a month. Just today i told my "mistress" that the only reason ive stayed with the other one so long is because she might be pregnant. Now she is mad at me. for not telling her sooner.
>>679100941 well suicide is just stupid imo.. ive had similar thoughts but consider the feelings of your family if not your own.. you will fuck everyone around you up. its a fucked up thing to do and its just stupid. you have all the potential in the universe and you decide to become just another suicide tally.. dumb. i doubt youre even half serious though
>>679100004 School is just shit. I feel like I have no reason to be there but I need to go in anyway. My friends are either too depressed or too busy to talk or hang out with me. I just feel really fuckin shitty and alone and like I don't have a purpose in life. I hate it dude
>be me >been struggling with depression for a while >start to really like girl >tell bro >bro is on a private bball team and has known her since 5th grade >I'm 6'3, 230 pds, 18 BMI >friend is 5'10, 190 pds, 15 BMI, nigger >been talking to girl for months before I told basketball friend >tell basketball friend, they start talking >2 weeks later they are dating >be me again >feel worthless, inferior >only girl I can really say I loved >want to just die >what do
>>679102402 You seem to have no problem writing and talking anonymously. And you've obviously talked to people in the past. Meaning you know how to do it and still master the language. You realize that if you don't get your disability money you'll have to interact with more people when you're homeless, right?
>>679101079 I meant emotionally sorry, I dont know what to do to even start to try. I don't know how to begin with helping myself, I try other hobbies like guitar or drawing but I try it for 5 seconds then get so frustrated with myself because I suck. I judge literally everything I do and it's hell, I can't do anything without me judging or over analyzing it
>>679102426 Stop thinking about girls for 10 seconds and think about bettering yourself. Jerk off and you won't give a fuck about her for at least a few hours. Repeat as necessary. If you're 6'3" you can turn that fat into muscle relatively quickly cause 230 isn't that bad.
>>679103235 Work in the oil field of North Dakota and send back money. Or as an OS on a ship. Entry level and maximum cash flow without expenditures. Use it to get on your feet and either advance or find a better career field.
>>679102426 Fuck that asshole. Cut his connections. Just rip him the fuck out. FUCK THAT GUY BITCH ASSHOLE.
Just let it go man but fuck that guy. There are still more fishes in the ocean and you have a lot of time find love. BUT FUCK THAT GUY. If he still wants to talk to you. Punch him in the face. A fucker like that doesn't deserve to be your friend.
Hey /b/ do you ever feel like you don't know what to fucking do with yourself, when browsing /b/ becomes repetitive, you played the same old games to the point of losing complete interest, when you feel the internet doesn't entertain you anymore, when you feel dead inside even though you might have someone in your life...When you contemplate death because you see no point, but the thought of leaving my only seat of power, the only place where I am whoever the fuck I want to be, in my own virtual kingdom, where I'm shielded from the reality, I know the cure, but I'm too lazy, too scared, I don't want to feel rejected, we want something, someone, a new experience, something refreshing, but is it too hard? Or do we make it complicated? If I leave, and try to live , let's face it, I can read as many inspirational quotes as can be given but their is only one thing stopping me, and it's me, I am my worst enemy, it's like destroying yourself from within, I want to stop, let me stop, I want to live, I want to change, fuck I really want to be everything that I want to fucking b
>>679090477 I fucking hate my wife, but I love my kids and they love me. I didn't want to get married, wife pressured me into it. I didn't want kids, wife pressured me into it. 0 resentment towards kids, when I held them in delivery room, the Dad Switch turned on and I love them more than anything.
There are fates worse than death, marriage is one...I'm like quantum fucked...I wish I could back in time and never go on a 2nd date with this bitch, but then I wouldn't have my kids, or at the least I'd be choosing to erase them.
I've been sober for 18 days. Idk if I can ever be a casual drinker/user. This streak has been relatively easy, but Idk if I drink/use 1 day I will relapse...hard. Seeing a psychiatrist and opted for avoiding benzos and shit. Feel like it would be changing a crutch for another.
>Weed everyday for 6 years >Alcohol everyday for 2 years >LSD 1-3 a month for a couple of years >Ocasional coke/MDMA/etc
>>679090477 I've got a serious problems, thanks for hearing me out >qt grill I like is a slut >she won't fuck only kissing and fingerbanging >I am sexually frustrated >I probably won't talk to her after I graduate this year >I stay up all night fapping to yiff and sissy traps >I'm not a faggot like you OP >Depression is getting worse >Can't smoke weed in my apartment or I get kicked out >Stressed even more because I start college in the summer >I constantly contemplate suicide >I want to die >mfw I no longer have the will to live
I'm 27 and feel like I have spun my wheels in my career.
Now thinking of moving to a new city with better prospects and a new gf, basically leaping into the unknown.
I'm having trouble trusting anything new, because it seems like every few years what little family I have blows up and I start over from nothing. I was close to my ex's family and was just starting to feel comfortable with them when her emotional shit became intolerable.
It feels like my life is half over and I'm just barely getting started. I've sabotaged myself alot... I know I'm smart and capable but I've followed the wrong opportunities and fallen into depressive streaks that have put me so far behind.
Rumor spread that I'm gay. I went with it for a little too long and honestly now it needs to stop. Only issue is that nobody would ever trust me again. I am in love with my best friend, and I watch her fuck this older guy on a regular basis as I'm sitting here with the expectation to support her relationship or she'll hate me. She's all I've got and all I'll never get at the same time.
>>679090477 complete social failure at 32 years old.. no friends.. I gave up looking for a girlfriend about a year ago. I've given up on life.
My clothes dryer is broken.. I have the money to fix it.. I just don't bother to get a new one.. I just dry my clothes on a rack.. I don't clean very often anymore.. I drink a lot.. no longer give a fuck at work.. I tell people they don't know what they're doing to their face... and they just take it.. since I'm the only one who knows how to fix anything (I work in IT)
>>679104563 You know what assface? How about you quit fishing for replies on the goddam Internet. At least go back to fucking reddit where your hilarious "mememaster" comments will garner cuckvotes. Who knows? Maybe you'll actually cum harder jacking off to your magical internet points rather than the REPLIES you get on an ANONYMOUS image board. You are so sad and pathetic that if I had even the tiniest shred of empathy in my body, which I don't, I would probably still feel bad for you. I honestly bet you knuckleblast your grandpas prostate for gas money. I'll let you know one thing and one thing only douchefag. I am /b/. I am the collective voice of the greatest board of the greatest site on the greatest internet in the goddam universe and I only have one thing to say to you. You. Are. Cancer. I speak for the rest of this community when I say you should seriously and unironically consider ending your pathetic cuckeroni and cheese excuse of a life by ingesting 18 liters of kangaroo cum. Stay gay cockthroat
>>679090477 cant fuckin stop self destructing and avoiding my responsibilities. just have irrational urge to walk the earth. leave the apartment and never stop walking. keep going until a dark sleep of hunger and dehydration washes over me
>>679104429 Wait, why are you so bummed out? Start by dumping that whacko ho. Any stop the tranny porn, that shit will rot your mind and you'll be browsing fucking craigslist looking for dicks to suck. Just look at regular porn. Or go on a walk or something.
>be me >be serious betafag >never been laid or even kissed >literally everyone disgusted by me >no friends and family doesnt talk to me >slip into deep depression >feelsbadman.avi >want to kms but too much of a pussy to do it >mfw
>be me >nineteen, high school dropout living with father >shitty pizza delivery job, doesn't pay anything >main source of income stems from being a borderline sociopath and pathological liar >extort money and shit >realise that only joy in my life for the last few years has been ruining someone else's life for money, and in turn hoping they kill me as a result of it, thus ending my misery
How can I actually enjoy living? Sex, dating, drugs, work, games, friends, none of it does anything for me. At best they just let me forget that I'm a the scum of the earth, doomed to this mortal coil until death, for a few hours. The only things I haven't done are adventuring and murder. The former is... difficult at best to successfully accomplish. The latter doesn't seem like a particularly logical choice either, if for no other reason than that I could potentially get in trouble for killing someone. God forbid that world politics and general human sanity seems to have gone down the shitter these last twenty years. Should I just kill myself and move into the unknown realm of death, or is there actually something I can do to make life worth living?
>>679096825 No you don't. You're infatuated with a memory of her, when she was good with you. It's only an interpretation, no the real deal. People change. It's basically nostalgia. A moment lost in time. You just want to live in that moment forever.
>>679090477 My bestfriend lied to me about something serious, or serious to me at least. He tried turning me against another friend, and has lied to for so long. I don't wanna end my friendship with him because we've been friends for a long time, but I'm getting tired of all the lies and countless shitty things he's pulled. I forgave him many times, but it keeps happening, and I really hate it. I plan on confronting him, I have the words I want to say, but when it comes time to do it, I don't know if I have the guts to do it.
OK >be dating girl I love like a mother fuck >talked for a very long time before dating >a lot Investrd in her, future plans >go through rough patch, take small break >while on break she talked to this kid >kissed him >not long after we got back together, mom kicks her out of house >comes to stay with me >best time of my life, couldn't have been happier >one day look at her phone >said kid texted her >she texts him " you don't understand I have to live with him" >wot.jpeg >confront her >"nothing anon I just meant I got kicked out " >don't press it but tell her absolutely no talking to him >ok This is all in the upcoming weeks of my senior graduation for highschool >cont?
>>679098294 aquire neet bux for housing and school to preserve your no pity attitude sell drugs to pay for personal expenses in small amounts only finish college with an employable degree such as computer science, nursing, etc or just go for an employable and reliable trade like a mechanic or carpenter or something
>>679104811 >tell people they don't know what they're doing to their face... and they just take it That's probably a good move for you. You're breaking some chains dude... just try not to go full self destruct mode, and you could take back your life.
>>679105628 Sounds like shit a woman would worry about.
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