What problems do you have, /b/? Personally I drink too much

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also dumping this bitch

>>679018890
I'm addicted to nicotine, alcohol, and THC, I'm overweight and ugly in general, I have no real friends or family, I have no stable income, my apartment is a mess, I can't do anything right

>>679018890
I don't think masterbation qualifies as a sport

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>>679019132
>my apartment is a mess
mine too. I fucking hate cleaning

Long term: I got too used to smoking weed.

Short term: My dealers all flaked out for the past two weeks

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sleep problems, smoke a lot of weed, hunched back, totally unfit...
also lonely since my gf dumped me

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>>679019878
I'm glad I never picked up any illegal drug habits. Alcohol is probably gonna kill me eventually, though. I get drunk like 5 nights a week. I'm fairly certain that I have some kind of mild liver damage by now

Got a job and have to wait till the end of the month for my money.

i jerk off too much even having a 8/10 gf and i love feets

>>679018890
girlfriend has a severe form of borderline, and it destroys me

Got myself nicely addicted to Oxycontin - started at 10mg a day and am now at 50-60mg per day.
Oh, and no longer have a source for getting any more, so the next few weeks should be GLORIOUS FUCKING FUN.

>>679020603
same, but I have mild social anxiety and love getting her drunk and fucking her when she's asleep

>>679020331
Worst thing is that I now dislike the high of alcohol.
Well, I just have to wait a couple more years, then it'll be legal.

>>679019878
This, except dealers got "real" jobs. Plus, my room's a mess, I need to do laundry, and I have to work at midnight. Which requires some sleep, but I'm waiting on my middle to get a bag for me. I just got an xbone and haven't had time to play it. Work just got real shitty real fast. Again. Come to to think of it, work has sucked dick this entire year. We're short-staffed and overworked, currently. Plus a bunch of dumb as fuck policy changes to make our shifts that much shittier. We're interviewing some college student in a couple days. For a full-time position. Tried to explain to my boss that she won't last long (she wrote on her application that she would be available for any shift after May 6th, when semester ends), because once semester starts back up and we need her to work a shift besides what fits in her schedule, she's gonna get all butthurt and quit. Then we're right back to where we are now.

Sorry for the vent /b/ros. Had a shitty day and don't have any weed to make me not give a fuck.

>>679020890
fag

I have borderline personality disorder and scars all over my arms and legs from self-harm when I was 11-13. I was sexually abused as a child and had to get an abortion because of it at 14.

I'm doing better now, though.

personally, I'm fucking 5'6

that's my problem. My life would be so much better if I was taller

>>679018890
Serious alcoholic. Everytime I drink it gets worse . Wife almost left when she found out I drove our sun drunk to and from the movie theatre ( not the first incident of this kind)Haven't had a drink in 7 month cuz of deployment, worried I'm gonna lose it again and do some even more fucked up shit when I go home.Why the fuck can't I drink like a normal person!?!?

>>679018890

I drink every single day & I have 2 young kids.

>>679018890
I used to drink and smoke. Gave that up to try and better myself and just ended up feeling worse. Now I know why I drank and smoke so much.
I am antisocial or introverted (depends how you view it) I don't like people.
I would go on, but, fuck you.

>>679018890
Trying figure out if i want see this escort tonight or get a rub and tug

Actually i'm doing fine right now.
Quit smokinhlg 4 to 5 joints a day. Also quit drinking everyday.stopped doing speed or cocaine or pills every weekend and sometimes in a mid week day. Its hard to get asleep but hey, i am in control and not the drugs.

I reenlisted in the naval reserves. Failed my first PT test, and have another one coming up this weekend. I'm afraid to fail it. I've worked my ass off since the last one. But still have trouble with push ups. I can't fail again. I can't get kicked out of the military. I need this.

Any navy anons that can give me some advice please do. I'm freaking out.

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>>679021105
I wish I could get away from booze, even for a month. My drinking problem has been going on for approximately 5 years now.

worst part about it (other than costing a lot of money) is the fact that I can never remember shit. I don't really get traditionally hung over any more, but I wake up and can't function for like 4 hours.

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>>679020776
Holy shit that's Mike in the background, hey mike you take a good photo. Who's the chick?

im black

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>>679021494
some french chick

>>679021504
worst problem in the thread so far

I have almost 30 and i don´t even know what to do with my life

>>679021105
>>679021397
Armyfag here. Only way your going to get better is by doing them. Start off with 8 sets of 20 per day, every day. Space the sets however you want but do them all

>>679020331
I want to see more of that dirty pooper

>>679020996
Tits or gtfo

>>679021445

the problem is drinking makes everything better. I've been a drunk for 20 years. still hold down a job & support my family. but being a functioning alcoholic is fucking exhausting. stay up til 2:00 am or later getting shitfaced then get up at 6:00 am to take care of the kids.

>>679018890
Im a chronic deptessive...i have social anxiety, im a shut in.

>>679021445
I feel you. I'd wake up from a binge and think a few hours or a day had passed and it's been like a fucking week. Went to Bradley gunnerys , .50 cal ranges, demo ranges and can't remember shit.

>>679021686
I'll do what I can. So thats 1 set of 20 8 times a day. Right? Is there any paperwork to get me a mulligan?

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>gambling everything i have away
>messed up sleep patterns
>isolating myself
>got depression and bad self-esteem/anxiety
>stopped taking my anti-depressants
>want to commit suicide

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>>679022004
have you ever had side effects? liver pain, diarrhea, etc?

my dad is a daily drinker too. it runs in the family. somehow he's 65 years old and has never had side effects

OCD and autism. The OCD is the bigger problem although the two mix together in some difficult ways.

Also bad skin. Covered in acne scars (accutane cured the acne itself) and moles.

Also non-diabetic hypoglycemia.

>>679020890
UNDERAGE ALERT!
MODS! MODS! MODS!

>>679022225
>>679021686
I was a time duty air force for 4 years and we didn't so idk. That's why I ask.

Smoke weed sleeping problems and got a habit to lie to everyone I know

>>679022428
Oops. Active*

>>679020982
Problems temporarily evaded. I have weed now.

>>679022225
Correct. Ummm I'm not sure did they tell you about the pt test ahead of time or was it a surprise ? Also, did they state it was record or diagnostic ?Army regs might be different from navy.

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>>679022203
I've definitely had days just go "missing". Like no fucking clue what I did, where I went, or what day it is.

I'm a pedophile, i have social anxiety, anxiety and depression. I'm a lazy fuck and have suicidal thoughts. And I have never been in a relationship or had sex.
I'm only 25. How did it get so fuckedup?
>I have never and will never hurt a kid.

I am really fucking lazy , and don't have friends (real friends) because I hate everyone

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>>679021002
https://youtu.be/ryDOy3AosBw

>>679021105
This, but only when drinking hard liquor. I get to a point where I simply accelerate my consumption while in some god unknowing way, maintaining my composure. I then begin heavily smoking weed & continue to drink.

The shit you pulled with your kid however isn't acceptable, IDC how much you drink. For most people I believe that certain types of alcohol can definitely be a trigger or affect other people differently. When I don't want to pound back a 2 6 in an hour, I sip beer.

>>679022393
> way2b8m8

>>679022680
Yeah it sucks. Feel like the worst piece of shit in history. Fucked up part is my deployment is almost over and all I can think about is how I'm going to get away with getting fucked up when we get back.

>>679022323

nothing serious. get a physical every 3 or 4 years & the blood & liver tests have come back ok so far. sure I'll have the shits some times & be hung over as fuck a lot of mornings. pretty used to it now I guess.

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I have a blocked nose like 90% of time... no idea what is causing the inflammation.

>>679023010
Yeah I agree. Shit was beyond unacceptable.

Cant talk to women or panic attack, cant sleep for hours on end, fall in love with women for no reason and always lose

I've lost any and all motivation to do anything with my life. I'm not talking welfare and shit, I just don't care very much about anything. I just sit back and watch the world around me change for what I believe to be the worse and I feel powerless to change it.

Give it a few more years and I'll probably end up clocked out anyway, if it's not from the stress of balancing calorie intake to gain weight I desperately need and carbs that I shouldn't be eating because diabeetus, it'll probably be a nigger.

>>679023034
Tell whoever you need to it's to quiet the nightmares you keep having of the horrific acts you ennacted while deployed.

>That's what my dad does.

>>679023105
I'm assuming your fairly young? Cuz when I did that I couldn't even function when I woke up.

>>679022860
>s
why not?

>>679023332
same

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>>679023010
I pretty much exclusively only drink hard liquor. Typically straight bourbon or vodka tonics. it's basically impossible for me to get drunk off of beer at this point.

I don't have insurance, dental or health and my teeth are rotting out of my skull.
Feelsbadman.jpg

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>>679018890
My dumbest friends and family are irate that I won't breed offspring.

>implying ignoring a hundred million perfectly fine kids at could use parents because you just HAVE to make more new ones in your own image, because MUH GENES MUH DESIRES MUH ANIMALISTIC BREEDING DRIVE, justifies creating a new human with no regard for its will or desire to actually live this shit tier life you're going to thrust it into, and adding to the catastrophically enormous fuckin human population.

We've got so many god damn humans we've got them going to waste unwanted, starving by the thousands, spreading disease and clawing each other's eyes out everywhere they live.

Thats the ultimate act of selfishness and self-centered vanity. How many fucking lives do you feel justified ruining so you can have a cute plaything that makes you feel tingly and special for a few years before it gets addicted to drugs and slits its fucking wrists?

Fuck you you self-absorbed yuppie.

I'm trying to quit smoking and work out more but I have almost no drive to do so.
I have constant pain in my leg due to getting hit by a car when I was younger.
I'm heavily attracted to a friend's girl and haven't figured out how to shut that off yet.

>>679023639
You sound like a femanon, but I agree with you.

>>679023150
knew someone with the same problem.. said it was so since a vaccine he got against ordinary seasonal flu.

I've come to the realization I might be addicted to a video game and it's ruining my life.

I'm a self-employed 29 years old and can't get my shit together more than 6 months in a row, past that point I just totally shut down, ignore everything that involves real llife.

It's making my girlfriend and family feel terrible, I can go weeks without leaving my appartement during these periods. I'll also completely neglect my body, have a hectic sleep schedule, terrible eating habit (I'm currently in one of those "phases" and lost 4kg in 2 weeks).

Otherwise I'm a pretty successful guy, driven, funny, social and generous.

I've been kept a month in a psychiatric hospital 3 years ago, I was a complete mess and tried to coerce my psychiatrist into fucking me at the beginning.

I have no clue where I am going to end up in life, but I'm getting more and more exhausted of the complete lack of self-control over my own life.

Tomorrow I'll start working again, I'll be good for a few months.

I have the habit of lying to everyone I know I also manipulate people throughout my lies I get a lot of sympathy from girls and attention wich I need

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>>679023816
you and I sound extremely similar.

>>679022597
Yeah they told me ahead of time. And last time I failed someone mentioned a bad day chit. So I wasn't sure if you could she'd some light in it. I agree that army regs are gonna be different lol just wanted to ask. It's a recorded test...

My worst problem? Keeping a proper supply of weed and staving off boredom. Had 7 strokes. Am disabled. Can't so shit. So I stay bored. Why else would a 47 year old grandfather go to this creepy site?

Sexually molested when I was a kid.

>>679023774
nope, not a femanon, or I'd be blessing this thread with my golden tits of wisdom.

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>>679024001
>Why else would a 47 year old grandfather go to this creepy site?
Probably for all the pictures of dicks

I'm in love with a Russian girl who was in cp.

>>679018890
Chronic back pain due to auto accident roughly a decade ago. Dude to back problems i have picked up a pretty nasty heroin habit on top of my opiod habit. Only positive is i don't inject. That and my wife is pretty ok

>>679023852
I feel you, and I bet you only feel bad when you get caught because you don't want to justify yourself and your actions.

I read that you should feel depressed for minimum 2 weeks before you should even consider being depressed.

However, to what degree are you supposed to feel depressed? Are you allowed to have a good few days in those two weeks?

I am trying to prove to myself I don't have depression, but it's kinda hard when I feel I do...

>>679023395

no I'm in my late 30s. when I was in my early 20s there were days I couldn't get out of bed until 3 or 4 in the afternoon. I think my body is just used to it. I get up at 6:00 am but will still be legally drunk for another 8 hours while alcohol continues to wear off. It's rough.

>>679023233
Well I ain't no fucking saint & it's not hard to make fucked up decisions when you've consumed what most people will in an evening in a 20 minute period like I do. I've made poor choices of when to drive after having a drink & have been fortunate not to fuck up myself or anyone else; i don't drink when i'm out anymore because i don't have "just a beer". Gotta keep out of that situation.

>>679024082
Sorry, /b/ro. I see this a happen to women from time to time, so I picked wrong.

>>679023604
Still this guy^

I'm only 31 years old.
I used to have my tongue pierced (in b4 homo) and it was pierced to far down I bit the piercing a couple times and cracked a few teeth (Nothing major at the time) but because of no dental insurance and a major phobia of dental work it ended up killing them and it spread to other teeth.
I have good hygiene, I'm not ugly by any means but my back teeth are at the point of no return. :/

>>679019132
wow, you just described me perfectly

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>>679024082
show us the man tits you have then cunt

>>679023338
>>679023338
Meh I didn't do shit my first deployment . Drove around like retards and found ieds the hard way cuz the engineers were q bunch of pussies. Other than that it was cash, got a massage from a hot ass Iraqi bitch at Liberty once.

>>679023963

During this month of observation they couldn't really put a label on my disorder, my psychiatrist told me it was most likely a borderline personality disorder, yet she had troubles being set on it because I seem like a really genuine guy when I'm in a good period.

What about you ?

I have major depressive disorder and severe anxiety. I smoke daily to counter panic attacks and I also drink like a fish when there is hard liquor available.
My life is also falling apart in all aspects and I can't pull myself together enough to care, so here I am.

>>679024237
You are right

>>679023816
You sound Bi-polar. Try some meds for that.

>>679023978
No clue what a bad day chit was. But I think you have to fail it 3 times to begin the separation process. Only had to chapter one of my soldiers for failing his apft and weight so I'm not too familiar with the process. You'll be fine thou just keep working on it, everyone has a shitty pt test now and then , even active .

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>>679024653
I was told that I had ADD as a kid. I was drugged up real hardcore on ritalin and adderall. I was perscribed wayyy too big of a dose of adderall and it wound up giving me really bad paranoia and agoraphobia. When that shit wore off in the afternoon, I'd have horrible mood swings.

I'm 30 and self employed. I struggle to motivate myself to get things done and wind up dicking around with the internet. The thing is that I just get bored with life and wind up drinking. The past month has been real bad for me and alcohol.

I quit my job because I fucking didn't keep doing it. Commission only job that I hadn't earned a paycheck for in 2 weeks. Now been 1.5 months since I quit with shit to show for it. Been a lazy fuck hardly applying for jobs. Fucking can't motivate myself to do much even though I know what I should really be doing. So I've fucking holed myself be a fucking waste of space and life. I don't even care that much enough to do shit

>>679025313
Boredom was(is) a big one for me too. Gotta be something you like doing, if not try something new

This semester has been really damn tough for me. I guess it's been a cakewalk compared to some people's but I still want to pretend it didn't happen.

I've spent the last 10 years building up bad work habits (procrastination, making excuses, etc), and it's finally come to bite me in the ass. I'm in my third year of college, and I'm going to fail a class for the first time because I couldn't bullshit my way out of the assignments I hadn't turned in yet. No matter what I do, I can't fix it. I somehow ended up in a hybrid class (where a good portion of the class has to be completed online) that I've always known I don't have the discipline for. I'm still two weeks behind in that one and fucked in that class too if I don't do something quickly. My job and recent family issues are only cutting further into homework time. And I know I'm gonna get bitched at for this, and I just don't want to hear it right now. Hopefully the move I'm planning for next year works out, because I'm in for some shit otherwise.

Like I said, still probably a cakewalk for some people, but it's still frustrating as hell. And I don't (and won't) turn to drugs to ignore it.

>>679024864

Psychiatrist prescribed anti-psychotic back then, used for a month a it made me totally miserable and unable to function properly, suicidal and empty inside.

As I get older it gets better, I really have to pay attention to what "triggers" those phases and try really hard to avoid these situations at all cost.

Recently my mother made up with my big sister (6 years older), they seem to be really close. The problem there is that I've been sexually abused for years by my sister and I just can't stand the idea that my mother chose to do that knowing the full story.

>>679025096
Understood. Ty. Will get on that regime asap.

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>>679025627
to be honest I need to move. I live where it's cold and snows for a significant portion of the year. there's very little to do outdoors here, and when it's like -2 degrees, drinking is just about all there is

>>679025796
eh. you sound like you just needed a mood stabilizer, that's it. Do you smoke pot?

I smashed my hand when I 19 my right one that I use for everything.It gives me loads of pain.ive had 4 operations on my left knee i was a sprinter at international level & over did it.I got a torn rotator cuff in my right shoulder basically the muscle has torn from the bone & it fucking hurts.That was from playing rugby when I was younger that was at County level.Ive been addicted to opiates all of my adult life from being prescribed strong painkillers as a teen.How I've managed to control my urge for heroine I don't know.I love life & I'm happy as fuck just permanently in pain.

>>679025313
I a way I'm glad my addiction is a video game and not (anymore) a substance.

How do you deal with your business once you're out of these phases ? Do you have customers ?

>>679025924
Fuck it if there's nothing there holding you back move. Change is good, especially for your situation it sounds like .

i drink too much, cant fall asleep without geting drunk or high.

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I fell out of too many airplanes in the Army and fucked up my back permanently, negating my natural athleticism and erasing my job prospects.

I live with overwhelming shame. I was about eleven or twelve and had no privacy with so many siblings (4, though I would have had an older brother), and in my earlier masturbatory years I ended up exposing my brothers to my doing so, and I have ever since my twenties treated myself as if I did them possible terrible harm.

I am divorced. Parental rights revoked. Love and miss my two little ones that I raised virtually alone for their first several years. Now all I can do is wait and hope they seek me out one day.

I was extremely abused by my mom all throughout my childhood. My first memory is at the age of 3, locked in my bedroom for two days, pounding and begging to be let out to go to the bathroom, forced to shit myself, crying, neglected as my alcoholic mom laid passed out on the couch.

I am in a relationship that is impossible. I like colder weather, she, hot. She has always run from being someone I could confide in. I am virtually engaging in self-abuse by staying here, my will negated.

I have never in my life been able to let out the real me to anyone on this planet. This post may help me a little bit.

ive been drinking 5-6 days per week since my dad died in january.

I spend £100 on cocaine a week and I only earn about £220 a week average.

>>679026018
I used to but in the long run I makes me restless even when I can sleep 10 hours straight, I never feel fresh and clear-headed. Also, I tend to abuse everything I can lay my hand on, including weed. Getting a prescription takes months in my country, psychiatric and mental illness aren't taken seriously here.

>>679026257
Then do it man. What's the worst that could happen? The people that are shit in your life will distance themselves from you and you may be happier by doing so. Don't be miserable just for the sake of being " normal" it's not worth it. And I'm sure you will get your kids back, just work on yourself for now.

Feet and hands feel like they are being crushed and on fire. Blurry vision, cannot get warm, wont stop throwing up. Kidneys hurt, liver hurts

i have depressions, a 10/10 gf
but i'm way too much in love with her so i destroy everything
even small things completely fuck me up
because i'm way too emotional and sensetive
i take a lot of drugs, addicted too thc and nicotine
and addicted to the feeling of mdma

not in love for all my life
severe depression
loneliness

>>679018890
im addicted to sex. ive had sex with over 200 women in the last 3 years.
im bipolar and for some reason, the only meaning to life is to fuck women. i dont really wanna stop either, but its a dark path. the rejections are way more than i score, and it takes a toll on me. my relationships are fucked up too.

>>679023426
>why not?
What do you mean?
That i won't ever hurt kids? Just because i am fuckedup doesn't mean i don't know that it is wrong and does whatever it takes to not put myself in a situation where something might happen

hm, let's see now.
multiple sclerosis is killing me
ulcerative colitis makes my diet incredibly expensive
no qualifications and savings are dwindling
hardcore alcoholic, crack and heroin addict
no gf, she fucked off in 2012 and still love her
gable wall of my house is subsiding
i'm 37 and i still (after 8 years) shitpost on this craphole
that'll do. there's more, but imma go get rekt.

>>679026795
Sex addiction is a real bitch, what made me stop is a message from a girl I fucked raw when high on something (I actually don't remember) telling me she's been tested positive to HIV.

I lucked out and ended up being clean, but sex addiction is a very dangerous and unhealthy addiction.

Gf dumped me 3 months ago, now everybody tells me the rumors they knew of she cheating on me in another country while she wss on "vacations". Never trusted anyone like i did with her and now i feel empty. Fucking shit.

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>>679019132
>addicted
>to...THC

I think you may be right. I am not in my relationship because it's normal, but in part because this suffering shit I'm going through at least in theory would be worth it if she were the one for me...but I just doubt she is too severely.

I moved down south with her solely for her health condition that makes her handle even mild temps very well. I have hated it here, and the divide in how happy our relationship was when we were back home versus down here has been night and day.

>>679026687
>>>679026257
>Then do it man. What's the worst that could happen? The people that are shit in your life will distance themselves from you and you may be happier by doing so. Don't be miserable just for the sake of being " normal" it's not worth it. And I'm sure you will get your kids back, just work on yourself for now.

Boredom and laziness. A horrible weed addiction that I satisfy gratuitously after work, I have lots of herb and money so it makes me give even less of a shit. Fucking escorts, buying stupid shit when I should be saving for a house or quit work and go hard at the music. Live at home, pay no rent, make a lot with my job and want someone to love. Glad I dodged the bullet last year with my crazy fucking ex and not getting her preggo so I'm sort of numb to relationships even though I desperately want one again, I just can't help but see through the fucking game and it plagues me. I judt need to trip balls again and figure out the right choice..

>>679027198
Okay maybe not so much addicted but rather dependent on smoking multiple times a day or else I get really anxious

Migranes
Irratable bowel syndrome
Some sort of mental break down that's been happening for a while
Back is fucked too
And whatever it is that I have that I accidentally said might be fibromialga and now the docs think I'm just mental not in pain.
Little bits of insomnia when I'm not busy haveing crazy overactive fucked up dreams.
Toss on some anxiety and a fucked up left wrist and there it is.
Oh and a fucked stomach lining from the nsaids they had me on for most of my life.

>>679019132
addicted to thc.... smh might as well state every food you are addicted to

>>679028030
>Back is fucked too
same. no doc can diagnose wtf is going on. been in bed most of my life since 2011. just smoke heroin to make it bearable some days.
oh and i get migraines too. pain like nothing else.

>>679028244
I have the vision fuckups like 20/7 and a full blown once or twice a week.
Took 3 doctors to determine pooping over 3 times a day was worth diagnosing, as if I've got that kind of money to bleed dry. Fucking pos system. Oh your sick? Give us some money and we'll check you out, give us some more and we'll give you some chemicals, and then ultimately give us more since we were just guessing and got it wrong.

I'm fat.

For a long time I got by on being a big, football player looking guy, but I am just fat now.

>>679029032
i never get only visuals, i either get a fully blown migraine and it puts me on my ass for a couple of days, or i just get normal headaches. fortunately only happens like 1-2 times a year.

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>>679027118
hiv is rough. fortunately girl to guy transmission is like 0.5% chance.

I have a kid and another one coming in 7 months fml

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>>679018890
> be me, 37, Back aches, lungs fucked from weed, fucked the WRONG bitch and got her pregnant, work 40 hours+ in 4 days so I can spend 3 with my kid, every bitch Ive ever been with fucked my life up, been on antidepressants for almost 2 years, balls so big I aint seen my feet in 2 years... work a job where Im the top technical god but I just wana bail. Work too hard for no pay off, governments fucked up, worlds fucked up, everyones a cunt and fuck you /b/

>>679018890
been out of work for three months
ready to an hero

>>679020755
i know that pain. you gotta cut it off. sucks but you'll go insane in the long run.

>>679029032
you're seeing auras, but after 3 doctors and they still haven't put you on triptans? lol

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>>679029817
yeah hiv is primarily a faggot plague.

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>>679030240
a lot of them take pride in it. with modern medicine, it's basically completely manageable (for about $20k/year though)

>>679022004
I was like that too. Get drunk 7 nights a week, maybe 3 of those to blackout. Never drank during the day, held down a job and took care of the fam. I quit cold turkey, been sober 2 years now. Only smoke weed like once a week, a half ounce lasts me over 6 months.

First week sober is hell on earth and really the first 6 months is a real depression and battle of will. It gets easier from there. I even have alcohol in the house to cook with and I am not tempted any more. Can't drink anything though because one is too many and 100000 isn't enough.

>>679030234
sumatriptan here. 100mg for every migraine, plus hours and hours of meditation, or it simply never goes away.
happened to me once at work while i was away from home for 3 days. almost commited suicide, was fired because i refused to get out of bed the whole time and was in so much pain i couldn't speak.
pisses me right the fuck off when people say/believe they have migraines but in fact just have extreme headaches. go look at medical pain charts. migraines are typically around 8/10 pain, where 10/10 is enough that you'd lose consciousness.

Many alcoholics believe they have chronic minor physical disability or pain, when in fact it's just the alcohol depriving their body of the opportunity to fully heal from the injury. You might be able to get off alcohol or reduce your consumption for a small period in order to help your shoulder.

Given I don't know exactly what your shoulder problem is, but I have seen plenty of patients with mysterious aches and pains, and on the intake form they put down that they have over 21 alcoholic beverages a week at age 50, and I say "stop drinking" and they think it's a slipped disc or some skeletal asymmetry or whatever explanation will allow them to continue drinking. Many chronic pain cases are just mild injuries + alcohol + time.

Hate my life. I act positive and happy when I'm around people, not sure why. Honestly just waiting for death to take me, too puss to kill self.

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>>679030557
I've tried drinking during the day and it was horrible. Basically, when I drink, I drink until I'm asleep in bed. I can't stand the high unless I'm at that stage.

In order to be sexually aroused I have to have my wife smear feces on my face. My wife supports this as she loves me but it strains our relationship.

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>>679030759
the shoulder injury is real. I have limited range of motion and it sounds like a cement mixer.

the alcohol and healing thing is interesting though. I've never heard of that.

I just got my dream job, the thing I was working on for ~10 years.

The problem is i gave up trying years ago hit the booze and the weed hard neet style. Now I feel slow, dumb as shit and out of the loop... but I got the job.

Heaven fucking help me. If I had just not gone so completely insane, depressed and pol I would be fine.

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>>679031612
Kill yourself....
> shit face faggot

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>>679031612
maximum keks

>>679031470
This is literally my favorite WEBM ever. I watch it over and over every time it gets posted.

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>>679032045
Oh yeah. Always brings a smile! I want one!

everyone thinks i'm gay but actually i'm just bored and cant sleep

>>679032302
faggot

>>679020863
>50-60mg a day
Think this is an addiction.... After I had surgery to repair a shattered distal humerus I was taking between 60-100mg a day for months. When I stoppe being prescribed them I had no adverse affects.

When I recreationally do oxy I do at least 30mg a dose a few times a day.

switch to weed for sleep

>>679021942

Hello, new friend.

>>679031154
That's why i had to stop. If I didn't drink fine, but if I started for the day it would be like just under 750ml of vodka. Couldn't drink standard gravity beer fast enough to get really sloppy. Was drinking like 4L of overproof vodka a week with a few beers throw on when I stopped. My wife noticed I had drank over half a handle of rum in one work day evening that I had just got at the store. She was pissed and I told her the shit was killing me. She threw it away and I never drank again.

I took large amounts of passion flower powder and valerian root powder as well as sublingual vitamins when I stopped. Took a week off work. I didn't sleep for 3 days after the 48hr mark. Night sweats and fortunately no seizures, but I had bad shakes. Shit gets better over time but the real struggle begins after the physical symptoms go away PAWS is real and no fucking joke. Time heals all wounds I guess.

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>>679032511
when is this like the fucking 90's? look at that TV!

> btw I wrecked that ass...

>>679020755
How does it destroy you?

>>679020863
oktfb. about to go through ~400mg/day heroin cold turkey after 3 months of use. cannot wait.

>>679031828
Yeah. Alcoholics heal more slowly in general. So if you were to pick one or two days out of the week to just not drink, or maybe have 1/2 of what you normally drink, you might feel a little bit better than usual the next day.

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>>679032766
the most I've ever done is 750 of 80 proof in a day. It turned out to be a horrible idea.

>>679032804
that's fucking nasty. You stank dick motha fuka

>>679020863
You are soooooooooooooo lucky you have no idea.

Thank god and hope nobody gets back to you.

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21 and have tinnitus, astigmatism and enlarged tonsils causing sleep apnea. Won't be able to get surgery to remove my tonsils for a while since I'm broke af and don't want to put that burden on my parents who are also not doing well in an economic situation.

>>679033309
Try try again and you will succeed. Get off the bus at the next few stops if possible. It makes everything so much worse when drinking.

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fucking captcha, a train station is not a house

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>>679033367
DONT YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR MOTHER THAT WAY BOY!

>>679033679
Could you potentially get eyeglasses to mitigate the astigmatism?

Are you going to be okay with the tonsil problem? Sleep apnea is sometimes harmless, but also can lead to hypoxia

If you have a job you might be able to get a medical loan and borrow against your job, you can figure out how long it will take you to pay off at what monthly rate. Credit was invented for situations like this.

>>679018890
got anxiety for some reason. Now I can't talk to people without my body acting up, for god knows which reason.

>>679034500
I do have glasses and as far as tonsils go according to my doctor I need to get them removed especially considering I am overweight however I am working on that and making good progress. I never thought about getting a medical loan so I appreciate the option I might consider that thank you.

>>679035087
FYI, getting rid of your sleep apnea will help your weight.

I have been sleeping with a CPAP for about 3 years now and it has changed my life.

>>679033679
>tinnitus
shit sucks. does yours get worse if you don't sleep properly? i can't hear a damn thing if i haven't slept well.

>>679035356
misophonia + open plan...

>>679035356
It shifts occasionally. Sometimes its almost unnoticeable but that took almost 2 years to finally get used to it. Sometimes it just reaches a really high pitch then fades like I was hit with a flashbang or something. But I am happy with all the tests to know it wasnt a brain tumor, cancer etc.. and its not hearing induced so my doctor thinks with time it will go away but a long time.

>>679035757
mine's caused by drugs, booze and m.s. i'm falling the fuck to pieces.
waking up partially sighted was worse than hearing loss. damn that really did suck.

>>679035242
changed for better or worse? and my doctor thinks the same so when he told me it was crucial to start losing weight I started working out and dieting I dropped from 320 to 270. I still have a long way to go but I am ok with the results and I am just going to be patient.

>>679035948
Funny you mention being partially sighted because when mine kicked in it was around the same time I started to get astigmatism and they say their not linked but I always wonder.

>>679036111
WAAAAAYYYYY better.

My fantasy used to be to find a cold room with a mattress so that I could nap.....pretty much at all times. Now, I probably haven't napped over three times in the last three years and I have so much more energy.

Honestly, I think it has helped with anxiety and depression significantly also.

Congrats on the weight loss, that is nothing to scoff at.

>>679036313
i think basically all doctors, given that they're trained generally to know everything about only 1 organ, underestimate the effects of one disorder on the whole body. of course it's linked, it's all linked.

I post pictures of my wife nude w/o her knowledge. She would divorce me. I can't seem to stop even though now she is easily discoverable all over the porn part of the Internet. Luckily no one would consider it possible to be her. She hides her goodies really well in real life

>>679018890

That water looks super tasty.

>>679036760
Well, let's see it.

>>679022862
Thats exactly like me:/

>>679018890
Chronic Depression

Like I'm not even sad, I just stopped caring long ago. Feel I'm missing out, occasionally, but then I realise again how fucking pointless and pathetic it all is

I don't have any but I believe I do

>>679019132
So .... stop doing that.

>>679037455
beating addiction isn't about just stopping the thing to which you're addicted, it's more about finding something which can replace it.

I'm addicted to porn and coca cola.
I also suffer from anxiety and depression.

>>679021002
I wish I was a little bit taller
I wish I was a baller

>>679037617
I'm 12 years clean and sober. I replaced my addiction with a life.

>>679038796
>I replaced my addiction with a life.
link?

>>679038796
So now you're addicted to life

>>679036933
Naw, Google image search would bring you to 100's of her. Don't need to make it worse

>>679018890
Well im depressed have psychosis add im on fucking suicide watch and everybody thinks im a fucking little emo bitch

>>679038542
I wish I was shorter. Trying to be unnoticed because of crippling social anxiety and being 2.05m tall is hard

>>679041002
>>679041002
Did you think that being emo would get people to be interested and impressed by you? I tried to be like Kurt Cobain, thinking that if he perceived as artistic and interesting. Now I'm fucked and I have seen other people do it and it makes me embarrassed of myself.

>>679041801
I think you misunderstood me I dont want to be thought of as an emo faggot just cuz I have theese fucking problems

>>679042158
Emos makes people with real problems look like a bunch of pussies

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>>679020755
As someone with BPD, I would like to apologize. I know it probably doesn't mean much but sometimes we really don't know what we're doing is hurtful. I wish you good luck in that relationship, but I think you should probably find someone less damaged.

>>679042798
wait wat

what hot women you you have.life cant be that bad

>>679018890
This is my fucking thread. I was in the hospital with meningitis, I almost died. Two weeks after I got back to work I was laid off. Then I was mugged and someone stole my wallet. Then yesterday I had to give away my puppy, because I can't afford the medicine he needs.

A month ago I had a $75,000 job, now my life is in pieces.

>>679045072
listen to eckhart tolle and alan watts on youtube.
just incase things become too much.

I smoke too much weed. I'm moving to Thailand in less than 6 weeks for the birth of my child. I've been saving all my money for this move. I could easily saved another few thousand if I didn't smoke weed.

People say you can't get addicted to pot, they're wrong. It might not be a physical addiction buts definitely a mental one. Only way I don't smoke is if I can't find it and I'm usually pretty damn good at finding it.

I even smoke in Thailand, a place that will lock you up for a year for a single joint.

>>679045315
>I even smoke in Thailand, a place that will lock you up for a year for a single joint.
can't you just hand $50 to the arresting officer?

>>679045691
Nah, it costs significantly more than that. Usually averages out to $1000usd, sometimes less (at the full moon party they'll just make you pull put your maximum from the atm).

I've never been caught though and I smoke everywhere. Beach, bars, back alleys. Just need to keep your head on a swivel and on the islands they don't really care all that much (plenty of bars where they sell and can smoke inside).

>>679046029
huh. there's a vlog on youtube in which a brit guy gets caught on (his) hidden cam being stopped and searched, they found a lil' bit of hash, he handed them a few notes and they ushered him on. took like 20 seconds.
i know they can be brutal as FUCK in thailand when it comes to drugs though.

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Fucking hate my job but too much of a pussy to quit I need to pay for college and my college is actually shit so it feels like I'm throwing all that effort away. I'll be changing colleges by next semester but might get held back a year. All that because I've been too much of an indecisive wanker for too long.

>>679018890
No motivation to advance myself in life anymore. I never had much in the first place but for the past few years I've been on the verge of just ending it all. Life fucking blows, it's boring as shit. I barely have any friends anymore. I rarely interact with another human in person. It's terrible. Luckily I'm moving out of this fuckface apartment in a few weeks, and my hope is that things will start to improve. I have plans to move out to the west coast and live with a friend out there in a few months, but I'm constantly doubting that will happen, as it mostly hinges on him getting things set up out there. I dunno. I'm fucking old now and life isn't getting any easier. Add to that I have some pretty obnoxious chronic health problems that frequently make me consider killing myself. I'm almost at the point of becoming religious. I don't know if I have the willpower to keep plowing through this bullshit. Ugh. Thanks for reading, whoever you are. Don't bother responding, I'm probably not even going to keep this thread open. Just needed a place to vent. I barely ever come to /b/ but the rest of 4chan is pretty much on an equal level of garbage quality at the moment so I figured why not come here and fuck around. Take it easy, /b/tards.

>>679026364
I've been a 12 pack a nighter for about 8 years now (26), maybe a dozen days off in those 8 years. It gets to be the new normal, it'll be OK.

I'm doing terrible in law school, I'm worried that if I don't get straight A's for the next two months I'd be sent back home and slowly lose my friends and never forgive myself.

>>679046333
He was lucky. A few of the expats that I've talked to who've been caught all said they had to pay around 30,000 baht. Might have just got lucky.

This girl is hot btw
45 yrs old overweight and have sciatica since 2003. Wife craps on me all the time to lose weight. I try to eat right but still put on pounds. Never breathed out of both nostrils and always feel congested. Had surgery for it but no good.

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>>679046488
I feel for you man

>>679046887
i bet this is because they were drunk and acted like disrespectful plebs.
but yeah a lot of people underestimate how serious it can be. thai prisons look like no fun. and there was a news story here in the uk not long ago regarding a brit girl who held a joint for a thai local for 2 seconds, didn't smoke any, thought it was a cigarette, then ended up in prison. the thai dude it seems was working with the cops, trying to extort money, and she didn't have any so got rekt.

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>>679046522
have you ever had liver pain? I can physically feel that mine is swollen

>>679047298
They set people up a lot like that. I only buy from foreigners (you'd be surprised how many foreign weed dealers there are here) or the places I most often buy, the bars which are usually foreigned owned. Can easily find out online which ones are legit, just need to be careful leaving them because of ride searches (only ever seen it by Amsterdam bar during the full moon party and they only sell prerolled joints anyways. I live in Hat Yai which is pretty dry, I usually buy like a QP or HP when I'm in the islands and bring it back with me.

>>679047298
Oh and they call it double money. Usually you pay the "dealer", he goes and gets the drugs and then right after you have itit, cops arrest you. The cops give them like $15 to rat you out and they give them back the weed.

Never give them the money before you get it, never buy from tuk tuk or taxi drivers. Safest is the hookers. Get one for the night, even if you don't want to fuck and have her get it for you, just make sure it's gone before she leaves in the morning. She won't rat you out because you don't pay her till she leaves anyways so she's not risking cops arresting you before she gets herself paid.

>>679023150
You might just have weirdly shaped nasal passages. There's surgery to fix it, my friend had it done .

>>679048977
sounds precarious. i'm moving to south east asia with any luck, but not thailand, largely because of their retarded drug laws. cambodia is where i'm hopefully heading, TEFL without a degree and tolerated weed. plus as many hookers as thailand. sounds like a much better deal to me

>>679021105
You should not drink at all. Booze doesn't feel that good, you are just weak. Self ID as an alcoholic and dry out in the military between deployments. Finish your career then retire and if you do relapse you'll have an income. Other option, stay overseas in dry duty stations.