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Sup anon What ruined your life?

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Sup anon
What ruined your life?
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>>675768619
human nature
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>>675768619
Anime and alcoholism
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>>675768619
Having to move away from all my friends at the age of 8-9yrs, because my mum and now step dad were having an affair.
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Some people on the internet
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>>675768619
doing things out of obligation and not doing what i wanted to do myself
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>>675768819
I feel you there
Three fucking times
I never made any new friends after the last time and now everyone wonders why I have none...
I want to lay into them so bad but it would destroy them knowing they ruined my life
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>>675768619
Bad oral hygene, diet, and lack of exercise combined with cigarettes and booze.

gg god, gg...
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league of legends up until like 2014

i was an idiot
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>>675768923
I never got to do what I wanted
youngest of 5, parents divorced when I was about 8
All of my other siblings had their sport or activity.
I was denied everything
I feel like I could have been something, but now I'm a fucking loser that was taught giving up is ok through neglect
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>>675768942
FUCK THEM DOGGO DONT LET THEM GET AWAY WITH THAT SHIT
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>>675768619
becoming fat, staying fat.
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>>675768942
>>675768819
The one thing in life that taught me empathy was seeing 2 close friends have to deal with their parents' divorces. One is like a brother to me, and seeing him break down changed something.
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>>675769187
I try every day. Since I got on adderall, take 30MG when I wake up and I actually feel ok.
Now I just need to find a day job so I dont sleep all day and stay up all night when theres nothing to do
Been wanting to hit the gym. Got a 24 hour one near by, but.. I sort of need motivation. A buddy
>>675769318
^
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>>675768619
Mum moved away, dad was alcoholic.
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>>675769362
One good thing about getting fucked so many times, so hard in life is you gain wisdom.
Downside is you have the wisdom to perceive. You see too much
>>675769399
You got dubs, though. I turned into an alchie, too. Im happy during the day when I have things to do, but getting home, sitting in my room
man.. shit jsut crashes
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My sister embezzled $795k from me and left me with 10 bucks a bag of clothes and no shoes to my name.
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>>675768619

i always took the easy path, when the harder path would have been more fulfilling.
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>>675768619
Heroin
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The Empire
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>>675769581
He breaks my heart. He's got to that age now when you can really tell he's drank all his life.

I don't drink because of him, but I'm a habitual weed smoker. I think it's better but I'm not sure.
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never give up people. try and fail and try and fail...
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>>675768619
Getting a 47 yo gf when I was 21. Now I'm almost 30 with nothing to show for it
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nothing, the composition of ones life and how the outward expression is manifested explains the great ponderance of what we convince ourselves is the fulfilling life and most often than not is only realized after some time after they have happened, sometimes even after we have perished...what we have in these moments are conceptions/inceptions that live long after they have passed and although some have been repeatitiously reacted they are nonetheless ultimately importance in the grand scheme of human discourse
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>>675768619
4chan
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Acne. It destroyed my confidence early in life and turned me into a social recluse. I'm now a 26 year old virgin with social anxiety and no friends or family. The worst part is that I know I'm actually kind of attractive but I just can't overcome my anxiety. I realize it's too late for me by now anyway since I'm beginning to go bald. Kill me, m8.
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>>675769691
fam
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>>675769984
34 now. had this 31 yo grl when 26. she cheated. by beta brain convinced that its alright to renew contact when 31, she ditched me after 2 years. had almost none semi-serious rls beside that whore.
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>>675768619
being born
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>>675768619
all was planned
my life needed to be 'ruinned'
so im ok with it
im just waiting till im 40 to be a hobo in some cold park till the gov kick me out
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>>675769600
You made it before. Make it again and go bury that bitch in wads of cash until she suffocates to death
>>675769625
Same. That path was giving up
>>675769691
I used to live with a heroin addict. Dude was a total fuck. I would kick his ass every day if I could. Lock yourself in a room and have a budy help you kick it. OR commit a crime and g oto jail. Wait it out, bro.
>>675769879
My moms ex is like that. Gave up his kid for alcohol. Divorce and neglect run in my family and we're all fucked up for it. I'm never getting married. Never having kids.
>>675769984
Women arent a damn thing. If you do what you love and do it well, they'll come to you.
>>675770032
Well, I'm happy for you anon. Also go fuck yourself
>>675770090
I was ruined before 4chins
>>675770157
I feel the anxiety. It's.. you just feel worthless and no one really actually wants to talk to you.
>>675770168
Id like to leave mine behind. Theyve held me back for so long..
so long
>>675770191
women are whores and will always leave for "something better" They want to feel owned. its weird
>>675770203
I woke up today...
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>>675770157
Post a pic of you faggot
>inb4 too much of a pussy to actually do it
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>>675770032
i like you
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>>675768619
>What ruined your life?
My father. I'm a mountain of dysfunction, working on becomming a mole hill of dysfunction.
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Company stopped making my medication, alternatives don't work, spent the last 3 years in a living nightmare, ended up here.
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>>675768619
Niggers
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>>675768619
My narcissistic family
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4chan...
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>>675769691
Me too man
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>>675770436
Damn that sucks what are the meds for?
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>>675769368
I'll be ur buddy anon
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>>675770342
I have a theory on that. Digital life has ruined life. I was happy before..
>>675770389
not him but is me, OP. Pic related
>>675770422
Too many parents fucking up. Things used to be simpler... we dont need any more kids these days
>>675770436
I self medicate and it works. Keep looking, brother.
>>675770517
Get away from them. Just fuck the family that fucked you. You owe them nothing.
YOU OWE YOUR FAMILY NOTHING
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>>675770157

Bald is fine, if you're not really skinny, or have a baby face. Two of the hottest girls I've ever known had a thing for bald dudes, which frustrated me, having a full head of hair. Trust me, girls don't care that much about baldness (unless you're desperately trying to hide it). Height on the other hand - you're fucked
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>>675770701
It's not that easy. I have to pay for my college classes and I don't have enough skill to find a better paying job than minimum wage. It also doesn't help that I'm gay and they're rather homophobic
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>>675768619
Mom died when i was 12
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>>675770513
All of us to an extent.
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>>675768619
Moving states at the beginning of my high school years and my ex gf being a qt alternative girl thus cursing me to chase the elusive blue hair for life.
It could also be being molested by my favorite male cousin when I was 8 so it made me over sexualized causing me to lose my virginity at 11.

My dad ruined my future at a real social life by being a general alcoholic and beating my teeth out at a young age. I'm still missing a front tooth my dad destroyed in a drunken stupor it's made it very difficult to have confidence when I don't have the money to fix it.

My parents dynamic makes me very emotionally unavailable causing most of my relationships to fail. Even though I do feel everything for them I have problems showing it which makes most women leave.

Life was never good for me so I don't really know where to place the exact moment that ruined it. All I know is I was doomed from the start.
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>>675769110
going trough the same, redpill me hard bro i need a wake up
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>>675770389
http://i.imgur.com/zDmHUIN.jpg including widows peak

>>675770359
I actually never talk about my life like that in real life. In fact I try not to talk about myself at all.
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>>675770359
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>>675770904
Sorry anon, my life was a little like that aswell.
Parents got divorced when i was around 3, mom had to raise 3(4) children by herself, me being the youngest.
She died when i was 16, the saddest part about that is that i never really appreciated what she did to us, even though she didn't spend that much time with me, with us, everyone who knew her said she was a great person.
I'm a sad person... i didn't cry when she died.... now i barely have any feelings left but keks...
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>>675768619
This website 100%,

literally went from normie to a entirely autistic weeaboo nigger in 2 years
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naked preteens.
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>>675769142
i dont see it as giving up
i see it as not worth the effort.
sort of like eating a watermelon, sure its tasty. But fuck those seeds kill it for me, that its not worth eating.
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>>675771032
You're fine, man. Look at Harry Styles, he's way worse and still attractive. It's all in the way you style it.
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shyness
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>>675770855
I started out making 7.75 as an order selector in a supply warehouse pulling on a handjack.
Five years later making 45K salary as Distribution Manager.
Do something and do it well.
>>675770904
People either fuck you or they die. I've stopped feeling anything when someone dies. Even a close friend. I watched my grandma stop breathing in a care home. I felt nothing and everyone else around me was crying. Still nothing when I put her in the ground.
>>675771001
I'm a pretty big loser for chicks with problems. I've helped many women who friendzoned me fix their relationship problems. I dont have advice for anons, though. Threads kill. Find the nice guy, though. The one who's ignored. The one who knows pain. He'll see you.
>>675771140
:)
>>675771188
I was socially retarded for a long time. Started when I lost my one and only friend due to a move.
All day, every fucking we played
Every
Fucking
Day
>>675771284
I used to do my school work because my parents checked it
Parents divorce, work goes unchecked
I no longer do my work. I only get lectures, scoldings, grounded. I gave up and no one cared.
>>675771459
Yeah.. I got ti hard. Except it's not really shy, it's that I feel like an alien. I just dont understand how to interact. How to keep things going.
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If I missed anyone so far I'm sorry. Reply to this and I'll get you brothers
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>>675771610
Fair enough. I'm trying to at least become a certified bookkeeper so I can easily move away and still find work with enough pay to support myself.
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Getting caught spying on my naked sister. From that day on, my life went to shit.
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>>675771792
It's normal human behaviour even if it isn't socially accepted. Don't beat yourself up over what you did when you were young.
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>>675771610
Why would I want a guy to see me?
Honestly, I've been thinking about going to Tumblr just to try and get something.
I just can't do these normie girls who try to be alt.
In the end they just can't do it for me.

One day...
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>>675771022
Deinstall it. Talk with anyone left close to you about that addiction. If you can delete the account (exDota2 player here).
The path in this game leads nowhere! Start something else you can put the energy in before invested into the game. Sportshooting for example or football or whatever. Just try to imagine a "skill tree" for any activity you choose.

It will get better. The numbness you feel when not playing the game WILL vanish. But don't start other games as a substitute.
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>>675771776
you did miss me but you don't need to notice me, i don't need help that much, i just gotta stop being a lazy fuck. also i think you can relate to this pic...most of us can.
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>>675771610
you interact quite well here...
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4chan
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>>675772023
I'm not here to defend games but LoL is an Esport, and nowadays it's as much sport as football so saying he's not gonna reach anything is not true, the only reason why most of us aren't pro at that particular game we play is because we don't spend our every free minute doing it, it's the same with everything in life.
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>>675772023
>Deinstall
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>>675768619

A woman.
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>>675772207
There are a few documentaries on pro gamers. Trust me, no one wants to seriously live a life like that. Many switch over poker because of that. Gaming is fun, gaming 17 hours a day is not.
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>>675771792
I really dont know what to say.. It probably wasnt that alone. Dont think wanting to see naked women ruined your life. I spied on my sisters, too.
>>675771940
Ahah, I read that shit wrong. Replace guy wth girl, or dog or horse. Whatever you're into
>>675772045
I have too many words for that
When your friends are happy to see you when they bump into you at random, but try to mae plans and get nothing
When they just sort of fade out of your life. Try to be funny to keep people interested, but.. fuck, man. I just cant relate to anyone for anything meaningful.
>>675772059
:D
I didnt expect the thread to do well, but this is what makes me feel better. Sharing and knowing and let know that what happens doesnt happen to you alone.
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Falling for a family members spouse and then the entire family finds out. But its two yeara later and i still think about.
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>>675772362
I wish there were more people like you in the world.
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>>675772349
People are different, some people enjoy doing their work 17 hours a day, it's called being a workoholic, same thing applies to gaming, but if you're not doing it pro, then there's really no use for it.
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>>675772341
Women need to be put in a place. They physically need it. They are inferior, and all important fields of advancement prove it. Men do great things. Women are just along for the ride.
>>675772429
Ouch. Just finding out youre into them or did you do anything? If they're ostracizing you for feeling an emotion that's bullshit.
I've been insulted for everything right down to the very way I breathe. It's given me heavy complexes
Sticks and stoned may break my bones, but words leave emotion scars that last forever
>>675772584
There are. They're ignored or never go outside for fear of gaining more wisdom like myself. I offer so much love and support to friends, but when they no longer need it...
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>>675768703
this
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>>675768619
my parents.
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>>675772207
But if he himself feels it destroying him, he need to quit. The constant image in his head that he could be once living of the price pool money is maybe hindering his rehabilitation.
I know and accept that e-sports fall in the same category like other million dollar sports (at least moneywise) but not everyone can be sucessful in it.
It is all up to him. If he feels it destroys him, he needs to quit.
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>>675772744
>but when they no longer need it...
they leave you, it's simple, people only interact with other people because they need something out of them, be it material or emotional things.

you're not the only person around here who has it all figured out anon, but we are sad sad people becuase we know how the world spins.

(i agree with the woman thing aswell, although like always, there are exceptions)
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>>675772895
why?
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>>675772744
You're probably right. I do try my best to appreciate those people, though. It doesn't really seem like others do, though. It's kind of like the evening news. News reporters will report for days on the negativity, but will only give a couple of seconds to something positive or heartwarming.
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>>675772744
I feel the same way. I give soo much and never recieve anything back. And then when you are empty it feels baad
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>>675772969
i don't think it's that, i think he just lacks a kick in the butt, i know this because i'm like him aswell.
And i had a kick in the butt, i need a fucking ass rape to get me going it seems.
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>>675772277
I never played league but Dota. Ther one can deinstall everything the game saved locally on the hdd and also the client (steam)
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4chan
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>>675771022
Yo I'm gonna tell you this right now, I haven't been on 4chan in about 2 years, and this is my first time on /b/ since. My life changed one morning when I uninstalled league and slowly walked my ass to the gym. That's all I gotta say, this website makes my cock and balls shrink so I'm out. good luck
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>>675770359
The worst part is, before my mum moved away, I was a straight 'A' student.

It's taken me many years to make up for the damage they did. I went to uni and studied fine art as a mature student. I only got on the course with a portfolio (according to my school grades I am retarded) and got a first
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>>675768619
socialism
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>>675768619
women and social media
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>>675768619
Drug addiction
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Parents
Hated school
No skills or educaion
Nowhere to go
I'm a total fuckhead at 32 who knows nothing
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>>675773135
But if no one is there to kick him in the butt to get him going, he needs to do it himself. And if the game leads him astray every time he tries to get up, he needs to quit it.
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>>675768619
Being born.
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>>675768619

well OP,

nothing. my life is pimp.
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>>675773502
>Parents
you can't chose your parents so you don't always get the best option
>Hated school
everyone does, it's school
>No skills or education
Now this one was totally up to you, you could've finished school but i assume you quit because you were an edgy teenager.
BUT, you still can have skills, there's tons of stuff online to learn from, just take a thing you like and go pro via all the information you have at you fingertips.
>Nowhere to go
You don't need to go anywhere aslong as there's a roof over your head and you don't starve.
>I'm a total fuckhead at 32 who knows nothing
change it! there's still plenty of time to make something out of yourself, be good at something, get a career, family, kids and don't be a shitty parent and teach them that they can reach the stars if they want to.
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Damn, I missed the very first and apparently second
>>675768703
Human nature is beautiful. It's built this world, even if it is shit. What was built is still grand and monumental. It allows us to do great things.
>>675768722
Alcohol has me. I cant really watch things anymore. I get bored and lose it. Interest s a difficult thing to hold. There are plenty of groups out there for your interests, and theyre huge.
>>675772975
I love and hate my insight. Gained through tortuous pain and experience. I still gladly let them use me. Igive them what I never had
And its very difficult to find a down to earth woman. Chances are, theyre already taken
>>675773046
You cant care about everyone. Someone always gets left behind. Most only see what they want and not what they need. Even if they do see wht they need, human nature comes in and fucks it up.
>>675773050
It's grinding on me so hard. I've been acting on my suicidal tendencies lately. Thankfully I'm easily sidetracked
>>675773221
Parents meet for the first time
They feel a burning desire
They mistake desire for love
Get married
Desire burns out quickly
Those tangled in their lives get fucked when they cut the connections
True love is not a strong emotion. It is comfort and trust. When you can see the one you love flirting with someone else and smile, because you know you're the one they're coming back to. When you trust they know what hurts you, and will do their best not to. And when they do, they fix it the best they can.
Love is friendship. Understanding. Comfort.
>>675773302
Government. It all sucks, brother. Do not trust those with money and power
>>675773408
Women are whore. Social media is sedation. I have no social media. Its never interested me. I love being in the real world, out in nature where its serene. Quiet. The world is silent and mother holds me.
>>675773441
A vice to forget what ails you. Its impossible to kick without replacing it. Without help
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ITT: People blame their problems on someone else.
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>>675773628
That is usually the case of suicides and all the sad shit in the world.... it's because people don't have A SINGLE PERSON who can hear them out and give a shoulder to cry on.
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did 5 years in the military instead of just going to college... yeah they are paying my way now but i am in my mid 20s and feel so far behind when all my classmates are fucking 18-19
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>>675768619
Myself
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>>675774058
college isn't everything, it's the journey that matters, you gather experience from all the failures in life and continue living as a better person.
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>>675773900
>You cant care about everyone.
I don't try to, just the ones that care about me. This is kind of cringey, but I'm starting to live by a motto, "Never forget those who do good to you." I try and think of ways to show that I appreciate them.
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damn you guys are coming too quick
hah.. thats not what she said for 6 years now.. :(
>>675773502
I'm basically in the same boat. I bought a tablet and started to draw. Started out with events, the girl only I can see. How she gets close when I get stressed or anxious. She never talks. She never emotes.
>>675773659
Breathing gives you cancer. Keep breathing and this will solve your problem soon enough. I promise.
>>675773727
Then why are you on 4chan at 4-5 in the morning? Either way, props
Also, go fuck yourself.
>>675773980
You get stabbed by a stranger. You bleed. You go to hospital and doctor asks why you're bleeding
You say someone stabbed you.
The doctor looks at you, confused.
>You cannot blame your wound on someone else
>>675774217
Same. So much ambition, but no motivation. No support. No will.
>>675774294
I try, too. But I always leave my real friends behind. I hate it..
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Deprived of dank memes at a young age
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>>675774050
Yes and it is good realising it. But he must identify his core problem, which I'm sure he already did.
Once he solves this, even if there is no one there exept for himself to cherish his victory, he will have gained trust in hinself and be able to solve the other problems (like the one you mentioned).

When the first gear falls in place, the other's will follow with perceverance. But he must be true to himself about his core problem (Which what he described in this thread for HIM is the game)
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>>675768619
tranny porn
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>>675774433
but you got triple doubles
>>675774472
I loved her, but she was more man than me.
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league of legends
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>>675773218
Go on brother and thanks for sharing your story with us.
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>>675774468

i felt inspired by all your coments i just uninstalled league, unsubscribed all league channels on youtube and wallpaper im starting to work out tomorrow since its 6am right igotta sleep
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>>675771022
I played that shit with my friend all the time, you really need an outside perspective.

I quit playing, he kept on. I started working and left the state for 3 years. Everytime I came back to visit this dude he kept getting fatter, never cut his greasy hair and was sitting in his room, playing league.

It's 4 years of his life are gone, just sitting in his room playing league, thousands of dollars blown on pixel costumes for pixel characters.

He's 20 years old and finally got a job, quit playing and is making an attempt to better his life.

It pisses me off just thinking about his lazy ass sitting in that room, playing league while his parents feed him, clothe him and keep a roof over his head.

Quit playing that shit you fuck, go fucking do something, ANYTHING.
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>>675774294
you should trust the dude who replied to you, he knows better, i know better.
People are selfish fucks, 90% of them, if you managed to get a friend who TRULY cares about you when he's got a shit ton of problems of his own, then i applaud to you.
But there's a saying that goes something like : Do something good to a person, and he will forget it the next day, do something bad to a person and they will rememeber it for the rest of their life.
My point is that there's no reason to be nice because you're not getting it back.

But... then there's people like us... who still try to act nice because of the fact that everyone's a dick.
Give what you can and expect nothing in return - Jesus.
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>>675774627
go /fit/ there's everything you need to know in the sticky,
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>>675774058
Some of them will take far longer then you in obtaining why they are at college. Go on brother.
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My dad left before I was born never cared to look for me. My mom is nice but we've always been poor just the 2 of us no father figure. Loosing house after house. Having to move away from my friends for 3 years to a different state. Then I came back and they all dont give 1 fuck about me. I have a girlfriend but our relationship is so bad and I have no idea how I can end it without crushing her. Then if I do end it im scared being alone cause I'll just have to deal with me. I honestly hate myself. Oh almost forgot to mention I found my dad's email a few months back messaged him he told me not to ever contact him again. So yeah thats my story.
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>>675774627
Go on brother. And everytime you take a false step, don't let it drag you into the abyss. Take a right step again instead. It WILL become easier with time to take right steps again after having failed.
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>>675774649
You may be right, but I'd like to think that most people have a natural sense of altruism that is just ignored because of superficial reasons. I know it's really not rational or not supported by too much evidence, but I liked to think this way. I guess it just makes my problems seem smaller. It gives me a little hope to not kill myself.
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>>675769025
You fuck up and blame god? The guy who gave you a chance?
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OP, i just wanted to let you know that you're doing a great job, just look.
People get in, tell their stories, you comfort them, provide hope that they need that desperately.
You might have actually turned a few lives around.
(is reddit taking over? kek(continue gods work)).
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>>675774833
Oh that's sad. Don't worry it's better to have a father thats gone than a father that harms you
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>>675774627
Now FOLLOW UP. Find a buddy to help you keep track every. Single. Day. Dont do it alone. Text, messenger, forum. Whatever. Have a constant in there.
>>675774649
Keep giving in hopes they'll keep giving to you.. But they dont. Keep going
Dont give up
Sure, yesterday hurt, but I tried again today
Today hurts, too, but I'll try again tomorrow.
>>675774833
Center on your mother and your girlfriend. They both love you. Seek out what made you bond in the first place. Do the things you loved.
And contact your dad again. Tell him he's a fuck. Tell him he's dead. Show him your smiling face. Get closure on it, brother.
>>675775106
It's built in nature. To find all of the qualities you find attractive. They have 100 great qualities but one that turns you off, and yo forget all the good. The baser instinctual wants.
>>675775149
Thanks man. I did something for myself today, too. I always feel good during the day, but then I get home and sit in my room... depressed. So I fucking cleaned the bitch, the bathroo laundry. Sat back down.. depressed. Make thread, feel good. I was going to start RE4, but that'll wait for another day.
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>>675775335
you maybe wanna..... say... create a shovel knight clone?...with me...
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>>675775541
I dont follow? Play games?
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>>675775335
for some reason, this thread made me remember my childhood and thus i'm now listening to linkin park
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>>675775597
no, create one.
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>>675768722
>I know exactly what you mean
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>>675772744
I told the spouse i had feeling for him, he had mutal feelings at the time. Everyone found out and it ended badly. Again this was all about a year or two ago. Ouch is fucking right though /:
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time travel
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>>675775064
I'm this and I'm getting of the PC now. Bye
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>>675768619
Ass. I can never have it, yet I crave it. I grew up experimenting with my male cousin so I know what ass is like. it haunts me. Also I don't feel gay but that experience makes me gay so I kinda wanna kill myself.
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>>675775621
Just remember anon..

You can try so hard,
You may get so far,
But
In the end it doesn't even matter.
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>>675775749
hybrid theory is gonna play after meteora i'm afraid ^^, but i'll get it to it.
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>>675768722
just do it faggot. live stream it, you brought this beast upon yourself, you can also slay it. but you should probably just give up, would entertain me for a few minutes i suppose. stop being selfish and kill yourself
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>>675775621
oh god no... its crawling... in.. my skin
AAHHHHH
>>675775671
I still dont follow. Elaborate
>>675775685
Thats kinda bullshit. I understand their feelings towards it, but family never forgets that shit. I dont tell my family anything.
I dont tell anyone anthing.
I've been a schizo for 24 years and not a damn soul knows.
>>675775729
Me and my childhood friend did things. I sucked his dick.
Same thing with another friend in middle school. I like cock, but I like women more.
Futa.. mmm
>>675775889
Kill yourself
Record event
Watch it later
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>>675769691
same bro. tfw

>>675769879
now im an alchie instead
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>>675775971
Hi OP, how does being fake feel?Pretending you understand shit about everyone.
No. you don't and in the end you're just another troll.
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I'LL TELL YOU WHAT RUINED MY LIFE. THE MOTHERFUCKIN GOD DAMN GOVERNMENT AND THE FUCKING ILLUMINATI OUTSIDE MY HOUSE EVERY DAY MOTHERFUCKING DOG PLASMA RUDE KID BAKCWARDS SIDEWAYS JIGGITY JIG NIGGA!
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>>675768619
>lost only family member to emotionally nurture me to drug addiction at young age
>emotionally tormented and borderline molested by another family member
>manic depressive for years but nobody thinks it's a real problem, so I just try and deal with it day by day

I'm tense around people, I have trust issues, I'm always emotionally hungry but I don't make deeper connections with people (the few times I have it's ended rather badly).

I spend all my time practicing music because it's the only activity involved enough to properly distract me from my problems.

I used to cut due to anxiety, which I've stopped, but only because I smoke weed everyday.

Even though my life is completely fucked I still wouldn't say it's ruined.
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>>675775971
I feel like i'm not doing anything with my life right now, so for some reason i got the urge to create a shovel knight/castlevania clone.
I'd like to learn coding, and i also need someone to do pixel arts(music aswell but we'll get to that later) and i really need to capture the dark setting, i've made up the plot, with a twist which you only find out if you get the secret ending and it's gonna be one of those "cycle games" like dark souls.

And you seem like a nice dude so i figured i'd ask you, i understand if you don't want to tho.
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>>675770157
Nothing wrong with being bald as long as you embrace it bro

>>675770722
Is right just don't try to hide it or you look like a faggot
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>>675774394
you were the one who decided to go to the place you got stabbed were you not?
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That's debatable. I can definitely contribute two of my major problems in life to two different things.

I guess my obesity and social anxiety can be attributed to playing Runescape / WoW every waking free moment of my life from 6th 11th grade.

Then I guess I could contribute my lack of motivation, lowered IQ and waste of potential to drugs, all of it starting with weed when I was 14.
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>>675768619
>be me, a 14 chink, early 2000's
>living in big city, good mix of diversity, always hanging out with friends
>family moves to the middle of nowhere
>95%white and 5% is split between the rest
>huge culture shock, everything is different, becomes withdraw
>the web is now my comfort zone
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>>675768619
cuntry I was born and live in, it ruined and is ruining my life the most.
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>>675776184
I am a troll, true. I'm fake quite often. An asshole, I hurt people. I'm unhappyy with myself and my life.
What's eating at you?
>>675776329
Aside from the talent, that's me. I distract myself with internet and games, but even those dont sedate me for very long. Keep practicing your talent. Dont let it go.
>>675776378
Ah, make a game. I know nothing about coding, lost my talent for art and I have terrible motivation. I would love to say yes and try, but I never finish things. Hell, I hardly even start them.
I wish you well on your venture, brother. Keep asking and someone will come along. Search artistic venues.
>>675776616
You take risks doing anything at all. Sure, it was my fault for being there, but it was their decision to do harm. One thing cannot happen without the other. It takes two, brother.
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>>675769368
Bruh you dont need adderall. My parents drugged me out on that shit. Find a muse and make some art my nigga adderall will only hold yo ass back
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puberty
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>>675768619
Stuttering
Lack of a strong male role model
Social anxiety
Poor communication skills
Counter strike
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>>675768819
I feel you bro, I moved schools every 2 years, usually to different countries, or at least a different state when I was in Australia and the US.
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>>675776747
>What's eating at you?
the fact that if i were a regular 4chan fag i would now be probably flaming you to death and you still would keep a calm face and ask what's wrong.
Or i would give in to your kindness and seek comfort.
Then again, your first sentence can be true aswell, it is the internet after all and if that is the case you're the ultimate troll in this thread.
If not, i tip my fedora for your kind words in these dark times for .... other people.
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Being sperg in a normie world
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Shitty parents, Texas public school & $126,000 life insurance at the age of 18.
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>>675776860
are you me?
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Long story anon.
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>>675768819
It's shit. Had to move at critical times in my childhood. Left first love behind etc.

Even though I've had many friends, I don't know how to make friendship last.
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>>675777311
we have time, you can share.
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>>675776670
The glories of sedation. You never see kids playing outside, anymore. Playgrounds, empty. It's social media, phones, games, computers. It came too fast, and everyone else is too busy to do anything else.
>>675776690
I hear you there. I live in the U.S., and while it certainly doesnt affect me like others, I've seen what it's like.. North Korea with the brainwashing, China ruling with iron fist, Africa in poverty and so many others just lawless.
Trade one problem for another.
>>675776774
Adderall is what gets my ass up.
It's what helps me feel somewhat normal.
Takes my anxiety and my noticable "problems" on a much lower level. I feel something other than stark depression.
>>675776860
>1.5
I dont think there are any actual role models around anymore. Theyve grown old and died..
being social is difficult these days. Theres a lack of any real interest with anything anymore.
>>675777080
Remain calm in the face of evil and they will cower before you.
Were I troll, it would require a punch line. Or if I secretly thought these pathetic losers are gaining an amount of satisfaction from a fake asshole was something to kekkle over.
I'm just a loser, sitting behind my computer with nothing to do but share with my fellow losers.
Because what we feel, we feel together.
We are anonymous
We are legion
>>675777118
I feel like I should know this one
>>675777201
Shit public school that ignored me
Shit parents that ignored me
No life insurance. Dont need it. When I die, it's going to be by my own hands.
I'm going to get lost in the mountains
Blow my brains out
Let mother embrace and grow me into something more beautiful than I ever was here
>>675777311
trips and dubs. There's always new threads, and this one still has a ways to go.
How long before auto sage, 350?
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>>675777217
Do you live alone in a college dorm and skip all your classes?

If so, then yes.
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>>675777754
I live with a retarded roomate and kip my lectures.
I'm not the same dude and i don't stutter but i'm a lazy fuck overall.
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>>675778092
We'll get through it bro
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>>675778092
difficult to have ambition when theres nothing to strive for. Theres not really any real work out there anymore. Technology has taken over, and real men are gone. If you want something, you have to use your head these days. No longer is experience valued over education.
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>>675777562
Aaaaaaannnnddd then dependency kicks in and you can function without it. Is it really worth it? I mean my opinion is extremely biased but shits bad for you
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>>675770157
Dude i went through the same.

I even fucked the hottest bitches in my acne times. Now that its gone i get 0.

Its wierd man
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>>675778497
I couldnt function without it, before. It's another vice. At least this one helps me do something constructive.
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>>675778435
Society has worked hard to make itself obsolete. Automation should be setting us free but it's killing us. 'They' are traitors.
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>>675778612
current females like innocence more than masculinity.
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>>675778612
Things change when you grow up. You're no longer "forced" to go out in public. You social pool shrinks when you leave high school. It's reduced to work.
And when it's just work...
I dont mix work and friends, anymore
Not since I went through a window.
>>675778729
To make life easier. I would love to just go out in the mountains where it's nice and cool. Survive off the land. Be independant, but with certain tech. Like solar power and internet of course.
>>675778805
Current women dont know what they want. They're told, and those who tell are the loud ones. The assholes.
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>>675778805
I think thata my problem.

Im not ugly im just a normal dude thats easy to forget if you know what i mean.

Nothing special about me and my looks
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>>675778952
Nothing that makes the uterus quiver. To trigger the womans primal instinct to mate with the alpha.. I blame technology. Always technology and myself for succumbing to it.
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>>675779082
Youre a nice person OP, where are you from?
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>>675778634
To each their own. It fucked my childhood up. (Memory loss is a side effect from long term use) but how old are you anon?
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>>675777380
>>675777562

>Born with Aspergers so already fucked from birth
>Get bullied badly all the way through school
>Like entire classroom yelling shit at me while the teacher looks on badly
>Had no friends entire way through school
>Fucks up my social skills
>Fucks up my education
>Near the end of school have a massive mental collapse that I'm only recently starting to get over
>Best friend is a legit sociopath who tells me it's my fault and puts me down

The worst part is I believe him like maybe I could have tried harder or something.

Sorry if my story is shit I know some of you guys probably had it worse but that's my story.

Have one more story about this dumb slut I dated if anyone is interested.
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>>675770697
scrollin back and I see this. Sorry I missed you, man. But Im a terrible buddy. I need real life interaction. I'm just an annoying faggot online.
>>675779352
Wisconsin, 54601. Shit town of 53k. Tons of nature and wildlife preserves though. Too bad its only nice enough to enjoy it for about 4 months a year.
>>675779379
28. My short term memory is awful, long term is great. Except my childhod.. real spotty. Nothing really worth remembering these days, thogh.
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