I want to feel the warmth of a woman. Is that too much to ask?
New grill in eighth grade. Me and her were in different classes. She would always stare at me. I would make eye contact but she would look away smiling or just turn around. Lots of rumors and shit about her, she did drugs, she cut herself, etc. I get her number from a friend and start talking to her. It was a really fun time, we had a lot in common and both said jokes and occasionally flirted. Go on a field trip the very next day. I sit next to her because of class lines or some shit. Doesn't make contact with me so I talk to my friends and I can see her putting her head down either smiling or giggling at my jokes. About two days later with more texting/talking I ask her out in person. She says yes. Later that night she asks who's going. My heart fucking dropped. I tell her just me and she laughs it off and says she'll talk to me later. Around two hours later I get several text messages from her. She's high as a kite. Starts texting me crap about how she's tired and stuff, doesn't mention convo earlier. Sunday comes, never hear from her. Monday at school, friends get angry at me because she asked me out and I said no. Wtf? Confront her about it. Says she has no clue what I'm talking about and says sorry for whatever she did. She leaves for Mexico for a week. Never see her again. She was beautiful /b/. I guess some things aren't meant to be.
You can feel the cold gun against your temple and the slight heat as the bullet enters your brain destroying it ending your life then you will truly feel nothing after you have passed and been put in the ground, but remembered by no one.
>Kill yourself faggot
We appreciate what you're trying to do here man but we're all looking for sad feels in this thread and that's how we want it. A baww thread is the only way many of us get our emotions of anger, frustration, and sadness out in a healthy way. It's commendable for trying to cheer us up, but it sad in here, and we like it that way :)
This stupid cartoon always gets me.
I don't know how to move on, it's been 1.5 years since we broke up and I can't get her out of my head.
I've gone to the gym, kissed other girls and removed her off all social media, yet I still wanna kill myself everyday she's not next to me.
I just keep on lying to everybody that I'm fine, just can't seem to open up.
Been drunk almost every day since and not planning to stop any time soon, its the only thing that feels relaxing.
anyone have the "here i was happy" graffiti pic? or the "the lights broken but i still work" vending machine? or similar?
You can expect it to take upto 50% of the total lenght of the relationship to get over it. You need to stop drinking and force yourself to live as normal as you can. Meet other girls until someday you meet someone who gives you butterflies again. Im not saying it is easy, but I have been where you are now. Dont give up, and keep going to the gym, just lift for someone else than your ex.
I'm a high school dropout. I've been dealing with alopecia areata ever since I was a little child and it's highly disfiguring. On top of that I have major depressive disorder and social anxiety disorder which I have been struggling with for about 9 years now. I recently took a sick leave from work because of recurring panic attacks. I don't think I have any direction in life. I feel like killing myself everyday and I feel like I'm getting closer to it. I abuse Ambien and benzodiazepines to sedate myself from the world around me.
Keep fighting. A day wil come where the world looks alittle brighter, only small signs at first but at some point, you wil enjoy life again and even meet someone else that is much better than the girl who left you.