Now that I have your attention I will tell you my story. I broke the bridges with all my friends except you /b/ros. Im starting to get to know you better. As a long time lurker we had not much interchange but this is going to change. Before we get to you we have to dig deep and dwell in the past.
Also, if you have saturdays thread capped please share, I was too busy writing.
You can AMA I am openminded and kindhearted, allways trying to please everyone (at least in the interwebs) and I do much for the lulz. Shockingly I found out I match the histrionic personality disorder from scratch. But this is not who I am in the insides. This is just me suffering from my past and the pain that build up. And fears. Tons of. I wondered that you guys didn't got curious last time. I have very tense muscles and weak ones too. So i am overall fragile and a huge burden. Anyhow you guys made my day and some anons even had some spare goodies or some bucks for a /r/. I couldn't believe how kind you all where.
>>657538767 >be me age 8 >mum has muenchhausen by proxy syndrome Münchhausen is when you hurt yourself to get attention from docters Münchhausen by proxy is when you hurt others to get attention from doctors >bitch knew i was lactose intollerant but made me drink milk >was ill as a child most of the times >one day i wanted to visit my dad, she broke me my ankles with a chair >"aint going nowhere HAH!" fast forward 5 years >mum dies due pancrias cancer, had to move to my dad in order to not get kidnapped by my mums family(they accused me of killing their daughter, giving her cancer because being a pain-in-the-ass-kid) >dad lives with his ugly cunt gf which is 12 years older (he needed someone to clean and cook) >this cunt would punish me whenever i got something because she was jelly >grabbed my hair and pinched me like a kiddo >at this point i was suffering from athritis, neurodermitis, fistula and motoric problems >have problems with walking and backpain because damaged feet result in damaged hip n spine >visit physiotherapy 1-2 times and then german healthcare tells me we are not paying for more massages until you get 30, have some painkillers instead >mfw i was 2 years on painkiller and got addicted >mfw i quit it all and got insomnia (still ongoing) later >took me to a greek dentist someday, he says i got huge teeth and small pine and he gotta take some out in order to prevent others from breaking throu wrong >i dont remember how often he injected anesthetics but i still felt everything >pulled 4 teeth anyway >oh this kid is a screamer, better hold her in place with the dental assistant >bad eyesight, barely can see at night >not even the muneyz for a decent pair of quality glasses which i would need due sitting all the day in front of the computer >develop huge fears and start pissing in bucket because cant leave bed when dark >see stuff moving in dark corners due bad eyesight. everything is grainy and wobbly. >have problems going arround alone at night
fast forward to last year >visit dentist because i have a dying tooth >he asks if he can use this cold gel on it, say no >he does it anyway >i kick his ribs with my ellbow and get house ban at this point i had no more fate in dentists >be winter, same year >me comming from christmass-brunch >get massive pain in the arm on the way home, break down and sob like a brat >decide to end it all and therefor changed my diet in order to cure my athritis >mfw it worked and i have no pain from athritis anymore >mfw i still am full of inflamation because damaged teeth, waste from the painkillers and bad nutrition till then >mfw my salvia is more toxic than....idk something >mfw i eat a bag of chips or anything salty i can put a timer on, pain comes in 20 minutes be today >can barely lie or walk or sit or anything, every position is uncomfortable >was sleeping 16-20 h a day in order to not notice the pain >sometimes cant sleep for 2-3 days(cant explain this, i just cant) >am overall weak and not eyesight worthy >hide a lot >hide when people come over (live with bf)
So, and then there is his mother.... which drives me really crazy because she is so ruthless. tryes to get into the appartment and stuff. cont?
BTW last thread decided i am a dubs murderer for making them worthless >pic related
>>657540073 i guess so, since i introduced him into docking and stuff and make him cringe all day. It's not like i can talk with him about my problems. My biggest problem after my non existing ability to move freely is his mum. I really can't stand her behaviour.
>>657540175 sorry dude to dissapoint you, just was very skinny as kiddo and puberty gone wrong.
>>657540073 also, what is so bad about attention? I aint using WA, FB, KIK, any of this shit. just my steam. I took my last (gotta puke with this word) selfie idk 3-4 years ago, there is nothing attention worthy about me, i aint seeking it. I am seeking ideas, solutions and encouragement because i need to get up and work to be able to pay a treatment.
>>657540573 >there is nothing attention worthy about me, i aint seeking it. >posts nudes and asks how to wax her pus while being in a relationship If you want help, go to a therapist, you desperately need one.
>>657540473 remade key without us knowing, tryed to get in, asks questions just to ignore the awsner, is manipulative and trys to get me into liking her shitty town she lives in and her shitty nigger bf with his nazi sons just so she can convince her son to move over. Anyhow, this is just a short prescription because i am abandoning this thread right now. There is no point in sharing >>657540595 with you ungreatfull brats. Once in a while there is a delviering OP and you guys hinder yourself from nice things in the world.
>>657541261 Ehm, you must be pretty new here. Camwhore = just the term used for bitched who post nudes here, doesn't mean you have to fuck yourself on cam. Not sure how the other shit you listed even relates to "not being a camwhore". You're doing a lot for someone who supposedly can't even move around without pain.
>>657541344 >smoking you what m8? its not like there are far better ways to consume pot than smoking (which i do, anyway a lot because i can sleep and focus better on more sleeping)
>>657541421 Its not like he doesnt know or we didnt talk about this stuff, he knows even more than what i stated here. every tiny glimbse. It's just his mom who doesnt take my condition serious and blames me for stressing him whilst in pain (like i choose to live in pain just to torture her son or something)
also your /r/ is very mean
>>657541492 yeah, sure dude. whatever pleases you. now fuck the fuck the fuck the fuck off.
>>657545880 I lived over my half life here and have just a few experiences with other countries (considered long term, at least half a year) and germany is by far the best now. But its the town that makes it special, not germany itself. Cant stand bavarian tho. Anything explicit you wanna know?
>>657545952 ikr? i know how to solve my problems, i just can't due healthinsurance not covering this
>>657546294 ah that qutie stache. kids make me wanna puke tho
>>657546337 so you just assumed i use my looks because what? >i dont shave >i dont have a haircut >dont give a fuck about what i wear anymore when i must go outside
it's not like i am social retarded, i was well known earlier in my life. i just cant stand this fake friendship and the directions our civilization is turning to.
>>657546439 much appreciate, much wow, take this pic related
>>657546548 besides dem turks not even speaking right german english is well known. But as a german learning english you have a lot of false friend i.e: become is etwas werden while bekommen is to get something. Also word spelling is often too similar so you fuck stuff up.
>>657546723 see >>657540573 but wont give steam into this thread anyway if you have to say something do it here, i have nothing to hide
>>657546920 it is not about wearing expensive clothes, it is about your sex appeal, you seem to be depending too much on one person. I tell you this cause you remind me of my mother, I am out have a nice life.
>>657547093 wth what has my sex appeal to do with any of this. being a huge slut earlier in my life because daddy gave no attention and mummy the wrong kind resulted somehow in me gettting prudish over the years. never thought of me not having sex for a half year, this was quite impossible to imagine. but i catch up now and work back to my older sex drive.
>>657547283 there is none. x marks the spot, thats it. just obsessed with fully covered legs and stuff and this is my reminder to really cover it all.
>>657548341 >amnemia Amnemia? Anaemia? I have it too, quite a severe one and it's far from life threatening if I accidentally cut myself. Having read your "story", you just seem heavy on the hypochondria.
>>657549025 *cough* so if you lack red blood cells you transport less oxid therefore wounds heal badly. anyhow, you are right i am much afraid of being just a hypochonder and imagining all this but in the end it doesn't matter a bit. it's a fact that i have barely any musclestrenght and that i can barely walk, and on several x-rays taken its visible that my ankles are ruined ergo causing problems with spine and hip. you can ignore all the other stuff i have to carry around since this is the only thing hindering me from getting a life.
I have a request for you OP. please go somewhere else. If I’m not going to fuck you, I have no interest in looking at you. If I want to see naked chicks, I will look at porn where I get to pick women who perfectly match my fantasy. I don't have any interest in being teased by some fucked up histrionic cunt like you.
OP here, can we let this shit-tier thread die allready? you can try your luck again when this whining bitched are brought to bed by their mommies
>>657549645 post no tits: gtfo posting tits: gtfo therefor i just have to give a fuck about you guys.
>>657549690 why should i? there are anons out here much better into commanding, just check the thread.
>>657549742 because once in a while i do it anyway. if i said i cant do it ever then i lied. It's just a pain in the ass as statet earlier somewhere by me (i bet) because it wont stop bleading so fast and afterwords just hurts. This again doesnt mean i have to cut myself while donig so, i am very carefull and trimm it before and only shave with the hairgrowth not causing microtearing
>>657550491 sage in all fields2 >>657550509 i delivered in my first thread where anons where kinder. also no quads no cunt shaving. dumbfuck trynig to bend the rules. i heard on /soc/ there are a lot fems to try your luck with
I'm the kind of person who, when I really care about something, I try to understand the 'why' behind it. To do that I try as hard as I can to disprove it or get the exact opposite viewpoint that I can.
What in Davy Jones’ locker did ye just bark at me, ye scurvy bilgerat? I’ll have ye know I be the meanest cutthroat on the seven seas, and I’ve led numerous raids on fishing villages, and raped over 300 wenches. I be trained in hit-and-run pillaging and be the deadliest with a pistol of all the captains on the high seas. Ye be nothing to me but another source o’ swag. I’ll have yer guts for garters and keel haul ye like never been done before, hear me true. You think ye can hide behind your newfangled computing device? Think twice on that, scallywag. As we parley I be contacting my secret network o’ pirates across the sea and yer port is being tracked right now so ye better prepare for the typhoon, weevil. The kind o’ monsoon that’ll wipe ye off the map. You’re sharkbait, fool. I can sail anywhere, in any waters, and can kill ye in o’er seven hundred ways, and that be just with me hook and fist. Not only do I be top o’ the line with a cutlass, but I have an entire pirate fleet at my beck and call and I’ll damned sure use it all to wipe yer arse off o’ the world, ye dog. If only ye had had the foresight to know what devilish wrath your jibe was about to incur, ye might have belayed the comment. But ye couldn’t, ye didn’t, and now ye’ll pay the ultimate toll, you buffoon. I’ll shit fury all over ye and ye’ll drown in the depths o’ it. You’re fish food now.
Well, doing that made me think that the only reason for relationships is solely and entirely for reproduction. We don't give a shit about people and sexuality just seems like a very shallow, cruel thing for a conscious mind to have. It seems like something fit for other animals, but not us. We have minds, we might even have free will. We should be past this.
But...I still like pretty girls...I still want to be in love and care about someone and feel like its okay to do so without feeling like I'm some terrible person for giving in to desires that seem so impersonal and robotic to me.
Also, every time I bring this up, no one ever gets what I mean. I feel so fucking alone sometimes. I wrack my mind around this every day, and I just feel so fucking lonely, like I'm the only person who cares enough to bother asking the hard questions.
Everyone hopes aspies die. They are annoying pieces of shit. They engage in many of the same obnoxious behaviors as gays, except that gays actually have an excuse in that they have the brains of women.
Aspies have no such excuse except that they are unable to learn better. That is the reason they are unemployable and leech off their parents to support while they somehow think they are entitled to act like douchebags in public. It is kind of sickening.
Ashkenazi Jewish Americans are the most powerful and influential ethnic group in America. Jewish Americans make up 2 percent of the U.S. population yet comprise 40 percent of U.S. billionaires. They make up 0.2 percent of the world population, but 54 percent of the world chess champions, 27 percent of the Nobel physics laureates and 31 percent of the medicine laureates. Jews have won more Nobel prizes than any other ethnicity. They have won 40 times more than should be expected of them based upon population statistics. 37 percent of the Academy Award-winning directors, 38 percent of those on a recent Business Week list of leading philanthropists, 51 percent of the Pulitzer Prize winners for non-fiction are Jewish. And though 9 percent of Americans believe there is no God (8% Catholic and 4% Protestant), 19 percent of American Jews believe God does not exist. And no, a Jew does not believe in Judaism by default. The word 'Jew' defines an ethno-religious group. Eighty-six percent of Jewish Americans opposed arresting non-violent marijuana smokers, compared to 61% for the population at large and 68% of all Democrats.People hate Jews because they're jealous, simple as that. They'll never admit it though, because it's denial. The worst insults they can come up with is their looks and "greed"? HA!
It is silly. Wanna know why? Internet relationships are bogus because it's just a bunch of text. You may get to know each other a bit that way, but actually fucking dating? You don't know this goddamn person. You trick yourself into thinking they're 'one of a kind' because you take what you know about them, then gloss over the yawning blanks of what you don't know with assumptions that it's all awesome. I'm just saiyan you need to meet someone and spend a decent amount of irl time with them before jumping off the fuckin deep end, because that's where you really get to know someone. Otherwise you're just deluding yourself. Sure, if you don't meet them in real life they can't disappoint you and you can just keep on in your world of texts and chats, but that's just a pathetic line of thought. The worst part is the denial you've all encased yourselves in, not just the poor sap I'm quoting.
HERES SOME NEWS FOR YOU: the only people on /b/ are social retards who want to fit in somewhere. some of these retards are intellectually inclined and some of them are total idiots that just spam with memes. NO EXCEPTIONS. Any normal human being would never even think about coming to /b/ let alone 4chan. Get over yourself you faggots and vote for moot. there will always be "cancer" and there will always be newfags. moot winning this poll will not increase the flow of newfags or cancer.
You wear your condition like a badge of pride, or flaunt it like a fresh new ice cream cone. You're broken. You weren't created correctly, you're flawed. If you were a machine, you would have never passed quality control. This is not something to be happy or proud of, or to have fun with - this is something that you must fix, either through meds, or lobotomies, and by all means, sterilization so you can't produce any more seriously flawed mental cases. More than likely your family is flawed, and passed on the imperfections, and you yourself if you ever reproduce will do that same if you do not sterilize yourself. Don't adopt, because you will just fuck up a kids life with your behavior and condition. Don't date, you'll mar an otherwise mentally stable person. Leave society, travel to some place where you can be truly alone. Don't make others suffer your condition.
Yeah, because we're the only species that really has relationships that aren't purely dependent on survival of our species because we outgrew that when we developed brains and freewill. So bringing up animals in an argument about human sexuality is really poopy AND silly. Yeah, it really is. It's just like the animal suicide thing. Some people claim that because some animals take actions that lead to their death they're suicidal.
It shows a complete lack of understanding of the difference between the animal mind and the human mind. Humans are the only creatures capable of homosexuality and suicide.
People focus too much on the physical acts without understand that the only thing that matters in the discussion is the mind.
>>657552399 if you would read only half the green you would now that healthcare aint paying for a combination of movement therapie, physio and psycho and they just give me painkillers to which i got addicted as a kiddo
>>657552412 same, so not allowed to sit together and talk a while?
>>657551845 well, it's just a different disease in English. But it exists https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lichen_simplex_chronicus#/media/File:Lichen_simplex_chronicus_2.jpg that's the English "neurodermitis" Th German Neurodermitis is an atopic eczema or atopic dermatitis in English. (Atopisches Ekzem is the medical term for neurodermitis in Germany as well)
>>657552680 true that, was a huge help. anyhow, its not like you aren't right (with the last part about reproduction.) i shaer this thought. anyhow, stating i wear it as a badge is...eh off the place. BREAD IS KILL THANKS TO ALL
Please support this website by donating Bitcoins to 16mKtbZiwW52BLkibtCr8jUg2KVUMTxVQ5 If a post contains copyrighted or illegal content, please click on that post's [Report] button and fill out a post removal request
All trademarks and copyrights on this page are owned by their respective parties. Images uploaded are the responsibility of the Poster. Comments are owned by the Poster.
This is a 4chan archive - all of the content originated from that site. This means that 4Archive shows an archive of their content. If you need information for a Poster - contact them.