Feels thread plox.
>be at work shooting the shit with buddy
>asks me when the last time I've been laid is
>tfw 3 years
>asks me if I'm homofag
>I am straight
>chill with neighbor after work
>neighbor tells me I drink so much because I don't get pussy
>have bad depression and anxiety
>not fat but have high blood pressure and eryctile dysfunction
>can't tell anybody why I don't talk to women because who the fuck has these problems when they are 24
>fast forward a few months
>been sober for 2 months
>still have depression and ED
>Tfw I am different from everyone else
>tfw I don't really have anything that feels good or anything to look forward too except probably dying young.
Bumping with random shit
sorry if it's a lil bit random, I've have it all in one folder
just saw I also have some motivational stuff there; yay/nay?
How are the anons doing today? Anything on the mind?
I heard joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Life seems harsh, and cruel. Says he feels all alone in threatening world. Doctor says: "Treatment is simple. The great clown - Pagliacci - is in town. Go see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. "But doctor..." he says "I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains
gets me everytime
When girls think they are special snowflake, they take the stance that they are awesome and a princess.
When guys think they are a special snowflake, it's always dark and depressing.
I doubt you have ED, I had trouble getting it up with my girl friend because I hadn't had sex enough, just relax and it will happen then it will become normal.
Go work out, do something that makes you happy, and stop jerking off, you're killing yourself dumbass
It's no ones fault but your own
This. And be shure to take enough to kill that ego good. It's not optimal if you manage to resist it. The shrooms will show you sides of yourself that you may not want to see. But you need to confront that shit.
>be at work shooting the shit with buddy
wait, you have friends? Something I don't have!
>who the fuck has these problems when they are 24
27 here and never had a gf
>still have depression
Same here, and it doesn't just go away on its own.
>Tfw I am different from everyone else
Different, but in a better situation then I am. Spare a thought for those of us worse off than yourself OP.
not OP but refer to here
When you do something that makes you happy, you will find someone to share that with. Wouldn't you like to meet someone while doing the thing that makes you happy instead of some dank bar?
It's been about 5 years now, I thought I was over her. I didn't think about her for months. Why does it start again now? I thought the ride was over..
My aunt just died of an overdose, she was a really cool chick, she was the one to give me my first taste of beer when i was 7. She got kicked out of her school for bringing brass knuckles to beat the shit of some girl. She was a badass, im gonna miss her. Its funny i havent cried about it until now.
egotistical guys are like the hot chicks who know they're hot.
special snowflake girls are the ones who grew up attractive but got picked on and have a cinderella complex
special snowflake guys are the ones who for what ever reason get a sense of self loathing that is difficult to shake
Man that's really sad, sounds like a really cool aunt. My condolences are with ya
That's one of the problems with alcoholism. It completely consumes your life. I'm learning to enjoy things wit hour being drunk, but it's difficult. alcohol has always been my social lubricant in the past.
I developed the self loathing thing when I felt up a girl in her sleep when I was 16. That made it hard to talk to women too. For a couple years afterwards it would make me feel sick to my stomach. Does that make me a special snowflake?
those new picture captchas are really hard sometimes
my gf used to live with an alcoholic who liked her, before we started dating. she said she would've dated him if it wasn't for the alcohol.
That shit ruins lives and you know that, so stop. Good on you for your progress, now just turn your brain off, every guy can do it. stop thinking so hard and enjoy shit while you're here.
why don't you go confess it to her, she probably won't even care now and you'll feel a ton better.
If you can't tell her because she's dead or gone or something, confess to you mother. That's basically the same honestly
atone and move on, you'll wonder why you hung onto it for so long
Thanks Anon, love you too.
we fucked up, didn't we?
I told my parents the day after I did it and they turned me in to the police. The police told her about it. She hated my entire family and our two families relationships were destroyed. I'm going to talk to my sponsor when I get to my 9th step and see if it would be a good idea to talk to her or not.
This is so true. I convince myself everyday that being alone is fine, it suits me better. But I know that deep inside I want to meet someone who will care about me. I'm 25 kissless virgin. And I don't know how long do I want to continue this shit.
My girlfriend says she wants to take a "break". She is literally my dream girl but she wants to enjoy being single. She has even said she wants to marry me one day but if she can't commit then i don't want to, but i love her too much.
what hobbies do you like to engage in, or would like to engage in?
if you want a girlfriend do those things
if you just want to bust that first nut, go out to a bar, girls are easy right now. You don;t have to bullshit for your whole life, just bullshit for a few hours
Did you guys even reached out for professional help?
I know I need it for years now, but I just didn't.
From all the greentexts I've read here, this is one that makes me sad everytime.
man... 2009 is already 6 years behind.. time goes fast, doesn't it?
I think ill stay until she actually wants to take a break (cause its not just yet) and if she leaves ill probably be alone forever. She is amazing compared to me, at this point when i look at other girls i don't find any of them attractive. I don't know what she sees in me im overweight and not very goodlooking. Without her ill probably just be that guy that goes to work and comes home every day to browse the internet or play vidya
oh you motherfucker...
Wasn't ready for the plot twist, damn.
But I don't think it's wise to just tell someone you love them out of the blue. Still a beautiful story though.
Told the first girl I was in love with about my feelings after a good 1.2 years or so, was a horrible experience.
The girl I'm still in love with now is my ex and she has a new bf, don't think saying I love her would do much good.
Van Damme did scenes for Predator in a hilarious red bug suit, which was so they could blue-screen in the jungle and create the invisibility effect. However, they eventually redesigned the predator, particularly the head, for the final scenes. I think i'd be a good mod, as I'm a psychologist. b-but i'd rather watch the stream than the chat. I was introduced in the comics of the fantastic four also not just the movie...I did eventually get my own series of comics... Online is actually not too bad on PC too.
> not being able to get it up immediately with horny gf
> doesnt have ED
>tfw you cuddled with someone after 10 years of isolation
>tfw it's not going to happen again
>tfw you can no longer go back to your kawaii anime girls
That's it. I don't think I'll stay in this world for much longer. 30 years were a long time, I've been miserable since I was 12 and I don't think I want to spend another fucking second looking at a computer monitor because apparently that's all life has in store for me. A fucking monitor.
>fresh out of high school soon
>just turned 18, ready for the world
can you guys tell me some things that should make me steer in the right path in life?
what are massive mistakes that you've made that caused depression, anxiety, ect.
>you have the power to make someone younger than you happy
I like the greentexts from 2009, they all have that kind of original(?) feel to them
gonna give you three things on your way:
1) You're not special
2) Everyone makes mistakes
3) Some things just aren't meant to be
Good luck /b/ro
You can ignore this post if you want, I just need to vent.
God damn, I fucking hate my life.
Every year since 15, I get these episodes of depression that last several months.
The worst thing is that the depression gets worse and lasts longer every year.
I'm currently 18, and this is by far the worst one yet.
I'm going to get fail college and finding a job is going to a pain in the ass because I have social anxiety
I've literally started cutting myself, and I'm fucking disgusted with myself because I never thought I'd go so low.
I keep saying I'll never do it again, but then I go right back and cut myself again, I don't even know why I do it!
Right now I feel awful, I'm not sad, but I'm not certainly not happy. The depressed thoughts are still with me, but I don't really feel anything.
I'd rather feel sad and depressed than have this persistent feeling of being emotionally dead.