i hugged him for two days, until the time comes. i saw him died. i knew he wanted to die with me by his side because whenever i wanted to walk out from the room, he meows slowly. right before he died his light green eyes suddenly turned brown/black..
I've never felt so much pain and I keep seeing him..seeing him.
I just buried him, he was only 11 months old but he was the sweetest cat like no other, he purred all the time and was so happy, he never scratched or got angry and was like a part of my life who and making me happy and helping me by just being there, but now I feel like there's a hole in my life and I cannot achieve anything...
In hindsight it sounds so stupid because it was a cat, but inside, he was like my best friend, and I know it sounds stupid but it's true :(
I already have a hard time.. I suffer from depression and a disorder. I feel so empty. I'm so tired of crying. I feel so bad for not doing anything.
>>598817217 Had my budgie which i had for years die. would always chill out with me and try to bit my pen when i was doing homework (back in ye'oldy highschool days). came home from school on day to find him dead in his cage.
Also depression. Wasn't noted however until after the death of my grandfather which was what broke the camels back.
>>598817217 It's sad that's true. But if he died in your arms that was a good way to go. Not many have that chance. Never forget him, always have place in your heart for him but do not despair. That's the circle of life. Remember all happy moments with him and let it stay that way. The only solution for your pain is time and a bit of strong will. Godpeed anon.
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