>tfw gf but can't see her
I don't really have anything like this on my phone, so I'll just use pic related
I lost my gf of 2,5 years. Rescued her from crazy parents, gave her new home and job. Long story short, I dropped her because she was making fun of me in front of everybody. And she cheated me few times.
You should go to uni if you're not already, and make sure you find the quietest girl you can. The quiet ones are always the best.
Also if you're both really socially awkward she'll probably think its cute when you try to ask her out
Che neckbeard who wrote this story must be an anime faggot "the hero appears and taking every hit of the bad guy he makes him cower in fear, then the girl realizes she loved him all along" ahahah such faggtry for whiny fat dreamers
That was so fucking gay.
I might as well have just swallowed some god damn cum and shoved a didlo up my ass.
Thats the equivalent of reading your story.
Some bitch forgets you and ignores you? BOOHOO I STILL LOVE YOU LOVE ME PLZZZZ!!!
Or just go after the thousands and millions of other women in your city in the city nearby. or in another country.
What makes me what I am? I am not an individual, I am not unique. I am not worthy of the title monster, much less my name. I write in the hope that someday someone will read this and tell me that they care about me and that I care about them. I do it in order to think ahead, to analyse myself and to find out why I can't be loved and what I do wrong. I sit alone and think about fantasies of women, of happiness, of power without ever providing action. I glare at the women I want and walk next to them just in the hope that they speak, that they smile, that they want me too. I fear they will make a joke of me. They will use their will over me to ridicule me, to make a joke of me. For this reason I do not dare ask them out, and this reason saddens me every night sitting in bed, thinking. The women to me start as idols, gods. I see them as beautiful and imagine them as perfect. Over time though they sour to me almost always. It is those that I don't know that I am usually most attracted to. Thus comes pornography and the massive turnoff I find when I hear the ignorance of the woman. Above these though are those that I know, those that I socialize with when questioned but never dare to initiate conversation with. These women I find impossible to fantasize about, as it defiles the sacred purity of which I see them in. They are that which I vainly wish to one day attain and the only thing I think when I see them is "I love her so much, but I can't speak of it because all she will do is hurt me."
That's gay. And also not true.
I'd rather have my heart broken then be put in a locked cage by some lunatic who plans to harvest my organs and sell them on black market. Actually, I'd take an open cage any day over a locked one.
Trigger warning, please don't hurt me
Neither, actually. I'm just a clingy fuck and can't stay away from her for more than 5 hours without getting sad. I guess it is semi-long-distance, though, we don't live together.
I'm having one of those days where I just want to seclude myself from everyone, and stop doing everything. Maybe it's 'senioritis' associated with almost finishing Uni, but fear and worry are the emotions of the day.
21 here. And happy early birthday to you
Well you gave it a go, as good as if you got them.
Just wanted a bit of attention on my birthday, I guess.
for what its worth, happy birthday anon :O)
....man wtf..why this of all things?
Worth very much, I'll treasure it
Sorry I sort of hijacked your thread, didn't really think my birthday was worth a thread and feels thread seemed to fit
I'll contribute to your thread with faggy material
I know it probably means little to nothing but happy birthday man try and go out and treat yourself today I would totally do something with you today if I could but for what it's worth I'll smoke a pipe in your name tonight anon
Go to a pub and get shitfaced, tell the bartender that some people on the internet said it was on them.
Happy Vaginal exit day, If C-section then happy removal day tumor baby. Remeber anon, You always have a place here.
>Literally my level of confidence.
Apparently I have a lot of girls that are into me (not mutual) but I've only just recently gotten to know this after one of my girl friends told me.
I still don't get it, I am as average as one can get no great build either.
Have a dank meme anon.
Oh, and these dubs.
But you can stop now, I've had enough attention for today. My day already got better
>I still don't get it, I am as average as one can get no great build either.
So what, you've probably fancied girls who aren't 10/10 before
Sometimes you just see something in someone.
Happy birthday anon.
I sure wish I could be your age again, I'd know just what to do.
Now that I think about it it's kind of a shame that I've spent so much time thinking of how I would fix past mistakes that the ones I'm making now don't even register anymore.
Yeah, thanks for not posting banana
Great advice. I think about past too much, I'll make sure I pay more time to the present from now on
My grandfather called me, if that counts.
Pic related is danker
Everyone's fancied a <10/10 at one time. 10s are usually bitches.
That one is pretty dank.
Yeah, and just saying, not like you need to be a 10/10 for girls to like you.
Everyone likes someone. Pic related
...except for me (who you were replying to)
I've never been with a 10, I literally learned from /b/...
Holy fuck. That image reminds me of this song: " Watching birds on hard drugs "
Drunk driver plowed into her car, and made it wrap around a telephone pole killing her instantly iirc. Very sad, worth the read, people were cutting onions around me near the end, at least that's what I think was making me cry.
i have bday in 2 days too. Happy Birtday dude
I've got the story saved on my pc. This is how the OP wrote it down.
>like what happens to a car travelling at 60mph
>when it gets rearended by another car
>and stops when it wraps around a telephone pole
>there was nothing anyone would want to look at
>no open casket
>just a box
Feels bad man.
that's basically me in highschool. i was depressed as fuck man, it was shit. pic related; me being a little emo faggot
If you've seen this episode, you know what I mean
>in C++ before class starts
>see another anon browsing this thread
Why did this make me cry...
>really, I can taste my tears as they drip down across my cheeks
>be me 19 (redid year 7 as I went to a new school)
>tfw finished year 12 last year (Ausfag)
>tfw mates never want to hang out anymore
>tfw they make plans without you and when you ask about it they "thought you had stuff on"
>tfw you try to make plans everyone is "busy"
>tfw you see their "busy" is actually hanging together via snapchat/instagram.
Thanks guys... It's just made me realize that we were only mates because we went to school 5 times a week together. Going to be great seeing them at a party in 2 weeks.
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you're the faggot that's weird but is only just coming to realize it. your friends are the nice group that doesn't have it in them to tell you you're lame and gay and they don't want to actively spend time with you. good luck man
It made me cry too. That's why I've got it saved.
Trust me man, I know I'm a bit of a fuckwit at times, but I'm not the retarded one, they hang out with him still. We go out and he's worn his t-shirt inside out multiple times, he wears a fucking headlamp when it's dark etc.. They just don't have the time for me anymore, I'm starting to come to terms with it and don't really care that much, but it'd be great to have some mates to do something with once in a while.
So did I save it Fella', so did I..
And thank You kindly for uploading.
that feel when the retarded friend is more popular than you
Happy birthday fella, may Your days fill with happiness, love and fulfillment. So the kind warm sparks can gather in Your heart, to then share it with dear ones. Souls that You've meet or are to meet.
mine was last week. I was depressed as fuck. my life is a shit, nothing new for any of you, but accentuated by the fact that my birthday was near and nobody gave a fuck. The night before I tried to burn all my money with alcohol and whores, but the three persons I can call "friends" told me they were busy. Nobody mentioned my birthday. I was so sad that I didn't do anything, I just cried in my bed for all the night.
Turn out it was a surprise party, with all my family and those same friends, who didn't want me to go out and end with a hangover. That night I cried again thinking how stupid and selfish I am. One more thing to be depressed for.
No worries, I'm only about halfway though my folder. I've got a lot to feel about.
>Birthday was Wednesday
>Tell roommates I know it's my birthday and they can't surprise me so they shouldn't buy a cake for me. They only buy it because they like eating cake...
>Spend the whole day, almost all friends forget it's my birthday,
>First three people to wish me happy birthday are my exes...
>Come home, see cake with my name on it on table,
>One roommate catches me on the way to my room, says, "Oh guys, you should have hidden it..."
>Get to room, watch some shitty movie,
>Come out and cut cake so the faggots can eat it,
>Bad cake anyway
Continuation of this
>tfw I hang out with my dads mates more then my 'real' mates now
>tfw I've known these 40-50 year old guys pretty much my entire life
>tfw these guys treat me like one of their own and actually show interest in my life
>Thanks dad, and thanks guys.
First smile I've had this week. Thanks mate
>tfw meet a girl, she's into me which is a first in a long time
>we hang out, bring her on a wild goose chase to find somewhere to sit in our campus
>talk, hasn't messaged me since the event.
I fucked it all up.
>let me be worthy of this
Worthy of their care
Then take me disappearin' through the smoke rings of my mind
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves
Let me forget about today until tomorrow.
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.
I don't know the song, or if you just made it up, but for whatever reason I'm feeling the feel
I don't care that much, I just felt lonely and wanted a bit of attention. Seeing feels thread made me feel lonelier.
You get like that on your birthdays, nothing wrong with feeling bad because you didn't receive attention you think you deserve. Not selfish, we're all just human and we get a bit mental around birthday time, at least while we're younger.
To be honest, it would be hypocritical of me to expect people I know in real life to remember my birthday since I don't remember theirs.
I got all these feelings, exactly all of them.
>The girl i'm in love with
>Fucking feels bad
Heh, Im really glad to know. I wish so Your days brighten with each. So Your journey fills with what's most dear and precious for You. And so You can enjoy every single blissful second that life gives You to smile, giggle or shred a tear of joy. Filling Your heart with this comfroting calm warmth.
I really do wish the most precious and dear for all of You, whatever You heart and mind desires. And please, I ask of you. Gather as much this lovely warmth as there is, so You can share these sparks. And at last I kindly ask of You to keep something in mind. You all are one and only in Your kind. And Your kind is beautifull and mighty, kind, nice, careing and more. For some of You charms there are no words which are able to discribe or express them. So please, have a nice day/evening/night. And may each day shine brighter upon You kind hearts. Your worries ease, and troubles vanish in dim light.
>have roommates that remember your birthday and want to celebrate with you (oh no, they want to do the most traditional thing that everybody likes, getting a cake!)
>have more than three people wish you a happy birthday
anon I don't think you belong here
>implying everyone wants a slut from a party
>implying everyone likes the same food
>implying everyone has immediate knowledge of how to be social
>implying this isn't a feels thread
string poster = aFuckingDumbass
No need to thank me, thank Yourself, please.
And don't worry, there's no need to say anything more unless You want to, heh.
I didn't need these feels. Stop my aching heart.
>be years ago in high school
>come from a wealthy family
>driver drops me off at school
>usually keep to myself because of fear that people will find out about family money
>didn't have friends
fast forward to first class
>girl approaches me during class
>she's never talked to me before
>real, snobby type bitch
>starts prattling on about nothing
>says she also saw me getting dropped off by my personal driver
>asks if I have lots of cash
>"well my parents do, but..."
>she then squeals "ohmahgod you guys anon is rich"
>entire fucking class on me, asking for favors
>from then on people bugged me for money
>become real paranoid about people approaching me for the rest of my school life
>be me now
>still alone because people only want to hang out with me for my money
but the kicker is I want to spend money with/on friends, I just don't want it to be the only reason they want to hang out or be with me
I should just spend money on people even if they don't like me
Thank You kindly so very much for posting this.
Really speaks to and thorugh One's heart and soul.
>and so Im do am crying again
>am I masochistic or what haha