Can we get a baw thread on the go /b/?
I know we don't all feel down in the dumps all the time but I figure I'd try to allow some of my /b/rothers to let it all out.
I'm at a time in my life that has me feeling very lost and alone. Join me in dumping, and open up about what's hitting you at the moment.
To be frankly honest, i'm being the victim of psychological warfare and some ppl are trying to make me go to a nuthouse, or make me do something that might get me into serious troubles
Even my own family is balls deep in this shit, i'm the target of a bunch of psycho/sociopathic fucks and i've been switching jobs and moving alot and its been following me
I just can't stand being stuck in this shit of a situation, its been fucking up my life so bad i dont know what to do anymore
stay mad, faggot
for the people who actually read it
I hope you enjoyed.
leave. go. run away. people like that are the ones you should stay away from. people who are up to no good and people who will only cause trouble for you. with that being said, find it within yourself, to leave. and if you decide to stay, ask yourself what is it that you really want. its hard to tell whether someone is being real or speaking out of their ass on the internet.
and when you ask what to do, im going to say go. youre gonna as why, and im gonna tell you, go. so go. leave. run away.
go be happy, be free.
My dad used to be amazing. Just a really fucking wonderful man. He would always help me in any possible way. Got me out of a lot of jams. He would save up all of his sick and vacation time for my trips to see him so that he could take weeks at a time off work and do fun stuff with me.
Then he became a deadbeat drunk, quit his job, let a bunch of crackheads move into his place to pay his bills. Won't leave his house except to buy more booze.
I used to call him about once or twice a week. Then it became clear that I wasn't happening to catch him when he was drunk, he just wasn't ever sober anymore. I took a trip to visit him to talk to him about his alcoholism, what it was doing to him and to his kids and his family. He sobered up for about a month and then fell right back in the bottle.
Any time I would call him, he would barely be conscious from the drunkenness. So I stopped calling and would just send him a 'hey, I love you' text now and then. Called him three times in the last year.
The most recent time I called him, I broke down and told him that I love him and think about calling him all the time, I just can't handle what's happened to him. He cried, I cried, he promised me that he's been working on it.
He called me in a drunken stupor that same night. I haven't called him back and it's been two months.
Every day I wonder if he's dead--either from drunk driving, or suicide, or a drug binge (who knows what he's up to) or organ failure or something. I don't WANT him dead, obviously. But the dad I really really love died a long time ago.
I'm really not talking outta my ass man this is some serious shit
Where i'm at right now i just can barely make it, i'd fucking leave everything to start all over somewhere but for the moment i lack resources and money
Shit fucking sucks cause i'm refraining from literally killing some ppl
You have no idea how this shit has fucked my life, why would i be posting this shit otherwise? I just cant speak of that to nobody because i'm being stalked and no this aint no fucking schizoid paranoid shit
Was with my ex for 8 years. Then got cheated on / dumped. Gave me a better outlook on things and started seeing someone amazing a few months after. 3 years later we are engaged and super happy. Things change so fast what seemed like would be the worst point in your is barely remembered as good memories fade it out
God damn... Just as I got finished reading this my mom texted me and asked if I wanted to come over and have a slice of pizza.
I am going to go eat that pizza.
I went through a break up in march but it was only 3 years.
Now i'm in love with someone who has a boyfriend, and who i can't tell (well, don't want to) because of this.
someone always has it harder than you, remember that. so you are going to stay, leaving isnt what you really want. thats what i just read. just go, and dont look back. sleep on a bench, outside, homeless shelter, go survive in the wild for a year. join the military.
Run anon, run like the wind !
Yeah been there it's no fun. Best thing you can do is honestly see if it could ever go anywhere and if not do your best to move on, otherwise you're just fucking with yourself
I guess that's the problem, is she was into me two years ago when i had that girlfriend. And now I'm so into her (and no, not the type of guy to do this with every girl. I honestly never thought I would feel like this about anyone), but she has a boyfriend.
It's some shit straight out of a romcom
One again, I'm finally being slowly pushed away by my friends. I can't say I'm really surprised, I'm never really part of a social group for long. I just thought it was going to be different this time.
I really got on well with these people, I even live with two of them, and almost had a thing with one of them.
She rejected, but that was cool, we were still close friends after it. I still like her, and the fact that she's pulling away from me is what's getting to me the most.
Whatever, I guess I'll get used to being alone again. Eventually.
Sorry for the unnecessarily long post, just wanted to vent for a bit.
im just saying, know yourself, and act accordingly. but remember, you are in total control of your life. if you feel like you arent, you can at least control your mentality in the way you react to things.
anyways faggot, good luck.
Loneliness is a tough sone of a bitch to come to terms with. I moved away from home and have no friends where I am now, I know the nights get tough some times anon but it'll get better for both of us.
dude, this isnt how you get people to flock to you. youre too desperate, for everything. relax. take a breaker and fucking be yourself. be selfish. DO YOU. and im being serious.
it all starts from within, bro. you cant achieve happiness from outside, only from within yourself. you create your own misery and happiness.
Not really, no. Things were great up until midway through last month, and the girl I mentioned went to her parent's house for a few days. We spoke every day she was gone (as we usually do when she goes home), but when she came back, she just seemed off with me. It's just been getting worse and worse wither her since. I asked her about it, but she said everything was fine. I didn't bother pushing.
As for everyone else, same thing really. It just kinda happened. I'm still pretty good friends with the guy flatmate, when we're on our own. But in a group situation, they all pretty much exclude me from the conversation, and anything I do say usually goes unnoticed/ignored. I don't think they're doing it on purpose, they're not the sort of people to be intentionally malicious like that.
That's a pretty Stoic statement you made
But you don't know shit about my situation so you can say anything you want, but you'll never fully understand where im coming from
Being labeled a mythoman, schizophrenic psychopath and having everybody follow you and pass the word about you and even have your family being part of the scheme and i pass on details...
Had a relationship with a girl for about 16 months, loved her, still do. Left me a week ago today, moved 9 hours away to her hometown. We've talked here and there through text, and she claims she still has feelings for me, she just misses her family. I don't know what to do guys.
well, you know what i would say to that? fuck it.
fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. fuck it, and let it go. fuck it, and go. move on. move those feet. jog. run. get out of there.
i dont have to know whats going on, but what i do know is what youre saying, so im responding accordingly with advice you may or may not take.
i dont care about you, i dont even know you. but im giving you hard advice in good faith. and its up to you whether or not you do something with it, about it.
becareful, play the game but watch out. girls do this. its nice having a guy love them. think about yourself too anon. of course you cant stop love, cause love is love, but im just saying, read the red flags. i hope all goes well for you.
nigga where you think you at?
this is pretty fucking horrible
not trying to be an asshole since he cant do anything to help him, but i think his dad is putting an awful lot of pressure on his son...
reminds of not getting kids early on in my life. i'd rather have my own emotional selfconscious sorted out pretty well so that i'll be someone to look up to once they grow up.
must be awful being a kid of someone that just wants you to grow to their expectations...
I love being in empty places that should be overcrowded. I feel so good when I'm there, with nobody else. City at night, for example.
Does this happens to you, /b/?
sometimes i feel like a dick thinking back
all the thing i did wrong to you, all the times i screamed at you, got right in your face, and wanted to strangle you
you were always there for me,
even if you decided to destroy the living room like a dozen times
i miss you buddy
Fuck yes! I love this, it's so comfy. The relative silence combined with no one around really relaxes and comforts me somehow. Like I can be completely absorbed by my own thoughts. Whether their good or bad doesn't matter, they're mine, and I can hear them for once.
Change, changing is a motherfucker, the fuckin brain hates the whole concept of change. Relationship ended, moved alone, felt everything telling me to go back to her but in the end was just my brain telling me to go back my old life.
its not about letting something out,
its about letting something in OP.
its hard to not feel.
my dad just died 3 days ago,
he was an warrior, ways fought the life with an smile.
he used to build houses and shit, he even build his own house.
i got to the funeral last night, and i could not cry i simply could not.
i dont know why but i just smiled.
4chin a cunt.
Thank you. Keep being an absolute and perfect neon tube. I shall do the same.
Anon, I have a chronic condition that makes my joints feel and act like as if they have been bashed with baseball bat when it is acting up, it semi acts up most of time throughout the day, and it acts up fully at least twice every week for about a good half a day every time.
Anon, go outside, breath, jog a little, you will feel much more alive. I would if I'm not limping all day long.
Here's my situation, guys. Might give you the feels, might not.
I'm in highschool, and there's this girl. I've known her for almost three years, and since about two minutes after I met her, I felt like I was in love. Fucking prettiest girl I've ever known, smart as hell, funny, and genuinely good person. She even shares a lot of my interests that no other girl I've ever known has.
Every time I try to tell her about how I feel about her, something comes up. Every. Fucking. Time.
A couple months ago my friend and I were talking about girls and she came up, and I told him the story. Apparently, she used to have a huge crush on me (he knows because he dated her sister and the three of them would hang out a lot), and I was too fucking dumb to see it, because why would a girl like her ever like a guy like me?
I don't know a lot about girls, but I do know that if they liked you and now they don't, they probably aren't going to like you anymore.
You'll probably write this off as teen angst or some other teenage emotional bullshit, and I would too, but I don't think it is. I've liked girls before, even thought I loved them, but nothing ever like this. I mean fuck, every time I see her I can't think clearly. I spend hours imagining what it would be like to go out with her. I hardly even jerk off anymore because I don't like other girls and I feel wrong about doing it to the thought of her. It's never ending.
I don't know if you believe God or not. I don't even know if I believe in God. But if he is real, if he is up there, looking down and orchestrating our lives, I can tell you this: he either hates me, or is tired of my shit. For all the chances I had, all of the times the stars were lined up for me to make my move and be happy, I messed it up by not taking the chance.
The thought of being so close to being able to get her, and blowing it forever, is killing me.
Ahh its so fucked that baw threads actually make me feel less shitty about my life. I havent gotten laid in 6 years but I keep trying. I have been rejected by probably over 100 women in that time. I am always friendzoned because in a girls mind I hold no value. On the upshot though, life improved slightly when I came to the conclusion that no matter what I say or do no girl I want will ever fuck me. So now i just walk around acting like an asshole to everyone. No bitch will trick me into buying them a drink again.
Optimism is nice for a change.
I know this was mostly meant as a funny comment, but that really did make me fell good. Not because there's a slight chance something like that could happen, but because someone is actually looking on the bright side for once.
Thank you, anon.
Anon, don't give up hope and you're not a wuss for crying or feeling bad. Things do get better, if it's any consolation I might pass you on the street one day. Try to smile okay?
Don't give up hope, Anon
Anyone else ever feel since Robin's death that it is harder to go on in Life?
I mean I used to idolize that man as a Kid and he always used to be the kind of Celebrity that loved his fans and people in general.
He was always the guy that helped other people to "not give up" and "never stop trying".
Yet if even the guy that spent his life trying to show the world that there was always something better around the corner ended up killing himself.
What chance do the rest of us have.