>>592521468 well stimulants like meth or cocaine will get rid of depression for a while. But really trying to manipulate your moods with chemicals never works out. That goes for legal prescription drugs too.
Like i'm trying harder to love myself but i can't i know i'm getting closer to the weed i have gone without drugs for a week so far and plan to for another two to show i'm not addicted to my best friend. Marjunia helps and so does Xanax, but i just had a 9 Day withdrawl from Xanax. No i do not have a prescription, if i have bars i snort if footballs i just take it orally.
>>592524823 eh I feel okay with LSD and Shrooms if i know were its coming from and someone stays sober near me but what exactly is DPT? >>592525628 Just relax turn some music on and just do something you love man. >>592525661 Isn't that over the counter? I dont go to the store often so haha
>>592526215 >>592526300 In a way I think I have a bad trip, everything around me causes bad energy. The neighbor I smoke with is paranoid and thinks im a nsa hacker. Trouble at work with new employees And when I smoke I think why everyone seems so paranoid, then I get paranoid and my mind ravels through human behavior and trying to understand human psychology
>>592526300 >and someone stays sober near me I've never had a trip sitter, and I've done a ton of drugs, then again I'm not a pussy. >what exactly is DPT Psychedelic research chemical, easily available from clearnet RC vendors, do some googling.
>Isn't that over the counter? Yup, they sell it at every grocery store and pharmacy.
>>592521468 LSD. It fucks people up if they're not ready for it, to the point they do stupid shit. Maybe shrooms would be a better fit, since people commit suicide more often, effectively dropping the amount of depresso faggots.
Weed makes them complacent, or okay with the way shit's going, instead of trying to affect change or influencing their lives positively. Kind of a retarded drug.
>>592527573 Well I do start hallucinating, and dreaming while awake. To the point where I confuse memories with dreams. But when it gets to that point I just relax and let go, and have fun with my dreams/reality instead of fighting it.
>>592526758 Find new smoking buddys then bro. >>592527123 The only time i had a sitter was when i got drunk and i started crying like a bitch. Im not to fond of Research chemicals man to be honest. I know what the clearnet is. Ill look at the over the counter stuff you talked about. >>592527141 Just relax man, you have to trust your dealers stuff or you will be parodied everytime. >>592527557 Could you describe your first time with shoorms? >>592527573 This ^
Think of your depression as a bicycle that is breaking. The more and more you go on with your depression the more and more the bike wears away. Applying duct tape (drugs in this case) slows down the bike from breaking but will only last so long and will eventually stop working when the bike is far too damaged. The best thing you can do is bring this bike to the shop and get it repaired. Honestly depression is shitty, but talking to someone really does help.
>>592528024 then the next day it's like nothing ever happened. I don't have a comedown nor anything. Unless I'm living a permanent comedown, and i've assimilated as reality now and can't tell the difference. One of the wierdest things of my high is the feeling of something controlling me. I'll sometimes feel like someone has a knife on my back, then I look behind me and no one's there. Or the feeling of someone operating on my back when i'm laying down. and on and on.... It's strange man, I barely remember it, I only fully remember the whole nightmare it is when I'm high again, then I forget. And I get high again, and I forget, a never ending process.
>>592529256 I normally leave because the starts getting paranoid about me being a spy or that i'm fucking up her internet, the which im not, but she's convinced i do. She's 60yo and barely know how to use the computer.
>>592529009 To be perfectly honest no one knows what the fuck they're talking about when it comes to drugs.
I mean the dangers aren't 100% known because they're not very popular, but 4-AcO-DMT for example is called O-Acetylpsilocin and is broken down in the body to Psilocin(4-HO-DMT), which is the same drug Psilocybin(Found in shrooms) is broken down into, it could be theorized that the chemical is as safe as shrooms without the side effects from the other chemicals the mushrooms themselves.
>>592528024 My first time was pretty fun, in all honesty.
>We played Monopoly at a friend's apartment in a nearby city >Maybe 40-50min after we took them, I started seeing old tv shows in my mind >they had a blue filter. >Two of the girls started having sex, and then completely forgot what they were doing >they went to sleep >apparently they woke up screaming later >one still hasn't recovered from whatever she saw >one guy turned on the SNES to play mario and zoned out on the map >another guy saw a flying turtle and spouted nonsense >thought the turtle with wings was an angelic prophecy and tried jumping out the window >3 out of 4 stories later that fucker hit a tree >some girl and her bf saw him hit the tree and called an ambulance, he had a minor concussion >just me, my buddy, and a girl left >buddy starts vomiting in the toilet while girl helps him >she notes aloud all the different colors of the puke before vomiting in the shower and passing out >buddy proceeds to try to wake her and give her "holy" water to dispel the demons within >I wondered what the fuck was going on with everyone and why they couldn't handle a fucking mushroom, then proceeded to go for a nude run in the forest a few miles away >Bro with the holy water found me with the location finder thing on my phone >I was still nurturing/mumbling to a tree stump while passing out when he found me
Mushrooms are strange. Did them again a month later and visuals were the only thing to hit me, with a small stomach ache for the first 5min. >Shower girl's bf did them and absolutely nothing happened to him, he just continued on as he always did
I was really depressed last year OP, and still somewhat this year too, though I have a real reason. What has really helped me, smoking weed, socializing, going on walks (I smoke a pipe on them), and having a schedule (I'm getting my psych degree).
>>592521468 Pot is a good one for me, but it can become a pretty demanding habit if you let it. You can also buy generic celexa with no prescription, depending on where you live. SSRI's are decent, and I've never had any side effects.
for psychedelics you must realize that if you are prone to anxiety you can easily have a bad trip witch will make your conditions much much worse believe me,anti depresants and xanax work if you are paralyzed by depression get a friend and smoke weed with him if it doesn't cause anxiety,i will argue strongly agents psychedelics for depression since they caused me to have on top of my anxiety depression depersonalization borderline panic atacks,weed is good if you can mellow out it wont cure you but is good alternitive to xanax and antidepresants in terms alleviating symptoms of depression,but curing it takes time and you need to be patient and do a litle bit of soul serrching
>>592530470 Trust me, anon, you're going to want your money back. That shit doesn't compare to weed or salvia, not even remotely. Same with a lot of those "legal highs". You have to have a lot, let it build up in your system before you notice a large impact. Addiction is like weed, where you don't think you're addicted, but when you go without you get cranky as fuck.
>>592530842 Definitely recommend you have someone to watch over you who won't fuck with you, or someone to try it with. If alone, or someone's fucking with you, you tend to curl up inside yourself and criticize everything, or get too paranoid to enjoy the high.
LSD is also fun, but you'll quickly realize you're in your own world and nobody else (extremely rare to connect) will share the same experience(s) as you. Your best bet on LSD is doing something productive, like art, music, solving a problem you haven't figured out sober, or writing things out. It gets interesting.
>>592531846 yea i agree,i just think that psyhodelics shuld have a disclamer,if you get a bad trip it can make a minor depresion into a huge one and create horible anxaity isuse on top of it,depersonalization ad deralization aint fun and i wouldn't recommend it,its all weel and done but there is a huge risk related to it and in my opinion shuld be a last resort not firsth
The sheer fact that nothing matters and taking the positive approach to it. Life is fucking dumb ass retarded with no clear point. But don't let that get you down. Think of little things. Enjoy the fact you can read all the fucked up shit on this dumb site. Or walk outside and look at some trees or something. Punch yourself in the face. Pain is fascinating. Go fuck a fat chick and drink a beer. Eat whatever ever you want and embrace being fat. Watch your body grow. Take pictures every day of your gross body producing more organic tissue. Or drink nothing but whiskey and watch your body whither and experience your mind deteriorating. Enjoy the drug that is derealization and depersonalization. Life is a fucking dream or a fucking nightmare you decide... just fucking live knowing that nothing matters and that the really only true philosophy is Solipsism or the understanding that the only thing you know for sure exists is yourself.... or maybe not maybe you're just a faggot in a huge faggots dream of a dream.
To all you guys saying to do psychadelics, I just watched my friend have a total shroom meltdown recently, off a trivial dose, because he was a depressed asshole and didnt tell anyone.
He totally ruined everyones fun by forcing everyone to babysit him from killling himself with knives/lighters then flew into an uncontrollable rage (like we could not restrain him) yelling incoherently and trying to wreck my room while putting his dick in inanimate objects.
Now mushrooms have been ruined for me forever because my faggot friend though mushrooms would help his depression.
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