>>590687286 Chocolate. I literally can't go more than a couple of days without chocolate, or I start feeling sick and I can't think about anything else. I eat so much it's unreal, and I have no idea how I'm in pretty decent shape (not amazing, but not too bad). I've eaten an entire chocolate log every day since christmas because they were selling insanely cheaply at the local shop to clear stock. Nobody knows about my addiction.
>>590687286 Swords, but why do people automatically associate swords with autism? I have a vast sword collection, mostly Asian and Old Norse blades which seem to be the main issues, and I don't understand how this makes me autistic. I'm a virgin, yes, but swords actually make me MORE likely to get laid. I have had countless conversations with cute, cute girls in my classes about the weapons I own. I have been able to speak to women for the first time because they want to know about my Viking Sword, or my latest Bamboo handled Katana. I dream of meeting a girl called anya so I can say ''I own a Katana but I want a cute Anya'', that is when I will lose my virginity. But I'm not autistic. I buy these swords to use as often as I can. I have many friends.
Pork. It has tricked my brain into salivating any time i see a nice long sausage link. That or sizzling bacon. God it gets so bad sometimes i have to call my wife after work and tell her i cant come home i gotta get bacon. She has no idea of how deep im into this. Fuck nothing beats eating a nice long pork sausage link.
>>590690931 Alcoholic here. No real reason. Just never stopped getting fucked up after high school. Very hard to sleep without it now. 2 days ago I was up till 530 am because I couldn't get drunk off what I had left and weed didn't even help. Only had a withdrawal once, would have been scary as fuck if I wasn't used to waking up hallucinating since I get sleep paralysis sometimes. Can't imagine what that would have been like if I had ptsd and wasn't used to it. The fucking sweat was the worst part to me, but I won't quit probably ever
>>590690853 I had it too. When i was obese i really wanted to lose weight. So, i think, i obligated my brain to become addicted o the gym. I remember that when my membeship finished and i couldn't afford a new one, and i stopped doing exercises, I would get really anxious and after 3 days i developed stress induced herpes. I started doing street workout and it was gone I think i don't have it anymore, now i'm going to the gym again and it's all cool
>>590692190 Some people can function like normal human beings and others can't. My parents have always done drugs, even still do. My dad has his own company, kept the same roof over my head, fed me gave me extra money when I needed it and is a raging alcoholic, pot head and does hard drugs with his friends. My mom on the other hand has always fucked her self from being a meth addict. She does good for awhile but can't handle being sober after awhile. I don't blame her, her life is fcked up.
>>590687286 Nicotine, really badly. Love to chew tobacco but know it's going to rot my mouth out with cancer some day. Chew about one week in four except when I'm having a bad month. Hurts so badly to stop again.
Sucking my thumb and I turn 21 next week. Most would say it's a habit, the general satisfaction I get from it, reminds me of an addiction. My boyfriend hates it, but his cruelty towards it makes me just do it more.
>>590693832 I've heard that it's really common in my country, but as something called "ayahuasca". I want to try it, but I think some of the guys that "administrate" it tend to rob and rape people that are hallucinating.
>>590693329 Was the same for me until i somewhat forced myself into stop caring. Then i got a gf but the problem is i dont give a shit, im not even interested in sex i just want to earn money to buy better drugs. Sounds edgey but meh
>>590695176 Sounds like me cracking my joints (my joints crack A LOT, my wrist makes constant sounds) Just tell people to tell you when you're doing it so that you become aware and stop doing it if you want to stop it. maybe for your sake, maybe for the sake of others
Or find something else to replace it. Like knitting. A friend of mine had bad OCD and started knitting. Knitting replaced it, and eventually my friend could stop knitting and it never came back.
Drawing random-ass shit is a good way too apparently.
tl;dr get something mindless shit you can multitask to fill in the void
>>590695575 >im not even interested in sex i just want to earn money to buy better drugs Are you me? I want to save a ton of money, go to a lot of raves around the world and do molly (every 3 months or so, not going to fuck up my brain) and smoke a ton of weed, do LSD, shrooms, DMT and experience a lot of shit like ayahuasca too, I don't care about pussy anymore, I mean yes but not just that.
>>590697148 >i guess my i did a little bit too much Explain, I'm trying really hard on not doing it more often, I want to keep the magic alive, I've done it only a few times but every time I wait 3months between each roll.
>>590697497 >Im rarely angry How do you deal with people bullshit? I get so angry easily, I really want to be a calm person but when my gf does dumb shit or tells me white lies I lose my shit, same thing when my mom starts talking crap.
>>590697478 Then I'll be angry at that cancerous lobe. I'll hate it until it dies
>>590697497 I'm very rarely visibly angry. I very rarely show any emotion. But I'm hateful at something, always. It probably stems from my past but yeah.
I don't know whether removing the original source of anger would make me not angry, or make me even angrier at everything else.
Also, even though angry, as said I don't show it. If someone SEES I am angry they're fucking scared. I get to the point of pure hate so rarely, but when it does happen, people get scared. I look calm most of the time. Calm, but serious.
its actually scary to be like this, I can't control it. I fear one day I'll just go batshit insane and beat everyone's heads in. this causes me to be angry at myself, for the future is not to be feared
>>590697655 Just my personality i guess. I mean, i do get angry... just not often. Im really good at just not worrying about petty shit. Wish i could give some "real advice" but its just how im wired i think
Been on meth for about 2 years, while mdma every other day the same period, weed daily, heroin on and off, got bored of it and moved to another country to kinda leave the life behind. Yeah.. Like that would work, started drinking daily for about a year then stopped. After that, for about a year and a half was only heroin and weed.. Got to a gram a day, then one day got bored of it too, and moved to a far away village. Not a soul for miles. Been here 2 weeks now.. Had my first drink 3 days ago, been drinking since then. Meh, life's good )
Different anon here but also someone who never gets angry.
Lower your expectations, especially with your mother, she's not perfect, she has issues just like everybody else, maybe she's lonely, maybe she's just dumb, but whatever the case if you expect her to be perfect you'll get frustrated. As for your girlfriend that's more tricky, if they're minor lies and she's not being deceptive about anything serious then that's probably healthy and you could learn to trust her to decide when it's ok to lie, but if it's anything more serious than that then maybe you're not right for each other, or at least she might need to grow up a bit.
>>590699159 Thanks a lot for taking the time to reply man, I really need to lower my expectations just as you say, you don't even know me or know my story but the words you say perfectly fit with my life, thanks a lot anon really, awesome advice, my mom indeed is lonely, my father died a few years ago and she's older, she doesn't work now (retired) and she spends all day at home by herself, me and my brother have our own lives, we work, I study and go to college, sometimes she's overprotective and a bit annoying and I instantly get mad, I even thought I had BPD or Bipolar disorder because I really get angry so easily with anything, probably there's some self esteem issues between and stuff, I've had it rough during my puberty but anyways, thanks a lot.
Oh and yeah, my gf is pretty immature, she constantly lies and most of them are "small lies" but what about the BIG LIES I haven't found out? I get too crazy and anxious just by thinking about it, I don't trust her one little bit after I caught a big lie on her, I'm only with her because I don't think anyone wants to be with me right now and I don't really like being lonely, I've always had a gf since I was 15 (jumped from one relationship to another as soon as one finished), thanks for reading.
>>590699905 Being with someone you don't trust will ruin your life. The fact that you thanked the other guy really show that you evaluate little things. Which is awesome, that means that you appreciate life as it is. Find someone like you, maybe a writter or any kind of artist
>>590699905 I definitely agree with the other anon about your mom. It took a while, but at age 23 I was tripping on shrooms and it hit me, my parents have done a fucking lot for me. Yeah they're not perfect, but who was I to give them shit when I was living in their house and they gave me everything they could? It made me sad realizing that one day they won't be there and I never told them how much they meant to me or that I love them. So I changed. Some parents are shitty, they don't care about their kids. Mine weren't.
As for your girlfriend it's really hit or miss. I've lied to my girlfriend of 2 years about little things because she's so obsessive over me. But, we've worked through it; however, she still has doubts about my behavior sometimes. I'll give you a word of advice:
If you really, really want a relationship to work you have to deal with years of fights and struggles. No one that has been married for 20+ years will tell you it was all gravy. They worked for that shit because they wanted to be together. It's harder when you're young because you're more susceptible to fucking it up over careless mistakes, and/or one person decides to give up and move on. I'm fortunate enough to have a girl that never gives up on me and wants a family and genuinely cares about my well-being. If you want things to last forever between you and your girlfriend, you have to be willing to trust her (at least a little bit) and hope that she grows with you.
Don't get me wrong. If she cheats on you or something end it, but if she fucks up just let her know what she did wrong and make up. Over time you'll both build a really strong bond. Either way I hope it works out.
>>590687286 Sugar. Honestly I just got a call from my doctor less than an hour ago and wsa told my glucose was 210, so I have to go in on Thursday and talk about possible diabetes and run more tests... fuck
opiates of all variety. usually heroin. I use buprenorphine IV on my off days. Was clean almost a year and then i got injured had to take pain pills again and here i am. It sucks sometimes but i really enjoy getting high. I think my health is going down though. My lungs suck and i have recently got an infection from injecting that hurt like hell but nothing antibiotics couldnt clear up. I don't think i'll ever quit for good, i don't see the point.
>>590703746 tfw all my friends waiting for me to buy wod so i can play some arena or whatever wih them. and i cant afford buying the expansion right now.. stuck on level 90 doing nothing basicly. fuckk man.
>>590687526 Sugar is one of the most addictive products out today and is still legal. Ban HFCS and excessive sugar and instantly cure obesity AND save billions in medical care. Don't fucking believe me? Think about it.
>>590700600 Thanks a lot, nice dubs btw, I really need to start looking for new friends, I don't have many sadly.
>>590702747 Ugh man I'm 23 and I wasn't on shrooms (I wish I could find them around here easily, same with LSD) but I was rolling on molly and when it was coming up I just said to me "Wow, life is fucking beautiful, why am I all angry all the time? Why can't I enjoy things? I need to relax and let things be, I need to stress less over little things" and I was loving everything and everyone, amazing feeling to be honest, since then I've tried to calm myself a bit more but damn, sometimes it's really hard, thanks a lot for sharing your experience, my mom is a topic very very hard for me because she's so awesome in many ways, but she fucks it up badly in other ways (overprotective, paranoid, etc), I need to understand that she has been through a lot of shitty stuff in her life that may have damaged her mental health, I will try to be better and more understanding with her from now on, shes 63, she doesn't have thyroid and she takes an hormone daily that keeps her alive, she has had many surgeries and well, shes a warrior, a crazy warrior.
When I was young, I would constantly piss and shit myself in school. If I wasn't shitting, I was pissing. Not in the bathrooms, mind you; but right in my pants. I would often have to go down to the nurse's office to get new pants and clean myself up.
>Problems with shitting and pissing as a child developed into fetish as adult >Killed and tortured bugs, small animals; developed into fetish as an adult >Very frequent masturbation in public places >Molested a neighbor girl >Would masturbate with the clothing of female family members >Molested cousin >Younger brother suspects that I have some sort of antisocial personality disorder >Would use girls, get them to love me, steal things from them, molest them >Would let potheads cheat off of my tests in exchange for favors, usually involving drugs, which I would resell to others That's all I can think of for now. Straight A student though, all of the way through.
So I guess my addiction would be pink lemonade. Love the stuff. Can't get enough of it.
>cigarettes >caffeine >have come dangerously close to being addicted to coke and opiates and stopped myself before I became a fucking junkie >I'd probably snort it without any hesitation at all if you gave me an 8-ball or some pills, though >god, some coke would be nice
Actually that is only half true. Sugar is pure energy. Pure energy is bad for your body, if you don't use it.
Sugar IS addicting. But Sugar is also the number one reason humans made it so far.
Sugar was the first industrial food which could be stored for month/years.
Sugar is life. No joke. I kinda dislike sweet stuff lately, but that doesn't mean pure energy is bad.
Unused energy is bad.
Use your energy. Use your sugar. Be the sugar. Be life. Live!
Be the cute little butterfly your ancestors couldn't be. You shiny little faggot have the chance to eat all the sweet shit you want. If you eat pure sugar or not; carbs will be changed into sugar. Because Sugar is love, sugar is love, life and lovelife full of sugar love.
>>590711308 Yes, it's totally a shit-tier drug and you should stay away from it. I only ever did untouched and refined coke. Score some raw and perform an A/B extraction. Atleast wash it with anhydrous acetone. (God, some coke would be nice...) You can also make your own freebase (crack) by simply dissolving the cocaine into distilled water and adding ammonia to it while stirring.
>>590710519 I have no idea what I took the first time. I was handed a small pill, which I took. It was awesome for me, but my friends later told me it was garbage. This stuff I pilled myself from the rock at 0.05/pill. I think I took 3 during New Years, and barely felt it. Meanwhile my friends told me it was pretty good stuff. *shrug* Next use will be a rave/dance thing, I'm probably good for 0.1-0.12 on my way in the door.
>>590714308 Friendly neighborhood drug dealer? Honestly, word of mouth is always the best option. If a friend says 'yes, his stuff is good'; it's probably not bad. Even if the guy they know only seems to sell weed, buy a little, and ask if he can get MDMA. Either he sells it, or knows someone who can (assuming he isn't like.. freshmen level drug dealer). Obviously you're taking a risk of getting garbage, but you buy a bit, take it, and find out.
>>590694331 I don't know why, but I imagine him mocking you, moving on to light slapping and general rough play, before just turning you around and fucking you hard, while calling you a worthless baby. Tears rolling down your eyes, thumb in mouth, you just take it.
i think im getting addicted to every drug that i can get , i fukin love to be high , but i dont want to be. I love weed , i realised that iam addicted to it , cuz i can get it anytime i want. i got so much debts , most of all - beacause of drugs . I can say that iam addicted to weed , but other stuff i can keep away from me, but everytime i party , someone just comes up and says ''here u go ! '' . How do i escape addiction ? can u pls help me or give some advice ?
>>590719238 Closest thing chemically speaking is probably just morphine pills, they kinda suck though. Opana which is oxymorphone feels better than heroin in my opinion, also hydromorphone is fucking amazing, and oxycodone is pretty damn good
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