i raccomend everybody to listen to this song while reading Norwegian Woods or the manga Yokohama kaidashi kikō (quiet country cafe)
it's fucking beautiful trust me
this is for the afther reading
i dont give a flying fuck, laugh all you want
fucking beautiful man
anyone have the one with the guy thinking of her?
>dad left when I was a kid
>grandpa raised me instead
>been living with him since I was born
>he's 71 now, heavy drinker
>in a hospital for some time
>everyone says he's gonna be well and back home for Xmas
>doctor calls me today
>treatment isn't working
>this is probably his last Christmas
>he's gonna spend them in hospital
I don't know if I feel worse because I am going to lose him or because he's going to spend his last Christmas alone in a hospital room. I have never lost person that close before. I feel so fucking helpless.
i doubt it, im socially awkward and was bullied hard growing up but unlike most social potatoes i grew to 6ft2 and muscley by genes and so kids thought i was cool as i started to do sports, but i'd be damned if i didnt bring each and every other social outcast with me to every highschool party i ever went, got my friend introduced into his now girlfriend
i feels the no friends vibe i'll never forget it
F-fuck off g-guys
it doesn't have to be that way
also, hospice nurses will help a lot, telling you when things are going to happen and helping you prepare.
On another note....
watched this last night before going to bed, tears literally streaming down my face
I know this feel all to well...
I fucking hate my life and I should not be on this thread...
After "overcoming" a massive depression about 8 years ago, I still feel worse every day.
People think I'm doing better, but I just learn to hide the sadness a little better every day.
The only reason why I still get up with that fake fucking smile on my face is because of my girlfriend, I love her more than anything and I'd never want to be the one that makes her feel how I feel.... but I just had enough... Setback after setback, losing everyone around me, having no "own" family anymore, etc. I just can't take this shit anymore...
All y'all faggots are pussies. Why would you evaluate your personal worth based on your ability to socialize? Fuck I don't have any friends, haven't been out with anyone in months, but over 23 years of being alone I've learned how to take care of myself. I do all the things that I like and don't have to worry about anyone else. Being alone is awesome.
my nan died the day before xmas last year, drop whatever you are doing and go see that man as much as you can.
i never got to the hospital in time to see my nan she was already out by the time i arrived its not a good feel. please anon see him on Christmas
I call bullshit. Cause when u are able to essentially "do you" people tend to flock to you cause People need other People. When you become someone who needs No One, people start to need You.
That or you're just a bitter woman (or man) hater.
Get ready to feel
All these feels
>Why would you evaluate your personal worth based on your ability to socialize?
>I don't really talk to anyone outside cashiers, bank clerks, boss etc
>I've never really had friends besides my parents.
Found your problem. Socializing is important. It's an art, no one wakes up one day, or is born with artistic abilities. It's practice, repetition and lots and LOTS of fucking failure.
I'm sorry to hear that /b/ros. I will definitely go visit him. He did so much for me, it's the least I can do.
I will. Thanks guys.
And thank you all for reading that and replying, none of my friends really care about me or what's going on with me so there's no one to talk about it.
What works for you doesnt work for everyone.
>All y'all faggots are pussies.
>I never feel lonely
Dont disrespect someone elses wants and needs just cause you dont need it.
>fuck you faggots, you need air?! HA! im a fish mother fucker.
>go to a resort with family
>hate those place but my parents needs time to relax and wanted to have me and sis close but not too much
>see a girl while going to the beach
>she was 15
>sis saw my face emotionless afther her walking
>"you are a perv"
>pass the first day just trying to make some friends and approach with her
>never see her for the rest of day and not even my sis
a certain kind a feel hearing the line
>learned heartbreak on a zelda one sub-screen
anyone got the saria greentext story?
>implying no tears
scrawny weedhead faggot deserved it
>next day go to the beach with 4 nerd guys, litteraly the only ones that haven't ignored me
>were talking about vidya
>see my sis (she is 2y older) coming with 5 persons with her
>look closer one is her
>run to my sis and ask her a random question
>then i start introduce her friends
>introduce to 10/10 girl
>when i do it she blush
>oh god yes, she likes me
>0.5secs later all the guys raise me and throw in the pool
Fucker could travel to the moon and back in a few seconds but never decided to get some moon rocks so he could sell them and bring their family out of debt, selfish superprick
your the kind of faggot that jumps in during a bawl thread talking about how sad you are about your crush that does like you when other people are talking about addiction and losing people
fuck off faggot
I'm just so goddamn tired of waiting for the good times.
really hope trolling
no one can be this new
Can we resume the feels please?
You know, I did this to a girl who asked me to go to her home just for hugs, I went hugged the shit out of her, we slept hugging -no buttsecks- and the moment i wiped a tear from her cheek she said "don't touch me that's how he touched me before we broke up", I was like well fuck you and left, masturbated and off to work... no one gave me a hug that day.
I used to love Sinfest but the artist had his balls cut off and a giant dildo stuck up his feminazi loving ass, so now he draws shit
>day 3 see the guys of my sis playing basket
>the nerd were still sleeping
>the 10/10 girl that from now I will call her B where not there
>fuck them go to the archery field
>as i arrive i saw her alone with ipod shooting arrows
>the guardian give me her same target
>as I arrive i tried to re introduce myself
>she don't hear me
>try to touch her shoulder
>stop before do it thinking it's too much creep
>when we go to take the arrows she looks at me and smiles
>say something say somthing
>"you are very good with the arch"
>she looks at me like "are you serius?" see that all her arrows were most on the ground
>she tooks her arrows and walck back putting the earphones on
The next suitable person you’re in light conversation with, you stop suddenly in the middle of the conversation and look at the person closely and say, “What’s wrong?” You say it in a concerned way. He’ll say, “What do you mean?” You say, “Something’s wrong. I can tell. What is it?” And he’ll look stunned and say, “How did you know?” He doesn’t realize something’s always wrong, with everybody. Often more than one thing. He doesn’t know everybody’s always going around all the time with something wrong and believing they’re exerting great willpower and control to keep other people, for whom they think nothing’s ever wrong, from seeing it.
/b/ros its been a fun, but im too immature to keep going on in life i keep thinking of her i know there is no afterlife i just hope shes happy, /b/ you are the best thing i ever found just wish i got to meet one of you its amazing how much in common you can have with someone you'll never meet, send me to the void boys.
I post it all the time. More people need to hear it.
Eh, I don't do this kind of shit anymore. Used to be a time I used to love baawing it out with my /b/ro's.
These days shit's just different, i'm older and more mature. I realised that life doesn't just get handed to you, you have to go out and make a name for yourself. You can be the guy who says. "I wish I had something like that." Or the guy who says "I'm going to have that."
Probably makes no sense, but fuck it. I don't give a fuck.
To all you underage fags out there, shit gets worse. But then it gets better, want to ask that girl out? Do it. Worst she can say is "No." The second she says that you're free to move onto the next.
If you wear a Fedora you deserve to be sad and miserable, it's your choice to put that shit on everyday
Am I the only one who decided that je was tired of getting hurt so I stopped feeling?
Haven't cried in years and nobody can tell when I am sad.
Shutting out negative feelings means I also shut out the postive once.
I can no longer be truly sad and I can no longer be truly happy.
Makes me feel empty but it is the only way I learned to live with my sadness.
So they started on hard mode, it was tough but I bet they now make buttloads of money after graduating and are happy.
Effort leads to success, bitches.
I laugh at people for their shit taste all the time, but honestly I stopped hating them and wishing them misery like this a long time ago. Damn near everyone in here had a lame edgy kid phase of their own. What's the difference between you, and any of these punk kids we see on the internet? We didn't have the internet in our day and age. No one snapped pics of us, and immortalized our failures. We just hung our heads low and hoped everyone would forget. Try and remember that anon
fast forward to last day
>during the week we occasionaly talk
>but we pass a lot of time toghether
>infact after the archery session i start singing whispering with her near me somthing like "i'm an idiot, i'm an idioooot" thinking she had the music on
>she wasn't and after that she start thinking i were funny
>last day she hugs me and whisper to my ear "I'll miss anon" and out of fucking nowere she kiss me
>i was petrified
>After the holiday I hadn't nothing of her except the name and knowing where she from
>1 month lather find out that sis has her andress
>afther shithstorming with her to recive the andress write her a letter
>afther 3 months she responds saying that she miss me and even our days togheter
>now i'm 23 and she is my girlfrind
sorry for the bad writing i'm in hurry but i needed to share this story
If this is true then it's the saddest thing I've read in a long time, I would kill myself too, no doubt about it and if I went to hell for it, I would ask whoever sent me there to put himself in my shoes.
Oh God I'm welling up thinking about it,
but yes, I can't feel anymore,
and I don't know what to do,
except hang here, sifting through pigshit for the occasional golden nugget, which is the life of /b/.
Looking for that comic where on the top were 4 women and only 3 older left on the bottom.
Story of my life.
I browse /b/ because it kills time and there is the occasional good thread.
Left once when I felt better because of a girl but came back here when she fucked my life over good.
I don't save copypasta. I literally just wrote that. It's an epiphany I had just now. I mean, I've seen the cringe threads and even lurked a few from time to time. However, I never bothered to comment or post in any of them. Just kinda shook my head and moved on.
>Lifeless leech on /b/
You and I are both on /b/. Are you a lifeless leech? There's no use assuming you are, or aren't. Same goes for you about me. You know as well as I have (If you're not a newfag that is), that there are many different kinds of people to be found here. Not every /b/tard is a fat lifeless virgin neckbeard. Some of us have been places in life. Some of us have really experienced life. Some of us still are living life. Some of us only come here once in a while. Some of us are here every day for hours on end.
Hit me right at home. I'm gonna cuddle my cat a bit more now
and your lips which are now mine.
i miss the way you breath deeper when i touch you,
the gasp you make when i harder kiss you.
the sweetest look when your'e a bit shy,
and the moment when you bite my lip back.
your thin lips
and your cutest nose which is now mine.
its kind of a corny song, but i have reasons to feel hard to this
My "college era" girlfriend/fiance had a beautiful voice
After our first date, I had to go home for christmas break.
On Christmas eve, she recorded this and sent it to me in the early morning
I listened to it all night, it was so sincere
I don't have the recording anymore. We're not together, shes marrying someone else. There are no female recordings i can find
Sadness can sneak in
Like an unwanted guest
Like a stowaway
That won't go away.
Even with the doors
Remains of regrets
Sounds of sadness
Dreams of departed
Only to leave when
All the doors
To feel the
as it is today.
can arrive at any time.
I had to let mine,
she did some drugs,
I got her clean,
we worked out together,
we ate healthy together,
we made love together,
I had made our lives so much better,
but you can't win against drugs,
she started getting distant,
she brushed me off for them,
life was going to be perfect,
but it was not to be.
Some of us are lifeless. Some of us are not. Things will change for some of us.
Things will stay the same for others.
Most of us who stay here, feel that for some reason or another we can't do anything else but wait our problems out. That's why I'm here personally. Maybe a few of us are insane. You know? Repeating the same actions over and over, but expecting a different result?
Everyone here is a little different.
There are a lot of messed up woman in this world.
You fall for them.
You try to help them because you truly care.
Then she gets worse and she drags you down with her.
You don't care cause you love her.
In the end she can't take it anymore and she breaks up with you.
She doesn't want to make you miserable.
She gets better.
She starts enjoying life again.
She starts to see that she is like you said beautifull.
She decides the new her is to good for you.
She dumps you.
You will fall for it again.
That is who you are.
Not because you like being hurt.
But because you care and you are a nice guy.
You are not meant to be happy.
Only to make others happy.
Fuck man... this one hit me like a fucking truck.
>Be 21 year old brit bong
>Be in long distance relationship with Greek girl
>Been friends for 6 years, together for 2
>Go up to Athens to see her a few times a year
>She's massively into poetry and we're both into old Greek history/myths
>She often tells me the story of Andorgini and how I am her second half, split from her. With me she's a complete being
>Half way into the second year her dad gets diagnosed with second stage mouth cancer
>She spends most of her time in hospital visiting him
>Becomes cold, distant
>I realize that things are going downhill so I pay for her to spend 5 weeks with me in London.
>She comes off the plain, not a smile, doesn't kiss me back
>For 5 weeks she acts like a cunt to me, refuses to touch me, first thing she says to me after I get back from a 11 hour shift is 'So when you cooking dinner'.
>Take her to the airport to go home
>'Anon, I want to break up'
>I ask why
>because I'm not in love with me anymore
>You're good enough anymore
>I can find anyone I want, someone who's not half a continent away.
>I don't want you in my life, I'm done with you
>Gives me one final kiss
>I plead with her that I can be even better than before.
>'It's too late'
>She walks away without a backwards glance, leaving me standing there, watching her leave. Barely preventing myself from collapsing in despair.
It's been a month and a half now, my world has suddenly fallen apart.
She just made me spend 2K on her and she treats me like scum, then was gone, blocks me and everything. Not a trace of her.
Just memories and a room full of mementos to the other half of my being that's now lost to me.
This was something I wrote in a convo with my cousin,
She said, everyone needs a cup of tea and to be wrapped up in blankets every now and again.
and I said, I've done that for people
and maybe at some point,
if you wrap enough people up in blankets,
and make enough cups of tea,
someone will make you a cup of tea,
but no one ever brings you a cup.
Why won't anyone make me a cup,
No one ever got me a cup.
nature of the game
my highschool love dumped me for my bestfriend both left without telling me ffs she never even broke up with me, that was two years ago i dont know what happened.
ever since its been me breaking hearts because i dont have one and no thats not me trying to be cool i'd give any worthless shag to spend one more summers day in the field with her
Recently just got over being in love with my best friend realised it was time to move on,met this new girl let's call her sally.Sally is perfect.Things start looking up for me finally kissed sally,next day we talk found out sally is in love with my best friend ,feels begin to pour.we still talk all the time but don't know how to tell her that I want her.what should I say /b/ ?