nope, embrase your loneliness, its apart of you now
Only thing I have that isn't copypasta everyone's seen 100 times.
Well, life has plans for you. Keep going and do what you love.
Don't go joining me, because when I die, it's likely that no one will even bother with me. And that is how life works.
>Bad education. Because reason
>mid class job. Enough for rent,vidya,car,food
>depressed like shit
>"I could never feel the same" was the answer of the only woman i ever loved
>cut shoulders looks like SHIT
>shes in my mind 24/7... i hate that
>4 years ago, quit training
>nothing is fun anymore..nothing
24yr old, depressed like over 10 years now?
Daily suicide thoughts,fat and ugly, alone.
Sitting here. Everyday.
I could have so many friends, so many people like me.. family is .. kinda ok.
But im isolating myself. Because i hate myself.. so..much..
I miss my ex so bad, we parted ways about 5 days ago now. When he came to collect his things he was so cold. I haven't heard from him since he left, even tried sending him a message first. Two years and he doesn't even care enough to message me.
Listen bro, you need to move on. I had the same situation and the only way is, date new girls. The first one won't feel completely right but that feeling goes. You don't even have to jump into anything with them.
Just do it/
i'm ashamed to say i did get a blowjob from one girl and that just got me so down it was weird, i went from horny as fuck to just immediate misery.
once i go to uni maybe i'll meet some new people
No, it's not. I've been depressed my whole life and these threads don't help you, at all. I'm not saying go out and get wasted and put on a howdy-fuckin-do smile and participate in some big social circle jerk. But see a therapist, stop thinking about her, find some way to change your attitude, do anything other than think about how miserable you are. That doesn't help.
Funny thing about it is i am actually scheduled to see a shrink on jan 16th, what a coincidence
>tfw your baw thread fails
I didn't realise this was here. I'm the just turned 20 y/o if anyone saw the thread.
I'm glad you guys are here.
>anon hung up on a girl
>you tell him to find another
Stop being such an emotional cripple. If you have problems with attachment, you need to stay unattached until you work through your issues. Your happiness and self worth shouldn't be intertwined with another persons. Until you become self sufficent in that sense, you shouldn't date at all. You're just going to end up with a broken heart all the time if you don't learn to be content while you're alone.
i fucking love my therapist, but it feels like im paying for some sort of companionship than actual help. Like the guy who pays a hooker and just talks to her and cries his eyes out
I'm at uni now and I can confirm it is amazing for getting over girls. Going into halls is a must. Go out, go to societies and meet loads of new people.
I had the same issue for about 6 months. I couldn't stop thinking about her all day, checking her social media, looking at her whatsapp and snapchat whenever it was updated.
Women will try and fuck you over. Just don't let them. Now you know the feeling of heart break, approach your next relationship with caution, if your next potential partner thinks you are being weird just tell her, you are ready not sure if you are ready for commitment and see how it goes.
My advice, cut contact completely. Block her on everything. Inconspicuously avoid her.
Then join tinder or go to some clubs make friends. And start dating.
You'll get there.
The worst part about the split with my bf is that the kitten we adopted keeps perking up every time she hears someone walk into the apartment building, thinking it's him. Then she lays her head down and gives me these sad eyes. It's breaking my heart even more. She's been laying by my legs since the breakup happened.
It's simple; putting up with another persons whims and feelings is an obnoxious responsibility. Is it really that great to be so tied up in each other that you can't even make your own choices anymore? Relationships come with their own set of problems, and let's be honest here they really don't even cure that loneliness you feel inside. I know I still felt like life was pointless, even if I had a gf. If you would take off the lonliness-goggles you would realize that being single really isn't a bad thing.
Like I said, not much of a story.
> be like 3 years ago
> be awkward teenager
> not just ~~lol im so le awkward! (:~~
> family doesn't like me, literally no friends, silent, no social skills, ugly
> drinking, self harming, not eating, not sleeping cause i hate myself. trying to an hero
> bullied a lot
> be online like all the time
> meet hot boy
> be best friends for 6 months
> oh fuck.. no.... no i cant get a crush on him
> get stupid crush anyway
> be drunk, sad about something or other
> hes really nice about it
> blurt out that i like him
> "Oh.. shit. I hope that's not just the vodka talking, because yeah, I feel the same."
> holy fuck what just happened
> fast forward a few years
> be in awesome LDR ever since, his family is wonderful, he still loves me as much as ever
> can't even believe i got this lucky
> like really is this a dream
> but just miss him. all the time. every day. i think about him every day.
like i said, not much of a story, other people in this thread have a lot more to say than me. but there you go
People say -"it is better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all"
I just really wish that someday, I'll have the feeling of having something to loose
In my experience it helps. If you feel like they disrespect you or anything, get another therapist. Find someone you mesh with, and work through your shit together. If you need meds, don't go on antidepressants or antipsychotics. Best of luck dude.
I DO meet people, even though I'm not that super cool guy who knows everyone and is always in crowded environments. But that's personal, I do have a good number of friends, manage to get into social relationships with ease.
I just can't come to know what it takes to actually "date" a girl. Second year at uni, I met I girl I like. Apart from "ciao" what the hell can I say to her without sounding weird? I don't really know the basic principles...Not depressed cause eventually I'll learn, but anything helps
I know its just a shitty, facebook tier picture. But this always makes me think. It just shows that men get more emotionally attached to their girlfriend than vice versa. She'll be fucking someone else in a month or less
Before i told her she would go all about how shes glad i approached her and we have so much in common and shes glad we became friends and all that jazz but gradually after i told her its not the same ,she doesnt talk the same ,she doesnt text me anymore and when i text her first an hour after maybe she would find and excuse to cut me off
I think you know what time it is
I see 11:11 1:11 and 9:11 everywhere, its crazy
What >>584840349 said, about being terrified.
I've been stuck in a rut for 3/4 years myself, and I haven't set foot out of the house in 7 months. I feel like the guy'll be laughing at me with my back turned.
No shit Sherlock girls want what they can't have. The best way to make women want you is to act like you're completely out of their reach. Their stupid pride kicks in and they think "I'll be the one to change him!"
Never confess feelings, lead her on just enough to think you could be interested, but no more than that. Then, you hook up with her while you guys are drunk or something. And proceed to emotionally neglect her once she's had your penis inside you. I mean you can literally use the Dennis system from always sunny (not the extreme shit, just the basics), swear to God it actually works.
What always happens to me though is I lose respect for women when I have to use such a roundabout method to persue a relationship with them. If someone is so finicky that you can't even confess to them without them losing interest, she's a vapid slut who isn't worth your time.
sorry i suck at greentext but fuck it here is my story
>when i was 7 i got my skull opened
>thanks to that im loosing my eye sight and worst memory
>fast foward 4 years later my parents divorce and decide to send me to a psychiatrist because i have problems at school
>get diagnosed whit adhd and asperger
>5 years later i become a drug addict and an alcoholic
>i cant go outside because i hate socializing
>have to wear glasses and takes pills for all that shit
>tfw il never know what it feels like to be normal and have a memory
Because drugs are the cause of many problems to begin with. Just because the FDA approves something does not make it a good idea to put inside you.
Also in many cases antidepressants and antipsychotics can actually worsen symptoms in the first few weeks of use. They are also specifically designed to take the edge off so sure you might not feel like killing yourself or others but you probably will stop feeling a lot of other things as well. Many users of antipsychotics in particular complain about feeling like zombies.
Well, your doing better than me. Had gf with same probs as me, she was alot worse though, she wanted ... no needed me but her problems got so bad she couldn't even leave house to come see me
this only applies to shitty people though. like yeah, you said it, you shouldn't have to pursue anyone like that. you deserve someone you can be straight up with. i don't get the whole bad guy thing... it's a nice fantasy, but most 'bad guys' are super fucking lame and i'd never go near one
I do a fucking favor for some concerts, don`t even get invited to the movie theater, I really wanted to watch this movie, what pisses me off it is my own family probably im not good to be around but some fucker that his mother had to do with the killing of my grandfather is.
fuck this shit im gonna fuck up big time, im pissed as fucking this fucking hurts you guys wouldn`t imagine iv`e been through some tough fucked up shit not even gonna be a drama queen but this I feel stabbed in the back.
I had a friend that used to play this all the time. I still have a recording of him on my crappy phone. I don't know where he is, but the last I heard of him he broke up with this annoying chick that really into mlp.
What exactly am I supposed to do if I hate myself for being a pussy, but fail everything everytime I try to man up? ("I can't get over my ex", "I'm a lesbian", "I want no bf but only a husband allahu akbar egdsdfhgsdgsfsdv", etc.)
I'm not even ugly or shy or awkward, I just get stupid fucking excuses that have nothing to do with me
I mean why even bother trying if it always ends the same fucking way
This story gets me everytime
Well, when i was 4, my dad bought a trusty Xbox. you know, the first, ruggedy, blocky one from 2001. we had tons and tons and tons of fun playing all kinds of games together - until he died, when i was just 6.
i couldnt touch that console for 10 years.
but once i did, i noticed something.
we used to play a racing game, Rally Sports Challenge. actually pretty awesome for the time it came.
and once i started meddling around... i found a GHOST.
you know, when a time race happens, that the fastest lap so far gets recorded as a ghost driver? yep, you guessed it - his ghost still rolls around the track today.
and so i played and played, and played, untill i was almost able to beat the ghost. until one day i got ahead of it, i surpassed it, and...
i stopped right in front of the finish line, just to ensure i wouldnt delete it.
I like to shave my head no fuck that gay fucking emo cocksucking bullshit im gonna do something about it, either im gonna get money out of this or either im gonna get money about this.
You really can't be straight up with girls in the current dating envirorment. its not completely their fault, it's a defense mechanism. The problem is you may not be like that, but I can't possibly know that. As far as I'm concerned, every woman has the potential to be a flakey idiot who can't even handle a mature conversation about the direction of our relationship. I mean Ive had girls cut contact just because I wanted to talk about defining our relationship (not even asking to get serious). It makes it damn near impossible to find a mature woman, especially in a college town. People are just so obsessed with the most superficial things, which pisses me off, hence the manipulation tactics.
>be 21 year old
>2 days ago
>come home from college, spend the night with my gf
>been dating for almost a year, pretty serious in my mind
>start talking about what we think about our relationship
>tell her that at this stage in life I'm looking for someone that could potentially end up something really serious
>she tells me that she didn't think we were that serious despite the time dating
>tells me that I'm not someone she would want to end up being really serious about
>breaks up with me
>says she still wants to be friends
Why the fuck do girls do this shit. And why do I have to feel so god damn miserable because of it
tell me more stories, /b/.
i'm interested in how you met, the cutesy shit you said to each other. and what happened, no matter how depressing.
but for fuck's sake make sure you greentext im not reading hugeass paragraphs
>All these pussies with girl problems
Girls are sluts and even if you had the girl something would fuck up. She will cheat on you, she will piss you off, she will die, something will happen.
Just fuck them and move on
>stuck at my grandmas house
>have failed every year of school since 4th grade
>dad is homeless and a heavy meth/heroin user
>feel like I'm going to be just like him
>literally have no friends in real life
>think about suicide daily
>can't even sleep at night because all I can think about is how much of a failure I am
I realized that when people die, they're like a vault.
They're closed forever, all the knowledge, memories, love they had for you.
You only had what you could make out with when you had no idea the vault would close forever.
Your picture is annoyingly riddled with depression, boo poor you cocksucker...(to the guy who wrote that). people like him expect other to just magically love him just like that.
A bond you create with effort,you need to pump energy in the people you like if you do it enough they will do the same... and if they don't then its time to move to others and get to know more people.
Trust you gut on people and seriously ask yourself if this person is worth having as friend.
When we where kids things where different but now we're adults we have other emotional shields, shields you use in your all day life to go to work and meet other people.
This "shield" protects you mentally from things that happen in daily life, to be able to take critic and hurt directed to you personally. If you have this strong shield people will notice immediately and automatically put a kind of ! on you since you're very protective, which gives reason for suspicion. This all happens in a flash of a second the first time you meet..
Learn to let people in your zone physically AND emotionally. Taking mdma will shatter those shields will still holding a strong defense... you'll feel how to let people in.
Once you can do this life will get way different and will get to know many people fast...
Just move on and take a more cold-hearted approach next time. It actually feels really good to manipulate someone who, under normal circumstances, would have rejected you. Bottle whatever feelings you have for them up until you're 100% sure she's mature enough to handle it.
i don't know that that's just girls... i mean in my experience i am shit at talking to guys, not just romantically (i obviously dont even try to do that anymore because i have a bf) but even just to have a conversation. i find it so hard to be straight up with guys, they just laugh at me or make it clear they don't want to talk to me. but with girls in 5 mins of meeting them we can be having deep conversations about feelings and shit. so cliche. lol. anyway my point is maybe its just hard to understand the opposite sex.
>had a pretty unstable realtionship with girl
>start new course at college
>9/10 for me ticking nearly all boxes
>kinda feel my heart skip but have a girlfriend
should i continue?
Did it help you? I can't say its helped me,
It ruins my life.. everyday.
If i could delete only ONE thing out of my mind...
i would delete all my memorys to her..
off all crap in my head, shes that, what ruins my life
All the good things come in a 60 dollar package or eventually on a 20 bucks steam sale, you know it to be true. You dont even like it much, especially now that other people likes it. But everything else you just hate so much more.