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Feels thread, /b/. Mom just passed away after 5 years of battling

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Feels thread, /b/.
Mom just passed away after 5 years of battling breast cancer.
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>>574472796
Sorry for your loss OP
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I can't really contribute much so I'll just bump the thread.
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>>574472796
Sorry to hear that bro. Life is fleeting so remember the good times

The logs of wood which move down the river together
Are driven apart by every wave
Such inevitable parting should not be the cause of misery
- Nagarjuna
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>>574472796
Post cancerous tits or GTFO
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I found out today that my dad has been researching about lung cancer on the internet
Hold me please
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>>574473787
Faggot
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>>574472796
Yo dawg I feel you but have you tried anal though
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That's too bad op. Did your mom have nice tits in her youth? Please post them so that we may fap in great reverence.
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>>574473840
so? ive done that, as well as liver failure symptoms. just morbid curiousity after coughing or a bad hangover
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>>574474443
What does it mean if you're looking up rectal prolapse?
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>>574474443
Uh why the fuck would a 60 year old man who smokes like a chimney casually research about lung cancer now of all times?
He could have done that way before and quit while he was still ahead. Nah I think he has cancer and is just not telling anyone
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>>574472796

So, how do you think she'd react to you mourning her on a website known for redistributing massive amounts of mother/son incest porn?
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god dammit not a single pair of tits in a thread that is partially about a pair of tits do i have to do everything myself
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>>574475317
too soon
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>>574472796
She has been reunited with the void, and now she knows no suffering. She is infinite.
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>>574475037
damn
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here are some sharpies for good measure
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I'm going to say one thing: Cancer is a hell of an adversary. Your mother was an incredibly strong woman for fighting as long as she did. A strong woman that loves her children would want them to live their lives and fight for everything they want. Enjoy every minute and make sure that when you finally pass you've made such an impression on those around you that they miss you as much as you miss your mother right now.
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>>574475985

>wasn't too strong tho
>died from cancer
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Sorry to hear that man, no one deserves to lose someone like that.
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Cancer fag reporting in. Can't even begin to put into words how shitty I feel emotionally and physically.
>my ex is the only thing that I want anymore
>on borrowed time
>Broke up in January, found out about the cancer in August
>She still cares about me but doesn't want anything to do with me in regards to having a relationship again
Literally the one thing in the world that I'd give anything for and if it takes up until the day that I die, for even just one day with her like it used to be, I'd be happy
>Literally going to die alone
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Will dump some, sorry if someone posted them before.
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>>574477975
And I gorgot the picture. Oh, woe me
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>>574478063
And to all the anons that really need it, a heartfelt hug. I sure as hell need one.
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>>574472796
Move on faggot, you are going to die as well
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Yeah my dad died after a year after being diagnosed with brain cancer. That's life. I'm just making sure I'm doing the most with what d
I've got because it can go so fast
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>>574472796

Lost my Grandpa to stomach cancer today a few years ago. It sucks like a mother fucker right now, but it does get better. Share memories with your family, cry if you have to. Remember her not only with words but how you live, too. Feel better soon.
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I'm sorry OP. That's rough.
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>>574479596
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>>574479861

Bruce for fucks sake its been 35 years, let it go
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>>574480087
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>>574480049
Man its been 75 years and that bitch is still crying about his parents and dressing up like a bat. This isnt healthy bruce and putting a little boy by your side doesnt help either
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>>574472796
>be me
>always loved one girl since the first moment i saw her.
>i would do everything for her, i would built her a house, i would built her a whole world.
>but i never really talked to her.
>we never had a relationship.
>she felt in love with some "alpha" faggot.
>never had a real chance.
>still we were toegether
>toegether in my mind...
>because in my mind we woul have seen the whole world, build our house, build our world, build our family.
>in my mind she was mine.

but the world is not my mind, the world is hard, my life sucks, i love you /b/rothers.
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>>574480452
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>>574473840
>>574474897
He isn't a chemistry teacher, is he?
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Sorry for your loss OP.
I will contribute my story.

>Be 19 at the time
>Be autistic
>Be depressed from age of 10
>Father dies from pancreatic cancer
>Girlfriend of 3 years leaves me a month later on my birthday
>Be 23 now
>Feel as depressed as ever
>Miss my dad and ex as much as ever
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>>574480461
Shake up.
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>>574480772
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>>574475037
i feel you /b/ro
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>>574472796
Sorry to hear that /b/ro

Take it easy brother.
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>>574481106
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>>574481461
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>be me
>be 20
>today would have been our 2 year anniversary
>that girl
>mom got shitty cancer
>moms gonna die soon
>in debt about $1500
>No job
>shitty education
>no motivation to live anymore
>crying my faggoty self a river
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no mcdonalds for you
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>>574472796
Cancer is a bitch man. Your mom's a baws for surviving 5 years with it.

>>574476867
Could explain why I'm up at 2am literally every night...

>have friend of 10 years
>we shall call him Mike Smith
>best buds
>like insanely close
>see on facebook "praying the smith family"
>I wonder whats going on
>text Mike to find out
>no response
>comment on facebook "hey femanon, what happened?"
>my phone rings within seconds
>Hey anon, it's femanon.
>"Mike died in a wreck last night."
>I freeze.
>Time stops.
>Surely I didn't hear that right.
>"Do what now?"
>"Anon, Mike died last night..."
>fucking lose it
>baww for hours
>finally work up the strength to call his girlfriend, so she doesn't find out through facebook
>after I get through that baww for days
>do the eulogy at his funeral
>don't break down only cause I am high as a kite to prevent it
>skip 3 years to now
>still not over it
>having flashbacks
>delusions of being able to see him again...

I miss him so much.
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>>574481802
You dont know me /b/ro ,but i hope that everything is getting better for you.
Fight for your dreams /b/ro, our heroes also had the chance to return but always kept on going.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMELQ4bBpxQ
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>>574481029
JUST B URSLEF :^)
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>>574482143
The best part is it will happen again.
You will likely also cause it yourself some time.
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>be me
>have great group of friends
>one friend lets call him KK
>have tons of same interests
>plays minecraft, is active, super nice
>always invites us over to swim
>one day my sister comes in to my room
>asks if im okay
>why wouldnt i be
>leaves
>comes back in and says KK has cancer
>get sad but soon after don't worry
>he'll just be out for a little bit
>he'll be okay
>goes through chemo and awful treatment
>still go over to visit even when hes sick
>play minecraft, super smash bros, watch tv since he cant do much
>has cancer for about 9 months now
cont.
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>>574472796
She's watching over you anon. This is certain.
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>>574482143
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FicQ4hBBUV4
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>>574472796
How does it feel op you once sucked on those cancer tumors
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I'm sorry for your loss /b/ro, keep your head up even though I know it's hard.
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>>574482632

I don't even know how to thank you.
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>>574482938
>plans make a wish trip
>super psyched about it
>has me and a couple other friends go into new york city for a weekend of cool things
>helicopter tour
>5 star hotel
>so stoked
>everyone really pumped talking about it for weeks
>just the 6 of us
>day comes for the trip
>wake up super early to go to xc practice
>leave early because it nyc time
>go home hop in the shower
>have my bag ready and everything
>get out of the shower and my ad comes to me
>KK is really sick the trip is gonna be postponed
>really sad but more sad for KK
>he was looking forward to this trip more than anything
>my friends and i go over to his house later to hangout
>really bad shape
>hooked up to breathing and everything
cont.
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>>574480092
oh god no....i miss my cats
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>>574483398
Fullfill your dreams, this is the best way you can say "thank you" to me .
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>>574472796
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>>574472796
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>>574483521
>still manages to laugh and smile through the constant coughs
>KK's mom makes us leave because he needs to rest
>KK gets sad
>He always got sad when we would have to leave
>give him a hug and say see you later
>later that week my friends and i get ice cream(no KK)
>talking about how all our parents have been acting weird
>super nice to us and everything
>shrug it off its probably nothing
>few days later
>end of 2nd period
>get called to principals office with another one of my friends that was in my class
>walk in and see all my friends there
>what
>principal sits us all down
>tells us KK passed away last night
>everyone goes silent
>im just sitting there waiting for them to say just kidding
>want to punch the principal for saying something like that
cont.
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>>574482914
What?
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>>574483902

I shall give it my best, stranger.
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>>574473824
>>574474002
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>>574474405
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>>574475317
>>574475551
>>574478587

>2edgy

You're not impressing anyone boys. People have been coming to /b/ to anonymously express deep feelings for years. You sad morons only illuminate what undeniable newfags you are by posting this shit in a thread like this. I understand that it is hard to empathize for someone when you've only lived 13 years and the hardest thing you've ever experienced emotionally is stubbing your toe, but there's a million (literally) other threads out there for you to strut your e-penis.

As for OP, very sorry for your loss. There's no best way to cope with things like that, but eventually it does get easier. The dead are gone in physical form, but the memory lasts forever. You will always have them in your heart.
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>>574484249
>soon find out he wasnt kidding
>KK kept telling us treatment was going well
>he was lying
>cancer was spreading to lungs
>lied so we wouldnt worry
>still think of him every day
hes been gone for 2 years /b/ and i miss him so much
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Sorry for your loss OP, I know that feel.
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I love baw threads

I can relate to alot of things that are said in them, but the worst is when someone is missing a lost love, or loves someone who does not love them in return.

I wish I could relate to those people, but it seems i have never loved anyone. Thus no one is haunting my mind and causing me troubles at night.

While guys online are longing for "Jessica" or "Rachel" I am here, alone, with no one to hope for.

She doesn;t exist.
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>>574484746

You too my friend shall some day find someone that will eventually haunt your mind.

Well that sounded positive as fuck....
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>>574472796
godspeed OP . my condolences.
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>>574472796
Bump

Sorry for your loss, OP.
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>>574477145

She's not good enough for you anyway. Fuck her. I stayed with my now dead fiancé through his cancer. Whether or not I made a difference, I don't know. He still knew he could die, and we all die alone.
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>>574486545
atleast you stayed with him, it was the world to him
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After leaving 4chan for like 2 years and getting my social act together, my fiends sorta stopped hanging out with me and now instead of going to a party with them tonight, I'm at home typing this.... They're all still a group but they just stopped inviting me to things and hanging out with me
Life sucks sometimes..
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A story of mine.
>Be me
>16
>Grew up depressed
>Lost two great friends to suicide
>It was the most horrifying thing to me
>Met a girl when I was 14
>Fell in love with her
>Started dating her after a year
>Everything is going great for me
>One night
>Go out with some friends
>Stop back at her place to see if she wants to come along
>Knock on door
>No answer
>Knock louder
>Nothing
>Go around back
>Thankfully unlocked
>Walk through the house
>Horrified
>See the love of my life sitting on the stairs
>Cut arms and pills
>Start bawling
>"not again"
>Start screaming, crying, yelling "call 911"
>Holding her in my arms
>Ambulance arrive
>Tell me they cant save her
>My life has never been the same since she died in my arms
I go every day trying not to think of killing myself.
The world is a terrifying place.
I hate it here.
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>>574486879

I can't even imagine leaving your partner who has cancer. That is just the lowest of the low.

We stopped having sex Bc of it for a year. Always the youngest couple at chemo and radiation. Old fags whispering way too loud cause they have no sense of volume. I was 23 when he died at 29.

Joking about it to make people uncomfortable was a pastime of ours.

Thanks heav.
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>>574487892
my friend is going through chemo. hopefully he is making a full recovery. his mother still doesen't know... stay next to them or you never know when it will be rhe last time you speak to rhem...not every heaven is an asshole
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>>574488452
so drunk i forgot to heaven
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>>574485507
Why are you saging the thread than, you goda,n newfag.
And Im sorry OP, I wish you all the best
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>>574488609

Why doesn't his mom know?!
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>>574488808
its then... no newfaggotry when you lose someone and want the best for someone
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>>574488854
because she an alcohol
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>>574489120

Ugh what a shit luck
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>>574488971
Do you even know what saging does?
But I'm not going to argue, it's a baww thread
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>>574489215
well atleast he tried and most likely he will make full recovery.
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>>574489346

Vash a fucking bro
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>>574489389

I hope so too then hayvain I hope so too
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>>574489285
too long here not to know. but hell we are all here for the same reason
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I feel like Neon Genesis Evangelion taught me a valuable lesson: even when there's no incentive for living, you just have to get in the fucking robot (live).
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>>574489516

Tits obvi
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>>574489794
manboobs are not nice. although my pecs are awesome you ain't getting em
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Best wishes op
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>>574489964

DAMNIT
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>>574472796
in response to the pic.

the chemical reactions are no longer working to provide the thing we call life or consciousness. it doesn't go anywhere because it isn't a thing on its own, just a process that stops.
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Sorry OP, ive lost a father, father in-law and a grandfather in the last year, nothing hurts more.

You are gonna feel lost and alone for a while.
Just try to honor her.
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Sorry for your loss OP, if there is one thought in the world that puts me down its that one day my mother will pass and there's nothing I can do about it except watch her deteriorate. I just hope she doesn't develop Alzheimer's like her mom cause I don't think id be able to handle that shit. It hurts enough watching my mother react when her mother doesn't know who she is
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>>574474754

oh shit ... ouch. I miss my Molly.
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>>574487892
When we split we both didn't know about it. I found out a few months ago because I started losing my vision. In the time between us breaking up and me finding out, we were in a sort of limbo. We both still had feelings, still hung out all the time. But I've tried to make changes and be a better person and win her back since all this because I know now that within a few months I might not be here, and she's just not having it. Keep telling myself that if this tumor doesn't get me, my 9mm will.
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>>574490091
phone died. got home but too drunk too post something cool
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On topic x 2

http://youtu.be/n3RSlUkw9U0
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>>574481802
Similar situation, minus the cancer
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>>574491068
Be a better person and win her back? Ugh. I hate her. You won't die alone I take that back. You have us.
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>>574491394
My phone died too

WE'RE MATCHERS
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>>574484746
I'd trade places with you in a heartbeat.
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>>574472796

Make no mistake it does go somewhere. All things are progressing as they should be. You are always cradled by the Lord, relax and be at peace.
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>>574492035
bawwwww
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I broke somebodies heart and I feel like shit over it.
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>>574472796
sorry to hear op, have my feels
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>>574484746

I hope it happens to you. Cause it's not the love that is the best part, it's that missing them that makes you feel fucking alive.

I saw an episode of Louie that described it perfectly dead on.
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>>574482143

Hey, it's coming up on 3 years since the loss of my bff of 22+ years, I can relate... it hasn't been easy. I also have moments where it seems like it's been one big joke and that he'll come through the door any minute, and dreams that seem SSSOOO real where he tells me he's just moved a couple towns over. I can honestly say that he's in my heart & on my mind constantly, I miss him terribly. I don't sleep either(although I've never really been able to sleep) and I used a lot of drugs during the first 2 years to help me keep my shit together as well, except since my buddy OD'ed I have some guilt revolving around that too obviously... it was so fucked. He'd been clean for almost 3 weeks at the time that he OD'ed; my gut told me not to let him leave that time and that he was going to use, he asked me to hook him up and i said "no fucking way" so away he went shortly after and i let him go. I didn't tell anyone. i should have. although if I had've gotten it for him he'd still be here.
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I don't like the memories because the tears come easily, and once again I break my promise to myself for this day. It's a constant battle. A war between remembering and forgetting.
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I've had friends pass away, a lot of relatives, etc. And have yet to cry, but these threads get me.
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