>>571877281 Sounds good, which big crater though? There's at least 6. >>571877651 Never been to Africa, honestly wouldn't care to go, did you have a good time? And yeah, I'm alright, just feeling down lately. >>571877789 Mathematics have always been a struggle for me, I feel your pain, what are your girlfriend and you arguing about? If you don't mind me asking, that is. >>571877976 What are you trying to trade? I'd try to get it to if I could.
>>571878454 I thought the same thing about Ebola.. Didn't want to say it though. >>571878478 I'd trade you if I had it. >>571878618 That must suck, what happened to all your friends? If it means anything to you, you've got my love. >>571878718 He's got a point.
>>571879496 Life happened, and I can't get over it. Life happens to everyone and I'm not fucking special, but I just want to hurt someone for it, and I'm tired of hurting myself every fucking time Need to find a hobo
>>571879687 Sand, huh? I'm down to build a sand-castle. >>571879762 Don't let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life, man. And don't take it out on yourself, or somebody less fortunate. You've just got to live through the bad days sometimes, makes you appreciate the good ones even more. >>571879773 What kind of steam cards you looking for?
>>571879063 >what happened to all your friends >friends I do have one, but he lives on the other side of the country 2000km away.
I spent most of my life moving, haven't been in the same place for more then a year since I was 8 (my moms work and then school). I'm not a very social person so making friends is tough, but keeping a friendship over long distances is impossible.
I have one person showing some love, but you know internet things are not really a thing, and she's not doing so great either.
But there's always you faggots, thanks for the anon love.
>>571880101 I have about 8 years of bad days, and I'm willing to say about 30 of them weren't half bad. Point being, it's not just one bad day, and infact this is one of my better days. Also, don't pretend to care about random strangers. Especially not hobos
>>571880478 Oh, it's alright. I should've asked which you meant first. >>571880485 I know how tough it can be to make new friends, you've just got to open up a bit, if I can do it, you definitely can too. And you're very welcome, man. >>571880636 What's caused those 8 years of bad days? If you don't mind me asking. And I'm not pretending, we both know they had to end up that way somehow, we just don't know why, no need to just beat a random person down on their luck.
>>571880760 Short story > Be me > Father hates himself, so he throws all that hate down on me > Shouts and drinks > I always get a feeling of terror when at home > Have to watch my mother hide in my room > Still she supports him, and is cold to me. Tells me to grow the fuck up > Also have to hear about her plans to leave him > I'm still a kid at this point > Grandfather asks me to sleep with him continuously, because he's horny, and I have a tight ass > Friends pick on me because I'm weird > Try to cry and tell my parents. They lock me up for being pathethic > This goes on and I grow up > Am about 15 or 16 > Attack my parents with plans to kill > Get psychiatrist and get locked up > They think I just need to run and exercise. While they feed me pills > I think this is bullshit, and start lying about how I'm much better. And start acting that way > Get out. Continue life > Am 22 now, and live on my own with a friend > Still can't get my fathers shouts out of my head > Feel intense pain and panic attacks from it > Sometimes black out from the pain and panic attacks. Wake up and hate everything because I didn't die > Always smile at friends and help them out with their shit
I'm should really write this better in notepad, and then paste a feels thread later, which describes the shit better But I'm drunk and hateful
Stuff's been pretty stange lately. I eat when I'm hungry but food doesn't satisfy my hunger. Drink when I'm thirsty and stay thirsty afterwards. Play vidya when I got time but it's no fun. Nothing feels right lately
>>571882418 Just say hello to a few people, ask how their day is. Shouldn't be too tough. You've got this. >>571882540 Yeah, saw some of my friends today, we talked for awhile, but it's weird, with them I feel better, but feel worse. I guess because I feel like I bring them down or something. I don't know for sure. >>571882556 I already do, it's one of my many flaws. >>571882704 What's going on? Don't say you're not going to make it. Nothing goes right for me either. >>571882878 Think you could lay off drinking just a tad? I know how it can be. >>571882927 That really must be rough, anon. I'm sorry to hear that your past was like that. Just try to focus on the future, and hopefully, it'll be so great, you'll forget all about your past. >>571882982 That's a pretty neat picture, thank you.
>>571883630 I know the feeling, believe me. I asked a girl recently that I've liked, she even said she liked me back and really wanted to be with me. But she wanted to wait, and I was fine with waiting, she's well worth it. But within a span of a week or so, her feelings completely changed and she doesn't like me anymore and just wants to be friends. Fucking sucks. >>571883637 Same thing's been happening to me, kind of. >>571883650 Not drinking tonight. >>571883987 I'm sorry to hear about your mother, anon. I hope everything will go well.
Whenever I see threads like this and everyone's chill I always have to bring up the question.
How many years do you think we discover other planets with other civilizations and everyone can travel in space and soon it's just a intergalactic universe with different races,currency,languages, and weapons. Idk. Get's me wondering.
"Life happened. This fucking shithole of a universe decided that without me on this planet the equilibrium would be offset and my unwarranted existence is a vital component of the galaxy and without first consulting me and inquiring as to whether or not I maybe wanted to partake in this fucked up game of life I was pushed headfirst out of my mother's vagina against my will and sit here sulking in my misery and regrets, writing hilariously long run on sentences because life is cold and savages rule the world"
That was some shit I wrote when I was 17, haha. Life happened m8.
>>571883423 I don't feel like making an anon skype, or steam. I'm palleba on Kik >>571883653 My future is all planned out. Just need my little sister to grow up, so I don't destroy her adolescence and my grandmother to die of old age. These two have always been great in my life. After that I'm fucking gone. Peace and silence shall be mine forever >>571883925 Self harm is a great way to control panic attacks. Also feels so fucking good sexually >>571884391 At 17 I shut my mouth and never dared speak. But can you argue that my life is actually of any importance? I'm just one human amongst so many, my existence doesn't matter. Thus I wrote "life happened", to make a point that shit happens to so many, and I'm just one of them >>571884501 Contacted my doctor. They told me to fuck of, they don't deal with depression-like things. Am clueless now
>>571885081 In the grand scheme of things absolutely nothing matters. People place importance on other people and things. It's all bullshit. People that take life seriously make me laugh. I've adopted a don't give a fuck attitude and laugh through life's daily trivial bullshit. Because none of it fucking matters.
>>571885704 I try to live by the "don't give a shit about anything" attitude, when I'm out and amongst people. Then deal with my shit when I'm alone. Thing is, I'm destructive and have hurt people. Gave one girl a bleeding head injury. She used to run away from me in fear. And I enjoyed the hell out of it
Pretty shitty... This is my first year living without my parents, I´m sharing an apartment with my cousin. Parents live in another country, I´m in North america to study. Just had a fight with my cousin because he is keeping my parents bed (queen size) even though I was supposed to keep it, and he uses the excuse that his girlfriend sleeps over once or twice a week. I am in a single bed, which really sucks. He says he doesn´t have money to buy a new one but I´m pretty sure he does. At school I´m taking advanced calculus, which is really fucking hard. Tired as fuck also. Still pretty angry at my cousin.
>be me >7-8 weeks ago (right after school started) >going home for the weekend >planing on taking the early boat back home it goes at 3PM >take buss to town at 2PM brain fucks me doggy style with a cactus >it's now 6PM >"wake up" walking up a mountain bear feet with one shoe in my hand (shoes were 2 days old) >walk for almost an hour up hill thinking I was on my way to somewhere >it's getting dark and cold so I decide to walk down >4 hour hick down hill
turns out I was 20km from the city, I was covered in swamp water, my laptop had to have the screen replaced because it was full of swap water never found the right shoe on my way down.
But this kind of things haven't happen in a while before and after.
well im majoring in biology, which im not even sure if i want to do as a career after college, but even if i wanted to have a decent career then i would have to go to grad school so having a crisis there. just went to college for it because i have free tuition and it's the only thing that i can actually be good at.
>>571886680 Sorry to hear your cousin is being so stubborn. My day was just a day. Nothing really happened worth mention. Just was waiting for it to end. >>571886935 Oh wow, I didn't know it could get like that. Think you could get somebody to just, I don't know, maybe watch over you in case it happens again? Or keep an eye out for you? >>571887071 That all sounds like a hassle, I don't even know what I'm wanting to major in for sure.
>>571887692 that was probably the worst case (that I can remember). My mom watches over me when I'm back home and some time calls to check in.
the normal episodes are just small blackout a few minute and the occasional voice. though I'm glad I haven't had hallucinations or voices telling me to hurt/kill people/myself, the voices are usually just talking about random shit and some times not even in my language but in Spanish, don't ask me why.
its a bit of a hassle though science is my strong point and i am interested in biology, though im more of a dreamer and rather entertain people so my other ideas were to involve myself in film or video games, but my college is super hard to get into the drama and computer science school so those were out of the equation. I do have ideas for games and like to create comics, but then again my art skills are not that good XDDD i got so bored in my science class that i ended up starting a comic about a hot dog in a suit who is business man XD but that is life. i can post a pic if someone requests.
anyways, im a newfag since college doesnt really leave me with enough time to go and play video games so this site makes for a quick way to entertain myself, and i was wondering about how you reply to posts?
>>571888737 Well that's good to hear I suppose. Spanish still confuses me, even though I passed it in High School. >>571888826 Pic of the comic, please. To reply to posts, just click the post number. (No. 571******)
>>571888826 Click on the post number to reply. I hear ya, man. I´m too busy too.
I´m in my last year of high school, since I´m not a national in the country im at, just here with a student visa I´m worried I won´t get into university since is 5 times more expensive if you are an international student. I have to get a residency.
>>571889290 How did it start? I´m worried a friend of mine has it. He is very deep into hallucinogenics (acid, shrooms, lsd) and he believes that he is on a mission of Ra (the Egyptian god). He also believes on conspiracy theories thingys and doesn´t want to stop taking drugs.
>>571889727 yeah i heard about that, college is usually free for the people born there. i mean i am a foreigner here in the U.S. but i have a green card so im fine, but jesus christ is college a business... >>571889334 >>571889290 here you go, the retartedness of my bio class cuz its so boring, also i hope it views well.
>>571890308 I'm in canada. I don´t have much money right now and I really can´t afford college at international rates. If it´s national rates it would be no problem as I pay more than it for highschool.
>>571891376 thank you XD i would turn this into a movie taht no one would watch but then it would become a cult classic XD >>571891002 yeah, my school is like over $50,000 a YEAR (with dorm and meal plan), and with another kid in college, and another one about to go to college, that would be overkill for my family so it is good that i got free tuition because that is just ridiculous.
>>571890167 hard to say how it started as on top of that my memory is awful, but my mom tells me she found me talking to people even though nobody was there when I was around 10 or so and it got more and more frequent as I got older. It runs in the family and her sister got diagnosed around the same age as me.
Like I said never really had any hallucination or delusions, but there's some conspiracy that I believe in that might be seen as delusion. It's hard to tell whether your friend is just suffering of too many trips or actual schizophrenia being pushed by the hallucinogens.
Have a real talk with him telling him that you are worried about it (it's better to sound like a total faggot if it turns out to be real) If there's a chance he has it, it's better for him to get treatment, because the whole Ra thing is not a good sing. The best thing would really be to lay off the drugs for a while, but that's easier said then done especially when your trying to convince someone else to stop taking them.
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