Feeling kind of lonely tonight /b/ros. How was your day today?

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>>571876719
Hey, im actually on moon too. Lets meet at the big crater
Day was boring

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>>571876719
Alright OP? I just got back from vacation in Africa.

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university mathematics are getting a bit too hard for me... Girlfriend and I are fighting. Shit's pretty statis quo for me amigo. I'll be lonely with you :)

>>571876719
Not great, trying to trade shit for Shadows of Mordor and nobody's going for it, disappointing.

>>571877281
Sounds good, which big crater though? There's at least 6.
>>571877651
Never been to Africa, honestly wouldn't care to go, did you have a good time? And yeah, I'm alright, just feeling down lately.
>>571877789
Mathematics have always been a struggle for me, I feel your pain, what are your girlfriend and you arguing about? If you don't mind me asking, that is.
>>571877976
What are you trying to trade? I'd try to get it to if I could.

>>571877651
Pls no ebola
>>571877789
where you from the feels thread about 45 mins ago?

>>571878260
Trading one of those Radeon Gold Reward codes, and the Nvidia promo as well, Borderlands Pre Sequel

>>571876719
lost my place at uni because I was an alcohol.
Drank because of mental issues, it's been almost 2 month still drinking.
New town, no irl friends, no job, no love.

>>571878454
my apologies i ment were, sorry im drunk

>>571877789
>at lease you have a gf

got into a bad fight with the girlfriend last night. it should blow over soon enough though. still a little bummed and lonely without her to be honest but im enjoying the evening to myself.

>>571878454
I thought the same thing about Ebola.. Didn't want to say it though.
>>571878478
I'd trade you if I had it.
>>571878618
That must suck, what happened to all your friends? If it means anything to you, you've got my love.
>>571878718
He's got a point.

>>571876719
Like every other day. Fucking horrible

>>571879030
I hope for you that it does blow over, glad you're enjoying your evening.

>>571878260
There are way more than 6. Have you ever been on the other side?

>>571879221
What's going on to make them horrible? You're in good company here. Let it off your chest.
>>571879305
Actually I haven't, what's it like?

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>>571879496
sand and craters.

>>571879496
Life happened, and I can't get over it.
Life happens to everyone and I'm not fucking special, but I just want to hurt someone for it, and I'm tired of hurting myself every fucking time
Need to find a hobo

>>571879063
At least the thought counts, if you have some steam cards or MK8 or some shit I'll take that too

>>571879687
Sand, huh? I'm down to build a sand-castle.
>>571879762
Don't let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life, man. And don't take it out on yourself, or somebody less fortunate. You've just got to live through the bad days sometimes, makes you appreciate the good ones even more.
>>571879773
What kind of steam cards you looking for?

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>>571879762
Alex DeLarge there?

>>571880101
Should've been specific, talking steam wallet cards

>>571879063
>what happened to all your friends
>friends
I do have one, but he lives on the other side of the country 2000km away.

I spent most of my life moving, haven't been in the same place for more then a year since I was 8 (my moms work and then school).
I'm not a very social person so making friends is tough, but keeping a friendship over long distances is impossible.

I have one person showing some love, but you know internet things are not really a thing, and she's not doing so great either.

But there's always you faggots, thanks for the anon love.

>>571880101
I have about 8 years of bad days, and I'm willing to say about 30 of them weren't half bad.
Point being, it's not just one bad day, and infact this is one of my better days.
Also, don't pretend to care about random strangers. Especially not hobos

>>571879762
what's your reasoning for wanting to hurt someone (including yourself)?

>>571880478
Oh, it's alright. I should've asked which you meant first.
>>571880485
I know how tough it can be to make new friends, you've just got to open up a bit, if I can do it, you definitely can too. And you're very welcome, man.
>>571880636
What's caused those 8 years of bad days? If you don't mind me asking. And I'm not pretending, we both know they had to end up that way somehow, we just don't know why, no need to just beat a random person down on their luck.

>>571878478
I live in the house I grew up in.
No IRL friends. zero.
what's my excuse?

>>571876719

Feeling shit. Lonely with you man.

>>571881521
Well if you're lonely with me, then we aren't lonely, right?

>>571881379
Ehwot
Obscure trading method?

watch this vid m8s, you'll feel better

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jl2zGwscJuE#t=516

>>571881521
>>571881643
we are together bros. Im here to talk to anyone

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>>571882000
>how to get sex with girls
>implying that's all any of us are really after

>>571882147
I'm here to talk to anybody as well, part of the reason I made the thread. Just to talk to people.
>>571882196
It'd probably cheer me up right about now.

>>571881116
>open up
that's what they always say, but it's true.
I've been trying and will continue trying, it's really just one of my metal issues.

>>571882196
Translation: Regretting all those cocks.

>>571882335
Did you have any positive parts about your day anon?

>>571882335
>It'd probably cheer me up right about now.
I wouldn't let bitches determine yourself worth, man.

Going through some rough times i don't think im going to make it guys, ive been sad all of my life nothing goes right for me what the fuck man why am i such a bitch

>>571882196
dude I'm just trying to contribute to the feel-good attitude that some of us really need right now! skip to 9 minute mark and watch those guys have a fucking blast just by being chill.

>>571876719
got drunk, took nap, delivered pizza, now drinking again


this is my everyday

>>571880760
Short story
> Be me
> Father hates himself, so he throws all that hate down on me
> Shouts and drinks
> I always get a feeling of terror when at home
> Have to watch my mother hide in my room
> Still she supports him, and is cold to me. Tells me to grow the fuck up
> Also have to hear about her plans to leave him
> I'm still a kid at this point
> Grandfather asks me to sleep with him continuously, because he's horny, and I have a tight ass
> Friends pick on me because I'm weird
> Try to cry and tell my parents. They lock me up for being pathethic
> This goes on and I grow up
> Am about 15 or 16
> Attack my parents with plans to kill
> Get psychiatrist and get locked up
> They think I just need to run and exercise. While they feed me pills
> I think this is bullshit, and start lying about how I'm much better. And start acting that way
> Get out. Continue life
> Am 22 now, and live on my own with a friend
> Still can't get my fathers shouts out of my head
> Feel intense pain and panic attacks from it
> Sometimes black out from the pain and panic attacks. Wake up and hate everything because I didn't die
> Always smile at friends and help them out with their shit

I'm should really write this better in notepad, and then paste a feels thread later, which describes the shit better
But I'm drunk and hateful

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What up OP. I'm still in lecture right now right now so I'll be around for a bit.

Here is a cool picture that I like to look at sometimes.

>>571882704
you just think negatively man, think more positive bro and your life will be 100x better!!!

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>>571876719
Meh, can't complain nor boast.
I'm bored.
Nothing interesting to watch, tired of my games.
Half tempted to start prank calling BlogTalkRadio just to fuck with psychics.

>>571882927
that really is a lot to deal with anon. if you got a skype or even steam im here to talk to. i have not experienced that, but willing to talk and give my input.

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>>571882704
It's alright, bro. Shit sucked for me for a long time, and when people told me that things get better eventually I did not believe them.

Last year I saved up enough money to go back to school, enrolled in community college and will be transferring to a respectable 4-year institution later.

There is always light at the end of the tunnel, even if you cannot yet see it.

pic unrelated

>>571881643
>>571881521

I guess not, ha. just asked out the girl I've liked for a while now... surprise surprise she said no.

Stuff's been pretty stange lately.
I eat when I'm hungry but food doesn't satisfy my hunger. Drink when I'm thirsty and stay thirsty afterwards. Play vidya when I got time but it's no fun.
Nothing feels right lately

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Yo OP.
Kicking back after a long day with some Old Crow.

What the rest of you drinking tonight?

>>571882418
Just say hello to a few people, ask how their day is. Shouldn't be too tough. You've got this.
>>571882540
Yeah, saw some of my friends today, we talked for awhile, but it's weird, with them I feel better, but feel worse. I guess because I feel like I bring them down or something. I don't know for sure.
>>571882556
I already do, it's one of my many flaws.
>>571882704
What's going on? Don't say you're not going to make it. Nothing goes right for me either.
>>571882878
Think you could lay off drinking just a tad? I know how it can be.
>>571882927
That really must be rough, anon. I'm sorry to hear that your past was like that. Just try to focus on the future, and hopefully, it'll be so great, you'll forget all about your past.
>>571882982
That's a pretty neat picture, thank you.

>>571876719
I'm alone physically, intellectually, and emotionally but I'm not sure if I feel lonely...

>>571882927
well shit, can't say much about that, though one thing I know is that pain to other and self is not the answer.
But I have no idea how a child hood like that is, I'm sorry about that.

>>571883653
i could, but i got the fuck it in me....just found out moms lung cancer spread to her bones...she went for radiation today but its a wrap

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>>571883650
So far I've made a hamburger, had two bud lights & lighting a bowl as we speak while AC/DC plays over the surround sound.

anyone wanna talk on skype even just chatting?

>>571883630
I know the feeling, believe me. I asked a girl recently that I've liked, she even said she liked me back and really wanted to be with me. But she wanted to wait, and I was fine with waiting, she's well worth it. But within a span of a week or so, her feelings completely changed and she doesn't like me anymore and just wants to be friends. Fucking sucks.
>>571883637
Same thing's been happening to me, kind of.
>>571883650
Not drinking tonight.
>>571883987
I'm sorry to hear about your mother, anon.
I hope everything will go well.

>>571884150
Yeah sure, what's your name?

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Whenever I see threads like this and everyone's chill I always have to bring up the question.

How many years do you think we discover other planets with other civilizations and everyone can travel in space and soon it's just a intergalactic universe with different races,currency,languages, and weapons. Idk. Get's me wondering.

>>571879762
>life happened.

"Life happened. This fucking shithole of a universe decided that without me on this planet the equilibrium would be offset and my unwarranted existence is a vital component of the galaxy and without first consulting me and inquiring as to whether or not I maybe wanted to partake in this fucked up game of life I was pushed headfirst out of my mother's vagina against my will and sit here sulking in my misery and regrets, writing hilariously long run on sentences because life is cold and savages rule the world"

That was some shit I wrote when I was 17, haha. Life happened m8.

Not even emo, was just a depressed kid.

>>571884231
jamesdamayne is my skype

>>571884203

Yea, it never changes. It's a horrible feeling. But i guess you get used to it after a while.

I stick to my habbits no matter what I do. I can't even leave my city for that matter, so discovering distant planets wouldn't change a thing.

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>>571882927
Take this from one of the most intelligent, knowledgeable people in the thread. See a psychologist.

>>571884296
I think it may happen within the next 150 - 200 years before we make official and public contact with another race from the stars.

>>571883653
talking to people is where I fail...

I'm self-conscious, lack of confidence and have a slight mental disorder that is not getting better with the drinking.

>>571884296
Honestly, I don't see any of that happening in our lifetimes, but I could be wrong.
>>571884456
It is indeed a horrible feeling, and sadly, you do get used to it if it happens enough.

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college not giving me a lot of free time, but i can still deal.

>>571884678
What's the disorder, anon? I'm self-conscious too.

>>571884692

Yea, I guess there will be another, but with my luck the same result. Well I got to go, It was nice to let the feels flow, and talk to you /b/ros. ha. See you guys later.

>>571883423
I don't feel like making an anon skype, or steam. I'm palleba on Kik
>>571883653
My future is all planned out. Just need my little sister to grow up, so I don't destroy her adolescence and my grandmother to die of old age. These two have always been great in my life. After that I'm fucking gone.
Peace and silence shall be mine forever
>>571883925
Self harm is a great way to control panic attacks. Also feels so fucking good sexually
>>571884391
At 17 I shut my mouth and never dared speak. But can you argue that my life is actually of any importance? I'm just one human amongst so many, my existence doesn't matter. Thus I wrote "life happened", to make a point that shit happens to so many, and I'm just one of them
>>571884501
Contacted my doctor. They told me to fuck of, they don't deal with depression-like things.
Am clueless now

>>571884994
Sounds like we've got the same luck, but I believe you'll find somebody. Nice talking to you, /b/ro. See you some other time.

I'm excited the NFL draft is coming to Chicago. Kind of bummed about the venue, though. Nice building, that Auditorium Theatre, but it's run by a corrupt organization.

>>571884835
Schizophrenia, though it's still very mild as of now and is some what under control.

>>571885081
In the grand scheme of things absolutely nothing matters. People place importance on other people and things. It's all bullshit. People that take life seriously make me laugh. I've adopted a don't give a fuck attitude and laugh through life's daily trivial bullshit. Because none of it fucking matters.

>>571885630
How bad can it get? Just curious. Glad it's under control.

>>571885137

Same to you. best of luck out there. Peace

>>571885704
I try to live by the "don't give a shit about anything" attitude, when I'm out and amongst people. Then deal with my shit when I'm alone.
Thing is, I'm destructive and have hurt people.
Gave one girl a bleeding head injury. She used to run away from me in fear.
And I enjoyed the hell out of it

Pretty shitty... This is my first year living without my parents, I´m sharing an apartment with my cousin. Parents live in another country, I´m in North america to study. Just had a fight with my cousin because he is keeping my parents bed (queen size) even though I was supposed to keep it, and he uses the excuse that his girlfriend sleeps over once or twice a week. I am in a single bed, which really sucks. He says he doesn´t have money to buy a new one but I´m pretty sure he does.
At school I´m taking advanced calculus, which is really fucking hard.
Tired as fuck also.
Still pretty angry at my cousin.

How was your day OP?

>>571885718
How bad can it get?

>be me
>7-8 weeks ago (right after school started)
>going home for the weekend
>planing on taking the early boat back home it goes at 3PM
>take buss to town at 2PM
brain fucks me doggy style with a cactus
>it's now 6PM
>"wake up" walking up a mountain bear feet with one shoe in my hand (shoes were 2 days old)
>walk for almost an hour up hill thinking I was on my way to somewhere
>it's getting dark and cold so I decide to walk down
>4 hour hick down hill

turns out I was 20km from the city, I was covered in swamp water, my laptop had to have the screen replaced because it was full of swap water never found the right shoe on my way down.

But this kind of things haven't happen in a while before and after.

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well im majoring in biology, which im not even sure if i want to do as a career after college, but even if i wanted to have a decent career then i would have to go to grad school so having a crisis there. just went to college for it because i have free tuition and it's the only thing that i can actually be good at.

but all that aside, how is your sex like /b/?

>>571886680
Sorry to hear your cousin is being so stubborn. My day was just a day. Nothing really happened worth mention. Just was waiting for it to end.
>>571886935
Oh wow, I didn't know it could get like that. Think you could get somebody to just, I don't know, maybe watch over you in case it happens again? Or keep an eye out for you?
>>571887071
That all sounds like a hassle, I don't even know what I'm wanting to major in for sure.

>>571887071
yeah man i feel you i kinda have the same situation as you

>>571887692
that was probably the worst case (that I can remember).
My mom watches over me when I'm back home and some time calls to check in.

the normal episodes are just small blackout a few minute and the occasional voice.
though I'm glad I haven't had hallucinations or voices telling me to hurt/kill people/myself, the voices are usually just talking about random shit
and some times not even in my language but in Spanish, don't ask me why.

its a bit of a hassle though science is my strong point and i am interested in biology, though im more of a dreamer and rather entertain people so my other ideas were to involve myself in film or video games, but my college is super hard to get into the drama and computer science school so those were out of the equation. I do have ideas for games and like to create comics, but then again my art skills are not that good XDDD i got so bored in my science class that i ended up starting a comic about a hot dog in a suit who is business man XD but that is life. i can post a pic if someone requests.

anyways, im a newfag since college doesnt really leave me with enough time to go and play video games so this site makes for a quick way to entertain myself, and i was wondering about how you reply to posts?

>>571886935
Shit man that really sucks. How old are you? Is your treatment working? Man I really hope that technology can find a solution to schizophrenia.

>>571888826
>i can post a pic if someone requests.
I'm going to have to ask you to post it now.

>>571888982
21 turning 22 in a few month and the treatment is working fairly well, but not 100%.

>>571888737
Well that's good to hear I suppose. Spanish still confuses me, even though I passed it in High School.
>>571888826
Pic of the comic, please.
To reply to posts, just click the post number. (No. 571******)

>>571888826
Click on the post number to reply. I hear ya, man. I´m too busy too.

I´m in my last year of high school, since I´m not a national in the country im at, just here with a student visa I´m worried I won´t get into university since is 5 times more expensive if you are an international student. I have to get a residency.

>>571889290
How did it start? I´m worried a friend of mine has it. He is very deep into hallucinogenics (acid, shrooms, lsd) and he believes that he is on a mission of Ra (the Egyptian god). He also believes on conspiracy theories thingys and doesn´t want to stop taking drugs.

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>>571889727
yeah i heard about that, college is usually free for the people born there. i mean i am a foreigner here in the U.S. but i have a green card so im fine, but jesus christ is college a business...
>>571889334
>>571889290
here you go, the retartedness of my bio class cuz its so boring, also i hope it views well.

>>571890308
I'm in canada. I don´t have much money right now and I really can´t afford college at international rates. If it´s national rates it would be no problem as I pay more than it for highschool.

>>571890308
I'm liking the comic so far, gave me a nice grin.

>>571876719
Lonely, panic attacks, blah, fucking kill me please.

>>571891376
thank you XD i would turn this into a movie taht no one would watch but then it would become a cult classic XD
>>571891002
yeah, my school is like over $50,000 a YEAR (with dorm and meal plan), and with another kid in college, and another one about to go to college, that would be overkill for my family so it is good that i got free tuition because that is just ridiculous.

Got a job offer today. All in all not bad.

>>571891850
Go the fuck back to tumblr

>>571876719
That's such a shitty picture, he can't even drink the beer.

>>571890167
hard to say how it started as on top of that my memory is awful, but my mom tells me she found me talking to people even though nobody was there when I was around 10 or so
and it got more and more frequent as I got older. It runs in the family and her sister got diagnosed around the same age as me.

Like I said never really had any hallucination or delusions, but there's some conspiracy that I believe in that might be seen as delusion.
It's hard to tell whether your friend is just suffering of too many trips or actual schizophrenia being pushed by the hallucinogens.

Have a real talk with him telling him that you are worried about it (it's better to sound like a total faggot if it turns out to be real)
If there's a chance he has it, it's better for him to get treatment, because the whole Ra thing is not a good sing.
The best thing would really be to lay off the drugs for a while, but that's easier said then done especially when your trying to convince someone else to stop taking them.

>>571876719
Hey guys, I'm actually having a pretty good night, I wanted to come tell you that my life used to suck hardcore, but that I'm happy again.

You'll get there guys, but while I'm here, I wanna hear about your nights. :)

shitty
"gf" rather go out to drink than talk to me

>>571892889
This thread has pretty much made my night better, just talking to people and such.
>>571892195
Oh shit, I never noticed that.

>>571893428
That can't be good. She drink a lot?

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well goodnight /b/. hope to see you anons again some other time, heres more of my generic comic about a hot dog business man