Trap/CD/Trans/Mental Illness throd

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Sauce:
xhamster.com/movies/3359761/japanese_crossdresser_jerk_off.html

bumping for more

bueno intensifies

moar of the redhead from the end of last thread...

>>568052394
how old

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Wheres that other dude from KY?

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>>568052505
22

>>568052757
Ky fag reporting in.

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>>568053305
said you wanna become a trap?

>>568052793

Hnnng

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>>568054149
I know right?
That body is so tight and curvy.

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This SLUT has posted on FB her masturbation video, we're streaming it

http://p-ast-e.de.gg

why is it that traps have the best lingerie and panties?

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This trap posted years ago on tranchan and I was unable to save all the other photos.
Best legs ever.

>tfw no Chloe tonight ;_;

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>>568054782
;_;

>>568051607
>>568051607
thanks for pretty much forcing me to jerk off asshole

>>568054782
summon the chlo-ster

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>>568054942
much sadness

>>568054804
>>568054912

Name?

>>568054912
man I want to ram that ass

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>>568055089
chlo-ster shut off kik, hasnt talked to me all day, I just dont know what went wrong

>>568054501
Why can't people wash their mirrors?

>>568054492
damn, that's inspiring. trying to have a prostate orgasm but haven't had luck. had an aneros in for 2ish hours and then masturbated with my vibrator anally. trying to decide if i should just jack off (got lube and a cockring on now, wearing the aneros and teasing my cock) or not. i really want to but i don't know if that would set me back in my quest. any advice peeps?

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>>568055004
http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=RRrVX-G551-#.VBD2hWM56M0

>>568053446
Yeah, I want to be a trap. My current living situation doesn't really make it that feasible at the moment though.

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>>568050909
this one loves teh cawk

>>568055485
I like that you can tell this is just a dude all fagged up. hot

>>568055405
all I can say is keep trying, Ive never done it nor have I tried but i do like watching

>>568055498
awh, got any pics tho?

http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=awwMV-G184-

London traps on?

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>>568056426

does anyone have that trap guide picture?

I remember some quotes from it "as long as I wear a skirt I'm a girl" and recommended foods included alcohol and semen.

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>>568056529

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slurp!

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>>568056661

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>Cherry here

Hi thread.

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>>568056794

>>568056970
hello.

Nice outfit!

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>>568056721
Sweet fuck what a gorgeous trap.

>>568054501
I'd fuck the shit out of Ren Rikka

>>568056970
mmm that cock ring

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>tfw no qt trap bf to love and take care of

>tfw no traps in your country.

GOD HATES FAGS!!

- This message brought to you by Westboro Baptist Church.

P.S. Jesus loves you.

P.P.S. Unless you're a faggot; in which case, he hates you.

>>568057341
the struggle is real
Been looking for a while now myself

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>>568057131

Thanks.

>>568057312

They're so awesome to wear

>>568057194
That looks like a full size fuckdoll.
>dem fingers

>>568056721
THAT I'd fuck

Any qt3.14 girls in california >:D

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>>568057460
Maybe he shouldn't have made cute guys in dresses so irresistable.

>>568056721
more of this "trap" or i'm calling bs that it's a dude

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>>568057460

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>>568054942
Hi awesome name ;)

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>>568057665

>>568057592
I know man. Where you at? I know there isnt shit near me.

>>568058062
>poseable

>>568056772

bee is so cute

>>568057634
no problem. I love rainbow socks though. lovely body

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>>568058049
wha? these pics are not me

>>568058049
thats cute

>>568058208
KY, its shit here

Anyone in BC Canada?

>>568058446
joeeeeee

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>>568058590

>>568055884
Unfortunately not. I've never taken pictures. If I took some right now I couldn't get them off of my phone until another day and I doubt you would want them with how I am right now.

>>568057460
>implying creationism

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>>568058326

Glad you like

>>568058376

Is that all you want to do?

any way i can get a way of getting more pictures from you personally?

>>568058615
who dat?

>>568058675
if you say so

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get fucked freaks

>>568057952
j don't have more, but you can find her on chaturbate under the nickname of "elektraxxx"

>>568058985
>>568058985
Nevermind then. Thought you were someone i knew. Im in Tn tho. I feel your pain.

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Wtf does natasa mean? I'm weird -_-

>>568059051
>"Get fucked freaks"
Chance would be a fine thing :)

>>568059051
would staple to head and claim unicorn/10

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>>568058665

>>568059219
its cool, bones

>>568059405
Make me chuckle :)

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>>568059484

More shit that hasnt been posted in every fucking thread plskthx

>>568059405
Made me chuckle :)

>>568059476
How the fuck can I buy a flesh light with cash? I don't have enough to buy one of those $100 Visa gift cards that can be used online.

>>568059476
sauce?

>>568059476
her tit looks like it was cut perfectly off

>>568050909
Post pics of traps getting fucked by BBC

this working now?

>>568059686
Don't get a fleshlight, they're shit, get a dragon vagina

>>568060046
I think so... wtf is happening with 4chan nowadays?

>>568060123
no clue but I cant pics now

>>568060072
I have a dragon vagina and I can confirm it feels great, though there are times I wish I had either an anus or a see-through fleshlight as well

I used to be straight.
Thanks a lot fags.

Any traps or gems want to kik?

>>568056597
http://imgur.com/qQT1SgV
there you go anon

>Damn it /b/ ..
yay! seems to be working again :)

>>568060312
depends, where are you from?
if youre outside of scandinavia, no im sorry.

>tfw no Chloe still ;_;

>>568060337
I thought this one was fake?

>>568060236
They have dragon anus as well now

>>568060623
True, but I would love to be able to see my own dick penetrating the toy.

>>568060716
I've had an ice, it's not worth it

>>568060412
Actually I'm from Stockholm! What's ur kik?

>>568060780
But I'm not brave enough to slut myself out to cocks so the only way I can see one in action in person is with one

test

sry. keep getting "error upload failed" when i try to start a thread

>>568060974
wut

>>568060993
It's broken right now

>>568060993
Yeah, pics/new threads are fubar'd atm

>>568060569
I thought so too, which made me put off leaving the couch even more. If there was one that I knew was real I'd jump that shit immediately

>>568061253
but most of it is true tho.
cardio slims you down real quick, it also kills muscle mass, which is why swolefags refuse to jog.

Does anyone have that webm of a trans surgery happening?

>>568061328
It reduces muscle mass but does that mean directly that I'll become weaker? Because if anything I need to slim down but still be kinda strong, my guy likes thin with muscles

>>568058018
>>568058018
>>568058018
NOONE IS GONNA TALK ABOUT SAUCE ON THIS?!

Im hearing the image servers are down

Thats it for the night folks, go home, nothing to see here

>came here to call everyone here a faggot
>see pics
>get a hard on
>self hate for a few minutes

Guess you got me, time to fap

>>568060814
cool!
sofih93

>>568050909
That can't even be a dude though

>>568061576
the true wisdom in life
is when you dont give a shit for stupid things

>>568061441
I always wondered how those traps had such nicely proportioned ballsacks.

They all use cockrings, don't they?

>>568060337
>>568060569
>>568061253
>>568061328
>>568061441
no just do core workouts, youll be strong, but
not look buffed. just dont overdo the proteins.
the bum workout with a little change to it,
worked for me, i was flat as can be. now i actually got something there. then hormones helped after that. also doesnt hurt to get fit. id say try n just do it

>>568061618
Messaged ;)

>>568061864
what if i just want to be more androgynous?

>>568058018
the dream is real

>>568062347
indeed it is

Is 4chan alive again?

post fmoare hot fags

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hao

Is 4chan alive again?

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I need a name to use when trapping
Someone halp
Pic related

>>568063507
hi :3

>>568063780
Sandy now post more with face.

>>568063830
Haihai

>>568058450
Hey

any1 in the bay area that can fuck me silly?

>>568063941
how you doin cutie

thutht

>>568054365
name?

>>568050909
Fuck it
https://gleam.io/emzHa-PB3siX

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>>568050909
Live free now

http://Karolinavip.borging.com

>>568064189
Where in the bay area? and pics?

>>568064189
If you don't mind a virgin filling you up.

looking for qt traps in the San Diego area

Anyone got sauce for black haired trap wirb kitten ears geting fucked
It was on xhamster and a british one i think

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yes

>>568058018
Sauce!

>>568058018
im not into traps but damn this is amazing

>>568065097
LOL get the fuck out of here retard

>>568058675
Where in KY are you?

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>>568065257

>>568064713
well I've got a virgin ass so I'd like that

>>568065516
You alright bro?

Wearing panties is the best, you all should try it.

>>568064706
Marin can't do pics rn but mabe later

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>>568065516
ha ha HAAAAUGGHHHH

>>568066014
Got any contact info?

>>568065269
I'm in Bardstown unfortunately. It's so boring here.

>>568058018
Someone plis sauce!!!

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Any anon's wanna kik?

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what what in the <

>>568058018
eh, sus

>>568066664
Yea sure ;)

>>568066761
please more

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>>568066664

>>568066352
[email protected]

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Hey
Have some booty

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>>568066794
User? c:

>>568066442
I'm going to be passing through Bardstown this Friday. Send me an email. [email protected]

>>568066664
>>568066959
>>568067137

gat damn

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>>568066859
meh

>>568067137
tyronebiggumzs

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BAM

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KABLAM

>>568067357
You are really REALLY pretty and turning me on ;_;

>>568067552
Jesus you are prettier than any girl I've ever dated.

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>>568067524
thanks c:

>>568067357
I would be on that ass in a heartbeat

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>>568067667
Thanks <3

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More booty

>>568067362
>>568067456
WHO MADE THESE DAMN PO-JU ANIMATIONS

>>568067795
that's a fucking great butt.
for fucking
fuck

>>568067765

How big is cock

>>568067765
So wanna kik?

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>>568067950
6'
and here's a little more of my body for anyone interested.

>>568067109
>[email protected]
sent

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>>568067883
Thanks :)

>>568068030
I cant be the only one wondering where are you located?

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>>568068270
Dallas, Texas, friend.

>>568068481
i'm in houston!!!!

>>568067137
If you want to kik me, Apoc13378

>>568068481
I live in Austin Tx. Want to hang out and only hangout

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>>568068481
Adorable traps exist, why do they have to be in Texas?

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>>568050909
http://Donna19.iceblaze.com

Online now its free!

>>568068481
Fucking qt 3.14

Kik me? I'm at antguy.

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>>568068872
I wouldn't mind hanging out, you smoke?
>>568068789
Wow that's not too far. :p

>>568069090
whats your email

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Helou

>>568055485
Post moar trap vidya links that you fap too please

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>>568069286
My email is actually my full name, I'd rather just kik you. o,o

>>568069090
From time to time, i mostly drink. Love that whiskey. Besides i used trap.

>>568068481
Dallas Resident, would love to meet you even just to say I've finally met a passable trans

>>568054397
Having a male brain, they know what is appealing.
Cannot get the fishnet thing, though. Not smooth; looks sleazy as fuck.

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>>568068481
yous a qt :3

>>568069537
Drinkings great too, just better to hang out and toke tho.
>>568069545
Wouldn't mind meeting ya. :)

>>568069728
>qt that smokes

c-can we be friends

>>568069728
Lel sounds good! You can kik me at DreamPickles

>>568068481
awhatup big D, ever make it up to denton?

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>>568069668
Thanks!
>>568069824
Yuss c: post your kik

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>>568070108
chloeanonkik

:3

>>568058018
Where is the sauce?

>>568055405

I've found that sitting on a dildo and just rocking back and forth does more for me than bouncing, so you could try that. Alternately you might need more mental stimulation to get yourself off than during a typical jerk off session. Try getting really into a fantasy that you see yourself in.

>>568066959
i say goddamn.

>>568partp3
What partp

>>568066761
This is like, perfection caught on camera. Very low hanging balls, smooth ass, perfect. I *really* needs this in my life.

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>nobody says hi..

ni ni /b/... ?_?

sauce me

javascript:quote('568069219');

>>568069219

>>568070763
>>568069470

You're gorgeous, but I'm trying to fap here. I would take you home to mom and dad.

>>568070763
hey cutie.

>>568070382
Hey, Chloe!!
>you get dicked up yet?

>>568065603
What part of the bay?

>>568069470
Hellew. Hard to believe tho :/

>>568070763
Hey

How do i stop being a beta faggot wanting to suck trap dicks

>>568071054
date sunday :3

also have like.. 2 other guys i'm gonna set a date with sometime soonish. so not yet, but soon hopefully :D

>>568069090
Oh fuck, if I still lived in Dallas I'd come over and fuck you senseless in a heartbeat.

>>568071230
You don't. And fucking femboys is alpha as fuck. Submitting women to your cock is power, submitting males is dominance.

>>568071230
make exceptional advances on genetics/brain operation and find a way to change your configuration into being straight or find a cope mechanism that will make you miserable your whole life

>>568071249
Date?
>how the fuck did they pull that shit off?
>,you're supposed to be picky!

>>568067163
I sent you an email. Sorry it took a while, I've never tried meeting someone over the internet and I'm so shy I think I was blushing while typing.

>>568069668
Chloe, do you know you're the first real trap I fapped to? that video with you playing with your foreskin, putting your finger in and taking it out covered in pre, was the one who made me definitely gay for qt boys

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>>568071013
Sap

>>568071153
What's hard to believe..? '-'

>>568071225
?(* '?')?

>>568070976
Thanku..? ?_?

Ok ima try to sleep now been sitting on vent past hour

>>568071912
>real trap
>qt boys
a trap isn't a "qt boy" you fucking fag

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>>568071912
this one? ;P

i'm flattered anon, it's always nice to hear stuff like that :3

>>568072090
technically they are, just with additions

>>568071962
Noooo don't go!

Anymore photos?

>>568070108
Deejay?

>>568071962
oh :( hope I see you around again some time

>>568071826
Lol, I'm just being a dick
>go get your poke on
>but film it
>and let me watch

>>568072206
no, and you're just a gay kid in rainbow socks.
what are you doing in trap threads anyway?
you never showed faec and you keep reposting these pics that you took years ago.
why?

>>568056169
http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=qInBA-G373-

>>568072426
you got it babe :3

>>568072563
so hot

>>568072685
Just sit on my face already, I can't take it

>>568072901
you sure?

are you gonna stick your tongue into my butt? :3

c-cus i like that

Keep going, I'm taking notes.

>>568072994
What the fuck else would I do with it?

>>568073125
what kinda notes? c:

>>568073147
um idk! s-smell it?

>>568072206
HNNNGGG
yeah that one. didn't think a cawk could be so cute before :3

>>568073334
Yeah, that's foreplay.
We can touch butts and fart

>>568073334
also rub it, squeeze it, spank it, use it as a pillow

>>568073531
>tfw wish it was smaller so it was cuter

can't have everything i guess :P

>>568073547
n-no thanks

how about we just cuddle and play with each others dicks? :3

>>568073706
>use it as a pillow
yes pls

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>>568073334
Just these.

>>568073772
I guess that's cool too

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>>568073837
>tfw got 3 lines in before i realized it was all repeated

i should stop smoking now

>>568073970
>cuddling
>I guess that's cool too

cuddling is fun :c

also why is no one posting pics anymore. needs more butts!

>>568073561
>That anus

I was going to let my gf peg me tomorrow

not anymore

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>>568073837

>>568074075
can you get back at me on kik please?

>>568074075
Puff Puff Pass It.
Or we could blow shotgun.

>>568073772
it's cute enough to make me want to caress it, lick it, put my tongue inside your foreskin and tease it until you're dripping wet
also I love cuddling too, would like to spend all night just doing that, listening to your girly moans

>>568074075
>I'm still being a dick
>were any of those ngga$ you met on grinder somewhat atracive or are you gonna get trained on by some total uggos?

Kik me please :) boostergold7

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Been a while. Got off work and smoked some.
Yo

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>>568074284
shotgun sounds fun :3

>>568074487
well that sounds like a great night to me!

>>568074589
>i know, you're always a dick
i found 1 cute guy on grindr, and then out of the blue 2 qts on okcupid messaged me today and i've been getting on really well with them

been a good day i'd say :3

>>568074725
Lol you know the rules, "alchemy"

>>568074775
It usually is, but some ways of doing it are certainly more fun than others.

>why is no one posting butts

I mean... I could post butt since I just shaved tonight
>tfw so smooth
But before that I was cutting up my right thigh, so I don't think anyone wants to see that shit.

>>568063780
Anyone want more of me?

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>>568074725
How is babby formed?

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>>568074836
god damnit you really gonna make me lol?
This shit is new

do any of you traps here have exotic dildos
horse cock for example

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>>568074889
>tfw so smooth
best feels ever

>tfw you can't stop feeling yourself up

why do you cut bby ,_,

>>568074775
and then I would fall asleep with my face on your butt

>>568074930
hello pretty ;)

>>568074775
Ohh shit. Noice
Lol did anybody know you were "Chloe"

>>568074930
I do I do!!

>>568075252
how do you shave it so smooth? ;-;

>>568075284
Name surname? Hey :)

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moar?

>>568074930
Yes please!

>>568075454
Yes are you kidding of course we want more!

>>568075454
Gosh... You sure are pretty :)

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>>568075252
Feels amazing, kind of addictive, hate my body, love the blood.
Cannot emphasize the latter enough.
It's pretty much a sexual thing.