Random shit I gotta get off my chest post. >Today I went back in time. >No shit I just got back from 1997, and I think I am going nuts. >I was fucking around with a site that gave you auditory hallucinations, and I fucked up. >You are supposed to take breaks, but I left it playing all fucking day, because it wasn't doing shit. >I was browsing the net, wandering aimlessly, whatever, wasting time, and I suddenly thought of an old girlfriend. >I could see her face clearly, like I was looking at her just yesterday. >I have not even thought of her for 16 years. >We broke up amicably, nothing dramatic, no lasting impression. >As I sat there wondering why I was thinking of her, I heard her call my nickname, like she was standing behind me. >Startled me, because I am home alone, and no one calls me that anymore. >As I turn around suddenly I am not at home, I am at school, fucking highschool, the day before we broke up. >I look at her, and I can hear EVERYTHING, the other kids in the classroom talking about random shit, others in the hallway walking by. >I look at the chalkboard and I can see our homework assignment for tonight. >I look around the classroom some more and I can see the brightly colored shirts and denim jeans. >She calls my name again and as I look at her, she asks me if I am ok. >I tell her no, I am not ok, I shouldn't be here. >I tell her I need to go back. >She looks worried and asks me if I have been doing drugs. >I start to walk to the front of the classroom. >She stops me, I can see her face perfectly, even now, and she tells me "Don't go back" >I try to get around her, but her grip on me is like a vise, she looks directly at me and whispers "you shouldn't have come here" and then I realize she isn't looking at me, but behind me. >I look behind me and I see myself, my old self, he pulls me away from my old girlfriend and as she loses her grip on me. >The last thing I hear from myself is “open the door/get on the floor/everyone walk the dinosaur"
>>552386061 >mom marry guy for citizenship almost 2 yrs ago >best stepfamily ever, all 420blazeitfaggots except for stepdad >all chill as fuck >move into house few doors down from stepsis >start talkin to her, i told her about the shit i went through, she told me >we have some common issues >start liking her personality after she tells me everything >we've hung out for a couple months, were really close now, like best friends
>but im in love with her.
>i just need a girl. i want to cuddle with someone at night.
>>552389564 i cherish the relationship i have now since i was a shutin growing up. i'll cherish any friendship as long as i know they'll be there.
but i know what she wants in a guy. im not saying im going to become the guy that she wants but i know i cant do anything about it beside just keep being her stepbrother... its honestly a shitty feeling, but whatever..
we'll see if i feel like this after i go on my date with my girlfriend
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