>>552179810 It's showing that everything around you is dark and grey and shitty, and the light and colour through the noose symbolises you being happier when you're dead. Sad really, I know what it feels like.
>>552180739 Whiskey Lullaby - Allison Kross Until Then - Prozak Slip Out The Back - Fort Minor Lead You On - Mgk If I Die Young - The Band Perry Hate Me - Blue October Hurts The Same - Cryptic Wisdom Last Call - Dark Half Yesterday - Atmosphere Brothers - Dean Brody Coming Down - Five Finger Death Punch
>going out with this girl everything going great >two years into relationship have a kid >working hard making it all work >suddenly father dies >I am devastated >gf can't go out of state with me because kid and work >I take kid with me to help family prepare for funeral >worst time of my life >only thing keeping me sane is my child >gf and me having trouble >Get home from funeral stuff 2 days early >two cars in driveway >pull up thinking oh my gf has a girlfriend over or something >get kids stuff off >get my stuff off and put in foyer >go back to car to get carseat+ baby in it >walking back into house >hear talking loud >open door and hear "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK" >run into bedroom >some guy is banging my gf and one of her girl friends >I close door go put baby in his crib close his door and for some reason I am calm as fuck >go to closet in living room area >grab baseball bat and decide what I am going to do >kick door in bedroom >let the games begin
Another Second Another minute Another Hour Time passes as the lights slowly dims to a dull glow, minds suddenly realizing the time of night and thoughts screeching to a halt, demanding reprisal to the time wasted on pointless activities. But what was there to do? Give in to sleep that ended too quickly, and work that dragged on too long? It all ended up the same, days that lasted in all the wrong ways. Fleeting moments overshadowed by countless worries. It’s a funny thought that such worries were a luxury of the fortunate, a trouble that bothered none but the ones with no troubles. It’s Ironic in its own way, an oxymoron describing the problems and lack of motivation of the modern world, the same issue that brought down empires of the past and would destroy many more in the future. And here it was again, affecting the life and mind of a single individual amongst many, wasting away alone despite being surrounded by those who understood and want, but are blind to, each other. Where solidarity falls raises melancholy, and where melancholy ascends so too does apathy. And apathy thrives more so than any other feeling, slowly taking control of men. It steals from them their time; all the fleeting good times, the endless bad times, and the lonely spare time. Another Month Another Year Another Life
>>552182047 >screaming ensues >hit the guy a few times with the bat on his back/legs >tell him to gtfo >he runs without any clothes says "I am going to fucking kill you motherfucker" >yeah okay >gf is just in shock her friend is in shock >start packing my shit >tempted to beat the fuck out of her but having my father die/kid in the house is the only reason she is still alive at this point >tell her I am leaving / done with her >she is pleading >dont give a fuck at this point >guy ends up coming back with sweat pants on and a handgun >shouting on his way in "WHERE IS THAT MOTHER FUCKER LISA IM HERE DONT WORRY" >grab shotgun >pump once >gf realizes I am going to shoot this guy >she runs out of room and blocks door >shouts for the guy to leave >he is like who is this >"HE IS MY BOYFRIEND JUST LEAVE MIKE HE HAS A FUCKING SHOTGUN GO HOME" >tfw I recognize the name mike >its her boss >"You have 2 minutes to leave mike otherwise I am going to come out shooting." >I wasn't going to shoot him at this point >just wanted to scare him so I could leave in peace >gf realizes she is fucked >end up getting all my shit and leaving >take baby to my grandmothers and tell her what happened >she offers to watch the baby for a week or two while I get everything sorted.
>>552182726 >gf is calling me saying sorry >not listening pretty heartbroken over dad more than her >well atleast I have my kid >suddenly cops show up beat the shit out of me taze me >WTF R U DOING >you kidnapped xyz's child >ex told the fucking cops the kid wasn't mine and was "mikes" >spiraling out of control >no no no no no no please no I love this kid so fucking much don't do this to me god >fastforward 2 months mike and ex are now married >he is raising my child >cannot argue with cops cuz she left birth certificate father blank >why didn't I fucking notice >take her to court >judge is an old friend of grandmas >local small court >orders paternity test >me going to jail hinges on if this child is mine or not because muh kidnapping >she is threatening me with everything she can >I bring up how I caught her cheating on me while I left the county to go attend to my fathers funeral >everyone in courtroom shocked >she is now the villain >her attorney rescinds his demand for child support/alimony ccuz common law marriage/ and half of the house >he just wants her to have full custody >2 days until paternity test results >recess until then
>>552183162 >back at court so fucking nervous >GOD WOULDN'T DO THIS TO ME THE KID HAS TO BE MINE >judge reads results >its not mine >he isn't mine >the kid isn't mine >NO NO NO NO NO NO >I break down and start weeping >how could she fucking do this to me >judge tells me to hold my head high and stand up he isn't done reading the results >its not mikes kid either >wait wut SHE FUCKING CHEATED ON ME WAY BEFORE THIS AND SHE CHEATED ON HIM >he loses his shit also >everyone in court is making OMG AWWW whispering >judge says "in light of these findings I am going to drop this case as it no longer has any bearing. It is clear he was under the impression the kid was his and the accuser was lying." >she is responsible for all fees for his attorney , the court cost , and applicable testing. >I don't even remember how I left the court but I ended up in middle of a bar drinking >I don't have a son anymore >I was never a dad >its all fucking over man >still to this day I refuse to go out with another woman. >whenever I meet a girl I have angry drunk sex >never talk to them again >don't conversate much >don't leave home except to go to work, shopping, to buy shit. >jaded and hate life >a bottle of jack every 2 days >opiates painkillers >benzos >ketamine
Whelp thats pretty much my life now
I fucking hate woman all of them are fucking cheats/liars/and thiefs.
>>552177741 Op, I'm going to go out on a limb and say you've seen most of the feel threads on 4chan. You've probably seen most of the collection of sad and depressing pictures on 4chan. You may be like me and have seen so many that they seem to do nothing anymore. If this sounds familiar at all, try listening to alan watts on death or love.
When I would leave to go work for 5 days out of the week across the state doing pipe work for gas/oil companies the house would be spotless when I got back, dirty when I left, she would be prim and proper when I got back but excited when I left.
We stopped having sex as much.
She argued all the fucking time and then suddenly she stopped like if she was fine with everything.
Now I literally float around the state in company paid hotels with 200 dollars a week for food + pay.
Make ass loads of money but nothing but drugs in the areas we work at everyone is on fucking meth in the gas/oil business apparently.
It’s an odd thought, really, when you realize that the past has no meaning. No moment how great, how exhilarating, how momentous or how terrifying; not a single one retains any meaning, any true remembrance. I think I came to this conclusion when I realized that there had not been a single memory in my mind that I had remembered true to its situation. I romanticized every memory, I eagerly nit-picked it until it became something of great pain or joy that was above all else a memory that never truly existed in the first place. And upon that realization I fell into it more. More distant ideas, more pointless feelings of need and want… More moments of pure meaninglessness. Only the present, that simple second or half a second even, retains any meaning. Only that moment you fall on a choice or fail to make it and then that choice is gone, a mere memory of what it once was. It’s a sad thought, a freeing thought, and a very lonely thought. But as those moments come and pass, your head filled with nonsense, happy times, and the eventual depression that follows, it is simply that: A thought.
>>552177741 Has anyone here been on CBT? Success/failure stories? Recently decided to go on welfare since it's hard enough to get out of bed in the morning to continue a life that that I hate, let alone go to a job where everyone hates me.
>gf of 6 months breaks up with me over stupid argument >says i never cared for her and a whole bunch of other negative shit >when i was always trying to make her happy >never even boned because she said she wasnt ready and i tried to respect that >see her write a post saying that the entire time we were together she was lusting after this one guy she'd known since forever >she fapped to the thought of him
been in many feels/baww threads over the years and there has only been one picture that actually broke me down crying because it applied so much to me it felt like i wrote it without knowing it. pic related
>>552180532 going to use a shitty lyric from a macklemore rap, we all go through "that confusion of the 20 something before the suit and tie" "You can't change what the world does to you, you can only change how you attack the world?
>So I met this girl who worked at Starbucks >I worked up the courage to ask her on a date after a couple of conversations at the register. >She was a month older than me but I didn't really care >she was fun to be around >So we took a walk along the beach >we kissed in the pale moonlight >a full moon >it was really romantic >We started really getting into it >and she slowly unzipped my jeans >she reaches inside and starts kissing her way down my chest >she finally gets all the way down >looks up at me with the most seductive eyes I've ever seen and says >"No thanks, I had Reese's for breakfast" >and I'm like >"No way, you had candy for breakfast?" >She replies >"Not candy! Reese's puffs cereal!" >So she sliiiiides me a bowl >I crunch into it and >WHAM! >My mouth goes crazy! >That smooth combo of peanut butter and chocolate-y taste attacking my taste buds! >She zips my pants back up and says >"And it's part of this complete breakfast!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-2WJK_ehe4 Who cares? Why be depressed, life is beautiful, even if you experience it alone. Enjoy how silly the world around you is, it's like an extremely bad television show. So bad that it's funny.
>Long-term gf just broke up with me >At coffee shop trying to think of how to get my shit together >notice cute girl is has been looking at me for some time >smile at her and wave a little >go back to staring at my coffee >lock up to see her sitting next to me >asks me what’s wrong >little reluctant, think it’s a trick >It isn’t >feelsgoodman.jpg >she was dumped recently too >accidentally stare at her cleavage as she’s talking >start to get hard >feel a hand run up my leg >see her breathing a bit hard >asks if I like what I see >guide her hand to my zipper >she unzips my fanny pack by mistake >spaghetti falls out >try to clean it up with my sock >start to cry >get embarrassed and fart watery diarrhea all over my man skirt >smear shit all over the window and ask her to marry me >mfw she said no
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