>>546776123 A huge, fucked up epihpnay, went to sleep arriving from school on friday and waking up to go to school on monday, felt like less than 10 minutes; after that time I had night terrors followed by lucid dreaming every night.
>>546776831 I learnt to control my own mind, on all levels, fixed many flaws on myself, upgraded my performance on most things, most of it was about speed, memory and multitasking. On that huge epiphany I had 'shards' of my personality interacting with me and each other, after a while I learnt to interact with them and by modifying them I could modify myself, they're going to be my thesis subject.
>>546774414 >do field work in >doctoral student >wade davis is my hero >bunch of people in one village have a pseudo-new-age christian cult thing going on >my portuguese sucks, so mix of portuguesespenolish >half the people there speak an indian dialect >the cult leader has the women mix up a brew >later find out it had natural dmt and other crazy shit in it >all very religious for them >we drink nasty, nasty tasting stuff >mfw i get food-poisoning and throw up for like 20 minutes >my stomach is crushing >then i get the nasty sweats >then i'm floating and have to keep gripping the ground to stop myself floating away >the green people keep talking to me, but i can't quite get the lingo >middle of the night, but it's too fucking bright >i keep slipping through the bright forest at about chest height even though i'm sitting down >feel the warm wind on my green skin >suddenly, i zip out of the trees and i'm on the beach >cool water, the moon bright as the >zipping out over the ocean, the whitecaps, then open water >i'm moving so fast >the bright moon overhead >someone is watching, watching, watching me >i don't care, i'm flying like a bullet so fast >suddenly i'm near florida >zipping into the coast >fly right into my apartment complex >i stand by my apartment door, in the dark >realize i have to get my key to unlock the door >but they're IN MY PANTS >back with MY BODY >IN FUCKING SOUTH AMERICA
>i'm sitting on the ground >can't feel my fucking legs >fucking cold as hell and i'm shivering >the fire feels hot against my face >smoky, smoky, smoky >the head man is looking at me with great concern >"are you back now, son?" he asks in portuguese >"yes, thankyou" i say...in portuguese >i feel completely peaceful and centred >apparently i gained the ability to speak and understand portuguese somehow >never ever under any circumstances tried native herbs again
>>546774414 Like many, as a kid I lucid dreamed. At some point I had reoccuring nightmares and successfully stopped dreaming (or at least repressed them to the point I wouldnt remember them when I woke up) A couple of years ago I heard about lucid dreaming and got really interested in it. From then I can now remember my dreams and have even gotten close to taking over. I can never seem to question my surroundings though. I will dream, some fucked up shit happens, I am not in control. Ill wake up in the morning and rethink through my dreams and wonder how the fuck the screwed up things didnt alert me to the dream. When I am in the dream I just take everything as reality and cant seem to take control enough to question it.
>>546774414 Mine was ehh. I was hesitant on trying it because everyone I knew was like "Woah man you got try it, its like a blast off dude." Finally was like FUCK IT, and it was just my buddy and me. We put it over a small 1-2 hitter and it was all for me. >fiend plugs his phone into super loud speakers >take as big of rip as possible >i feel nothing for like 5 seconds >HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING IS PIXELS >I CAN FEEL EVERY MOLECULE IN MY BODY >trying not be overwhelmed and just vibe to music >Fucking douchebag friend's phone receives a text message with an annoying-ass text noise at fucking ear shattering levels >immediately lose enjoyment >come down shortly after and he was like "Whoops my bad"
>>546775435 Practice lucid dreaming enough and you will eventually run into demons. You will find yourself in situations where you are fully concious but no longer have any control (around them). Also finding that you can't wake yourself up (whereas months prior you could easily trigger waking).
When you find yourself surrounded by 4 demon babies that are the size of adults, shimmering black skin (and you can't wake yourself up), lucid dreaming becomes less attractive.
I started actively suppressing them from then on and I haven't had a lucid dream since (that was about 10 years ago).
Friend brought over some lab quality stuff a few years back. Looked like yellow rock candy. Put a nice layer on top of a small bowl of bud and ripped it a few times. Started getting light headed and hand bowl off just in time as I feel like I'm actually rocketing upwards at an absurd speed.
Level out and look around this alien world. Everything was made of small undulating geometric shapes. Time and space has become vague to the point of none existing. Can hear this weird like robot voice sound in the background hard to explain in text.
Then this huge being that I can only describe as godlike appeared ahead of me and sat Indian style in front of me. It was made of what looked like hollow, translucent glass shapes made of energy. Again time and space is broken down so while I got the impression this thing was immensely huge and still was able to sit in front of me.
Suddenly got this feeling that i wasn't suppose to be in this world and not sure if I just thought it or the being communicated this to me telepathically. it then reached out touched me on the chest and I came somewhat back to reality.
Was still tripping pretty hard with acid type visuals. There was this flower wallpaper border going around the top of the room and it looked like the flowers were growing out. The walls had these cool pulsating light blue, pink, and purple colors. I looked around at my friends and they all looked beautiful and amazing like i was seeing them how they saw themselves. Like one of the dudes there was hippy as fuck and I usually thought his dreads were grungy and lame but now they looked like a lion mane and made him look all spiritual and what not. Again hard to describe but it was awesome. Wore off pretty quick in that phase.
Afterwards I just felt like time wasn't nearly as important as people thought but at the same time realized how to perfectly arrange my priorities in life. Felt at peace in the world.
>>546779190 I know, it pissed me off. It also sucks dick because the friend I was with was "that one friend." Super fucking annoying. I was unsure of what to expect so I put on some Ratatat for some chill music. Literally as Im hitting the pipe he changes it to "Robot Rock." I dont hate the song, but not what I wanted to listen/trip balls to. PLUS the dudes text alert sound is literally that annoying alarm beep you hear on digital clocks.
Be me and my friend T and J. We go to a grass field in the middle of a forest. T goes first and kills his 0.6 in a few hits then said "damn" before falling backwards. Were sitting down so everything is still cool. J goes next does the same shit. Then I go, I kill the bowl in 1 hit. Hold it then exhale, most extreme body sensation ever. My arms drop and I can't move, the vision transitions to 3rd person view. I see a portal next to me, everything around me turns to liquid and melts away. Me sitting in an infinite white expanse of nothingness. Except for portal, I hop in. Fly through a vortex then face plant into a concrete floor. Feel nothing, get helped up by some black guy. He tells me to follow him down a tunnel. After a while of running we reach an aluminum gate that goes up to the 4d clouds above. Its locked I say, guy has key. He unlocks it and walks in the gate locks behind him. He slides me the key through the fence. As soon as I touch it, it melts and he explodes. Then I return to reality with intense visuals for a few minutes.
>>546779347 That's sleep paralysis, literally one of the most terrifying things a human can go through, I had it for almost 6 months, then grew the fuck up over it, I practiced it for over 3 years, now my fight is over, now I only do it for fun some times, you were a little bitch who couldn't pass the first trial
>>546781904 Bitch get to the point where there is literally nothing left you can do in lucid dreaming (which is where I was).
Get to the point where you are so fucking bored with knowing you are dreaming that questioning reality becomes your singular focus. Realizing that none of it is possible and trying to astral travel instead.
I belonged to a group of people practicing astral travel and shortly prior to my encounters I was able to successful see what was inside a box (in the class). --- That I had never seen in, in real life.
Take your pretentious bullshit (which I'd bet has gotten you nowhere in life), and shove it far up your ass (in-between taking your dad's dick).
If any of us here are on a journey of universal and self discovery, the last thing we should be doing is cussing each other out and adopting perspectives of superiority. We are here to learn, not fight.
>>546782230 been there, done that, saw God, found true religion, kinda following it since then, the end of the line has 2 options, you abandon your banal flesh and become a being of light or you strumble down the hill unto the ground, not my time to die so I landed face first. Can't keep it for myself any more: I will always love how edgy, pretentious and arrogant psychonauts become after a while, subestimating people and thinking they're on the ultimate slab of the stair. >mfw
>>546774414 >giant bong rip >get sucked up through cosmic vacuum >disassembled on a molecular level >become atom floating through space >witness god and experience eternity >return to body, cry. >never take psychedelics again
I never could get a dose big enough quick enough. All my DMT exp were a level 2 at best. Although the inner dialogue going on inside my head was leaps and bounds more advanced than I. It was while I was on DMT that I came to the realization that Rebirth of the self consciousness after death is entirely possible. I loved it though, and I cant wait to find another source one day. RIP silkroad. You were a God send.
>>546784650 sober these days my /b/ro, but spark one for me. 1: all composite phenomena are impermanent. 2: all contaminated things and events are unsatisfactory. 3: all phenomena are empty and selfless. 4: Nirvana is true peace.
>>546784690 I've never done DMT. The experiences I had running into the demons was enough to stop me from lucid dreaming (and practicing astral travel). I had to put that guy in his place both because he was being pretentious and because the thread wasn't about lucid dreaming. For the record I wasn't christian then (and aren't now), everything changed though (like not being able to wake myself) and that was enough to stop me. Long story short I'm thinking about trying DMT as another way of questioning reality.
>>546785315 I became buddhist a few years after. I have been buddhist since 2005 and firmly believe all aspects of what is taught in the Mahayana tradition. The concept of emptiness (sunyata) shatters people's normal conceptions of reality.
>>546785618 I did shrooms once last year and loved them but most of my paranormal exp is through brushes with mental illness, so obviously im a wizard.
My first exposure to Buddhist writings led to electric shocks and pure joy accompanied with muscle spasms in my occipital/cerebellar area, followed by tripping bad enough to go inpatient psych in about a week. Peace and goodnight, other paths are out there although they are more moderate for better and worse.
Sure, I'm really high so word choices might emphasize the norm
It was mid-July 2011 and I was in the backyard of a buddy's -- he passed me the bowl, and talked about the DMT he had on him. I said I wanted to try it desperately and so he let me.
I took a hit, inhaled as hard as I could.... held my breath, exhaled. Immediately I was in another dimension; I would look at the walls and they'd break into crumbs and cause cracks. My friend asked me if I felt it, and his voice distorted in my head as "DoooOOOOOoooOOoO youuuuu feeeeeelllll iiiiitttt?" I then saw his head swell up and bounce around my vision like a Microsoft screensaver. Things turned downhill as pentagon things engraved me and shoved down my very existence down to the throats of Hell and back.
>>546786089 I definitely couldn't explain it. It would take too much time. I had also read many buddhist books before I came across it, and I'm not sure someone without basic buddhist knowledge. I will get you the link anyway. Give me a few mins to find it.
>smoke deems in a cashed out deems pipe >toxic metal shit vitamin taste >fuck me this shits gross >blow out beat hit >peoples urging me not to cough >take second pull and get a good rip >holding my nose and mouth trying not to shneep >success >blow out >drop pipe >insert every dmt description ever
wont be doing that again. they didn't want me there
>>546787347 Like that little kid whom they wrote the book 'Heaven is Real' after. I beg to differ, I think it was the drugs inside his mind making him think that, although the only way a child could perceive the thoughts is of course what they are familiar with, which is God and heaven and all that.
>>546787347 >>546787372 Do people have other experiences with it besides birth/death/near-death experiences? Do you think it is linked to dreaming in any way? Do you think that calling it a "spirit molecule" is a valid description?
>>546787689 Well that's the nickname Rick Strassman coined for this wonderful chem. If the Govt weren't such assholes, they could allow universities to do more indepth research on DMT and the physiological effects on the mind. So nobody can really say for sure why DMT is so prevalent throughout nature, personally I believe its the evolutionary roots of consciousness. But that sounds silly now, because DMT is in more than just the human mind, Certain toads excrete DMT from their glands, many types of plants have DMT in their roots, and leaves. Its a very mysterious wonderous drug. Whats so amazing is that it is so natural. Like THC. and unlike the hard drugs or even the drugs big pharma pushes out..
So you guys think that nothing got your conscious here? And nothing will put you into another one ? Or nothing will happen after? Dmt is in your brain for two reasons is my opinion, death is painless and after death is peaceful. Were all connected by our brain, which in my mind IS god. So when were ready to come back here to this dimension , we can close up our dmt sleep, and enter a new body and mind to fulfill with new ways of living. I chose this body because I knew this guy could have potential and could handle what is ever given to him and be happy with any problem occurring. But that's my opinion, no one is wrong in life, you just have to understand their is no fact to what drugs do, and there is such thing as the right or wrong way to handle them it's just experience.
>>546787689 As for other experiences with DMT, other than administering a dose your self either through Ayahuasca, Smoked, or if your really brave intravenously, and those listed above, there aren't any documented known occurrences of the mind using it.
Also note, there may not even be a lick of truth to the notion that DMT is released at any point by mind. Its not like you just have a storage of DMT sitting in your pineal gland, DMT is simply theoretically synthesized in the gland. The amount of science simply isn't there yet. And who knows if we ever will get the opportunity to investigate it further? Its one thing to get THC legalized and rescheduled, but DMT will remain a Schedule 1 Narcotic for probably ever. Which really is a shame.. Same thing with Mushrooms and LSD, all of which could be WAY more beneficial and healthier alternatives for mental health medicines.
There is some that believe through the powers of mediation you could allow your mind to utilize the DMT, personally I have never had such an experience, that is to say without the help of something like LSD. i believe the pineal gland is referred to as the "Third Eye".
>>546788651 Personal experience says yes, absolutely. There is such a feeling of being one with everything. But if you think about it, you don't need a drug to feel that way because with or without that drug you are still apart of the universe.
>>546789827 Like I said earlier, it was DMT that made me come to the realization that after the body experience the physical death, there is a continued stream and flow of consciousness. The self you know right now will be gone, but the universe will continue to rock and roll just as it always has, you will be remanifested into another being. My questions start going from what is after death, to how long is death.. If that makes sense
>>546779347 this is clever psychology. hes planting a thought. if you think there is something real in it, your subconcious will take it and remember about that when you are dreaming. then you literally got fucked on a high meta level by this guy. well played sir
>>546790490 Ya man, it's a war on the mind. Who the fuck is any man to tell me what I can and cannot put in my body. Granted, a lot of people CANNOT handle something like DMT. you get dumbasses who jump off balconies because they ate one too many edible brownies you know what I mean?
>>546790813 Thats a brilliant point and one I hadn't considered before. The life span of a human life relative to say a cow or something, right? Whose to say after this life I don't turn into a gopher or some shit. The value of a human life is much greater. And we intuitively know this. One thing I have tried thinking about when considering 'rebirth' is the sheer growth of population over the last two hundred years on this planet..
>>546791295 yeah, I picked up buddhism 4-5 years ago and pretty much all it states is : we are all the same, buddists filter the water they drink, they cannot kill - they try to remove all living things without harming them, MICROORGANISMS they try not to kill. Fucking deep.
>>546791295 some ideas on rebirth is we are all the same, and after one life we jump into another, and only after we have lived all lives can we start our own.
So anytime you hurt someone, you are only hurting yourself. Anytime you help someone, you are only helping yourself - to me this is the most beautiful idea, and if we could adopt it we would ..idk my head exploded.
>>546791498 I was sent to a private school and had 'God' and religion and all this shit force fed to me and even then when all the other kids were fully embracing it I was so skeptical. But I was so young I had no idea what I thought. I just knew that there had to be something more. It wasnt until i was maybe 22 or 23 when I decided to start thinking about religion seriously again. And buddhism is the most logical, reasonable choice for me. It was like a light bulb came on, and I still haven't learned a lot about it. i just know that my inner core feelings strongly align with everything I've read so far about buddhism.
>>546791762 Ya, as I understand it, Karma is the guiding force that controls our ultimate fate. Whether we end up born a human to a couple of parents that are royalty, or if we are born into a pack of wild dogs, or we are born as cattle only to be slaughtered. But than I ask this question, how do animals affect there karma? Like a bird, how does a bird obtain enough good karma that in its next life it may be a human?
>>546791498 >they try to remove all living things without harming them, MICROORGANISMS they try not to kill. Fucking deep.
Microbial life is a little farfetched to me, but I do my best to not kill things like bugs. I always think in the back of my mind, that could be me. I mean not all the time, i mean if a flea is biting me or a spider crawls across the wall or something I'll smack it. But every once in awhile something stops me and I grab a note card or magazine and transport the critter away or put it outside. I think to myself, enjoy life a little longer insect. I always feel a slight bit of guilt when I see an animals carcass on the side of the road. And by no means am I a vegetarian but I hate to see a truck full of cattle going to the slaughter house. I own rifles and I love to shoot, but I dont hunt. I just dont like killing things, its not appealing to me. In fact the opposite.. Im not a pussy or anything, I'd just rather not. I don't see the point in ending somethings life.
>>546792794 I'm the same way, biting insects in the home = death, spiders I'll let outside.
Once I was wading in a pool with a net scooping out leaves when right in front of me a bee splashed down, I scooped him up and put him on the sidewalk, I watched him clean/dry himself and take off. As he left he flew in front of me and stopped flying, fell a few inches and beat his wings to make 3-4 buzzing sounds then flew away - I know they have a very limited capacity, or any at all for thought - but I like to think he was saying thanks. Also one time I saw a wasp stuck in a window and I tried to let him out - he stung me and got away. Fuck that wasp.
>>546793382 Are you me? Lol I had a mud dauber stuck in between the screen and glass window, there was a little hold near the bottom corner, and i kept trying to lead the little bugger to the hole but he was determined to fly through the glass to freedom. Eventually i just went outside and ripped the hole big enough that next time he went to that corner he could escape, and he did just that, took off and never saw it again lol. Its certainly no big deal, this is the first time I've ever thought of it again But in the moment it felt like a good thing to do..
>>546794014 ha, no this one was inside the room trying to get through the glass to freedom, I placed a cup over him and had nothing else but my hand to keep him in it - I asked for it.
As for spiders, they eat mosquitoes and flys - I once had a golden silk orb (banana spider) live under my porch for an entire season, a few times it would disappear for a day or a week, but always came back - it died up there - I always wondered wtf it was doing when it left.
the short life must make everything intensified compared to ours, be born - watch our sun go over the sky once (if no clouds that day) die that night - one day to do all your actions.
>>546794145 possibly. We are not born with knowledge and sometimes are brainwashed into a life of servitude. Reality never comes for some people, being born into a wealthy family that just gives their children everything with no explanation of right/wrong 'affluenza' you can 'affluence' a judge to let you off if you can prove you didn't know right from wrong because you were raised in a rich family.
The world HAS to suck, if it didn't we'd all float off.
>>546794601 I firmly believe the whole point of 'it all' is to enjoy yourself, and be good to each other, and spread your seed to continue your bloodline. Because one thing is for sure, once we are done here and have passed on, thats it. No one has ever come back, and although some may try to claim, no body really knows for sure if there even is anything after this.
Good talk /b/ro, its dudes like you why I love this place sometimes. I hope you're able to get ahold of the awesomeness that is DMT sooner than later. If all else fails, just Extract it yourself or brew a tea. Its easy just very time consuming,
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