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Wondering if I should get some scotch.

plz

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Meh nothing to lose

>>719929494
>mfw she tells me she loves me and I'm the only person that's ever treated her as anything other than human garbage
>staying up late texting this girl constantly, 5 hour time difference meant I was zombified in the mornings for work with late nights.


>The whole suicide thing followed by the lie about her age had really done a number on my mental health, I started showing symptoms of PTSD and later was diagnosed with it for a while.
>mfw my brain was beginning to melt at this point.
>I lost my mind.exe
>Instead of cutting off all contact like any sane person would, I carried on talking to her, I didn't want to let her down and then for me to be the cause of her doing anything silly.
>Tried to convince myself that falling in love with a 15 year old was ok, shit I even started looking at young girls in the street and trying to justify it to myself. I told the girl that I'd wait for her till she was 18 because I loved her and wanted to visit her because we'd been through so much together.
>I can't really explain what happened but my mind slipped into a catastrophic state, really fucking dire.
>Parents noticed I was restless and something was wrong.
>My mind had started full meltdown, Code Red, self destruct.

>I really love her
>I really loved a 15 year old
>If I cut off contact she might kill herself
>I've shared with her so many intimate secrets and details about myself
>She said she loved me, the first.

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>>719929533
>Brain's fucked, and all I can think about is my conversation being leaked online. That's all I can think about, and the thought of it makes me physically and mentally ill.
>Mum confronts me at some point a couple days later and asks me if there's anything wrong because I've been acting so erratically lately, restless, shutting myself away etc.
> I tell her.

>mfw I tell her that I met a girl online, that I talked her out of killing herself, and that she had lied about her age, so instead of 19 like she'd said for a month, she was 15.
>mfw I tell my Mum that the whole conversation had come about because we traded nude pics, and fapped, a lot.
> reveal to my Mum was the start of a significant mental decline.
>Realised what the fuck I'd said to my own mother amd kind of lost my shit.
>mfw own personal standards had been fucking blown to another dimension.
>couldn't sleep

>Over the next 3 months I sort of lost everything, I was in shellshock, with PTSD and clinical depression at what had just happened to my mind the past 6 weeks.

>Amount of shame, guilt and REGRET were literally far beyond breaking point every day of my existence for the next year.
>Diagnosed clinical depression, prescribed 200mg Sertraline
>Begin counselling (was bullshit I spent the few sessions I had fantasising about the end of a shotgun barrel when I was asked to imagine a 'happy place')
>Start seeing proper psychiatrist
>Psychiatrist asks my parents to hide keys to the gunsafe in our attic (farming family)
>Find keys and sleep with shotgun under my bed for peace of mind, for when I'm home alone
>Make plans to end my life.

>mfw I win /b/.exe
>mfw life is cancer
>mfw forever a failure in my own eyes

pfff... nothing to be embarrassed about. Your situation sucks and I'm glad it's not me. I have no advice for you, but best of luck.

nah

Hit me u p

>>719932492
behold!!!

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Yo

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>>719928059
>Isn't the guy in Hellsing op as fug too?

Yeah.


But when he died the first time it was to some regular schmuck with a wooden stake.

And he says again and again that if someone is going to kill him, they're going to have to be a regular human hero type with little to no enhancements. one of his biggest disappointments is his rival choosing the easy path and going all SUPERGODDEMONZ in an attempt to out bullshit him.

Which doesn't end well for Alexander Anderson let me tell you.

>>719928195
Your retardation began stretching into the depths of infinity long before mine.

>>719928240
His character may have changed but his brand of humor hasn't. Which was the key to why I had so much fun in out fight the first time.

I really didn't see it going any other way TBH and watching Guy Sensei kick the shit out of Madara was just more interesting, my guy.

>>719928527
>It's not like you could have killed them if you really felt like it, sounds like a cop out to me.
EHG could kill most people if he really wanted. But thats not the point.

He wants to fight. He enjoys the struggle. The spectacle. And he's cocky enough to believe that he can beat just about anyone even if he's weakened himself.

The key as someone fighting EHG, is to outsmart him. Take advantage of his hubris.

>>719928931
Hello. handsome

>>719932893
practical joke

>>719932893
>no time to hate
Spend the whole day hating

>>719932893
>muh vajayjay

the prawns shit

>>719935079
How many sides?
roll for loaded fries which looks like a cheap rip-off of poutine.

>>719935079
wedges

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Who wants more?

>>719930823
They believe trump is the Messiah
>"When will they know america is great again?"
>"I'll tell them!"

>>719930823
No. The entire right's philosophy is based on "I'm not a pussy" That's all. They blame the left for being too emotional and yet their entire ethos is based on childish emotion

>political ideological
ideology you illiterate pseudo liberal 16 y.o.

If you can look at that face and not want to punch him your are Jesus Christ returned and are probably in the wrong line of work.

>>719929472
What part of 'keep it civil' did you not get?

>>719929647
The Civil War killed more Americans than any war in U.S. history.

Anon wasn't being civil enough.

Bump, those are some funky nips OP

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>>719934665
dump your brown girls fap folder

Thats the bump that is needed by everyone here.

>>719928727
We talking underaged, and if so how old?

There is no better sex trust me

if she you're american, try checking out romeo and Juliet laws.