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>>737506553
I'd stop being mad if you'd only let me help the white girls worship BBC.

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Yes it is disgusting.

Here it is mostly fat white whales with black kids.

Maybe we should treat our fatties better so they don't go race traitors. We could have some noble order of white volunteers that impregnate them so the blacks can't do it.

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>>737506798

How about we send them back to their country with the same boat those fucking immmigrans comes to our

>>737501211
what

>>737501299
im going to sprinkle a little coke in a joint

>>737501211
*some

>>737503737
OP;
why the FUCK can't I feel anything. I'm like a blank white board, a desolate chasm void of emotion. I feel neither happiness nor sorrow. However, occasionally, once in a blue moon I'll feel everything at once. It's as if whenever something happens my corresponding emotion for the situation is withheld, but then, randomly with no tick or prior warning a switch is flipped, and those withheld emotions are experienced at once and I'm over zealous, yet unbearably depressed. I'm exceedingly angry, yet unusually tranquil. I cry randomly without reason, and feel childlike butterflies in my stomach as if I just saw my school girl crush. Then within the span of an hour i'm back to my emotionless, logistic based operating self, incapable of anything other than synthetic sympathy and empathy. Nothing but simulated emotions based on experiences i've heard from others, and memories from my child hood when I was fortunate enough to feel emotion. I'm crying as I right this because I know that soon the emotion will be gone, and there is no telling for how long. Sometimes it's weeks, other times it's months. I just want feel again. I don't want to be asked why i'm so depressed and be told that my answer of "I'm fine" isn't good enough. How does one explain that they do not feel sad, nor happy. That they feel nothing and are content with that, meaning allthough they are not "Smiling and happy" they aren't sad and depressed either.

Nothing was as eyeopening as visiting my family during break and having my youngest sibling say, "Bubby what's wrong? I miss the old bubby, I wish you were happy again. You're not your smiling self. I wish I had my real bubby back."

The hardest part is I know I shouldve felt something, and I wanted to, but I didn't. I don't know what I would've felt had I even felt something. Remorse, sorrow, contempt?

I just want to feel again, to be normal...

>>737503737
somebody please help. I don't even know if I need help, but everyone says I should feel, I want to, I want to be able to relate better, to help better. I find I can't fix my own problems so I'm constantly fixing others to fill the gap. To occupy my mind, to occupy my thoughts. I don't like hearing myself talk. My consciousness is full of self doubt and we often argue. I know what is right from wrong however don't worry, I know it may sound sociopath(ic) but I can assure you I have no trouble blending in, and my moral compass is fine. I have many friends and am regarding as a "vibrant person" but it's all a sham. I put on this persona and carry this lantern of light and hope to help other's smile and laugh so they don't have to experience this same empty feeling. All the while trying to learn what happiness truly is, and what the key to feeling again is. Then, when I get home, I put down the lantern and light attitude, and am once again greeted by the dark recess that is my mind. Home to nothing but my own thoughts, this place that resembles a labyrinth. It's like i'm trapped in this maze, this "box", and I can't seem to think outside it.

Someone please respond so I don't have to self bump. I would just kill myself but It's illogical because i'd be unnecessarily burdening my family and friends. My life is invaluable, yet I wont kill myself for that very reason. The way I see it I have no reason to live. Then again, I have no reason to die either. So I guess I'll just continue on existing.

>>737500622
read a book.

Eat some pussy

>>737500622
Go to bed. It's past your bedtime.

>>737503672
Ass

>>737503672
blowjob pic

>>737503672
blowjob

bumo

>be me
>see job posting on craigslist for a graphic design position at a start up company
>still in school but need to go on a job interview as part of my final grade
>barely have anything to show in my portfolio
>still apply
>get a call back a few days later
>bring my half assed portfolio to the interview
>they love it and tell me I'd be a good fit
>can't accept the job because I'm still in school
>have about a month left in the semester before I graduate
>offer to work part time but they need somebody full time
>they email me a week later saying I made a strong impression but my availability hurt my chances
>finish school and call the company a month after graduating
>the girl they hired instead of me is horrible apparently and they are interested in bringing in somebody else
>go in for another interview
>get the job
>new boss accidentally sends me dick pictures
>play it off as a meme because its my first day
>keeps "accidentally sending me dick pictures"
>take the bait and blow him in his office
>fired for sexual harassment a week later

>posted ad selling books for community college course
>selling them for about $100 cheaper than all the other listings
>just want the books gone and to avoid the haggling bullshit
>get email from some guy wanting to meet at Walmart parking lot for the listed price
>meet him there
>immediately tries to cut the price in half
>tell him I'm selling it for the listed price and the ad said no haggling, bottom line deal
>still tries to jew me
>throw the book into a puddle by the cart collector area and drive off

Craigslist is full of fucking jews

I'd fuck that horse.

Nice and thick

>>737502060
It appears to be
a woman preparing to
let a horse ride her.

My thoughts in haiku form.

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>>737505963
Shit yous a crying bitch /b/ro

>>737505963
Sure

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>>737506268
really?!?!?

Rolling
http://steamcommunity.com/id/EpistulaeMorales/

Rollin http://steamcommunity.com/id/cyb3r_wolf/wishlist

Poor nigger, dont giveaway 7 dolars.

>>737501340
Proceed.

>>737501340
sauce on that pic

>>737502275
I'm guessing FB or IG

what did you just do?

>>737501262
sick shit bro

Does she still do that thing with her toes tickling your anus.