>Feels thread
Sometimes...life just feels lonely, no matter how happy you actually are.
I'm in an extremely happy relationship, doing well in school, doing well at my job, but I fucked up bad last year and can't stop thinking about it sometimes.
Why are you sad today, anon?
>>738301339
oh boy. incoming.
my mother is a disaster of a human. growing up she seemed to keep everythign together. maybe she did. maybe it was all a lie. Lying has become her primary form of communication. She treats us like her little dolls, insisting we act a certain way so she can pretend she has a perfect family, but then manipulating us against one another to suit her will. She fucks it all up then says it was just a game.
most recently she tried to turn me against my father. I didn't meet the man until i was 4, and I was not a fan. He was in the military so he wasn't exactly around a lot even after that. He left us for a year when i was 9 and i was basically left to take care of both my older and little brother. my older brother was a delinquent and I had to do my best just to stop him from destroying everything.
my mother came to me when they were talking about divorce and told me he left on purpose, that she suspected her of cheating on him with his brother so had to get away. I can respect the decision to run off and find your self, but it doesn't mean I have to respect him. This was the final nail in what was already a pretty full coffin.
but with everything coming to light, that might be a lie. I tried talking to them both about it, but he denied it, they both stuck to their stories , and then did what they do best: pretend it didn't happen. one of them was lying, the other knew it, and they just keep on going as if it didn't matter.
cont
>>738301419
even if he didn't have a choice in leaving us, it doesn't do much to change how I feel about him. Hes not the perfect villain by any means, but he was a bad dad, even when he was around. for some reason he picked on me the most, probably because i was the least masculine of his sons. If my older brother hated carrots he had no issues, but if i hated lasagna, he would keep up all night until I ate it, then when i finally tried, id vomit, and he'd smack me and tell me i was being 'dramatic' (as if i could force my self to throw up).
I could forgive this, I could forgive him leaving, I could forgive him smacking the shit out of me simply because I was a nervous laugher. he had some heavy crosses to bare and we all let it out negatively.
but what really makes me unable to forgive is that when I told him I was molested, he told me i needed to 'get over it' so that we could keep the family together. they insisted I continue to even share a bed with my molester, my brother.
My older brother molested me when i was 4 and he was 6. it was traumatic for the obvious reasons, but not something I held against him growing up. he was 6... not exactly the same person he is now. The unfortunate truth is it didn't end with the molestation. He is a big man, and he believes that being big means that he is in charge.
I remember one christmas I came back to visit, and my father had woken me up at 7am. like my brother, my father needed to just assert his dominance. I wa sfine waking up if there was a purpose, but i was grown man who lived on my own just visiting for the holidays, and my dad insisted 'if you're going to sleep under my roof, you gotta wake up when i want you to'.
i went to facebook and simply posted 'being an adult should mean being able to sleep in if you want to'. a bit passive agressive, sure, other than for the fact that I more or less said that to him first. i didnt see an issue with posting that.
>>738301434
this apparently made my mother cry though. She needs to have the 'perfect holiday' every holiday. i remember when we were younger we'd argue over which actor appeared in which movie, and she'd throw a plate at the wall and say we ruined christmas.
this facebook status about wanting to sleep in upset her. the next day my family and I went out shooting. on the way back there wasnt enough room for all the guns in the trunk so i held one in my lap as my brother drove us back to the house.
thats when he began to threaten me. he asked why i posted it, i said i was expressing my feelings. He said 'well i express my feelings with my fist, so next time you express your self im going to express my self all over your face'.
i was there, an adult, with another adult threatening to assault me because i posted an innocuous facebook update about wanting to sleep in. i had a gun in my lap, and it was already pointed in his general direction. 'i have a gun' i said. 'do not threaten me ever again'.
since then we have never been alone together. This essentially highlights our relationship. Since the very beginning it has been that he is bigger, so he is in charge of me, whether it be sexually or physically. growing up did not change this mindset at all. if he had just molested me as a kid i could overlook it. but he continued to believe that he was in charge simply because he was big.
but he took me seriously in that moment, and as a result we are no longer close.
POST YOUR BATTLE STATIONS!
>>738309088
I dont understand how this happens. When you get up why dont you just throw it away? Or put a garbage bin near your desk?
Post a pic of yourself with timestamp fatty.
That's disgusting but vanilla coke is my fucking shit.
you say shotato
[nigger free zone]
So this happened.. slept with a crazy girl. Paying the price.
Exposed slits thread? More like this
>>738307989
she probably took those vids with her husband, how is she a slut?
kys
>>738308086
>THIS WOMAN'S LEAKED NUDES ARE THE RESULT OF HER UNFAITHFUL HUSBAND. SHE IS PURE. IT IS VERY UNLIKELY SHE IS JUST A PROMISCUOUS WHORE.
>a fucking mudshark gettings doxxed on top of being a slut
Toll being paid tbqh
celeb
>>738311156
hi /b/ im bored. What should i do?
Put on your jam jams and go to sleep
Get some cock in that supple ass 10/10
show ass
hunger games round 2
48 slots
first come first serve
Rember
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6LovY_DdEE
Beavis
Swedish Chef
Last thread hit the image limit, lets do this shit.
>>738309199
may i see your butt
What is this
>>738309199
Just for you guys or traps in general
Was the single greatest attack on humankind (the USA dropping two atomic bombs on Japan) a necessity?
Probably not. Who cares? It happened.
>>738300939
Was Pearl Harbor and the rape of Nanking a necessity?
War is hell.
>>738300939
No one can answer that, but the Japanese weren't going to stop. That was clear.
anyone here have fucked up families? feels thread?
>>738305711
>mother is a disaster of a human
>growing up she seemed to keep everything in order
>as soon as she was no longer responsible for everyone / everything she reverted to a child
>she pretends to try and kill her self every 3 or so months
>ends up with a blood alochol content level of 3.7 but not any pills for over a year now
>its our job to drop what were doign and take care of her
>she tells me 'you're the only reason im alive, you're the only thing keeping me alive'
>keep telling her not to put that pressure on me but she insists
cont.
>>738305798
>a year and a half ago she and dad were talking about divorce
>i never really liked my dad
>didn't meet him til i was 4
>he was gone a lot cuz of the military
>left us for a year once
>my mother reveals that he left for that year on purpose to get away from us / her
>feel even more resentment towards my dad
>they eventually stop talkoing about divorce
>i get them both on the phone (i live in la now) and ask them what the hell is the truth about back then
>dad claims he had no choice, military. mom claims he chose to leave us
>they both stick with their story
>dad has a stroke a week later
honestly not sure who to believe. moms been proven to be a liar so much its hard to believe anything. but even if she is lying, it doesn't excuse my dads other behavior.
Everyone here does, that's why we are here
Got this for $130. Did I do alright?
>>738307483
Nope
>>738307483
Yous gots robded
Whoever sell you that shiet gang raped you and you probably liked
I have my girlfriend here. Taking requests on what i should do to her.
>>738308877
Eat her ass
Break up with her. She's fucking disgusting.
obviously post post more pics and fuck her
g/fur cntd
diddlydoobop
>>738310089
I don't believe you.
neat
CD/sissy trap thread?
Bored cd here
>>738308939
more please?
>>738308939
I never understood the point of those things on their cocks. What're they for? Thanks.