Okay anons, here's my story
>be me
>20 yo studying computer science
>10/10 tall, blonde and fit girl in all my courses
>develop huge crush on her
>take glimpses at her during lectures and all the other stuff
>don't get the balls to approach her
>become afraid that she already has a bf or that she will reject me
I managed to talk to her maybe two times during all my time at college and one time she even kinda initiated the conversation but they didn't last very long and there was always somebody else involved
9 months have past and i'm still crushing hard on her
Currently i'm in a preparation course for becoming a tutor for new students at my college and my crush's best friend is in this course as well.
I don't know if it's somehow cocky to use her to get closer to my crush?
Also i need advice for not sperging out around my crush and get some decent level of self confidence going for me