sometimes i think i have an anti-friend device planted in me. in kindergarden, at school and now at uni. no one wants to have meaningful friendships with me, PERIOD. i have so called ''friends'' and acquaintances, but i might as well not have them.i have had close friends from time to time but now they're gone. im so fuckin tired of this. depression is back. starting to lose hope in everything
>>18712546
Chill. You had frineds before, so you can have them again.
>no one wants to have meaningful friendships with me
Don't put too much pressure on them. Just have a frinedship and enjoy. Let it develop. Don't try to score a "deep connection".