Morality issues.

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So, two things just happened on the same day that have caused me a severe moral contradiction.

First, i tell my gf of two years that i need some time alone for a while. I have not told her for definite yet but by that i mean we are on a break of sorts. I'm working up to telling her soon.

Second, my mother called me and, completely unaware of the previous situation, told me she'd booked me a flight and a room to Majorca in/near Spain for my 24th birthday. I have not left my country in 10 years.

One of the main reasons for this "break" is our complete lack of sexual chemistry. In other words, just a shitty sex life.
I'd like to say I'd have an okay chance with some girls on holiday, and holy fuck am i desperate to destroy some poor girl and get a half decent blowjob for once.

So, yeah. Im completely 50/50 what to do. Ive always been loyal all my life, and this is the first time Ive ever been on a break. I want to keep my integrity and not hurt her, but the primal instinct to fuck around is too much.

>TLDR: I have a shitty relationship but want to bang spanish birds. Wut do?

Also, can you get weed easy enough in Spain?