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>>18556811
You can talk to me. What's going on in your life, anon?

Sometimes I watch Joel Osteen on tv. I went to church but was too shy to get baptized.

>>18556833
im just frustrated, anxious, i cant focus or do my duties. Sometimes i feel jelous or irrational, i think things that make me feel bad, my chest hurts, and i fap a looot, and i feel disappointed of myself and people and life in general, and i feel overwhelmed, sometimes i feel like im being paranoic, and im tired, sad, unconfortable. Sometimes its hard to go out of bed or i just cant at all, im scared of the future, i want to be like other people, i want to have their lives. i feel like im just not enough, and im scared to keep feeling this way all my life. Sometimes i feel like killing myself seems like a better idea even if i know that im not going to do it, but it doesnt seems so bad, and i cant focus and what i know that i need to do, or i cant make choices or know what is better for me. im just all fucked up.

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>>18556870
>i fap a looot

You're jettisoning your life force when you fap, anon. You are drained and hollowed out. Cease the fapping and allow your body to reconstitute itself.

>>18556811
Read a lot and about everything

And this will not be a problem anymore

>>18556891
i actually already tried this, and i easily can just not fap if i want to.. and i didnt fapped for like 2 months aaaand... didnt made a difference.

>>18556907
i sometimes read, or sometimes i listen audiobooks.. some people think that i read a lot, i dont think so, but.. yeah.. sometimes i enjoy that... when im in a better mood and not just feeling emo/fucked up hehe.

>>18556811
What are you disappointed about yourself exactly?

>>18556811
Gotta sort yourself out, get on a schedule, sleep at the same time every night and make sure you drink plenty of water, whatever you attempt, don't forget to take mental and physical breaks, have positive influences in your life, even if its just some motivational speaker on the computer screen, do all this and im sure you'll feel better.