So... Its this girl... Ive known her for a couple of years, and she is perfect. Just fucking perfect. We have been on dates, hung out and just flirted for a long while. She said multiple time that she liked me, and that we would have a future together. Its weird to say, but she is just that blunt.
I really thought that meant that she was into me, but today she suddenly showed up with her new boyfriend "to watch a movie together with her fun friend".
-Fucking hell.
Im pretty fucking heartbroken, but the fact that he is perfect too helps a little. Aparently they have known each other since they were babies. They are two peas in a pod and they fit so good together. This helps a little, but Im still fucking sad about the whole thing.
The main problem is that Im 21 and Im a virgin. I really thought it would be us two, so I never fucked anyone else, I guess I was "saving it for her". Now Im sitting here like a moron, with no sexual experience. Ive made out with girls (her too) and Im not afraid to talk to them or anything like that. Ive even turned down a couple of them "Because of her".
What the fuck should I do? Should I keep saving it for someone special or just blow it out on the first slut I can get my hands on?
>>18528885
>Should I keep saving it for someone special or just blow it out on the first slut I can get my hands on?
why so polar? how about blowing it on the first decent girl (not slut, not "the one") ?
>>18528885
Most of your peers have std's - you don't. Don't blow it on some late night skank. Put an add out like this. Virgin seeks Virgin let make a life.
>>18528906
I dunno. Im kinda scared, I guess? What if I sex wrong and she cathces on fire or something bs like that. Ive been set on doing it with someone I trust for so long, that its hard to change that mentality
>>18528913
But I dont want that. I dont want some half cristian life style with another "leftover". I just dont know how to do it, or what the fuck I want. Im so scared that Im shit at it that I almost dont want to fuck anyone who can judge me
>>18528934
There are plenty of girls that have on non religious grounds held out for mr right. Maybe for the same reason you did. Just sell your weakness you only have one V card. What if you haul in a pure 8-10?
You have nothing to lose.