Is it just me? or am i a creep? i always feel like whenever

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Is it just me?
or am i a creep?

i always feel like whenever i make a friend, they leave without a notice.
in the past year i had been friends with two really cool people to me.

I got added to a group chat with like 3 other people and i saw them chilling in chat every so often and asked if i could come in.

I started hanging out with them and their friends and they all seem like a really cool bunch.

but then i think it started when i started talking about sexy characters.and i thought it was appropriate because we all were lewd artists.

but then one day im removed from the group and i asked one of my friends, "hey did the chat vanish? what happened?"... no reply. and its been almost a year and i havent said a thing since then. im too scared to. but i need an explanation. i can only assume so much and i mean, even then its speculation.

so now im here and im thinking, dude, if i did something wrong please just tell me so i dont have to do it again. even if you dont wanna talk to me ever again just please tell me this shit man.