>Human beings feel like objects
>Feel like I could do a great deal of cruelty to someone and feel nothing
>Have been shut-in since I was 13, but forced to go outside by society and now forced to work for my father in the homes of others
>Life suddenly feels incredibly boring
>Have been isolated from humans for past 3 years, but have been forced to interact so as to labor
>Start to no longer see humans as human anymore, and I can't help but see it as the healthiest path in life
>Starting to resent company of my parents, and I'd rather be alone than hear their voices
>Thinking about doing something, but I don't know what
What does this mean?
It means it's time to move out of your parent's house, dumbass
>>18523998
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Stop being an edgelord. If this is legit you're probably a sociopath, in which case, good luck with whatever legal trials you have in the future.
>>18523998
I believe I'm turning into a very volatile human-being, and I don't really care.
Outside of my family others do not matter to me. I chuckle and smile, but I do not see others as anything more than reflections of myself.
A part of me feels like it's time to die, but another part of me feels like it's time to enjoy myself with the lives of others. I just have to calibrate my brain further down the direction it's going.
>>18524039
I was never a sociopath in the past, and I've always tried to care about others. I always believed that my uncaring nature was always due to being a young-man that had yet to develop compassion.
I feel empathy to those closest to me as all other people do. I believe this is what the average human being is.
I see nothing wrong or out of place in my thought processes. This is a new advent that has arrived out of no-where.
I have no answers for you, I'm sure you know what to do however your perfectly normal. That's the way you feel and the way I feel and many do sometimes, however what makes you healthy is that your able to observe yourself doing so. which is different from psychopathy were there is a complete association with or dissociation from.