Can I ask a question? Why am I suddenly taking interest in a

>>18518587
Is he gay? If so, suck his dick. If not, go to your room and jack off purely to the thoughts of him. If you can't get off of this, then you are not gay.

Hate queers less because you are one and nothing else because you'd be a shitty boyfriend and bad at gay sex.

It just sounds like normal admiration. Maybe you are a repressed gay and this is your way of coming out to yourself? I don't know senpai

>>18518602
Hes bi I guess, but I cant really jerk off to him because I dont find him hot or sexy, I just really like talking to him and his personality.
>>18518605
I don't hate gays, I just think of ot as weird and just unacceptable, like beastiality. But I don't think id want to have sex with him.
>>18518608
Who knows, maybe I am, I'm not attracted to him because hes a guy, I'm attracted to....him. Like his personality and all that stuff. First time I actually felt this for a guy so I dont know how to handle this. Plus hes way older than me.

Is he feminine? It's not gay.

Maybe he is just a good friend but your autism makes you misunderstand your feelings.

>>18518722
Not feminine at all. Very manly, responsible, very smart, all that jazz. I want to be like him, that's for sure.

>>18518728
If you can't masturbate to him you definitely dont love him. You've probably just never admired a guy in your peer group this much and it has made you question if it's a crush. If your dick doesn't jump at all it's not a crush and just someone who is a bro that you admire/idolize. A bro crush.

>>18518791
Well that's nice to know. This guy is actually the first person that I ever looked up to besides my dad. Thanks for answering though.

>>18518641
>I don't hate gays, I just think of ot as weird and just unacceptable, like beastiality. But I don't think id want to have sex with him.
The reason you find those things taboo is because you were raised to view them as such. However, the attraction to the same sex in not entirely socially regulated, there are biological or more specifically hormonal factors at work as well. You're going to have to make a choice: go along with society, or go with your heart.