I am terribly depressed because of my life decisions, my crush and a lack of friends. I need to talk to someone, I need someone to hear me out, but nobody gives a shit about me. Every time I try to confess to anyone, they don't give a fuck. Either they ignore me or they think I am just joking. I fear I am not going to be able to keep all my problems only inside my head, I fear I will kill myself, or kill someone else.
What's going on man? You can tell me.
>>18518030
I fell in love with a girl 4 years ago and never had balls to tell her. Finally after all these years she notices me and we start hanging out with each other, I wanted to tell her already, but couple seconds before I wanted to, she told me about her boyfriend. This hit me hard and I can't get over it, I cannot sleep at night, I can't think about anything else but her.
About my friends, I don't have any, they're all just a bunch of fake faggots who mock me for everything I do and believe in. I hate almost everyone I know for mocking me for all these years altough I did nothing bad to them.
I'd love to make real friends but I can't because of my social anxiety. I can't even leave my room without being scared of all the people staring at me because how I look, or how I dress.
Holy fuck are you me? I can relate to this on a spiritual level.
>>18518079
Really? Please find a different person to troll.
>>18518064
>caring about women
Are you gay or something?
>>18518084
>>18518084
I'm serious dude, I've been lonely ever since I went to high school, and I'm very much in love with a girl, who is likely already taken. I am a introvert and total social outcast, which is why I want to kill someone and eventually myself, too.
>>18518064
>being able to hang out with a woman
you have no social anxiety, fucking faggot
>>18518064
At least you can identify a problem right away: Your friends are crap. Having people flood you with negativity won't help your situation. YOu have to branch out man, find new friends.
>>18518093
I am sorry for you. I guess this isn't too normal or safe on 4chan, but I am gonna risk it.
Add me on Steam, if you wanna talk: http://steamcommunity.com/id/fagot123456/
>>18518103
I find it very difficult to talk to new people, that I see for the first time. She is someone I know for almost 5 years
>>18518090
Kek