>Be me
>Be 18
>Got drunk at a party and got laid
>Regret it because the girl I banged was a close friend of mine
>Feel really bad about it
>Any time I think about sex I remember what I did
>Can't even masturbate anymore
>Can't even fantasize anymore
>Can't even think about kissing somebody without feeling bad about what I did
I wanna go back to being that inncoent teen that jacked off to weird porn. What do I do?
>>18442539
Call really close friend and ask if he wants to fuck again.
>>18442539
what a pussy, why does inserting your penis into her vagina change anything?
>>18442545
I don't want to bring it up around her.
If she remembers it, then it will be an uncomfortable conversation.
If she doesn't remember, then I'm a rapist.
Either way, it's not something I'm ballsy enough to do.
>>18442539
I'm not understanding why this is an issue? She doesn't want to be your friend any longer? What's the problem?
>>18442554
Why don't you talk to her and Guage how she feels around you?
>>18442607
She feels and acts normal around me.
No harm was done really. I just regret it.
What?
>>18442696
well your options right now are to stew in it and let it define your image of yourself to yourself and basically turn yourself off from women (and vaginal sex) forever, or get past this and get on with your life. If she seems normal about it then just let go of it. If she doesn't seem to be bothered by it, it's literally only affecting you and that's only because you're letting it. It's a bump in the road right now. If she actually does have an issue with it then wait until that surfaces and then maybe post here again, when you have an actual issue other than "muh feels". Otherwise give it 2 weeks, tops. It's all in your head, dude.
Fucking summerfags.