Hello /adv/. I'm 19. 2 months ago I hooked up with this

maybe you liked him but didnt understand your feelings towards him?

>>18091895
If you kept hanging out with him, how are you in a position to be missing him?

I think you left out a major part of the story.

>>18091895
How can you not know what you are doing while his dick is in your mouth?

>>18091919
There's a concept of "personal responsibility" that is unfamiliar to women.

>>18091895
were u ovulating? was he chad?

It happens OP. I had a friend suck my dick the very first time we met, and I wasn't over my ex, she was also younger than me, so my head went to shit, she got depressed, I basically had a mental breakdown and my depression only worsened. Months later she tried again, soon as I came I had yet another mental breakdown, I was panicking, anxious, fearful. I just hated myself. The things we do out of desperation we usually regret. I wanted to move on and forget my ex already after 2 years of mental torment. I thought my friend would help.. but I ended up hating myself, feeling like I used her, feeling like I cheapened myself. Felt like a coward. But I continued to be her friend, I thought, well, eventually my feelings will change no? By the time I was mentally stable enough to wanna go all the way with her, she started fucking some guy she hid from me and I only felt like an even bigger idiot.

In your case, you may still have a chance. Why not contact him?

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>>18091895
>ended up with a dick in the mouth
>no idea how

>>18091895

Contact him and tell him how sorry you are that you backed out because it was obviously too intense of a situation for you. You spaghettied. It does happen but it sounds like you regret running.
I'll bet he hasn't dated alot in 2 months. If he immediately jumped into saying he loved you, he's probably got little sexual experience to begin with

>>18091895
Contact him and tell him you miss him.