Hello /adv/. I'm 19.
2 months ago I hooked up with this guy through Tinder. We started talking and we scheduled a meeting, kind of a date, but not too intimate.
We met, hang out and stuff. Then he askes me if I wanted to come to his house, in which I said yes.
We arrive at his house and he shows me his place, a few moments later, we started making out and stuff. It soon jumped into me sucking his dick. At the moment I didn't what I was doing, I guess I was in the mood.
I come home terrified and confused, until I got a message from him telling that he loved me and that he wanted to take things seriously.
I was confused, I didn't know if I should keep hanging out with him or not, but after a while I did.
2 months past and I'm starting to feel like I miss him. How do I cope with the aftermath?
maybe you liked him but didnt understand your feelings towards him?
>>18091895
If you kept hanging out with him, how are you in a position to be missing him?
I think you left out a major part of the story.
>>18091895
How can you not know what you are doing while his dick is in your mouth?
>>18091919
There's a concept of "personal responsibility" that is unfamiliar to women.
>>18091895
were u ovulating? was he chad?
It happens OP. I had a friend suck my dick the very first time we met, and I wasn't over my ex, she was also younger than me, so my head went to shit, she got depressed, I basically had a mental breakdown and my depression only worsened. Months later she tried again, soon as I came I had yet another mental breakdown, I was panicking, anxious, fearful. I just hated myself. The things we do out of desperation we usually regret. I wanted to move on and forget my ex already after 2 years of mental torment. I thought my friend would help.. but I ended up hating myself, feeling like I used her, feeling like I cheapened myself. Felt like a coward. But I continued to be her friend, I thought, well, eventually my feelings will change no? By the time I was mentally stable enough to wanna go all the way with her, she started fucking some guy she hid from me and I only felt like an even bigger idiot.
In your case, you may still have a chance. Why not contact him?
>>18091895
>ended up with a dick in the mouth
>no idea how
>>18091895
Contact him and tell him how sorry you are that you backed out because it was obviously too intense of a situation for you. You spaghettied. It does happen but it sounds like you regret running.
I'll bet he hasn't dated alot in 2 months. If he immediately jumped into saying he loved you, he's probably got little sexual experience to begin with
>>18091895
Contact him and tell him you miss him.