I've hated myself every waking moment of my life, and I

>>18087779
Are you a NEET? Any friends?

Well you're stuck with you for the duration of your time in this mortal coil so might as well love yourself if anyone. Also Jesus.

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>>18087816
No, I'm in uni, and I have a decent amount of friends. I feel like sometimes they can be a bit condescending, because they think I'm a weirdass, but I'm 99% sure it's just me overreacting. I used to talk to a few girls, but it kinda fizzled out since every time I meet them it's just awkward silence. I have social anxiety (not bad, used to be much worse) and I suffer from anxiety (like I am right now), but my reputation isn't really that bad.

I just really fucking hate myself. I am constantly surprised by the amount of attention I get and the amount of friends I have. Nothing seems to ever work. I am too much of a sperg since I never talked to girls in high school that when they started talking to me I was too much of an autist to know how to flirt (I remember when they'd give me hugs I'd stand there like a fucking tree) or move in. I want to shoot my mirror image every time I walk in the bathroom. I'm not a cuck so I'm not suicidal (yet) but it's eating me alive.

>>18087779

By finding out why you hate yourself.

>>18087779
There's a bunch of Greco-Roman fuckers who said that how you feel is totally dependent on yourself.
You are your own cosmos and how you feel about that isn't dependent on that

There's tons of reading material on that type of shit.
It's good to read because it shows that you're not alone and that you are not unique in your feeling.

I recommend doing shit like cooking, reading, and weight lifting.
Don't judge yourself by others. Judge yourself on who you used to be.
So long as you are better than you were yesterday, no one can talk jack shit about you

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