My dad died yesterday. We were so close and became so distant the past 2 years, due to drugs. I feel profound sadness over his death, the last thing i said was not kind, the last thing i did was not kind, and now he is dead, and i am so sad. I cant stop crying, and I dont have anybody to hold or hug or love. I am so alone in this moment. this is as close to a blog board as I know, I just, its 3 and I need to say something, i need to interact. I love you dad
Hang it there. It will be shit for a while, but it will get better.
you have me anon
maybe I could be your dad tonight~
Thanks guys. I was such a piece of shit to him at the end. to a man I love at one point with all my heart. That is what hurts the most. He never got to see how much better Im making life for myself to be, he would be proud
that sucks brah but listen up, death is a part of life and everyone's parents die at some point
you gotta look back and remember the good times you had, and think about all of the knowledge and skills and love that your parents gave you
and figure out how you can give that to your children
>>18085871
Sorry for your loss anon. It does get easier with time. I'm sure ghost dad is watching and proud.
>my son is experimenting with drugs and being an edgy teen, i don't love him anymore
is this what you actually think he thought, OP?
I can promise you that it's not.
>>18085895
No i dont do drugs. My dad is.....was, a drug addict. He was a drug addict, and he couldnt kick it. I just want to say goodbye
>>18085893
>I'm sure ghost dad is watching and proud.
>my pussy son is bitching on 4chan for pity points my death was totally worth it
blue skies are coming anon >>18085871
I hope so. So so much
write down what you would have said to him
its a bit too late but its the best you can do now
and learn your lesson to never part in anger with someone who is important to you, you might not meet them again