I have literally zero motivation to do anything right now. I start things, then I quit them. Every single time, I'll just avoid, avoid, avoid then procrastrinate. Nothing feels pleasurable or fun, except continuing to be the sack of shit I've been since childhood, and google useless facts on the internet, maybe play a bit of vidya. Then I think about doing something grand, like giving my life for a cause but the fucking pain of doing anything at all is too great, so I just remain a NEET wasting away my 20s barely ever going outside anymore.
Even writing and posting this felt too hard. Filling the captcha is a pain. Etc.
>>18060327
I also keep coming back to this one interest, but I'm never willing to put in the hours. Why am I like this?
You need to start lifting and going outside, fucking obviously.
>>18060332
desu I have problems lifting because of health anxiety + panic attacks combo. I go to the gym,, lift for a bit, then the adrenaline starts making me feel like I'm about to die. Actually, anxiety gets in the way of most things, including going outside since I live in a violent area. I have seen a doctor for it, but it only worked shoirt-term when I needed a pick me up from my big panic attack. Now I just have a benzo addiction.
I keep promising myself I'll do it again anyway, then I actually do it for like a week but then fall back into the old habits. Everyone who knows me has gotten sick of that act, and have pretty much given up on me.
>>18060327
I feel you , I've been doing this , tho not to that degree ( I go out sometimes and I do useful things time to time )
I've researched ( googled the shit out of it ) this in the past years and this "condition" ( being a NEET-hikki ) is like ... an amalgamation of multiple things.I can write you a wall of text about it if you want .
>>18060347
not OP, but please do.
>>18060332
Why lifting?
>>18060341
>now I just have a benzo addiction
shouldn't have abused the medication and taken it as directed, fuckface.
>>18060347
Interested as well
>>18060327
same story here, almost 30 now and doing nothing. nothing interests me but vidya and being totally wasted on substances. i dont care anymore about people, i rather be most of the time alone since people are just so fucking irritating.
>>18060327
Get a dog
>>18060347
Bump for >>18061146 and >>18061181