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Fuck it, tomorrow I'm going to an escort. 25 years old virgin, I just wanna see what's all the fuss about. It's not that I'm incapable of getting a gf but I'm anxious of doing anything, even kissing, with a person that I know. That's actually been a reason for breakup with my ex. I'm just that weird, I have no issue doing shit with strangers, but when it comes to getting intimate with a gf, I'm getting anxious. Last time I was close to having sex I actually hid my boner and said that I don't feel like it.
Anyway I just wanna get this experience out of the way, see how it is and what to look forward to, and maybe it'll cure me or something. Currently single, though I'm talking to this chick and if it ever gets to that point, I don't wanna sperg out.
Anyway, any advice? I'm fapping today so I'll be relaxed tomorrow and not bust a load within 5 minutes, I'll bring my own condoms and no wallet, just some cash and stuff.
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>>18058095
If you think there's a remote chance you'll ever work through your autism, don't do it anon.
I did and regret it wasn't with a girl I cared about.
It wasn't that great, I didn't even cum because I'm so desensitized by porn. Plus she was chubby. but it was paid for by my uncle so I don't really complain about that.
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>>18058101
I thought about it for a good while and I'm ok with the consequences. I just wanna get a sexy chick to suck me off, ride my dick for a bit and finish, see what's it like. I actually don't have many expectations nor do I expect it to be some magical thing or whatever.
Though, I find it more likely never to work through my autistic quirks. I'm not that fucking great with girls obviously and the few ones that I ever even get are turned off by me being so clueless when it comes to getting intimate and sexual.
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>>18058101
Basically this.
Talk to a counselor about your insecurities and see if they can help you work on your confidence. It's so much better to be with someone you really want
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>>18058095
don't pay more than 120/h
don't get addicted, chump
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>>18058110
I don't think I will. I tried everything under the sun in terms of substance abuse and never got addicted to anything, even after smoking regularly for a few months, I realized I don't actually want it and quit the next day, no biggie. I'm not the type of person to get overly infatuated by a new experience or something, especially if it's meh and overrated.
>>18058107
I don't think it'll have such a huge impact on me as anons on /adv seem to suggest.
I basically see this as a new experience because life's gotten pretty monotonous lately, work, gym, out with friends, home, rinse and repeat.
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>>18058095
Good luck
I did the same (at 14) and I don't regret it at all. I'm 27 now and can't even remember her face but I do remember the experience. Big warm bath together, then soapy massage on a blow up bed then fucked me on the real bed. This was in Bangkok.
It really helped me become less frigit especially after I realized I had more action than some of the boys you guys would consider Chad's at that age.
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>>18058147
>Going to a Bangkok soapy aged 14
Mah nigga
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>>18058147
>>18058101 here. If I had done it at 14, and with a qt thai chick no less, I'd have valued the experience as well.
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