Hey guys .. First off all i never knew what my Father did for living and we was living in a separate country with my mother and sister. We only met him couple months a year and i was thinking thats pretty normal until i was 7 or 8. I learn what he did for living after i was already 16 and he got himself into jail. The problem is just i realize pretty early in my life that something is wrong with me! I m manipulativ sadistic impulsiv and i just wanna destroy stuffs or posses them. What cant be normal or ?!
I m 22 now and my bigges fear is that i will be like him and break the heart of the people i love.
Sorry for my English I'm not a native
Would be nice to know how i can do something agains this.
>>18056169
Changing yourself is a long and difficult process, especially when youre an adult. But the hardest part IMO is realizing your way of thinking and wanting to change it. Behavior and habits are hard to break so you when you do realize youre doing something you want to change, take it slow and steady. I would seriously suggest going to therapy since this is pretty big and would likely need outside help. I hope you get better anon, I know how hard it is to change yourself.
OP, I can coach you into becoming more responsible and realistic in life.
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>>18056152
It's genetic. You lucky son-of-a-bitch. Most of us are half afraid to even leave the house, much less successfully manipulate other people.
>>18056629
I was trying it ! I was visiting a psychiatrist but the problem is just that i can't open to nobody. 4chan is anonym and I'm ashamed of what people will think off me or my family
>>18056793
Ehh yes.. My father is actually the 2 generation like this so it is probably the fucking genetics.